Honestly I have to admit all my siblings hate me for some reason, I never talk back at them. I always try to be nice to them. They really don't like me at all. I try my best to be myself. But they still hate me anyways. I don't know how life will be 10 years from now, when we're old and married. Somedays I just wish life would end here right now because I want a family that will love me for who I am. My little sister abuses me alot, but I don't fight back. I guess you can say I am the weak one. I try to be strong but I don't want to fight back at them. My siblings say that I want to fit in and try to be perfect all the time, also my little sister says I was a mistake.