Behind The Lights

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Behind The Lights

(Nadech & Yaya) FanFiction


"The Managers, The Cameras , The Shows, The Fame, The Publicity, The Flashing of Lights and The Cheers from fans for Nadech and Yaya . What is it really, Behind The Lights..."
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 1

"OKAY! ... And~ ACTION!" The director called out.
He stared not only to my eyes but right through my heart.
"Mayumi you have no idea how crazy I am for you and all these years... "
He slowly leaned forward and caress my shoulder , everything lit to sparks and my heart beats out of rhythm.
He's so closed now and I can feel the presence of his heat radiating through mine. "Why why do u do this to me?" Is all I said to myself.
He brought my right hand to his chest, and underneath it is the unsteady beating of his heart. It led to the warming of my cheeks and the sparking of my every nerve. "Nadech is ... What?... is he feeling what i am feeling? Can u pls just tell me now the truth.."
I wished to say this in his dazzling eyes, only an inch from mine.
"Mayumi, I.. promise to show u from now on my true feelings and my whole hearted love for you kimi." His eyes still locked on my mine, and no other words can make a girl melt for him.

He pulled my body to his and out of no where I am lost in his arms.I wanted to stay here forever. A gentle voice against my ear"yaya.. Hug me back.." He gave my body a little squeeze. I did exactly what he said, then I inhaled every scent I can from his shoulder, I want to nuzzle him but I can't and it hurts that I can't.
"CUT!" Cried by the director.
" great job you guys.. I always loved your chemistry together.." All smiles from everyone. Nadech pulled me away from him, and felt my spine sting from the separation from his pleasant embrace.
"Yaya.. You alright?" He looked with concern. My beating heart has not slowed ,yet here he is making me half crazy..
"Nadech just stop now, direc called cut already" everyone is busy clearing up and preparing for the next scene. "Oh... Are you having a headache?" He held my right wrist and took me to the changing|waiting room where our mothers' awaits for us.
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 2


"Yaya~~" kim waved her hand over my face again for the third time. "Oh I'm sorry, what is it again?" Kim looked disappointed.
"We were talking about mark and his girls.." Gosh! Mark his always been the player in our group, and he has no idea how kim feels.
"Don't you think guys will always be guys, and they can never understand the little things they do that makes so much impact to us." Nadech nadech ! It annoys me.. How he makes me feel.
"WAIT! This is not only about mark huh! Tell me more! What in the world did Barry do now ?"
"Hhmm.. I don't know.. Nothing I guess .." Kim lets out a small giggle.
"I don't understand why won't you two just freakin DATE already!"
I "Sshh! Kim.. People might hear you."

"DUH! Yaya That is all what were waiting for... Your parents the fans .. Kids and animals .. " we both laughed loud at that. But with all honesty we both knew the risk of having a love life in the public eye industry that we live in. The management, cameras, fans and our personal emotions can be greatly wrecked.

I sighed "That is the point, he is not doing anything, as in nothing at all! nadech has always been so complicated to me."

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Nadech messaged me on line and said he'll be dropping off something here in Chulalongkorn University before getting to his class. We waited for him outside, near our Art Building.


It had been a days seen we last saw each other. It was when we were shooting our MV for the Rising Sun.
"Yaye yaya!! Buurruuhh.." Nadech made this weird kid like sounds and Intentionally bumped my right shoulder,
"Yay~~~yaya!!" He Poked poked my forehead. I punched him again and again in return in the stomach playfully, and made a disgusted face. I felt his hard abdomen and my mind gone distinctively crept in what's underneath his clothing layers.

We finished the last scene for that day, i know for sure we wont be seeing each other for awhile, coz ill flying out of the country and he'll be shooting two lakorns(drama) out of town. Our moms' went out already to check on cars and nadech and i were left in the room with few crews. I was fixing some of my things to put in my LV bag when nadech gently touched my hand. For a moment he didnt say or do anything more, but just held my hand to his. To my surprise I looked at our colliding hands, no script to follow, no cameras, no people watching and no director to cut the scene,it is like we are in our bubble nothing else mattered. he stared at our hands then his thumb ran circles through the back of my hand,and his fingers invading every line on my palm tracing it all the way that sends thrill to my undoubtly racing heart and it caressed my inner soul. I gazed to his eyes , still focused on our hands. I wanted to speak, I wanted to know what is in his mind, I know I cant express what this feeling that i have.. He sigh to himself and I later saw a dimple appearing on his cheek. I long for this moment to grow for his mouth to speak... "Yaya~" he inhaled.. He paused I waited and didnt realized I had a silliest smile.
"You guys ! We have to go." A Crew called out, and nadech broke off and simply helped me with my things as quick as he can without looking back at me ,without even a word to explain what just happened. Nadech said his words to my mom, i hugged his mom and said my goodbye. He
Handed my things to me as he just looked down at his shoe.
"take care , ill see you soon." He sounded as cheerful like he always been.
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 3

"Yaya.. What is he taking so long? We might not have time to have lunch anymore." Tibbie is annoyed, but part of me believed when she sees him everything would change and this made me laugh a little.
It's been a long time since I last saw him and something inside of me is looking for him. I tried fixing my hair and uniform, and bit my lips to give it color.
A shining white two door convertible Porsche Spyder stopped in front of us. There he is my ..I mean Nadech on his black ray ban walking towards us, he still wore his working clothes with his black jeans and a simple shirt and an open polo that was folded near his elbows to top it, which I suppose was prepared for him to wear but never the less he looked stunning from head to toe.

"Hey! Tibbie.., hi." Nadech seemed surprised to see that I'm with tibbie, did that mean he wanted me to be with just him for some reason? Yaya don't be delusional.... And there it goes tibbie, the looked on her face tells she is fangirling inside, it is not for me to get jelly and all that, coz I know she's taken, which is good. Besides who wouldn't fangirl over him.
"Yaya.." Oh the way he said it, is it just me or what. Agh .. Stop being delusional yaya!

 
"Hey!" I tried to sound casual. It had been 15 days since our last meeting and he is here now. I attempted to inhale and exhaled calmly. I did not notice he was carrying some bags which seemed to me as a professional Camera bag.
"Yaya, these are some lighting and mic equipment for ur shooting on ur mini project in class. I remembered u needed help so ..I Bought..oh I mean brought this for you."


He said it with his radiant smile that complements his to die for dimples, which I did not see for quite some time. I wondered when we'll have another shooting for my finger tips to feel his cheeks. This made my skin burn, not only w. the idea but because of his kind act of generosity, and that he even remembered about my project.
"Oh! Yaya I think I should go, I can have these." Tibbie took the bags from nadech.
"and show it to our group members, I'll see u after lunch... Bye" and she walked off. Tibbie waved to nadech. "Nice to see u again barry." And he returned a wave and smiled.
"Uh-hhmm.. Where can I park?" He scratched the back of his neck, and gestured to his car behind. Oh! He is staying, for lunch with me ?
"Oh yeah I'll show u " as I walked over the other side of the car, and he opened the door to my side. Which I've never rode before.I know it's one of his favorite cars coz he had mentioned how amazing it is to drive, still he never really drove me anywhere, other than driving with his mom and my mom to drop us home. Which I don't take less of him being a true gentleman and all, but still.. It hurts to know that I'm the only closest girl to him as, yet He never actually let me rode or drove with him entirely.
is it still part of him be all this gentle. well then now I don't want him to be that gentle anymore. I sighed.

"There u can park there." I pointed at a car, who's about to leave and its spot near the cafeteria.

I glanced at him, he smiled to himself like a silly boy, and made my heart race. We waited for a car to drive off the spot. His Left hand resting near my reach and I wanted to hold him, to let him know that I have missed him so much. Exuberating butterflies escaped within me. We don’t call much often, coz of the odd reason that we don't have the time to answer it. I remembered it would always be my mom to first talk to him coz Ill be in a middle of a shoot. We do exchange text messages, but mostly just to say hi and have a great day kinda thing. Not really special,nothing like the way he held me before behind the lights. Time to time, it would actually be me to first call or text him.

"Where do you want to eat?" He looked at me, still smiling. I have been craving for something I can't tell. But it is overpowered that he just asked me out to eat, us together alone, I mean without our moms' telling him to take me somewhere to eat or his mom telling him to show me around to some place. This is his own initiative. Crazed I feel as I said "I want something.. Spicy and something sweet with just enough sourness... I really don't know." He let out a laughed. "hahha .. Alright then, i am quite sure we can find that on a menu so.. Let's go to nearest food place here." He was about to get off the car, when things started to sink in, this is nadech in my university and shot! people will see us.. Before he completely gets off the car I pulled him back, and to his surprised "oh what are you alright? Are u hurt?"
This made me laugh I can see his over reacted concern that awes me. I only wished it's more than just me being a girl who he considers as a sister, the girl who his mom had told him many times to take care of. In all of our interviews whether it was together or individual, we'd be asked if we're dating, I'd be beyond okay to say

"yes! we are", so those Flirty girl celebs can now stop lurking and using his name for fame that nadech is dating them. But we both end up saying the truth that "no, we are just friends,and that our families are really closed and that I consider him as my brother and my family sees him as my brother as well. That he sees me as his younger(nong) sister" which pains me a little. Back then it didn't matter to me , because that was 4 years ago me. He was just a guy who I work with ,but I honestly felt the chemistry which I couldn't explain Because even behind all the lights, it was still present. GOSH this is us now, spending almost every day together.
 
"People might see us." I whispered
"Oh right! But don't u think other students won't notice, besides I believed I can blend in." I thought of it…blend in? With that kind of clothes and the way he presents himself.
"I don't think so... I have so many girlfriends that have their own special Cute|Hunk|Handsome Guy Alert Radar, On All The Time. We can't risk it." Without even thinking I said it aloud.
He chuckled a little and then smirked."So u think I am one of those guy?" one eyebrow raised. gosh! Seriously. "You're a famous celebrity, with a stunning looks on ur messed up unlikely school hair and u think u can be one of those guys?.. Well! HECK yeah Yes! You are all of those three, you're the all in one." Remorse from my heated cheeks, but could not help myself to say it, and only smiled.
"Well.. I don't know, it just that .. Ill be hanging out with you and it will be unusual and people might turn their attention to us." I sounded apologetic.
"So it means you don't really hangout with guys, that's good." Smiling he took off his sunglasses and started taking off his polo shirt .
" Yah! Stop! what are u doing ?!" Iam surprised he is doing this in front of me . Wherein, technically I've seen more of his skin and touched it before because it was part of some script and we do share a room at times as well for work, but this was different. He was changing clothes w. me in his two-door car, his now bare arm brushed my leg as he reached for his uniform below the compartment.

 
"Yaya , imma take off my shirt now." I saw his cheeks turn red. I immediately rolled the other way. The more my five senses went sensitive. I felt his every movement, he pulled his shirt off, and I saw his reflection on the side mirror and on my window side. He was physique and well built, and it seemed that he shaved a little of his chest hair. I Can't help but love the sight, my body reacts to his maneuvering aura. My Cheeks on fire, stomach twisted, and I am compelled to him. He was buttoning his white school uniform, that is quite similar to ours, I watched him put on his necktie, which cannot seemed to go the right way. Therefore, I did what I can. I leaned closer to him, and tied it. Our hands brushed, I tried to focus on tying it properly, with my unblinking eyes, sensing everything
"I can usually do this on my own, u know." He broke the silent.
"I can see that you do." Nodding I beamed, at that taught that he thinks I judge him. "you just don't know how willing I am to do this for you." and kept all to myself.

 
Long pause as I pulled the tie and tried to loosen it enough for him. In a blink of an eye, he took hold of my hand and capped it to him. I glanced at nadech and he returned my gaze. He looked tensed, I see worries in his eyes and I want to wipe it my kisses.
"Yaya, thank you." My heart goes wild in a fire that had been living inside and it's about to burst any time.
"You're welcome .. Nadech.." Warmly I said, and saw a beaming red cheeks and ears from his. Slowly he let go of hands. He hesitated to look away from our colliding eyes with my failed attempt to do the same.
"So where do we go now?" An unexpected giggled breakthrough of my body, and he grinned.
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 4


We stayed in the car for awhile, listening to nothing . When nadech's stomach rumbled as he rubs it. "I think, I might eat you now."He pretended to make big bites and our laughter filled the air.
"I know a place, where people won't see us. U just have to stay here in the car while I'll buy us food. Alright?" I am starving too, besides we only have an hour left before my next class starts. I was about to get off the car when He immediately opposed " what?! No~no! I should be the one to buy our food!" His brows narrowed .

Back then, it would be him dragging me to places and would always tell me to pay for the meals and snacks.Now his changed, lately he wouldn't even allow my mom to pay for the little meals and things for us.

"Nadech it's alright, stay here and I'll go." I got off the car, and he quickly followed . Nadech threw on his hat and eyeglasses. That made him even more adorable wearing his uniform. Something inside flattered with excitement that we'll be doing this, us going out in the public eye without a supervision. We'd always have to be careful not to make a fuss, coz that media can make an exaggeration out off it. We sneaked in the cafeteria smoothly, and got some food. Nadech held two bags of food, which I believe is more than enough for us. He foolishly grind as we walked to the park. The Soccer team was on a touring game outside the university,which allowed us to take advantaged at their chill area near the field. Nobody is here to flash their cameras and no screaming fans, only him and I. Smiled to myself,
"so do you come here often?" He asked. "Hmm.. No, I just happen to know that there's this place away from the rest." I cracked at him.
Nadech tried to make a spot for us on the ground, as he sets our meals . We settled side to side, he's on my left. Nadech had his long legs pointed out front, while his elbows supported his back. I am to mesmerized to do anything. He removed his cap, as I sat beside him and watched in daze. His dimples are within view that delighted my eyes, while enjoying this simple lunch. His figure shined as the sun hits his complexion, cheeks and ears still flushed with red,as he took deep breaths. He was breath taking, he turned his face to look at me, as his eat.


It was a day were we had to shoot some scenes for The Risng Sun . "Urassaya, i have ur ticket now for ur shooting in japan."my mom said.
"Ha! Aren't you coming with me ?" I was confused. "Oh, sweetheart yaya .. Ur mom and I will stay and visit our house in Pattaya, besides I believe ur not my so little girl anymore and can take care of urself." My dad placed an arm on my shoulder. "nadech I'll be with you anyway and his mom won't go with him too." Mom was packing my luggage.
"yaya.." My dad whispered ."don't you worry, ur mom is just testing if u can be independent enough, that's all.." Teasing me he racked my shoulders. "She thinks that u're being to baby and needs to go out to ur work alone this time, which I don't think of, coz u and Kat will always be my babies." He pinched my nose. " I heard that." Said my mom with her sharp voice."urassaya, it is simply because we trust u and of course nadech as well." Then my dad planted a kiss on my forehead agreeing to what she said.
Trusted me and nadech, what does that mean? Did she meant that it was clear he wanted nadech for me? Or does it only means she trusted him because his always been the brother they think he is.




"I didn't know you dislike the something.. spicy and something sweet with just enough sourness...food? Why aren't u eating?" He poked my shoulder,His eyes locked on mine, with concern.
I forgot that we were eating, because being around him seemed that everything is enough. "Right.. Funny .. Hahaha.." I pretended to be enthusiastic about eating, as Nadech talked about his school films, and how he is planning to show it to me soon. Which I wanted to watch badly.I have seen him doing some editing while we were in our shooting sets,and He would resist showing it to me saying "it's not finished yet."

Ring~~ ring ~~ we both glanced at our phones. "Hello, champ? I'm still outside..." Champ is nadech's classmate from Rangsit University. "Uh-huh I'm still here.." He looked flustered, he casted at his wrist watch, then he signed in disappointment. I think I know that it was .."oh..you are late aren't u ?" I tried to smile at it. "It's alright u should go, u don't have to miss a class just for this." And I started cleaning up." U should take this and eat in between ur breaks"I placed some leftovers in a plastic bag and handed it to him. "It's alright, i don't care.. I can stay" he said in a murmur that I almost missed it. Nadech took the bag off my hand and held my hand to his. I gasped that his gesture. "yaya .. I'm sorry.. I just .." He can't seem to get the words out, and I wanted to tell him "it's okay,that I don't care if you go now, but just promise to be here with me when I need u. A paused, warmth from his hand rushed through and through me..
" I... Missed u so much"
he lifted his glaze off our hands and stared right to my tearful eyes. This is all along what I wanted to hear and he said it, and now I can't even say it back anymore.. Shocked I made an effort to blink away my happy tears. I can't seem to know if he desired for a reply, because this something that cant happen and just did. Every nerve lingered with avidity for him to speak of more..
Another blasting of ringing tone, and we did not care for a few seconds when, nadech took it from my lap.
"It's tibbie." He looked worried.
"I think we should really go.." He gave my hand a squeeze, and began to run circles on it. No words to say,nothing more to ask for. Afraid of my voice to speak for the reason it might kill this moment with him. We held hands all the way back to my building and right just when people started coming when He lastly stopped the wondering of his fingertips on mine and let it go.
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 5


Flashback:

As I stepped into the doorstep, I was welcomed by a dashing figure of a man lying lousily on the sofa. I noticed a pool of saliva on the floor. I cringed in disgust, but I suddenly remembered I looked disgusting myself coz of all the shoots I have been doing.
"what the?!!! Is this for real?!" agh Nadech! He was using my cutest pony pillow. She had been with me since I was ten. It was a gift from my grandparents and now his just drooling over it. Cannot help myself but salvage my pillow from him. He woke from his impact on the ground. On his interrupted slumber, he rubbed his eye. "Ohhoy~~ that hurts.." Embracing himself, he smiled in an odd delight, with my arms crossed accusatively staring at his hurt state. "And how did u get this?" eyes narrowed, I tried wiping it with my shirtsleeves. "sawadee yaya naja, hi!" he waved his hand and out of nowhere nadech pulled my pony pillow away from me. "can't I just have this? It is the cutest thing ever.." he pouted. I had to gulp from his miraculous transformation from a dashing man to a little lost boy with a pillow. "NO! Give it back! You havent even answered my question" I took it away from him. "I...I" he tired to reply

" urassaya,.. What are you two kids are fighting about" my mom giggled.

"I told nadech to sleep in your room since our guest room is too dusty for him to use." Nadech nodded "I have allergies." Nadech pretended to cough and walked over to my mom. He warped his arms around her. Delighted my mom patted his head. "And nadech here was considerate of you and decided to just sleep on the couch, so I allowed him to make himself comfortable." Nadech helped her with my bags. "Considerate?" I sarcastically laughed. "mom you think this is considerate??? He literally drowned Ms. Yalee with his saliva mom...," pouting I showed her my soaked pillow.

Nadech could not hide his chuckles " yalee? Aaww that's cute, I love yalee let me take her home and wash it for you." He winked as he carried on with my mom.

"I'll just wash yalee for you" my mom gestured me away as they both laughed and ignored my state of argument. I do not know what I hated the most, my mom ignoring the fact that I am her daughter over to that drooling monster or the idea that nadech went in my room It made me think of all the things I left unclean. My shoes, bags and oh gosh I pray to all heavenly Gods to please make sure that all my underwear were already back in their right places. Was it ?, I rushed straight to my room at that thought..

"oh oh.. Slow down there yaya..." nadech grabbed my forearm. "yah! Let go..." I scorned away from him. I heard him laughing much louder now that I am on the second floor. My bags, shoes and bed everything is clean. I sighed of relief.

"Knock... knock..." I peered to see who it was, and nadech was there standing his hands on his stomach. "Oh by the way, I like the fancy colors of your collection ... mind putting your" he was about to say it.

"THE HECK! SHHH!! Shut up ! Get out now!" I pointed at the door. My body flamed in rage. All I wanted now was for earth to suck me in to its inner core to burn. "Alright but make sure to put them next time in the right places" he said it mockingly.

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"Mom arent you really going with us this time?" I felt this grudged inside me.

"Japan is in its best season, spring. You'll love it there. I can buy you an dad tickets, just come with me to Japan, please... I dont want to shoot there without you." Pleading I frowned and searched for nadech who was getting our bags in the car

"urassaya, your dad and I will be visiting some of our relatives and it can't be rescheduled.. You know that right?" my mom guided me to the car as she placed an arm around mine.

"Nadech, remember what I told you alright?" smiling she kissed my cheeks.

" yes ma'am " nadech saluted. He said his goodbyes and gave my mom a hug. I rolled my eyes at it. Now ill be spending my 3 days with him, I only wished nadech's mom could come.

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Not to my surprise nadech was being a true gentleman, I bet it was my mom who told him to be. we were at the Suvarnabhumi Airport where few fans spotted us and asked for photos and signatures. It is always overwhelming to see my fans smile to the little things I do in return to the huge things they did and still doing for me.

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On the way to the airplane nadech and I tried to be as casual as we can, cause of the fans and people with their eyes on us. We would usually do this ridiculous thing were we walk as fast as we can and the first to find the row of our assigned seats gets to choose where to seat. Either we request for our seats or our moms will. We never really followed what is on our tickets as long as who wins gets the best seat which is by the window. Nadech loved the clouds. He would always bring out his camera to take shots of the beautiful cumulus cloud formations.


I would mostly let him win, it is actually cute and funny seeing him so ecstatic of winning on our silly games.

Nadech smiled ear to ear as his helped a mother from a row a crossed from us. he looked like a flight steward with his posture and his gentle gesture. It enchants every woman, the way it hunted a pleasant piece of me in joy for him.

He walked back at our row." And you my madam what can I do for you?" nadech flashed his signature dimples. That contrived my clam pulse to dash through my veins.

"haha.. just take your seat will you." nadech did as I told. He suddenly bumped his shoulder to mine.

" Here.. I got you this" he handed me a wonka candy (sweetarts) he never forgets to give me candies during flight and I liked it about him. In our seven hours of flight from BBK To JAPAN we were signed at the economy class , the seat weren't that comfortable to us, because of our height. It would either be mine or his legs to first knock into other persons' leg .
 
This time it was his. His leg was practically taking over my left leg and I felt his weight, as his muscles relax. We both were sleepy, but I still had some school readings to finish, I let nadech be. I sensed his leg soothing mine, which sent off a lashing rush of heat. I checked to discover if he was awake, but he is not. His head was near the window resting as he faced me with his crazy long lashes that lie peaceful on his pinking cheeks. Rushing hot blood filled my cheeks. His steady breathing made me wonder, lately how he had been.We both work together, but sometimes I know, from just looking at him, that there is something within him, which he never really told the truth behind his appealing presence...
 
I am captivated by his sleeping figure, as I continued with my reading. I smiled to myself thinking this man a moment ago was full of energy and now he is knocked out. when it comes to regaining it he's no doubt he is good at it. I chuckled at his little snores. I leered at the time and we still had 4 more hours before we land , and so I let my droopy eyes shut. A stroked disturbed my sleep, I tried to open my eyes. When I noticed that our armrest was pulled up, as I sensed my head resting on a strong shoulder of his.
 
It took a moment for things to register,and I felt myself melting at his touch. Nadech's arm was steady firmed against my back and his right hand gently grasping my wrist with his index finger invading my inner palm. I momentary think if it was possible for my body to even hold itself together by his existence. I took the courage to move away from his comfort, when nadech suddenly grasped my hand tight, I gape at him , he stared mischievously.
"Hey, are you hungry?" He said it sleepily as he grind. I could see that he was blushing again. My cheeks toned red. I pressed my hands
against my side and shook my head to answer his question.
 

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sarNie Hatchling
Oh I love it!.  Thank you, Nadechlover for your update and with not only 1 but 2 episodes.  I love the fact that you've written what every Yadech fan dreams of them doing behind closed door.  Can't wait what you have in store for your next update especially with them being in Japan unsupervised.  Thank you again, Nadechlover, for updating this ff.
 

nadechlover1

sarNie Egg
Chapter 6


Present time:

NADECH's POV
(point of view)

 
The gossip magazines had gone crazy with rumors lately, and
I made an effort to deny every questions related to yaya. What irritates me the most is that, our own management(ch3)  itself have set an agreement with my manager that I am not allowed to date anyone until a certain time comes, for them to approve. Who do they think I am? It might affect the upcoming projects that I'll have. Extreme anger rise in me. I don't even have the gut to mention this to my mom. P'Ae  my manager assured me not to worry about it and He'll talk to the heads, but for the mean time no dating or any sort of girls for now.
I was calming myself from this Stress so I sat and tried to shut
all things around.
"P'nadech!" I opened my eyes and someone shoved a container full of fruits on my chest. I glanced to see who it was and yaya stood in front of me her eyes locked on the ceiling,her kissable pinkish lips were pouting a little to the right.
I controlled myself from elbowing the container to pull yaya  on my chest.
"You want some?!" Muffled as she said it,still with no eye contact.

She is in no mood for me All because i was stupid enough to have completely forgotten to do a favor she asked two days ago. I promised her that I can be their cameraman for their mini project in Spanish, but because of the emergency call for meeting I did not had time to warn her that I could not come on time. When I got to the location i was late and she was not answering and returning any of my calls and text messages. Yaya let the container fell on my lap and walked away from me, without even a word again. We do fight, yes often, but when it is serious like this, I am completely blackout on what to do.
"Thanks" I sounded like a jerk.


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YAYA's POV (point of view)

"Uh-huh.. Exactly he acted as if it was nothing !! I hate him !" I was ranting to kim over the phone.
"He did left messages saying sorry and all for ditching me. He promised that we would even go to another place after our shoot." It was so rare for us to be alone and finally my schedule could accommodate on his request to go out that day, but he did not show up.
"My friends were there! We waited .. Well technically I freaking waited for him." I took A deep breath.
"And you know what?! I feel sooo... tired waiting for him to at least say something more than just that..!"

"Yaya, you do know you're just her so called "sister" and not his girlfriend to act like your fiancé just ditched you at your wedding day." Kim was laughing over the line.
"Oh! So ! U think this is funny ?! Huh?!" Kim is so lucky to have mark, ever since their trip to Korea during sangkorn they were finally an official couple , well only behind the lights though. Not everyone knows other than the people closed to them. I am happy for her, to the point that it annoyed me in which she pointed out that I am nothing, but a "sister" to nadech, that led to the cracking of my chest in pain.

 
"Yeah! That is the point, whenever we're together ..alone his not like that, when constant cameras and lights were around he acts differently too. It confuses me, u know?.. And kim it hurts! It hurts coz , he is here and yet so far. We'd do things together ,buy stuff for each other and he treats me like im the only girl in the world. when we're away from all the killing buzz of the people."
My eyes dripped in sudden tears. I could no longer hold the pain that stabs me constantly.
"whenever he gets close and I do my best to welcome his presence, just then he goes and turn his back away as far as he can.
He would say he misses me and yet he never really made an effort to even be with me." I let my heart out and blubbered.
"Yaya.. Ssshh.. I don't think we should cry for him." I do heard kim cry as well.
"We're strong independent women, nadech does not know who he's losing , yaya do your best to stay strong. As early as now do not let yourself to complete fall to a person who never really opened his true heart .. Alright?" And kim was right, there is still time to fix this. To fix this and to get rid of my delusional fiction of being with him, I am yaya nadech's merit partner, co-worker and we're just a love team in front of the cameras and nothing more behind it all, mark this words urassaya...

I felt a weight I cant lift, like my heavy heart is about to break... 



 
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I hope u guys get where the story is going .. I'm trying to make dual POVs and I'll be jumping to actually happenings in their real life stuff with delusional stories :)) ..

So stay tune.. :D

The flashback in japan (unsupervised) we be continued in the next chapter. I'm having a hard time to when should I make them a really couple :)) hahaha... But first we need to see how they will resolve their misunderstandings…

 
Special thanks to all who commented <3
-  songngukp 
-  fea4567
-  mrschum 
 
 
BTW I am open to any of your suggestions.  Comment on how you want the story of our YADECH to go … :'') I'll do my best to make it happen in the story (hopefully in real life as well hahaha..)

see ya!
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fea4567

sarNie Hatchling
Yes I like that idea with their real life events along with your (our) delusional thoughts of what actually happens behind the scenes.  I'm super excited for what you have in store for us with the Japan trip.  Thanks for your update, Nadechlover.
 

songngukp

sarNie Egg
Thanks for your update! I'm supper excited to see what going on, hope that they have lot of sweet togther :)). Waiting for your next update
 

fresh

sarNie Adult
Thank you so much for writing a Yadech ff. I'm very excited to see what happening next. Hope Nadech will show more affection to Yaya. Can't wait for your update :flowers:
 
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