You're The Desire Of My Heart

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sarNie Egg
[SIZE=14pt]You’re The Desire OF My Heart [/SIZE]
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          [SIZE=12pt]Kurt Theeradeth and Vicky Jettiporn known each other at young age. They learned to loved and cherished one and another as they grew up, but fated has separated them both. They meet again after 6 years but a lots of things had changed and new people had enter their life. Does that means fated played tricked on them again or gives them another chanced to make what they lose? Will love conquer all?[/SIZE]
 

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sarNie Egg
[SIZE=12pt]Ch. 1[/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            As she walked around the park to one of her most favorite placed in the park. She came here every time when she’s feeling down. This place she can express her feeling and say things she wanted to say. As she walking down the path, tears falling down her cheeks like a waterfall. She walked over to sit under one of the biggest tree next to the river. She looked over to the tree trunk and found a heart shape with Old English written on “[/SIZE][SIZE=12pt]Kurt love Vicky Always and 4ever[/SIZE][SIZE=12pt]”. Tears started dripping downed like the heavy rain as she read those words to herself. She laid herself down and looked up to the clear sky with a brightly sun shining down upon her. Past memories rushing through her mind and tears running down the corner of her eyes nonstop. She closed her eyes and day dreamed of her past. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            The alarm clock buzzes and Vicky reached out to hit the snooze button to stop it from buzzing. She opened her eyes slowly to look at the time. “Oh my, it’s already 6:00 in the morning. But wait, today is Saturday. I don’t have school why did I leave my alarm on? Stupid me today mommy and daddy are leaving to Paris for their business.”  Vicky said with a sleepy voiced as she tried to open her eyes again. A voice came from Vicky’s bedroom door as it opened slowly. “khun nu ka, have you wake up yet?” Vicky turned and faced that person. “Aunt Pat, you here already” said Vicky as she walked to Aunt Pat. “Go wash up, your mammy and daddy are waiting at the dining table” said Aunt Pat as she walked to Vicky’s bed and fixed the bed. “Ka aunt Pat, and by the way tell mammy and daddy I’ll be down in a bit, k” said Vicky while she getting her things and headed straight to the bathroom. “Ka” Aunt Pat called out after Vicky and walked out the room. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Vicky walked into the dining room and found her mom and dad waiting for her. The maids standing by the door, two on each side of the door and they’re all greeted her as she walked in. The dining table was a rectangle shape and around the table there are twelve chairs. Aunt Pat stood by the table waiting to pull out a chair for Vicky. Vicky sat on the chair facing her mom and her dad sat at the end of the table with both mom and Vicky and each side. Aunt Pat placed rice on their plate and served them as they eat. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            “So how long will you two be going this time?” ask Vicky sadly. “We only go for 2 weeks” replied dad. “We’ll be back in no time. You wouldn’t notice that we’re gone” added mom. Vicky signed and said “whatever” with a sad expression. The expression on her face made her parent feel bad for always leaved her. “Sweetie, don’t make a face like that. When you’re like that it made us feel like we are bad parent.” said mom with a calmed and guilty toned. “We know that we can’t provide time for you, it doesn’t mean that we don’t love you. You know that we love you very much that are why we are working so hard. We worked hard so that we can give you everything you need.” added dad. “What I want most is you two” Vicky said to herself so that they won’t heard her. Mom went over to hugged Vicky and so dad. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Vicky stood at the airport with Aunt Pat holding her hand watching her parent leaved to Paris for their business trip. Tears dripping down her cheeks as she and Aunt Pat walked back to the car where the driver waiting for them. Aunt Pat notice that Vicky was crying, she then put her hand on Vicky shoulder and tap. “They’ll be back in no time and plus you like it too when they’re gone” said Aunt Pat with a smiled. “I do sometime because they were too strict. When they are around I can’t do anything even helping you around the house. They are over protected, don’t you think, Aunt Pat?” said Vicky. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]“It’s because they love you too much. They want the best for you. They’re afraid you might get hurt” said Aunt Pat. “I know but too much protection is not good too. I’m not a baby anymore, I’m 11yrs old now and they still treated me like I’m 3yrs old” said Vicky with a disappointed toned. “I like it more if they could be like you, Aunt Pat. You taught me everything. You are like a second mom to me, you know that Aunt Pat” added Vicky while smiling at Aunt Pat. “I know and you are my everything, my little angel,” said Aunt Pat smiling backed at Vicky. They walked to the car and headed home. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]             Before Aunt Pat worked for Jettiporn family she’s a mother of a daughter and a wife to a husband. But because of misfortune she lose everything including both her daughter and her husband in their house that caught on fired. The Jettipron took her in as a maid and after Vicky was born she became her nanny. Vicky made Aunt Pat life worth of living once again. She loves Vicky like her own or maybe even more. She gives Vicky as much love as she can possible so that Vicky won’t miss the love of her parent because they are always busy. When they got home Vicky went up her room and Aunt Pat went to the kitchen to prepared lunch.[/SIZE]
            [SIZE=12pt]Vicky laid on her bed and think of something to do. She got up and walked to her walk-in closet and took out a white tote with written and drawing all over. She carried her tote full of things and headed out her room. She walked to the kitchen and found Aunt Pat still cutting vegetables. “Aunt Pat, I will go to the garden and if you needed anything than come looked for me in the garden” Vicky smiled. “Ka khun nu” replied Aunt Pat. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            In the garden there were only white carnation everywhere and bushes and trees. Under one of the big tree, there were a picnic table and chairs. About two yard from the table there’s a wooded shelf with lots of empty glass vases set on each level and next to it there a water hose. Vicky went over to the table and sat her tote on top of the table. She went over to the shelf and took the vases off the shelf, two at a time to the table until she has six. Each of the vase, she will fill water up to half. She was about to pour colors into water then she heard someone yelling. Vicky stopped what she was doing and went over to a walled of brick about 10 foot high and from the voice of it she know it a boy arguing with a men. Vicky wanted to find out who it is so that she can help them. She then found a ladder under the tangerine tree closest to the wall. The ladder was kind of heavy but she tried her hardest to push the ladder next to the walled and finally the tip of the ladder reached the top of the wall. She climbed up the ladder. “OMG…I finally made it. Didn’t notice this walled was that high” Vicky said to herself as she tried to catch her breath. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Vicky was on top of the walled with her foots still on the ladder. She spotted a older men talking to a boy about her age or 2 or 3 yrs older. “The men must be his dad because he sure not looked like a worker and that boy must be a brat talking to his father like that” Vicky said to herself as quietly as she can so they won’t hear her. The men left and the boy stood there kicking the ground. He then turn to face the walled and was about to kick the walled. As he turned Vicky was shock and lose her gritted because she though he saw her. “Ahhhhhh,” Vicky screamed. He looked up and saw Vicky falling down. She fell right on topped of him and their lips touched. He felt the softness of her lip but the touch of their lips was a little too hard. Vicky opened her eye and noticed the touch. She pushed herself off of him and got up on her feet. He got up and looked at her angrily but her beauty made him calmed down. She was about to leave but he caught her in time. “What are you doing up there and listening to people conversation?” asked the boy. “I...I...I was looking for something” Vicky replied shyly. “Looking for what and why at my property?” the boy questioned her with a smiled. Vicky said sorry and leaved.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            He graded her hand and said “you can’t go like this without any explanations.” Vicky looked around to see if she can find any ladder without answering him. “What are you looking?” asked the boy looking at her. “Do you guy have ladder?” asked Vicky nervously.  “I think we should have. But before I tell you, you have to answer my question first. I’ll help you looked and if we don’t have one, I’ll walk you home” said the boy still smiled. “I heard a dog bark so I came to see what‘s wrong” Vicky said nervously. “Have anyone told you that your lies and acted are very bad. If you don‘t tell me the truth then you can‘t leave” said the boy. Vicky thought for a moment and reply, “fine…, I heard someone arguing so I came to loo…” The boy cut off Vicky before she could finish her sentenced. “Why are you so nosey? Your parents haven’t told you to stay out of other people business?” Vicky looked at him angrily. “I tried to see whose arguing and see if there’s anything I can help them but if that is what you called nosy then I’m sorry. And if you don’t want to help me climb over the wall then can I’ll just go through the front?”  Vicky was mad.     [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            He knew that she’s mad by the looked of her big dear eyes. Right when Vicky about to walked away, he reached out to graded hold of her arm. “Wait… I didn’t said I’m not gonna helped you” he said. “I’m Kurt. And you?” said Kurt as he reached out for a handshake. “I… Vicky…” replied Vicky. Kurt looked around the yard to see if he could find any ladder but there’s not sign of it. “It looked like we don’t have one. So I guess I’ll have to walk you home” he smiled at her. “I think I can go by myself” replied Vicky. “I think It’s better if I walked you home because if you go alone my dad will called the cops on you” Kurt demanded. “Why would he call the cops on me when I didn’t do anything wrong?” Vicky questioned. “Came to my property without any invitation, people called that trespassing and you could be accusing for theft” Kurt joked.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Vicky couldn’t say anything back but to agree with him because he’s right about what he said. They walked to the front gate of her house. Vicky rung the door bells and the gardener came to open the door. “Khon nu, how did you get out there when I didn’t see you walked out?” asked the gardener. “I went through the back” Vicky replied. The gardener looked at her confuse because there’s no back gate to walked out to the other side but didn’t said anything. Vicky walked in. “You’re not going to invite me in?” Kurt called after her. “Maybe next time” Vicky smirked. He smiled and watched her walked away.[/SIZE]
 

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sarNie Egg
[SIZE=12pt]Ch. 2[/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Weekend passed by like a blink of an eyes and it’s time for school. Vicky still asleep and her alarm clock haven’t goes on yet but there was knocking at the door that woke her up. Aunt Pat usually woke her up before the alarm clock goes on. “Khun nu, wake up and get ready for school.” said Aunt Pat as she tapped on Vicky arm. Vicky slowly opened her eyes and stretched. And then went back to her sleeping position again. Aunt Pat chuckle and tapped Vicky arm again. “Okay” Vicky opens her eyes slowly. “I’ll be in the kitchen prepared some chicken soup for you. Come down when you’re done getting ready. Don’t take too long because if the soup will get cold it won’t be good for your stomach.” said Aunt Pat. “Okay.” Vicky called after.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Vicky got to school at usual time, 7:30am and class doesn’t start until 8:00am.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]“Vicky! Vicky! A girl voiced. “Oh, Rita” Vicky smiled as she turned to face Rita. “What were you thinking? Why you didn’t hear?” Rita questioned. “Noting” replied Vicky. “Sure? I know there‘s got to be something was boring you.” Rita asked with a serious questioned on face. Vicky looked at her face and she can tell that Rita was real about her question. She couldn’t say anything more but replied “yeah”. She looked at Vicky face expression and she could tell that Vicky was sad. She knew that it got to have something do with her parent out business. “So how’s your weekend? Your parent left again for business?” Rita questioned. “Yeah.” replied Vicky. “You don’t look too happy. What happen?” Rita asked. “You should know.” Vicky replied sadly. “Yeah… It’s suck to be rich huh?” Rita joked. “I wish my parent were being more like yours. You get to see them every day, eat together every meal and go places together.” Vicky disappointed. Rita put her arm around Vicky to calm her. “They love you very much that are why they work so hard for your future. And I think it’s nice to be rich and hi-so because you get to dress nice and ride in nice car. I wonder how it feels being hi-so?” said Rita. “It’s boring and lonely.” Vicky replied. “Let’s go to class, it almost 8:00.” said Rita putting her arm around Vicky shoulder and walked into class. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            The bell rung and the students gathered their belongings. The teacher said “students, don’t forget the do your homework for tomorrow and don’t forget to study for our little quiz tomorrow” before class dismiss. Vicky and Rita walked toward the lunch room holding each other hand. “Let’s go get something to eat before heading to our next class” Rita suggested. “I haven’t eaten anything all morning long beside a cute of milk before walking out the house” Rita complained. “If you’re hungry then we could. I’m still full form the chicken soup Aunt Pat made this morning but with a little snake won’t hurt.” Vicky smiled. “It must be good to live in a mansion and be the only khun nu there”. Rita joked. They walked past the restroom and Vicky stopped. “I feel like I need to use the restroom” said Vicky. “Right now?” Rita asked with an ‘are you kidding me look’. Vicky nodded smiling. “Can you wait until we’re done eating? I’m about to die from hunger now.” Rite said holding her stomach. “I really needed it… Why don’t you go first and I’ll catch up you when I’m done?” Vicky smiled. “Man…why you’re always like this. You better hurry up.” Rita said as she walked away. “Okay.” Vicky called after. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Vicky rushed out of the restroom because she knew Rita will be mad if she’s a minute late. Without looking she bumped into someone and loses her balance. This time she know she’s going to hit the ground but before she knew it, she felt an arm wrapping around her back supporting her form fall. When she steady on her foot she turned to look at that person. “It’s you?” Vicky shocked. “What are you doing here?” Vicky questioned. “School, of course.” Kurt replied with a smiled. “Next time watch what you’re going so you won’t bump into no one.” Vicky smirked and walked away. “Wait…you were the one that bumped into me so you’re the one who needed to watch out next time not me.” Kurt argued as he followed her. Vicky didn’t say anything back but just walked off. She noticed that he followed her. “Why you followed me?” Vicky stopped and asked. “Well, today is my first day of school and you’re the only person I knew so of course I have to follow you so I won’t get lost or bump into anyone.” Kurt replied with a smiled. “Suit yourself.” Vicky said and walked off with Kurt followed behind. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            They approach Rita at a table right outside the lunchroom with food and snake on the table. Rita looked up at them with an question on her face waiting for the introduction from Vicky. “Rita this is Kurt my neighbored. Kurt this is Rita my best friend” Vicky introduced the two. Rita reached out for a hand shake. “Nice to meet you Kurt” said Rita. “Nice meeting you too.” Kurt replied.  Rita turned to Vicky and whisper, “He’s cute and hi-so just like you. When I saw the two of you walked together, I thought he was your boyfriend.” Rita giggled. “It’s nothing like that and it will never be.” Vicky replied and pinched Rita on the arm. “But you two really make the cutest couple and it‘ll be a prefect one too.” Rita giggled. “Shut up.” Vicky pinched Rita arm again but harder. “Ouch!” Rita cried. Kurt heard the girls too but just sat there and pretended like he didn’t hear them and watched the two friend chit-chat. Vicky put her head down and continued eating her salad when she saw Kurt smiled sweetly at her. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            They’re done eating and the girls got up and clean their messed. Kurt took the bag of trash from Vicky hand. “I‘ll tossed that out for you.” Kurt smiled. Vicky reaches out to take the bag. “I got it. I don’t need your help. It’s my trash and I can toss it out myself.” Vicky argued. “Will you two stop arguing? It just trashes. Why you two fight like couple.” Rita interacted. Vicky stopped fighting for the bag of trash and turned to face Rita. “I told you we‘re not couple.” Vicky angered. “Then stop fighting like one.” Rita giggles. Kurt didn‘t say anything but just smiled. “We need to get going, our next class will start soon.” said Rita. “Yeah, sure.” Kurt replied. “See you next time, Kurt.” said Rita. “Okay, bye.” said Kurt. Vicky walked off with Rita without saying anything to Kurt. “See you at home Vicky and don’t bump into another guy cuz I’m jealous.” Kurt called out after the girls. Rita giggled but Vicky kept her silenced and speeded her walked. [/SIZE]
            [SIZE=12pt]Vicky was in the garden as usual. She’s gathering her stuff and filled water into her vases. She went to pick some white carnation. “Hey… You‘re finally came.” said Kurt. Vicky looked up on top of the wall and saw Kurt. “What are you doing up there?” Vicky questioned. “Waiting for you.” Kurt replied with a smiled. Vicky ignored Kurt and went back to focused on what she was doing. “Can you stop picking those innocent flowers and come help me get down.” Kurt demanded. Vicky turned to look at him and give him her evil look. “These are my flowers and I can do whatever I want to.” replied Vicky. “Oh… you poor flowers.” Kurt chuckled. “Can you leave me alone please?” Vicky asked. “No, can’t do.” Kurt chuckled. “Will you just get me a ladder and help me get down?” Kurt asked again with a smiled form across his face. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Vicky got the ladder and helped him down. “So what are you doing?” asked Kurt. “Do you need help?” he asked while picking a white carnation. “No thanks.” Vicky smirked. “Cum on, let me help you. I got nothing to do.” Kurt smiled. “Here, hold this then” she hand the flowers over to him and smiled. “So, what you’re gonna do with these innocent flowers?” asked Kurt. Vicky just ignored him and picked more carnations. “Stop talking and take this to the table.” she gives him the flowers. “What are gonna do with this?” Kurt asked again. “Stop asking too much question and just do as you were told.” Vicky smirked. “Ok master.” Kurt smirked backed. Vicky look at him walked away with the flowers and set it on the table. She smiled to herself. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Kurt looked around and all he saw was yellow flowers everywhere. None of the flowers were other colors excepted yellow and white. So he wondered why only yellow and white. “So really, what are you gonna do with these flowers?” he asked again for the hundred time when he saw Vicky walking toward him. “I’m going to change the color of these lovely flowers.” She picked up the flower and started to sort them. Kurt smiled and she smiled back. It made his heart beating fast. “Have anyone ever told you that you have the most beautiful and sweetest smiled ever. It can speed any man heart beat.” Kurt smiled. “Stop joking with me and helped me put the colors into the water.” She smiled back. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            After everything were set and done. Flowers being put in the vest of water with yellow colored. “Why only yellow? Kurt curious. “Because yellow is my favorite colored.” Vicky smiled. “Why yellow? I thought pink was all girls favorite.” amazed Kurt. “I love yellow because yellow is like the sun and the bright day light. I hate darkness. I hate to be alone in the dark.” she smiled. Her deep dimple shown and it made his heart beating fast with happiness. That smiled just melt his heart and made it beat faster. “I just love your smile. When you smiled, it light up my darkness. It made my heart beats and full of love and happiness.” he admired her smiled. She smiled sweetly at him and his commented. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            They became friend. Kurt, Vicky Rita became closed and hanged out every day at school. Kurt and Vicky were together every day at home too. Kurt was there to keep Vicky’s company and filled her parent placed. Kurt was a lonely boy himself because he‘s parent lived in the US and he lived alone with his nanny. They come visited him once a year. He’s only friend was Vicky and Rita. Even thought a lot of girls at school likes him, he wouldn’t gave they them a chance to get closed to him. Same goes to Vicky. She grew more beautiful each day and more mature and lovely. Kurt had falling in love with her. Other boys at school also tried to get closed to Vicky but Kurt was always there to chase them away. He always showed Vicky his feeling toward her. She noticed it too but too shy and too young to accept him. Rita grew beautiful as well. Boys like her too but she’s was too aggressive and it scared them off. She’s a straight forward girl. If she doesn’t like them she still tells them off. Rita always influenced Vicky to accept Kurt’s love because she too know that Kurt love Vicky dearly. 2 years past and Vicky finally have the guts to accepted Kurt’s love. Kurt became the happiest guy on earth.  [/SIZE]
             
            [SIZE=12pt]“Mommy, mommy, can we go now? It’s getting late. Grandma Pat might be waiting for us now.” A little voice called her and brought her back to reality. Vicky opened her eyes as the little voice came closer. She wiped the tear from the corner of her eyes so the little one won’t question her. He’s 5yrs and he’s a smarted boy for his age.  He looked like his dad but has his mom big dimple. He got his mom big eyes but nose and mouth like his dad. And his dad smart mouth. He will question until he get his answer. Vicky turned to the little voice. “Kurt… sure you ready to go?” she asked. “Yes mommy, I don’t want Grandma Pat to wait.” He smiled. “Okay then we’ll go.” she smiled back. She got up on her legs smiled. Vicky holds lil Kurt hand and walked out of the park.[/SIZE]
 

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[SIZE=14pt]Ch. 3[/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            The mother and son walked hand in hand into the alley of a poor Community where they lived just out the city of Bangkok. “Mommy, uncle Rome said he will come take me to the zoo today. Can you go with us too?” asked lil Kurt. “I don’t know yet. Let’s wait and see if Grandma Pat need mommy for anything first” Vicky replied. “Please…pleases…pretty please?” Kurt begged his mom. “Uncle Rome want mommy to go too.” lil Kurt added. “Ok. But we have to invite Aunty Rita too, ok?” said Vicky. “Ok…” lil Kurt disappointed. It’s not that he don’t like Rita but it just that he want Rome, Vicky and himself to go alone like a little family thing. He loved Aunty Rita but he also love Uncle Rome too and want him to be with Vicky so she won’t be alone and lonely. Since growing up, he has never met his dad Kurt. Only see him in picture. Vicky always told him that he’s dad went to heaven and he know heaven means death. He knows that Uncle Rome loves his mom but she just couldn’t accept him because Aunty Rita loves Uncle Rome. At some point he want his mom to be with Uncle Rome but he also want Rome to be with Rita too. And he knows his mom still loves his dad dearly. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Rome has always been there for Vicky since she and Aunt Pat moved into the Community. He fell in love with her at first sight when Rita introduces them. Rita and Rome are neighbored in the Community and Rita had a big crushed on Rome. Vicky knew that Rome like her but she just don’t gave him hope because she still waiting for Kurt. Rome know that Vicky still waiting for lil Kurt dad and know that no one can take his place but he never give up. He knows one day he will win her heart. Rome helped Vicky through pregnancy and labor along with Aunt Pat and Rita. Since lil Kurt born, he has always been there for the mother and son. Rome had always tried to be the father figure for lil Kurt so he won’t feel like growing up without a father. Rita knows Rome loves Vicky and she too love Vicky. She wants Vicky to be happy and the only man that she saw that will make Vicky and lil Kurt happy is Rome so Rita tried to make way for them. She too knows that Vicky still love Kurt and still waiting for him even though there was no hope. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Aunt Pat was in the kitchen setting the table for lunch. She heard the door open and a little voice came in. “Grandma Pat…Grandma Pat….we’re back”. lil Kurt called. “Aunt Pat, you should wait for me to help you prepared lunch” said Vicky. “It’s ok…I don’t want my little Prince to be hungry” aunt Pat bent down to kiss lil Kurt on the forehead. “You and mommy come wash hands and eat” Aunt Pat walked toward the dining table. Right when they about to sit, there was a knock at the door. “Mommy let me get the door. You and grandma eat first” said lil Kurt. “Ask before opening the door” Vicky demanded. “Ok…” walking toward the door. “Who it is?” lil Kurt asked. “It’s me, uncle Rome.” Rome replied. Lil Kurt opens the door and hug Rome. Rome bent down and picked him up and kisses him on both of his cheek. He carried lil Kurt and walked toward the kitchen. “Come eat with us?” Vicky asked while getting Rome a set of plate. He set lil Kurt down on his chair and walked toward the sink to wash his hands before sitting at the dining table. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            “So…what you have today for lunch?” smiling to Vicky. “Aunt Pat made Kurt favorite dishes” Vicky replied with and smiled. He just couldn’t stop smiling too when Vicky smiled. She was just so lovely when she smiled. He’s dream is to have her with him every day and night and be that person to make her smiled. “So what you do all morning long huh my little Prince?” Rome asked looking at Vicky and back at lil Kurt. “We…” Vicky paused. She knows if she tells him he will be mad because he never wants her to go to that park.  “Uncle Rome…Uncle Rome… me and mommy went to the park all morning long” lil Kurt finished his mom sentences. Rome looked at Vicky with intense. Vicky look back at him and look down without saying anything. Rome knew Vicky too well. He knew that every time she missed Kurt, she will go to that park and cried. He always tried to make her happy so she won’t think about Kurt. It just that Vicky never let go of Kurt and allow him into her heart and love her. He willing to do anything gets her love. He doesn’t want her to cry for Kurt anymore. She has to forget and move on. Kurt was gone for almost 7 yrs. without a word or letter. He already forgot about her and now it’s time for her to forget about him and move on with life. She doesn’t have to be with Rome. It could be anyone as long as she’s happy then he’s happy. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Vicky was out in the little porch and dozed off to nowhere. Rome walked out and stared at Vicky from behind. He could sense something was wrong. “What were you thinking? Is something bothering you?” Rome asked at lasted. “You know you can always count on me, right. No matter what ever it is, I will always be by your side.” Rome added. Vicky turned to face Rome. The look on her face worried him. “Vick…” Rome said. “Rome…you think I should go work at Rita company?” Vicky cut Rome off. “Why?” Rome asked. “Rita said they are hiring a file clerk. And if I work there it would be hard for Kurt and aunt Pat because I won’t be able to pick Kurt up from school and I won’t be able to help aunt Pat bake khanoom.” said Vicky with a sad face. “You have been working hard for all this time and I think you should go with there with Rita because the pay will help out a lot. And if you work there, Aunt Pat won’t have to go sell kanoon on the street. She could just stay home and help take care of Kurt.” Rome smiled. “And you still got me. I will be there whenever I can. You know I will.” Rome added with a smiled. “But…I don’t know how to face people. I’m scared…” cried Vicky.          [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]Flash Back[/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]After Kurt left to the US to continue his studies, Vicky had skipped her pms for 3 months. She was scared because she knows nothing about pregnancy. She doesn’t want anyone to know and not sure if she should tell Aunt Pat. Her parent funeral had just past like a month ago. She goes through bankruptcy and has to move out of her house. She and Aunt Pat moved to the Community. She wrote to Kurt about her parent death and asked him to come back. She had heard anything from Kurt since she moved. She tried going back to her old house for checked for his letter but there was not signed. She tried to ask for him at his house but no one was there to answer her. 3 months passed without her pms and she was scared. She went back to the house to look for him before decided to tell Aunt Pat about the new. She got to his house and it looked like the house was up for sale and no one was living there. She walked to the park and sat under the tree trunk. She read the words Kurt carved on the trunk and cried. “Vick, you know this tree was more than a 100 years old?” Kurt carved on the tree trunk. “What are you doing?” Vicky asked placing her arms on her shoulder and bended down with him. “Imma tell this tree how much I love you and have it protected our loved till we live 100 years like this tree.” Kurt continued to carve. “[/SIZE][SIZE=12pt]Kurt loves Vicky always and 4ever[/SIZE][SIZE=12pt].” Vicky read those words and smiled. Kurt stared into her big round eyes. “What?” Vicky asked shyly. “I am so wanna kiss you right now.” Kurt kissed her cherry lip. “I am so in love with you. I feel like I can fly.” Kurt kissed her some more.  Vicky sat there and cried as she missed him so much. She knows he must have his reason for not responding to her. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Aunt Pat stood by the door waiting for Vicky to come home. She was worried about her. Vicky walked home with her eyes all swelling up from the cried.  She run to hugged Aunt Pat and cried some more. “What is wrong my baby? Where have you been?” Aunt Pat worried. Vicky just hugged Aunt Pat and cried. Aunt Pat walked Vicky inside the house and closed to door behind them. “Aunt Pat. I have bad news. I’m sorry Aunt Pat.” Vicky cried. “Tell me what it is?” Aunt Pat asked wiping the tear off Vicky face with her hand. “I don’t know how to tell you.” Vicky cried some more. “It’s ok. Everything will be ok.” Aunt Pat hugged Vicky. “I’m pregnant.” Vicky broke down on her knees and cried. “I’m sorry. I’m a bad daughter. I disappointed mom and dad in heaven. I’m not a proud daughter. I not what you guys want me to be. I’m sorry, Aunt Pat.” Vicky cried. “It’s ok. You are always made me proud.” Aunt Pat hugged Vicky and cried with her. “There’s not need to be sorry about. I know Mr. and Mrs. Jettipron will understand you and protecting you from heave. This is good news for bring a new member into the family.” she calmed Vicky. “Come sit her. She should be taking care of your health. Have you wrote to Kurt and tell him about the news?” Aunt Pat asked. “I wrote to him awhile back and asked him to come to mom and dad funeral but I have not heard anything from him since.” Vicky cried. “I went to his house to look for him but the house was put up for sale. I don’t think he’s coming back.” Vicky cried some more. “He must have his reason. He loves you. He will surely come back to you.” Aunt Pat hugged Vicky. When her baby bump started to shown, people in the Community started bad mouth about her for not having father. Rome was always there to fulfill the father placed but people know he wasn’t the father. Rita will always there to take Vicky side and argued with people. Rome parent stopped him from seeing Vicky but he wouldn’t listen. Vicky will always try to hide herself whenever she can. Kurt was born to be the cutest and happiest baby. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]Flash Back End[/SIZE]
 
            [SIZE=12pt]“You’ve been scared since you moved into the neighborhood. Just because some people judged you before doesn’t mean all other people will think the same. 1/3 of the woman around the world pregnant without a father and they still lived on. You have raised Kurt for more than 5yrs now and you still scared. I think it’s time you go out and face the world and show them you are not what they think you are.” Rome inspired Vicky. “Ok. I have to do this for Kurt and Aunt Pat. Aunt Pat had been working hard for me all her life. And now it’s time for me to repay her.” said Vicky.[/SIZE]
 

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[SIZE=14pt]Ch. 4[/SIZE]
            [SIZE=12pt]At the zoo, Rome carried Kurt in his arms with Vicky and Rita at his side. They walk around the zoo and saw lots of animals. Kurt was happy that he gets to see the entire animal. He likes the elephant the most. “You know that elephant is the biggest animal on land?” asked Rome while pointing at the elephant. “Their trunk is like their weapon and it’s very strong. They can carry tons of weight.” added Rome. “They strong like you, uncle Rome. You being carried me around the zoo. You are the strongest.” lil Kurt smiled. The three friends laughed. “Yes, uncle Rome is very strong. You need to eat lots of food so you can be strong like uncle Rome.” Rita commented.  “When I grow up I want to be a cop like uncle Rome mommy.” looking at his Vicky and then at Rita. They all smiled at him. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Outside the food mark they went to sit at the table under the big tree. “You guys wait here and I’ll go buy us some food. Kurt must be tired and hungry by now.” said Rome putting Kurt down next to Vicky. “Uncle Rome…uncle Rome…I want to go buy food with you too. Can I go too, mommy?” lil Kurt looking at Vicky. “Ok…but be good, ok?” replied Vicky. They walking toward the food mark hand in hand. Rita taps on Vicky shoulder to get her attention. “Vick, what do you think about the position at my company? Have you decided yet?” Rita asked holding Vicky hand. “I think it would be a good idea but it just that people there are gonna say tuff about me and that’s gonna affect you too. I don’t want you to get involved.” Vicky replied with a sad face. “I don’t care what they say. And if they have the guts to say anything to hurt you then I will teach them a lesson. You know I can do that. You are my best friend, not just friend but a little sister to me. I love you and I will never let anyone hurt you. I will protect you no matter what.” Rita calmed Vicky. “What I want most is for you to be happy and move on with your life. You know he’s not coming back. And if he does, it will not be the same. If they know that you have Kurt, their grandchildren they will take him back. And you know they can do that with all the money they have.” Rita disappointed. “I know that and I can’t lose Kurt. I can’t live without him. He’s mine and no one can take him away. They will have to kill me first before taking my baby away. He’s the one that kept me living.” Vicky cried. “Then you have to get your life back on track. You need a stable job to keep your family going. If you have a stable job then no one can take him because you can raise him.” Rita said. “Ok, I’ll do that. I will not let anyone take my baby away even Kurt can’t.” Vicky cried. Tomorrow come to the interview at 8am and I will hire you. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Rome and lil Kurt walked out the food mark with food in their hands. “Mommy…mommy look what I got for you.” lil Kurt show Vicky the ring he got at the machine. Vicky smiled and kisses his forehead. “What about me? You didn’t get me anything huh little prince?” Rita teased. “I got you food because you love to eat.” handed Rita her food. Rome and Vicky looked at each other and laughed at Rita and Kurt. Kurt turned to face his mommy. “Mommy…mommy…will you willing to be my Cinderella and let me be your prince charming. I want to take care of you for the rest of your life.” lil Kurt get down on one knee and kiss his mommy hand. “Of course, I will my little prince charming.” Vicky kisses Kurt on the forehead and put her hand out for Kurt to put the ring on her finger. “Now you may kiss your Cinderella.” Rita smiled. Rome chuckled and wishes he was Kurt asking Vicky to marry him. “What’s so funny?” Rita asked Rome. “Nothing…” Rome replied with smiled while looking at Vicky. Rita and Vicky already know what Rome was thinking about but didn’t want to make him admit it. Rita looked at Vicky and smiled. Vicky sat there eating her food without any emotions. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Vicky woke up around 5 in the morning to get ready and prepared herself to face the world once again. She shower and wave her hair. She had the most beautiful hair, thick, silky, shining and long to her waist line. Since having Kurt, she had always put her hair in a bum and wear no makeup but still beautiful. She put on light makeup and cures her long lashes and applies mascara. She had thick eyes lashes so she doesn’t have to apply much mascara. She take her time to get ready and think about the past, the first time she put on makeup. [/SIZE]
           
[SIZE=12pt]Flash Back [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            “It’s our first time going to school dance so I think we should put on some makeup.” Vicky smiled. “No…not me. I will never wear makeup so no.” Rita replied. “I think khun nu is right. You two are 14yrs now so you should put on makeup and dress nice for the school dance.” Aunt Pat interacted. “I don’t want to put on makeup or wear any girly dress.” said Rita. “And how am I gonna find the money to buy nice dress. My family owns a little street vendor not big hotel like yours.” Rita turned to faced Vicky. “Do not worry about any of that. I will take cares everything as long as you ok with it.” Vicky smiled. “Ok…but it can’t be too girly. None of that pink color dresses ok.” Rita asked. “Ok my dearest friend. Everything will be just fine and none of that pinkest color.” Vicky smiled and hugged Rita. “Is Kurt going too?” asked Rita. “Of course, if he’s not going then he will not let me go. He will not let us go alone.” Vicky stilled hold onto Rita. “Then I will be a loner at the party.” Rita worried. “You’re not. Remember Ae, Kurt cousin?” asked Vicky. “Yea, why?” Rita questioned. “He will be going with you. You know he likes you. And you think he’s cute too, right.” Vicky replied. “He is cute but how is he gonna be here when he’s going on a trip with his family?” Rita confused. “He wanted to go with you that are why he’s coming back tonight and get ready for the dance tomorrow.” Vicky smiled. “Oh I see.” Rita shakes her head in disbelieved. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            School dance night Vicky and Rita were getting ready. Vicky hired two makeup artists and two hair style to help them get ready. Vicky had her hair curled and let loose. She pin one side behind her ear with a yellow flower. Vicky wore a yellow and white dress with white high heel. They both wore light natural makeup. Rita had her hair pin up and wore a blue and white dress. “Wow…you two look like goddess, so beautiful. I think you both should wear makeup from now on.” Aunt Pat admired. “Here’s the pink lip stick.” the makeup artist hand Vicky the lip stick. “Do you have any other color beside pink?” Rita asked the makeup artist. She hand Rita the rest of the lips stick. Rita sorted all the lips stick. “Any naturals color?” Rita asked again. “Pink is the closest to natural. And I think pink will look good on both of you.” she suggested. “Vick, tried on you first.” looked at Vicky. “Sure” Vicky replied. Vicky put on the pink lip stick and adds some gloss to make it glossy. “I think you have the most kissable lip ever. If I were Kurt I would kiss that lip of your all day.” Rita looked at Vicky and admired her. Vicky smiled and shows her dimple and it makes her more beautiful. She helped Rita put the lip stick. “Rita, wanna know a secret?” asked Vicky. “What?” Rita questioned. “If I was a guy I would ask you to marry. You know I have a crush on you long time ago.” Vicky kissed Rita on the cheek. “I do the same with you too but now you wouldn’t want me because you have Kurt now.” Rita teased. They laughed and hit each other. “Khun nu, the boys are here. They both are so handsome just like two princes charming picking up my two princesses.” Aunt Pat smiled at the girls. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Aunt Pat walked down stair and informs the boys the girls will be down in a minute. Both Kurt and Ae waited patiently for Vicky and Rita to come down. Rita walked down with Vicky hiding behind her. Both girls walk down one at a time. Kurt and Ae both are speechless. Everything seem to be slow motion and quite. All they heard is their own heart beats pounding loudly. Kurt drop his mouth open in disbelieved his eyes. He can’t believe that Vicky was his. She’s like the goddess and an angel from heaven. He walked up to her and kisses her hand and hold onto it tightly. “Come, my angel from above.” Kurt amazed. “You’re beautiful.”  Ae looked up to Rita and held her hand. The two couple walked out the door to the limo park outside Vicky house. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            They walked into the party and all the people staring at them. “I can’t believe we’re the goddess for tonight.” Rita surprised. “Not just goddess but two angels from heaven.” Kurt held onto Vicky hand and they all walked to the V.I.P. table that was reserved for them four. “May I have a dance with you, my angel from heaven?” Kurt stood in front of Vicky and offered his hand. Vicky reaches out and Kurt grabs her hand and lead to the dance floor. “May I have a dance with you Rita?” Ae asked shyly. “Sure but you have to lead the way cuz I can’t dance.” Rita got up and reaches out her hand. Ae lead Rita to the dance floor where Vicky and Kurt were dancing. Kurt requests a song Amazed by Lonester and dedicated to Vicky. “Every word that said in this song is from my heart to you. Remember this is our song. You will always be in my heart. Even if I die my heart will still love you always and forever.” Kurt whisper in Vicky ear and kiss it. “Don’t you say anything about dying? You can’t die. You have to be with me till we both grow old and our hair turn white.” Vicky kisses Kurt for the first time on the lip. They both feel butterfly in their tummy and chill down their spin. He couldn’t believe it. He has to kiss her the second time to make sure he wasn’t dreaming. He bends down and kisses her on the lip for the second time. Rita and Ae were shocked in disbelieved. “OMG…I can’t believe they’re doing it.” Rita surprised. “Doing what? I think it’s normal for couple to kiss.” said Ae. “But Vick only 14yrs old and Kurt are like 18yrs old. She’s too young for Kurt. I gotta go stop them. This is not right.” Rita was mad. “Leave them alone. And Kurt is not 18, just turn 16 like 3 months ago. I think 14 and 16 are perfect age for couple. And plus they love each other, ok. So let them have their fun time tonight. It just was a kiss. What’s the big deal? It’s not like they’re going for home run.” said Ae. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]Flash Back End[/SIZE]
 
            [SIZE=12pt]There was a knock on the door and it brings Vicky back to reality. Vicky walked to the door and opens it. Rome was at the door waiting to surprise Vicky. Rome was surprised to see Vicky wore makeup and waves her beautiful hair down. “Wow… Vick, you are still beautiful after having Kurt. If I didn‘t know you, I wouldn‘t have thought you are a mom already.” Rome praised. Vicky ignored Rome command. “Rome, why are you here so early in the morning?” Vicky asked. “I’m here to take you to Rita workplace.” Rome replied with a smiled. “How do you know I have interview today?” Vicky asked again. “Rita called and told me. So here I am. I don’t want you to take the bus or taxi.” Rome replied. “Ok, let me get dress.” said Vicky. Rome waited patiently for Vicky. She walked out the room in a business suit. The suit shown all Vicky curved and bums. Rome looked at Vicky and admired her beauty. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]             The interview went smoothly because Rita and her partner are the one that interview Vicky. She got hired on the spot. Vicky starts working there in the next day because she needs to attend an orientation before the actual job. Vicky will be in training for two weeks. When the training’s over Vicky will be helping Peecha the owner secretary. The owner will be relocating to Thailand in three weeks. So they have to prepare everything before he come. No one has ever seen him before but rumors said he’s very strict and mean. It will be his first time in Thailand. Everyone have to be prepared and ready to face their boss.[/SIZE]
 

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[SIZE=14pt]Ch. 5[/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            The orientation and training went will. The good things is no one paid attention to anyone personal business. Working with Peecha was an awesome experienced. Peecha is a middle age woman and used to work at Vicky’s parent hotel. Peecha saw Vicky when she was young and when still working for her family. Now she’s working for her new boss who’s the richest in Thailand. He owns all the hotel and resort in Thailand. He’s family also own the biggest mall in Thailand. Peecha helped and trained Vicky everything she knows. She adored Vicky and take pity on Vicky. She can’t believe that her old boss daughter is working under her. Vicky lost everything after her parent death in a car crashed not long after Kurt left to America. She knew Vicky was struggled raising a child alone. So she tried to help Vicky whatever she can. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Three weeks went by so fasted and their boss is coming. Vicky and Rita have lunch everyday together. They’re eating at Dok Chom Pa Café most of the time because the restaurant was just half of block from the company. “Vick, are you ready to work with our boss?” Rita asked. Vicky took a deep breath and shakes her head. “I heard they said he was young, rude, mean and very strict.” Rita added. “There’s nothing I can do. I have to work there no matter what. I will try to stay away from him as possible.” Vicky replied. “Not just you but all of us are scared. Everyone have to prepare and ready to face him.” said Rita. “Peecha’ve asked me to go with her tomorrow to fetch him. She wouldn’t dear go alone. So me and Peecha will be the first to face him.” Vicky faked a smiled. “Well good luck then.” Rita smiled. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Vicky and Peecha are waiting for their boss at the claming baggage. Peecha cellphone rung and she pick up. “Vicky, you wait here for the boss. This called is very important. I will be right back.” Peecha walked out. Vicky stands there waiting. She caught a glanced of Kurt. She looked around and saw Kurt walking toward her. She looked at him in disbelieved. Tears runs down her cheeks. Everything froze and muted. Vicky heart beats loudly. Kurt saw Vicky and he’s heart beating fast and loud. “Wow a beauty of Thailand.” Kurt thought. Vicky couldn’t wait any longer. She missed him dearly. She run to him and crap her arms around him tightly. Tears run down her cheek and wet his chest. He untangles Vicky from him and stared in her big round eyes. He just couldn’t stop his heart beats for her. When he looked at her, he couldn’t stop his heart from falling for her. But he has to fight this feeling. “Who are you? And why are you doing this to me?” he questioned her. She couldn’t believe his words. She can’t answer him and just stand there looking at him oddly. “I don’t believe this. You really did forget about me. Why are you doing this to me?” Vicky cried. “I don’t know you ok. This is the first time I came to Thailand and how would I know you. You must be mistaking.” he replied. “NO…this can’t be.” Vicky cried. “Hello boss. How’s your flight. Is everything here ok?” Peecha greet her boss. “Yes!” he replied. Vicky wiped her tear before Peecha could see it. “This is Ken Theeradeth our boss. And this is Vicky Jettipron my assistant. I’m Peecha, we spoke few time on the phone.” Peecha introduced them. They walked out of the airport to the car. Vicky followed behind them. She couldn’t believe Ken is not Kurt when they both looked alike and shared the same last name. How come he didn’t claim he is Kurt? It is because he doesn’t want to have anything to do with her and forgot her completely. How come he do that to her when she still kept their promise and still waiting for him.  [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Ken wants to stop by the company before heading home. They walked in and everyone greeted him. All the lady workers greeted him with a smiled. He’s young, rich and charming. He’s the guy in every girls dream. He has everything. It just his bad temper and attitude that scared them off. He never smiles or laughs. He just like a lifeless person and have no feeling. Rita was shocked when she saw Ken. She greeted him with a mad face. “What’s her problem?” Ken questioned himself. Rita looked at Vicky sadly and went over to her and holds Vicky hand to calm her down. “Everything will be ok.” Rita worried. Not a word from Vicky but just a head shake. She knows Vicky must be sad to see Kurt not claiming himself and not claiming Vicky. Ken was shown to his room. Every time he looked at Vicky, he always wonder why she run to him and cried in his arms when he have never seem her before. That whole day at work, he tried to find a time to talk to Vicky but she just wouldn’t let him get a chance. He thinks about her all day in his office. He heart couldn’t stop beating fast whenever he thought of her. His heart has falling for her form the first moment he saw her. Ken took off before everyone and he’s hoping to see Vicky the next day and hoping for a chance alone with her. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Vicky went straight to the park after work without waiting for Rita. She walked in crying. She walked to the tree and sat down. She runs her finger across the word “[/SIZE][SIZE=12pt]Kurt Love Vicky Always and 4ever[/SIZE][SIZE=12pt]” as tears run down her cheek. “Didn’t you promise you will always love me and will never forget about me? Didn’t you say you only have me in your heart and your heart belongs to me? Did you forget the promised you made before you left?” Vicky talked to herself. [/SIZE]
           
[SIZE=12pt]Flash Back [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            Vicky was in her room crying because Kurt is leaving to a faraway land and she will miss him when he’s gone. A knocked came from the window. She walked to the window and saw Kurt outside the window. “How you get up here?” Vicky asked as she open the window to let Kurt in. “No matter where you are or how high you stay I will climb to you. Even if you lived in heaven I will climb to heaven just to see you. Without you I will be lost. You’re the love of my life and I have to find you. With you I can do anything.” Kurt smiled. “But I don’t want you to fall and hurt yourself.” Vicky smiled back. “But you already hurt me with those tears of your.” Kurt wipes the tears off Vicky face with his bare hand. “Don’t ever cry again. Ok” Kurt demanded. “Ok” Vicky replied with a smiled that melt his heart. He sat beside her on her bed and kisses her cherry lip. “So sweet…” Kurt smiled. “You’re leaving tomorrow morning. Why are here?” Vicky asked. “To give you this” Kurt take out the ring form his pocket. It’s a princess cut 1 caret diamond and have some writing curved on it. It said “Kurt Love Vicky Forever. “Promise me you’ll wait for me” Kurt slipped the ring to Vicky finger. “I will return to you when I’m done with school there. I promise to you that you will be the only one in my heart. My heart will always and only belong to you.” Kurt kisses Vicky cherry lip again and again. Vicky just sat there next to him and listens to his word and smiled. “I promise I will wait for you. What can I do but wait. You know I only love you.” Vicky smiled. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]            Kurt reached out and touches her soft face with his bared hand. “I will miss you.” Vicky cried. Kurt wiped her tears off her soft face with his hand and kisses both of her eyes. “Please don’t. If you don’t want me to go then I will stay with you.” Kurt kisses her again. “No…don’t do that. You have to continue like how your parent wants. I will come stay with you in America and continue my study there in 2 years.” Vicky fakes a smiled so Kurt won’t worry too much. “I will wait for you there. If you don’t come then I will return to fetch my bride.” Kurt kissed her cherry lip. “I love you so much Vick. I will miss you a lot.” he looked into her big round eyes. “I love you too.” Vicky kissed his lip. They locked their lips and made love for the first time. Kurt laid Vicky down and positions himself on top of her. He cares for her and tried to be as gentle as he can. They both new at this but he really want to give his first time to her. He has waited patiently for this long so he will take this time. They both take their time as Kurt helped Vicky taking off her clothes. He kisses her from head to toe and every parts of her body. Vicky chuckle when he kisses her neck. They both smiled shyly when they looked into each other eyes. Kurt spends the night with Vicky. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=12pt]Kurt and Vicky were up before everyone else woke up. Vicky walked Kurt to the window and opened it. It was chili in the morning. “Go back to bed. You don’t have to send me off to the airport because I don’t want to see you cry. I wouldn’t want to go if you cry.” Kurt brush Vicky hair with his fingers and kissed her lip. “Let me watch you climb down to make sure you’re safe on the ground.” Vicky hugged Kurt tightly. “Ok.” Kurt replied with a kiss on her forehead. Vicky walked Kurt out the window and watches him climb down. She wanted to cry but don’t want him to worried. Kurt was on the ground safely. “Don’t we look like Romeo and Juliet?” Kurt asked looking up at Vicky. “No because they die and we will lived together till we are old.” Vicky replied with a smiled. “Remember I love you and only you.” Kurt called out. Vicky replied with a head shake and cried inside. Vicky watched Kurt disappeared into the distant. “Bye my love. I love you.” She cried.[/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]Flash Back End [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            “Vick, are you ok?” Rome asked as he walked closer. The voice brought Vicky back to reality looked his way. She hurried and wiped the tears from her face so she won’t worry Rome. “Are you ok?” Rome asked for the second time. “I’m ok. Sorry to make you worried.” Vicky replied at last. “I heard everything from Rita. You still have me and Rita. And you still have Aunt Pat and Kurt to take care of.” said Rome. “I will go with you tomorrow and asked him why he did this to you.” Rome added. “No, don’t do that. If he doesn’t want me in his life anymore then let him is. I will stay away from him. If this is what he wants then I will give it to him. I will leave him alone. What’s between me and him are done long time ago. He already moved on. Now it’s time for me to move on too. He acted like he doesn’t know me then I will do the same to him.” Vicky got up on her feet and wipes the rest of the tear off her face. “I know you can do it” Rome hugged Vicky. “Thanks for always come to my rescues. You always there to share a shoulder for me to cried when I needed it most. Rome, thank been there.” Vicky cried in his chest. “Please Vick. Don’t cry. I will never leave you.” Rome wiped away her tears with his hand. “Come. I’ll take you home. Aunt Pat and Kurt must be worried by now.” Rome held Vicky hand and walked her out the park.[/SIZE]
 

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[SIZE=14pt]Ch. 6[/SIZE]
 
            Vicky couldn’t sleep that night. She got up earlier than usual. She shower and get ready for work and ready to face Kurt again. Vicky cooked breakfast for Aunt Pat and lil Kurt. She ate a little and save some for Rita when she come pick up her. They go to work together and come home together. Rita usually eats at Vicky house because Rita lived alone. Her mom past away after given birth to her and her dad died three years ago due to sickness. She was raise by her dad that is why she was tougher than a normal girl and she always take care of herself and the people around her. Most of the time Rome would stop by and eat at Vicky house too. Rome family owns a small restaurant outside the Community. His parent preferred him to be with Rita more than Vicky because Vicky had a child. Everyone talked behind her and said she’s a easy woman. They didn’t like Vicky when she first moved into the Community but as time goes by they started to like her because of her kindness and very respectful to the elder. Anyways Rita stills their choice but they wouldn’t against it if Rome chose Vicky.
           
            A knock came to the door and Vicky went to open it. “Come on in and eat first.” Vicky offered. “Of course, that’s why I came early.” Rita smiled. “Can I join too?” Rome shouts before the girls close the door. “Of course you are welcome.” Vicky smiled. “why don’t you eat at the restaurant?” Rita teased. “No, I only eat there when Vick is not around.” Rome smiled and Vicky blush. “I munch a little before your two got here so go ahead and eat without me. I have to get Kurt ready for school.” said Vicky. Just then Aunt Pat woke up and walked to the kitchen and greets the two friends. “Come eat with us?” Rome and Rita asked. “You two go ahead without me. I need to shower first.” Aunt Pat smiled. Vicky walked to the room to wake up Kurt and get him ready. Rita and Rome went to sat at the dining table and enjoy their food that were place on the table. The three friends went to work and Aunt Pat took Kurt to school as usual.
           
            When Vicky and Rita got to work, Ken was there already. He was in the office waiting for Vicky. “Peecha when Vicky comes in report to me.” Ken requested. “OK boss” Peecha replied. Vicky and Rita walked into the building. “Vick, fighting!” Rita put her hand in a fist, Vicky nodded and smiled.. Rita goes into her office and Vicky went to sit at her desk just outside of Ken office. “Good morning Peecha, is there anything you need me to do?” Vicky called to report. “Come inside” Peecha replied. Vicky took a deep breath before walking in. Ken looked up when the door slowly creek. Vicky went and stand next to Peecha desk. “Peecha go order me some coffee from Coffee Cafe.” Ken requested without taking his eyes off of Vicky. “But we do have coffee here in the cafeteria” Peecha replied. “I will go.” Vicky hesitated. “No, I didn’t asked you, I asked Peecha. Peecha!” Ken angered. “OK boss.” Peecha replied and walked out the door.
           
            Vicky was about to walked out but got stop by Ken. “Stop there, I need to talk to you.” Ken demanded. “Ye…yes, what do you need me to do?” Vicky stuttered . Ken got up from his chair and walked toward Vicky. He pulled out a chair and offers her to sit. “It’s OK. I’ll just stand here and take your order.” Vicky replied without looking at him. “It will be a long talk so have a sit first.” Ken demanded. She sat down and he pulled himself a chair to sit close to her. “What it is that you want to talk to me about?” Vicky asked looking down at her foots. “Do you know me?” Ken asked looking at her facing the ground. “No I don’t.” Vicky replied without looking. “Look at me when I’m talking to you and when replying to me.” Ken demanded. Vicky looked you and faces him. He stared in her big round eyes. He’s heart beating fast and faster. He couldn’t stop his heart from falling for her. He loves looking at her and by looking at her and staying closed to her makes him happy. He have never experience this kind of feeling before. No woman ever makes his heart jump. He wonders how it would feel to see her smiled. Since the first time up until now all he sees was her sad face. “Let me ask you again. Do we know each other from somewhere? If we do know each other and I don’t remember then I’m sorry.” First time Ken ever said sorry to anyone. He also wonders why he’s acting different when he’s alone with her. It’s like he’s a different person himself. “For the last time I’m going to said this. We don’t know each other. What happened at the airport was a mistake. I thought you were someone I knew. But you‘re not and you can‘t be him.” Vicky fight her tear from falling. “Maybe you’re right because this is the first time I came to Thailand, no, not the first time but that is not important.” Ken corrected himself. “If you don’t have anything else then I need to get back to work?” Vicky asked. “You may go.” said Ken as he watch her drifted away.
 
            Ken sat in his office thinking about Vicky and what happened at the airport. Images of her runs through his mind. There something about her made him wanting to know more about her. He doesn’t know that feeling yet and have never experienced anything like this before but he does know one thing is that he wants to see her more. Wanting to look at her and smell the sense of her. He still remembered her smelled when she hugged him at the airport. That smelled and her tears just melted his hair. It just like he’s heart is shatter to see her cried. His heart wanted her and wanting to protect her. Vicky sat at her desk and thought of Ken and what he said to her. She believe his words but can‘t accepted the fact that he‘s not Kurt. They are two different person but share the same feature. She’s finally understood that Ken is not her Kurt. Kurt is not coming back. He’s really gone from her life. If Ken is Kurt, he will at least remember her even if he don‘t want her. He has to remember her. She believed the loves Kurt gave her. She knew it is stupid of her to still waiting for Kurt but she still have hope. She knows Kurt still loved her. She took a deep breath and relaxes her mind and continued to work.
 
            During lunch time Rita was waiting for Vicky in the lobby as usual. They walked to Dok Chom Pa Cafe and have lunch there. They order the usual. “How was it working with Kurt? Did he still denied you?” Rita put her hands on Vicky‘s hands. “It was OK. Today he called me in and asked if I know him. I could feel that he’s not Kurt, they are not the same person. Kurt would never deny me. He loves me, Rita.” Vicky cried. “I know Kurt loves you. Let Mr. Ken be Mr. Ken and let Kurt stay in your heart.” Rita went over to hugged Vicky. “Can I join you girls?” Ken asked looking at Vicky. They both turned to looked at him. They can’t said no since he’s their boss. “Mr. Ken, how do you know this place?” Rita asked. “I asked one of the workers for the closest restaurant and he pointed me here.” Ken replied. “Here have a sit” Rita offered him to sit. Ken pulled out a chair and sit with the girls at their usual table by the window. “So you two come here often?” Ken asked. Ken was looking forward to chat with Vicky but it seem like she doesn’t want to talk to him. “Yes, most of the time’ Rita replied.
 
            Ken orders his food and drink. “Sorry girls, I run a little late.” said Rome as he walked in. Rome looked at the table and notice Ken. He knew Ken right away because he had seemed Kurt in picture. He wonder what will happen if lil Kurt saw Ken. The thought make him worried. Rome always came have lunch with the girl since Vicky started to worked there. “This is Rome, our friend. And this is Mr. Ken, our boss.” Rita introduced them. They shake hands and Ken moved over to sit at the chair facing Vicky and offered the other chair facing Rita for Rome. Rome wants to sit facing Vicky as always but have to choice because he came last. “So how long are you gonna stay here in Thailand?” Rome asked Ken. “I don’t know yet. I might stay long, I feel like living here now. Maybe because of all the people I’m working with.” Ken looked at Vicky eating her food. “Vicky does you usually this quiet?” Ken asked looking at Vicky but no replied from her. “She don’t talk much, especially when she’s around stranger.” Rome answered for Vicky. “From now on you will be working with me so I wont be a stranger to you no more, OK Vicky.” Ken smiled. His voice and his smiled is like a knife stabbing her heart even though she accepted that he’s not her Kurt. Vicky quiet the whole time only Rome and Rita that are talking to Ken. Ken could see that Rome had feeling for Vicky and it make him jealous because Rome get to be near her and not him.  When they’re done eating, Ken offered to pay for the meal. “It’s good to know you Rome. See you girls at work” Ken walked off.
 
            The rest of the day at work went by well. Vicky has lot of papers to type to keep her busy and Ken was in his office talking on the phone and signing documents. Ken tried called Vicky to made him coffee every hour and called her in to asked for documents so he can get to see her. Vicky knows nothing about the documents but sadly Vicky knew nothing about the document. Peecha were puzzled when Ken supposed her asked her not Vicky but she wouldn't dear say anything. Vicky can’t wait till she’s off because she doesn’t want to have anything to do with Ken. And don’t want to see him because looking at him made her miserable and missed Kurt. She doesn’t want to see him but still secretly looking at him everytime she walked into his office. Vicky took off before Ken. She said bye to Peecha and told her to let Ken know she’s off. Vicky and Rita went home together and at the usual time. Vicky goes home and help Kurt with his homework. “Mr. Ken, Vicky left already” Peecha replied when Ken asked for Vicky. “What? Why didn’t she say anything to me? She have to report to me before took off” Ken was furies. “Vicky and Rita always leave at 5 because Vicky has a son she needed to take care of.” Peecha replied. “She married ?” Ken puzzled. “No” Peecha replied. “Then she lives with the father?” Ken asked again. “No. She lived with her son and Aunt Pat, who used to be her nanny.” Peecha replied. “What about the dad and her family?” Ken asked again. “I heard from Rita that the dad were dead and about her family, I’m sorry but I think its best if you ask her yourself.” replied Peecha praying to not get yell.
 
            Ken drove home thinking about Vicky. He couldn’t stopped thinking about her and imaged of her rushing through his mind. He’s heart beaten fast and loud and feels love. “Could it be that I looked like her husband that’s why she hugged me and cried? Why didn’t she say anything to me when I asked her why? Why didn’t she tell me she had a son? She should be happy to work with someone that looked like her husband. Why she always put up a sad face and never talks to me. I have done nothing to her, why she hates me? What’s her relationship with Rome? Are they together or what? They must be because I can see the love and care he had for her. But what about her, does she love him? I don‘t see love in her eyes but sadness.” He talked to himself and his mind focused on Vicky. “Why am I thinking about her? It’s not like she’s related to me or in some kinds of relationship with me.” He shook his head tried to get her off his mind. He got home and took shower and went to bed hoping to see Vicky again the next day.
           
            Everyday was the same. Ken got to work before Vicky and Rita. Rita will goes to her office and continue on her work. She will keep her self busy with the billing and coding cuz she work as an accountant. She will stop by every now and then to check on Vicky or asked her if she needs any help. Vicky will sat at her desk and do some typing and calling and answering the phones. She also do some light cleaning around Ken’s office and her area. She will bring Ken and Peecha coffee or water when she were asked to. Vicky and Rita always go to eat lunch at the same time and together. Ken will tried to followed them and join them but every time he will see Rome with the girls and mostly concentrated on Vicky. Ken will secretly glance at Vicky and smile inside every time she smiled. He would get jealous because the person who made her smiled wasn’t him but Rome. The three friends mostly talked about Kurt and their plan for the evening. He always wanted to asked Vicky why she named her son Kurt but doesn’t want to get too personal with her. Every time Rome talked about Kurt and how he played with Kurt would made him envious Rome. He really want to meet Kurt and have the same kind of connection but know he has no right. Vicky will always keep her distant from Ken and that made him feel uncomfortable. Someday he will have his lunch in the cafeteria.
 

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[SIZE=14pt]Ch. 7[/SIZE]
 
            [SIZE=12pt]A week went by and Ken feels that Vicky is avoiding him. He doesn’t know why he missed her present and her voices. When she had something related to work she will always goes to Peecha for help. Ken always goes to work before Vicky and Peecha. Ken was in his office waiting for Vicky to come to work. He didn’t know why she’s bothering his mind days and nights, sleeps or awakes. He couldn’t sleep during the nights and work during the days because his minded and heart worried about her. He tried everything but still couldn’t take her off his minded. He has lots of question he needed to ask. A knocked came at the door and it kept him looking forward to see who will walk in. He was hoping for Vicky but it was Peecha. “Good morning Mr. Ken.” Peecha greeted him. He didn’t say anything but kept looking at the door. “Vicky hasn’t show up yet?” he asked at last. “There’s no sight of her yet. She usually gets here before me.” Peecha wondered. “Would you like some coffee Mr. Ken?” Peecha asked. “Sure.” Ken replied without looking at Peecah. She walked out of the coffee to dining room. Peecha walked in with a cup of coffee in her hand  and placed on Ken’s table. Not even a thanked or looked from Ken.[/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            2 hours went by and there still no sighted of Vicky. It kept both Ken and Peecha wondered with worried. A knock came at the door and they both looked, hoping it was Vicky. Rita walked in and greeted Ken and handed a note to Ken. He was worries that it was a resigned note from Vicky. “What’s this?” Ken asked without looking at the note. “It’s a doctor’s note. Vicky were sent to the hospital this morning at 4am.” said Rita. “How was she? Is she ok now? Why are you here? Aren’t you supposed to stay with her? You’re excused so go back and stay with her. Why leave her alone in the hospital? And…” Rita cut him off before he goes on and on. “You asked too much question Mr. Ken. How am I gonna answer all that when you just goes on and on like that?” asked Rita. “She fine now. They will keep her there until she regain her strength before release her. And she’s not alone. Rome was there too and I guess he probably stay there all day. He already called in to work. And… if you worried and want to know more then go ask the doctor yourself ok Mr. Ken. I have work to finish and prepare for the important meeting today, remember Mr. Ken?” Rita walked out leave Ken and Peecha speechless. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            That whole day Ken couldn’t work or do anything right because he was too worries about Vicky. He couldn’t take her off his head. He couldn’t stop his heart from pounding and longing for her. He doesn’t understand his feeling and don’t know why he became this way since the first time he saw her at the airport. Imaged of her cried made his heart shattered and hurt like a knife stabbing his heart and made it hard for him to breath. He doesn’t understand why but he do know one thing is…he was happy when she was around even without a smiled from her. Without her that day was like a stormy day. He missed her already and longing for her. He only know her a week and it feels like he knew her all his life and can‘t be without her. He want to be there for her and be by her side even he know it will look wrong. Hearing that Rome was at the hospital with her made him want to be there even more. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            He took off right after the meeting. He drove to the hospital to see Vicky. He can’t wait to see her face. He rushed into the hospital and run to the information desk. “Vicky Jettiporn. What room is she in?” tried to catch his breath. “She in the 4th floor room 473.” said the receptionist. He rushed off without thanking the receptionist. He walked into the room and saw Vicky lay on the hospital bed. He walked to her side and watches her asleep. He brushes her hair off her face with his bare hand and tucked it behind her ear. He studies her face as she lay asleep peacefully. “Thank God you’re ok.” he felt released. She still has the iv stick on the top of her left hand. He runs his fingers gently on the bruises on her right arm caused by pokes of needles. He want to take her place and heal her. He don’t want to see her laid on that hospital bed with needle tucked under her beautiful skin. For the first he ever want to take care of a woman. He want to kiss and bring the life back to her. He doesn’t understand his feeling. He knows that it was  wrong and he shouldn’t be falling for her. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            He looked on the other side of the bed and notices a little boy asleep on the little couch. He knew right then it was Kurt and smiled to himself. The little boy started to toss and he ran over to catch afraid he might fall off the couch. “Uncle Rome?” the little boy opened his eyes slowly and rugged his eyes. He looked up and notices it wasn’t Rome. He little mouth drop open and got up as quickly as he can and hugged Ken. “Daddy…daddy…” he hugged Ken and wrapped his little arms around Ken. “Daddy…daddy…you finally came. Me and mommy are waiting for you this whole time. Mommy said you went to heaven but I knew she’s lying. Me and mommy missed you so much and a lot like this.” he tried to stretch his little arms as far and wide as he could. “Mommy sick because she missed you a lot daddy.” he cried and hugged Ken again. Ken stood there and froze. He didn’t know what to do or said. He just stood speechless and let Kurt embrace him. It made him thought of the time at the airport when Vicky ran to hugged him. “Daddy, where have you been all this time? You don’t love me and mommy anymore?” he cried and wrapped his little arms around Ken’s neck. Ken embraced him tightly in his arms. He felt a sharp knife stabbed his heart. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]             Vicky heard Kurt cried and woke her up. “Kurt?” she slowly tried to made out her sound. They both turned to Vicky. “Mommy…mommy… looked. Daddy is here. I know daddy will come back.” lil Kurt showed Ken to his Vicky and smiled. Vicky were speechless and puzzle. Tears runs in here eyes and made her vision blurry. She blinked and tears rolls down her cheeks like rain drop. “That’s not your daddy.” Vicky finally replied. “Yes, it’s daddy. See?” pulled Ken closer to Vicky. “Daddy still looked the same like in the picture.” lil Kurt run to the side of the couch and pulled out a picture from his backpack and run back to them with the picture in his hand. Ken stood there looking at Vicky with full questions on his mind. “He’s not your daddy. I told you daddy went to heaven and never come back.” Vicky took to picture away from Kurt and he cried. “Let me see the picture.” Ken took the picture from Vicky hand and looked at it. He was shock to see the picture of Kurt with Vicky in his arms. Now he understands everything. He bend down on one knee and star at lil Kurt face. Ken pick him up and look toward Vicky. “He has the same resembling as me.” Ken surprised. “How are you gonna explain about this and this picture?” Ken started to questioned Vicky. “This has nothing to do with you. You are not his dad, so please put him down and leave.” Vicky cried. Ken wanted to yell as his anger raise because of her stubbornness but have to keep his calm. “What is your name?” Ken turned to asked lil Kurt. “My named is Kurt Theeradeth. Mommy named me after you daddy, we have the same name.” lil Kurt replied happily. Ken hugged Kurt tightly in his arms and cried. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” Ken kisses Kurt all over his little face before putting him down. Ken walked over to Vicky side and places his hand on top of her. “I’m so sorry Vicky.” Ken cried. “What wrong with you?” Vicky asked after a long stared. “I’ll tell you some other day.” he went down and kissed one last time, “daddy have to go. Daddy will come back ok.” Ken cares his little cheek. “You promise daddy?” Kurt asked. “Yes, daddy promise.” Vicky watch Ken walked out the door as tear ran down her cheek. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            Ken was in his car crying. He was screaming from the bottom of his lungs and pounding his chest. “Why…? Why…?”  Ken cried. Now Ken finally understands why he was happy to see Vicky and why he falling for her and hurt to see her cried. He understand why his heart longing for her. “Brother…why you leave her and your son behind? God, why are you doing this to me. Why took him instead of me. I should be the one‘s going.” Ken screamed as tears ran down his face. Ken started to remember the named Vicky. [/SIZE]
           
[SIZE=12pt]Flash Back[/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            Kurt and Ken were twin. Kurt’s older than Ken by 10 minutes. They were born in the US and raised there since. Kurt were born with a healthy body while Ken born with a weak heart. Kurt was kinda a bad boy himself while Ken a good boy and a bookworm. They are the opposite of each other. On their 14th birthday, Kurt’s friends threw him a birthday party. They always have their birthday celebration with their parent as usual but this time Kurt has a plan. “Let’s go out tonight when mom and dad are asleep?” Kurt invited Ken to go with him. “No, we can’t do that. They will kill us if they found out.” Ken shook his head. “Then don’t let them find out. If you don’t say it than no one will know.” Kurt demanded. “No, I’m not going. If you want to go then just go. I won’t tell mom and dad.” Ken replied. “My party without my twin would be no fun. I want you to experience the real world, brother. Let just go and have fun together.” Kurt asked again. “Who’s gonna come pick us up and drop us off?” Ken asked. Kurt pointed at himself and smiled. “You can drive?” Ken asked to make sure. “Of course, I’ve drove before you were born.” Kurt teased. “We’ll take dad’s car. We’ll come home before they know it.” Kurt smiled. “I’m doing this because it’s your birthday.” Ken replied. “I’m taking you out because it’s your birthday too, little brother.” Kurt joked. “You only older by 10 minutes that don’t mean a things.” Ken disagreed. “But still, I came into this world before you so no matter what you still have to respect me and listen to my commands.” Kurt smiled in satisfied cuz Ken always let him get everything his ways. Ken will do Kurt homework and studies for them both while Kurt were out having fun with his crew . “Ok, Mr. Commander.” Ken shook his head in disbelieved of his so call older brother. Ken loves and respect Kurt. He too knew Kurt loves him a lot too cuz Kurt will always watch over him and got his back when other kids tried to bully him. Kurt were always fight his fight and not let anyone hurt him. He sometime taught Ken how to stand up for himself and fight while Kurt is not around. But kids at their school don’t really dare to hurt him because they all scared of Kurt. He envious Kurt because everyone at their school respect him and he gets all the girls attention. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            They got to the party and enjoy their night. Its Ken first time saw lots of teenager, boys and girls. Girls will try to hit on Ken because he has the charm like Kurt but he was too scared. On the other hand Kurt was different. He was drinking and enjoys his party and has fun with all his friends. Kurt was very popular so everyone knows him unlike Ken, friend with books and school. “Kurt, you know you shouldn’t be drinking right? It’s against dads ruled. We are not 21 yet.” Ken reminds Kurt the family rules. “Just one shot, won‘t hurt.” Kurt lied. Ken sat there and watches his brother having fun with his friends. Ken looked at the time and worried they might get caught if they go home late. Ken went up to Kurt and reminded him that they need to go home. “In 5 minutes.” Kurt replied. 5 minutes went by then 10 minutes then 30 minutes and so on. “Kurt, we really have to go now, ok? Now!” Ken raise his tone. “Ok, one last shot then we go.” Kurt replied. “No more. You have more than enough. Let just go.” Ken demanded. Kurt pour a shot. “You have to take the last shot for me then. We can‘t go if you don‘t take this.” Kurt was drunk. Ken has no choice but to take the last shot because he know Kurt will not leave until the shot was empty. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            They drove home. “Are you ok to drive?” Ken asked to make sure. “I’m ok. I’m not drunk.” Kurt replied. “Just keep both hands on the steering wheels and eyes on the road.” Ken worried. He knows that Kurt was not ok but he can’t do anything because he can’t drive and all Kurt friends are drunk. He have no one to called to come picked them up because he had no friend. His only friend was his books and their parent and Kurt. He can’t called their parent because they will be in trouble especially Kurt. Ken kept on reminding about the speed limit because Kurt were going too fast. All suddenly Kurt swore the steering wheels to the other lane because he was blinded by the head light of the incoming truck. He was very drunk so he thought he were going to the incoming lane. Right when he swore the steering wheels to the other lane a car from the that lane hit right into Ken side. Both cars were spinning in the 65mph high way. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            Kurt woke up on the hospital bed. He felt his head were pounding and the soreness on his body. He looked around the room and knew where he were at. Hcalled the nurse and the nurse came in. “How long have I been here? Is my brother ok?” Kurt asked the nurse. “You being here about a week now and about your brother I think its best you hear from your parent. They are still in the hospital. I will phone them right away.” the nurse replied. Mr. and Mrs. Theeradeth rushed into his room. Mrs. Theeradeth went over to hugged Kurt. “Thank God my baby was ok.” Mrs. Theeradeth cried. Mr. Theeradeth stook there and started at Kurt. “Dad, mom, I’m sorry. I know everything was my fault. Please blame on me. Ken had nothing to do with this. I asked him to go out with me. I know I shouldn’t be drinking. Dad, sorry…” Kurt cried. “It’s ok my baby, as long as nothing happen to you then that’s good new already. Just take it as a lesson to learn.” Mrs. Theeradeth cried. Not a word from his dad and made him worried. He knew his dad blamed him and if anything happen to Ken, he know he will never be forgiven. “How was Ken? Is he ok?” Kurt worried. “He hasn’t waked up yet. Doctor said the impact injuring his head and made his body shut down. They said he’s heart was to weak to do the operation so they have no choice but to put a monitor on his heart to keep it beating and pump blood to this body.” Mrs. Theeradeth cried even more. “And if he didn’t wake up in two week then he will be in a coma.” Mr. Theeradeth spoke at last. “Everything is your fault. Why didn’t it be you instead of Ken when he has done nothing?” Mr. Theeradeth blamed his son. “Don’t said that dear. We don’t want any of this to happen to either of our babies.” said Mrs Theeradeth. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            2 weeks past and Ken hasn’t woke up. He’s was in a coma since then. Kurt was sent the Thailand because he needed a punishment from his dad. He was sent there to live in a hard life so he can grow up and be responsible. Ken was in a coma but he could hear everything, it just that he can’t move or make a sound. Mr. and Mrs. Theeradeth visited Kurt once a year to make sure he’s stay out of trouble. Ken haven’t heard Kurt voice for 7 long and lonely yrs.. Kurt had came back all mature. He was like a changed man. Even his voice had change but his love for Ken are still the same. Kurt will come see him every day and talked about Vicky the love of his life. He will shared his love stored to his little brother. She was the reason he’s a change man. He will read him the letters Vicky wrote to him and his letter he wrote to Vicky before he sent off to her. Ken life was not boring anymore after his brother came back. He learned about love and beauty. Kurt will described Vicky’s beauty and shared his love life relationship from started till the end. There was no end. When Kurt talked about Vicky, Ken can image her beauty and images of her pop on his head and made him smiled inside. Ken is falling in love too but sadly with the same woman name Vicky as his older brother. Every time Kurt talks about Vicky, Ken feels alive again. He knew Kurt will kill him if he found out that Ken have secretly falling in love with his woman. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            Once day Kurt brings in Vicky bad news and it made his condition worsen as he‘s feeling her pain too. Vicky lost her parent in a car accident and going through bankruptcy. “Little brother, sorry I have to leave you again. She needs me now. I have to go back to her. She will be lost without me.” Kurt cried. I wanted to be there for her too if she ever needed me. I will choose to go too if I were Kurt. I wanted to tell him to go but I couldn’t say a word or moved a finger. I want to tell him how sorry I was but I cant. “I can’t leave her alone in this world. I have to go even mom and dad was not approve of her. I don’t care if I don’t get anything from them. I came to say goodbye. I will leave everything behind as long as I get to be with her. She’s the heartbeats of my heart. Without her my heart will stop beating. Please take care of mom and dad. I’m leaving all my shared to you so made mom and dad proud. I will go and spend my life with her in riches or poor. If I have to die I wanted to be buried in land my love lived so I can watch over her closed by. I love her so much little brother. I hope you will understand and forgive me. I know you will love her too if you get to know her. She’s like the angel from heaven. Goodbye little brother.” Kurt kisses Ken on the forehead before he left the room. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            That was the last time he heard Kurt voice. A few days had passed since Kurt left. One day mom and dad rushed to my room and cried. Mom was cried while telling me the bad news about Kurt. He was in Thailand safely. But Vicky had moved and he looked for her everywhere. Kurt finally found out where Vicky moved to but on his way there, a drunk driver crash into the taxi Kurt took. The taxi driver died right then and Kurt was badly injured. They had brought him back to the US  but died before he get to the US. His heart were still beating so they decided to gave Ken his heart. With Kurt’s heart they finally success with the operation. Ken has Kurt heart since then. Ken woke up at last and in time for Kurt funeral. “We have to take Brother Kurt body back to Thailand and buried there. That was his last wish, dad. He mention that if he died he wanted to be buried in the land his lover lived and that is Thailand. No matter what I have to bring him back bury his body there so he can be close to her.” Ken pleaded. “Ok son, let’s do that for my baby Kurt for the last time.” Mrs. Theeradeth cried some more and hugged Ken. Ken wanted to look for Vicky but was to afraid to gave her the bad news so he decide not to. He doesn’t want to hurt her even more with Kurt news. The named Vicky slowly disappears from him along with Kurt but Vicky still lived in his heart. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]Flash Back End[/SIZE]
           
            [SIZE=12pt]Ken drove to the cemetery where Kurt were buried. He got on his knees and cried out. He runs his hand across Kurt picture on the stone. “Please tell me what to do. How can I tell her about this?” Ken cried. “Why do you leave her and your son? She needs you not me, brother. Please God bring my brother back to Vicky and his son and take me instead. Why you took him not me? He’s still have a duty to do on earth.” Ken hit the ground. “Brother she needs you. She really do needs you and so your son. I know you’re watching them from above but who will watch and take care of them on earth?” Ken cried. “Brother please helps me.” Ken screamed from the bottom of his lungs. He was there till dawn and went home. He has to find a time to tell her but he doesn’t want to hurt her. He knows she still waiting for Kurt that’s why she hasn’t accepted Rome’s love. [/SIZE]
 

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sarNie Egg
Ch. 8
 
            Ken got home and phones his parent right away. “Hello mom. How's you and dad’s doing? Is everything ok over there? Ken asked his mom when she picked up the other line. “Everything is good. How are you and what’s wrong with your voice?” Mrs. Theeradeth asked her son. “I’m doing good mom.” Ken lied. “Mom I need to asked you something. Remember Brother Kurt’s girlfriend? I saw her and sh…, she…” Ken couldn’t finish what he was saying. Ken thought for a second. If his parent knows that Kurt has son they will take him away from Vicky. He doesn’t want to hurt Vicky anymore because she had been hurt for too long. Without Kurt, no one can protect her. “Never mind mom.” Ken said at last. “What about her? Was she shock to see you looked like your brother?” Mrs. Theeradeth cried. “Have you told her about Kurt?” Mrs. Theeradeth asked. “No, I was mistaking. I don’t even know how she looked like. Brother Kurt took all his pictures when he left to Thailand.” Ken lied. “Whether it’s her or not, you better stay away from it. It’s because of her, we lost your brother Kurt. I don’t want to lose you too. And you still have your fiancé Ann waiting for you over here. Don’t forget that.” Mrs. Theeradeth demanded.
           
Flash Back
 
            Mr. Theeradeth and Ann father Thongprasom are best friend. They do business together and own the biggest resort in the US. Mr. Theeradeth expanding his business in Thailand. He invested in the biggest mall in Thailand. The two families wanted their children to get married. Ann was 2 years older than Kurt and Ken. The three of them grew up together. She’s liked Kurt lot since young. Kurt was a popular boy that every girl likes. Kurt only sees Ann as a big sister and never shown love affection toward her. She will follow Kurt and chased girls away. When Kurt were sent to Thailand, she wanted go with him too but she was too young so her parent wouldn’t allowed her. She will called Kurt every day. Every time she called and talked to Kurt, he always talks about Vicky and how much he love her. He told Ann one day that he loved Vicky and can’t live without Vicky. He want Ann to love him like a brother only because he only see her as a sister. She was heartbroken and the only person she can turn to was Ken, who’s still in a coma that looks exactly like Kurt.
 
            Since Kurt told her about his affection and love toward Vicky, she stopped calling him. She turned to Ken because Ken will be the only person on earth who can take Kurt’s place. She will go visited Ken every day at the hospital and tells him about her days. She imaging Ken was Kurt. She started to have feeling for Ken. The way he laid on the hospital bed was like a sleeping beauty. She took care of him. Clean him whenever she can. Singing and reading to him was her everyday routine.
 
            She was happy to see Kurt again when he came back to America to continue his studies. She went to picked him up and shown him around. She was surprised to see him all grown up and manly. He’s personality and attitudes were so mature that seem like he’s a whole new person. She can’t believe he change so much over the last 7 years. Ann couldn’t help falling for him again. The two families wanted Kurt and Ann to be engage but Kurt refused because he loves Vicky only and also want to married her. Ann was hurt but she can’t lose Kurt. She will do whatever it take to have him. She will follow Kurt everywhere and claim herself as his fiancé. No matter how hard she tried to win Kurt’s love, she still fail. Kurt received a letter from Vicky and rushed to Thailand. He left Ann for the second time and the third time when he left everyone including Vicky. Ann turned to Ken again for the second time and she hope Ken would not leave her the same way as Kurt. When Ken woke up, the families want him to engage with Ann. He knows he owes Ann a lot because she took care of him over the years when he was in a coma. He had no other choice but to engage with her to paid for what he thought he owes her even though he don’t love her. He want to have the same kind of love like Kurt had with Vicky. He envious Kurt even more when he thought of the love Kurt shared with Vicky. He knew he doesn’t’ love Ann or have any affection toward her, but he hope one day he will love her. He still waits for that day to come.
 
End of Flash Back
 
            “Mom, don’t worried. I know what I was doing. Tell Ann I will come back to marry her soon.” Ken hung up the phone without saying bye to his mom. His mind was somewhere else and he couldn‘t think right. He worried about Vicky and his nephew. “That was odd. He never hung up on me without saying bye. He must be busy with work.” Mrs. Theeradeht shook her head and smiled. That night Ken couldn’t sleep or close his eyes because his mind was focus on Vicky. He was wide awake. He have to help Vicky or his brother Kurt won’t rest in peace. He want to help her is not only because of his brother but it’s because his heart tells him to. He can stop himself from seeing her but he knows he can’t stop his heart from loving her. He was once love her but he’s not even sure if that even love. He once thought he know what is love but now he so confuse. He still can’t understand if the felling he had toward her was love or pity because he had never had this kind of affection toward his fiancé.
 
            He can’t wait till morning so he can go see Vicky and his nephew. He skipped work and hope to keep Vicky company at the hospital. Ken got to the hospital to catch the nurse walking out of Vicky room. “She just took some medication and that medication will cause her to be drowsy and sleepy.” the nurse told Ken and smiled.  He walked up to her and stood next to the bed. He saw Vicky still asleep. He pulled a chair to sit close to the bed. He looked deep into her face and studies. His heart beats fast and full of happiness and loves. He reached out and touches her soft face and runs his index finger down her nose and smiled. It’s the first time in his life that he wants to cares for a woman and uses his body to shield her from harm. Ken bent down and his lip touches the apple of her cheek. “I can’t do this. This is not my woman but Kurt.” he suddenly stopped. “Sorry Brother.” Ken slowly took a step back without taking his eyes off of her. Ken looked at Vicky and walked out the door. He went to the reception desk and asked them to transfer Vicky to a bigger room and offer to pay for everything including the hospital bills.
 
            Vicky were moved to a new room in level 7th that was bigger and she don’t have to shared with anyone. Ken walked to her bed and pulled out a chair to sit next to her. The medication made Vicky too drowsy and too sleepy so she didn’t notice she had been moved to a new room. Ken watch her asleep. He brushed her hair with his finger and runs the tip of his finger down her nose again. He smiled with happiness. He now understand why his brother loved this woman. “Kurt was right. You are beautiful just like an angel from heaven.” Ken studies her beauty and smiled to himself. He wish he was Kurt. He want to love her and want his love in return. He finally understand the feeling he had toward her. He was hurt to see her cried and sad when she sad. It was because he had his brother Kurt heart inside him. The heart to belong to Vicky, longing only for Vicky and love only Vicky.
 
            Rita and Rome rushed into Vicky room and were shock to see Ken. “What are you doing here?” They both asked at the same time. “What are you doing here?” Rome asked again as they walked closed. “I’m here to see my employee. There was nothing between us.” Ken lied. “I know Vick have nothing to do with you.” Rome smirked. “Why you asked to moved Vick here? You know we can’t afford this room.” Rita asked. “Don’t worried about that and the hospital bills. I have already taking care of that.” Ken replied. “Since the two of you were here, I think it was time for me to go. Take care of Vicky.” Ken added before walked out the door. “Who do he think he is? Does he think this is his company? You better keep Vick away from this guy Ken and you stay away from him too. He seem like an untrustworthy guy.” Rome demanded and gave Rita the looked. “I know but I can’t keep Vick away from him because Vick was his secretary assistant.” Rita replied and walked over to sit on the chair next to Vicky’s bed. The nurse walked in to check on Vicky. They asked why Vicky hasn’t woke and why she seem tired and weak. The nurse told them it was because of the medication that made her sleepy and tired. And she will be fine in another hour. Rome was worried so he went over and holds Vicky’s hand. “Rome, don’t worried Vick will be ok.” Rita looked at Rome worried expression. “Don’t worried, I’m here. No one can hurt you now.” He whispered in her ear. “I have to go back to work. I use my lunch time to check on Vick but now she seem fine then I’m going to go.” said Rita. “Yea, go ahead but remember to stay away from your boss. I will stay behind and watch Vick.” Rome replied without looking at Rita. She walked out of the room and head back to the company.
 
            Ken went straight home without stopping by the office. He was worried about Vicky and he wanted to stay by her side till she wake up but he has to go because he don’t want Rome and Rita to think wrong or knows his truth feeling for her. He still can’t get her off his mind. Ken called Ann hopping to get Vicky off his mind. “Hello, Ken?” Ann answered her cell phone. “Sweetie?” Ann asked to made sure Ken still listing. “Yea. How are you?” Ken finally replied. “I’m good but just miss you. Do you miss me too?” Ann asked. “Uh…I  do miss you.” Ken lied. “When are you coming home dear?” Ann asked. “I don’t know yet.” Ken replied. “Hurry and come home so we can do our wedding.” Ann happy about the wedding. “Yeah. I got to go. I’m busy. I‘ll talk to you next time ok.” Ken tried to run from the wedding subjected. “Ok dear.” Ann replied. “Bye.” Ken hung up the phone. “What’s the rush. I didn’t get to say bye.” Ann mad.
 
                Ken went to the stored to buy some stuff to cook. He lived by himself in a condo on the top floor of their family resort in central Bangkok since he came to Thailand. He don’t like to eat other people’s cooking beside his mom and his nanny. His nanny died 4 years ago. After his nanny past away, he only eat his mom cooking. He only went out to eat if his mom weren’t home to cook for him. He mostly cooked for himself and taking care of himself. Ann tried to cooked for him but he wasn’t please of her cooking because she only know how to cook American food. Even though he was born in America he was not a big fan of their food. He loves Thai food and their spices. Ann was a busy woman herself so she don‘t have time to learn how to cook Thai food. She mostly preferred to cook something that doesn‘t use a lot of time. She worked at the hotel part time and goes to school full time. Ken too was busy catching up with his life so he don’t have enough time for Ann. Ken was home studies and had his own personal instructors. He was able to earn his master degree in as little as 6 years. Ken continue the hotel business in Thailand and also helped his family with the mall in Thailand. Mr. Theeradeth plan to move back to Thailand after Ken and Ann get marry since he missed his country.
 
            Ken got home and phone the hospital to asked about Vicky condition. They said she was regaining her strength and they will release her the next day. Ken phone Peecha and asked for Vicky’s address. He planed to pay her a visit when she was release home. He know that Rome will be there to pick up her so he don’t want to comes between them. Ken was happy to have a nephew and hope to see him. Peecha gave him the address. The next day Ken phoned the hospital again to made sure that Vicky was release. He skipped work that morning again to pay her a visit at the house. He drove to the Community. He was disappointed and sad to see his nephew and his brother’s wife living in poor Community. He stopped at the restaurant that owns by Rome family to asked for direction. Rome’s mom were surprised to see Ken because they thought it was Kurt. Lil Kurt always show off Vicky and Kurt picture to the Community whenever they said he don’t have a father. The worker and people there were shock as well. “Are you looking for your wife and son?” Rome mom asked Ken. “No… uh… yeah.” Ken replied. She pointed to the direction. Ken thank her and continued his way to Vicky house. He was scared when he stood out side her door. He thought twice before knocked on the door. Aunt Pat came to open the door and were shock to see Ken. “Kurt?” Aunt Pat worried. She don’t want Kurt to come into Vicky life and hurt her again. “Why are you here. You left my baby long time ago and leaved my baby to lived her life in shamed and darkness. Don’t come back to hurt my baby. I beg of you. Please  show pity on my baby.” Aunt Pat plead. “I’m not here to hurt Vicky or Kurt. I’m here to help her. And I’m not Kurt. My named is Ken, last named Theeradeth.” Ken introduced himself. “If you are not him then why you look exactly like him? Even I’m old I still remember how you look like. Don’t try to fools me.” Aunt Pat asked hoping for him to claim himself. “Sorry to disappoint you but I’m not Kurt. I’m his twin Ken. Sorry to come like this but I’m hoping to see my nephew and help Vicky if she needs anything.” Ken replied.
 
            Vicky walked out of her bedroom. “Is that Rome. Aren’t he suppose to be at work by now. Rome I said I am fine…” Vicky looked at the person talking to Aunt Pat. “Aunt Pat…” Vicky worried. “What are you doing here?” Vicky asked. “You knew him?” Aunt Pat asked Vicky. “He’s my boss, Mr Ken Theeradeth.” She introduced Ken. “Baby, you should be in bed and rest some more.” Aunt Pat suggested. “I’m fine. I been slept this past two days. I can’t sleep anymore.” She faked smiled so she won’t worried Aunt Pat. Ken smiled when he saw Vicky’s smiled. Vicky gave Ken to eyes to let him know that he needs to stop smiling. “What are you doing her Mr. Ken?” Vicky asked. “Why don’t you go sit down and we will talk?” Ken suggested. “Let me help you?” Ken smiled as he walked closed to her and holds her arms. “I’m fine. I can manage myself.” Vicky pushed off his hands. She walked to the tiny living room with two pieces of couches. Ken walked behind to make sure he can catch her in time if she ever fall. “I’ll go prepare the food. Stay and eat with us.” Aunt Pat offered to be polite.
 
            Vicky sat on one couch and Ken sat on the other one facing her. “How are you feeling?” Ken worried. “I’m fine. Thanks for asking.” Vicky replied. “Why are you here. Aren’t you suppose to be at work?” Vicky questioned. “To make sure you are fine. You are excuse to stay as long as you want until you are fully recover.” Ken smiled. “Why are you doing this?” Vicky asked. “I just want to help.” Ken replied. “I don’t need your help. So just leave me alone ok.” Vicky displeased. “And don’t come here anymore.” Vicky added. “Is it because I look like someone you know? Your son’s dad?” Ken questioned. Vicky don’t know how to answered him. Vicky looked away. “Don’t worried. I’m not here to make people talk about you again. I’m here to help you and your son.” Ken noticed Vicky wasn’t looking at him. “Please don’t come here anymore. You gonna make me son missed his dad. So please, I beg you.” Vicky tried to held back her tear. “Sorry I can’t do what you just asked me. I will come here again.” Ken reached out to hold Vicky hand. She shake off her hand when Aunt Pat bring in a cup of coffee to offered Ken. Aunt Pat walked back to the kitchen after Ken thank her. Vicky follow Aunt Pat to the kitchen cuz she don’t want to be alone with Ken. Ken watch her disappeared into the kitchen. He couldn’t stop smiling to himself.  “Aunt Pat, do you need any help?” Vicky offered to helped. “No dear. You need to rest some more.” Aunt Pat suggested. “Aunt Pat, I’m fine now. I have had my rest in the hospital already.” Vicky fated a smiled. Aunt Pat smiled backed.
 
            Aunt Pat done with the food and set the table. She excused herself to go buy some veggies. “Aunt Pat, please eat first before you go.” Vicky asked Aunt Pat. “I’m still full from early when I feed our little prince. I’ve ate with him.” Aunt Pat smiled and excused herself. She know that Ken have lots to talk to Vicky and she don’t want to comes in between. “Aunt Pat cooking are really good but just a bit spicy.” Ken tasted the food. Vicky smiled when Ken asked for ice water. “You should smiled more often. When you smile, you light up the whole world.” Ken compliment her smiled. Vicky cleared her throat. “So tell me why you’re here?” Vicky questioned Ken. “I just want to see if you are really ok.” Ken replied with a smiled. “Really?” Vicky questioned again cuz she knew he was lying. “Yea, really.” Ken still replied with a smiled. “Hurry up. Eat and go.” Vicky demanded. “I won’t go anywhere until Aunt Pat comes home. So I’m not going anywhere.” Ken smiled. Vicky was mad and didn’t say anything to Ken thru out the whole time. Ken offered to cleaned the table and washes the dishes. Vicky let him.  She don’t want to see Ken because it made her think of Kurt. Vicky went back inside her bedroom and never comes out. She cried silently in her bedroom so Ken won’t heard her. Ken waited in the living room like he said until Aunt Pat come home.
 

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sarNie Egg
Ch. 9
 
            Ken went to his office to work that afternoon. He know he have to tell her about his brother. She need to know about Kurt so she would not wasting her time waiting for him. That would be the only way she can to be at peace. So he had decided to tell her the news the next time he see her.  His cell phone rung. “Hello. Jakrapat?” Ken answered his phone. “How’s Thailand? There must be a lot of pretty Thai girls there that’s why you don’t have time to called your best friend?” Jakrapat joked. “Everything here were good, just the hot weather that I didn’t like. So when are you gonna come to Thailand and help me with the work?” Ken asked. “I’ve book my flight already. I’ll be on my way there in 2days. I just called to let you know, so you can come pick me up at the airport.” Jakrapat happy. “I want to go see Kurt too.” Jakrapat added. “You come alone?” Ken want to made sure Ann didn’t come with Jakrapat to surprise him. “Yeah. Why, you want Ann to come? You missed her already?” Jakrapat teased. “No, it’s not that.” Ken replied. “She wanted to come to but she was too busy at the hotel. She will come get you if you don’t hurry back. She is so ready to get marry. She talks about you all the time at worked.” Jakrapat chuckled. “I know.” Ken replied.
           
            Ken, Kurt, Ann and Jakrapat grew up together. Ann and Jakrapat are about the same age. Jakrapat was adopted by Ann’s parent when he was 3 years old. He loves and adored  Ann like a real sister. He was more closed to Kurt than Ken when they were young because Kurt was a very out going person and loves to made friend while Ken was the quite one. He was also at Kurt and Ken 14th birthday party and got blamed for the accident as well as Kurt. Before Kurt came back to US, he went to serve in the marine. When Kurt died was at the funeral and also went with the families to Thailand for the burrier. Him and Ken became closed after that. He took Kurt placed and be a big brother for Ken. He loves Ken and protected Ken whenever he can. Ken loves and respected Jakrapat like a big brother.
 
            Peecha came back from her lunch. “Peecha I need to talk to you.” said Ken when he saw Peecha walked in. “Yes boss. What is that you need?” Peecha asked nervously. “My partner is coming here and will be working here. You are assign to be his secretary since you were more experience. He will be here in 2days so prepared yourself.” Ken ordered. “What about you, boss. Who will be your secretary?” Peecha asked. “Vicky will be taking your place.” Ken replied. “Have anyone called for me this morning?” Ken continued. “No boss. But there are some documents you need to read thoroughly and signs.” Peecha replied. “Put on my desk. Go let everyone know we are going to have a meeting at 3:00. You may go now.” Ken ordered. Peach put the folders on Ken’s desk and walked out the office to inform everyone. She don’t understand why Ken pushed her to the new boss and kept Vicky. She haven’t done anything wrong. She hope her new boss were be nicer and less demanding.
 
            Ken was at the airport before Jakrapat flight landed. Jakrapat walked out of the gate and walked toward Ken’s direction. He walked up to Ken and hugged him. Jakrapat was a bit taller and tanner than Ken. They walked out of the airport and to the car. “Lets go eat. You must be hungry.” said Ken. “Yeah sure.” Jakrapat replied. Ken drove to Dok Chom Pa Café because that was the only restaurant he knew. They walked to the door and before they open, Ken suddenly stopped. “I forgot my cell phone in the car. You go in first. I’ll be right back.” Ken ran back to the car. “This guy.“ Jakrapat shook his head. Right when he turned and pulled the door open, Rita pushed the door at the same time. They bumped into each other and Rita lose her balance. He caught her in time. She pushed him off when she steady on her feet. “Hey, watch what you’re going.” Rita yelled. “I’m sorry I didn’t see you.” Jakrapat apologized. “Take off those ugly dark sunglasses then you will see better.” Rita reached out to pulled off the sunglass off his eyes and threw at him. He caught his sunglass and shook his head. “What wrong with you woman. I‘ve already apologize. What else do you want woman?” he lose his temper. “Get down on your knee and beg for forgiveness.” Rita smirked. “Are you crazy or what? You think you are the princess of Thailand.” Jakrapat smirked. “What is going on here?” Ken asked as he approach them. “Mr. Ken?” Rita lower her voice. “This woman is crazy. We need to take her to the hospital before she bites people.” Jakrapat smirked. “Hey.” Rita yelled. “Well you two stop this?” Ken pissed off. “Jakrapat this is Rita, she worked at the company as an accountant. Rita this is my best friend and my business partner. He will be working at the company as well. So get to know each other and stop this madness. You two are not little kids anymore.” Ken introduced to two. 
 
            Rita went on her way to the company. She was mad. If she didn’t worked for them she would kicked them in the nuts already. She screamed to release her anger. Ken and Jakrapat were sitting at the table waiting for their food. “She’s not bad looking but dang, no man can take her temper. She seem like a woman who’s mad at the world. People like her will never have friend.” Jakrapat commanded. “She’s not a bad person. She’s good at heart. She’s honest and a very good employee. She’s very protected of her best friend Vicky. She loves and cares about this woman. Vicky was different from any woman. When you looked at her you just want to protect her. Even when she smile, her eyes still show sadness and pains. Rita too, from the outside she’s seem like a tough person but inside very fragile. She loves and cares for each and everyone at work. You would be lucky to be one of her friend.” Ken pointed of viewed. “You shouldn’t be talking about other woman like that in front of me. Remember you engaged with my sister. You have to be faithful to my sister. I will break your neck if you ever hurt my sister. You should know Ann loves you.” Jakrapat reminded Ken of Ann. He was right, Ken shouldn’t be thinking about Vicky. “I am so wanted to see that Vicky of yours.” Jakrapat dozed off. Ken looked at him and jealous. They stopped at Kurt grave to pay their respect. Every time Ken went there he would thought about Vicky and her pain if she found out about Kurt.
 
            Both Ken and Jakrapat went to work the next day. Ken introduced Jakrapat to all the employees. He shown Jakrapat to his office along with Peecha his secretary. They went into Rita’s office that were on the next door. “Hello Rita, we met again.” Jakrapat smiled. Rita greet them and went back to focused on her work. “Mr. Ken, Vick…Vicky came to work today.” said Rita. “I told her to rest some more. She never listen. Is she well now?” Ken asked. “She seem ok now.” Rita replied. “Rita, Jakrapat office was next door to your so help him whenever you can.” Ken ordered. “Yes, Mr. Ken.” Rita replied. Jakrapat smiled at Rita before leaving her room with Ken. “Peecha can you go and prepared the document with all of our customer names for me?” Jakrapat asked. “Yes, boss.” she smiled. She was happy that her new boss was so much nicer and more polite than Ken. Now she can work with peace at mind.
 
            Ken rushed to see Vicky with Jakrapat tag along. “Ken, why are you in such a hurry?” Jakrapat asked. “You don’t have to follow me to my office.” Ken replied. “I know that but you haven’t introduce my to Vicky.” Jakrapat smiled. Ken walked into his office with Jakrapat behind. Vicky was standing by Peecha desk because her desk outside of the office had been moved so she don’t know what to do next but waited for Ken and Peecha. “I told you to rest some more. Why are you here?” Ken was mad. “I rest enough and I’m fine now.” Vicky replied. Ken walked up to Vicky and feel her forehead with his hand without realize Jakrapat was behind him. Ken were too worried about Vicky and he forgot to introduce them. Jakrapat saw Vicky and it made he’s heart beating fast. He walked up to her and introduce himself. “I’m Jakrapat, Ken’s best friend and his business partner. It’s every nice to finally meet you Vicky.” Jakrapat introduced himself without Ken. Ken gave Jakrapat the looked. “Mr. Ken , are you moving me to work somewhere else? Because I came in and my desk was not there.” Vicky asked. “You will be my secretary from now on. I moved Peecha to Jakrapat because she had more experience so she can help him. That is your desk from now on.” Ken pointed at Peecha desk. “But I’m…” Ken cut her off before she finish her sentences. “Don’t worried. You will learn as you go.” said Ken. “If you need any help you can always count on me. Or if Ken over worked you then come work with me instead. I will go easy on you. ” Jakrapat smiled. “You can go back to your office now Jak.” Ken demanded. “Yes Mr. Ken.” Jakrapat joked. He took one last glance at Vicky before walking out the door.
 
            Vicky went to sit at her new desk and tried to keep herself busy. She went through the documents and the policies about the company. “Here, take a look at this. It’s about the policies and list of our customers names at the mall. You need to get familiars with both company and our customers.” Ken handed the folders to Vicky. She scanned through the pages. “Vicky, how was your son? Is he doing fine?” Ken asked. “Mr. Ken, that is my personal life, so please don’t mix it work my work.” Vicky gave him the looked for him to shut up. “But you brought me into your personal life. What happen to you and your husband? Have you heard anything from him? Did he know he has a son? Or it‘s a secret you kept from him and his family?” Ken kept on questioning her. Vicky just focused on her works without looking at him. Vicky looked and stared into his eyes. “Tell me, why you asking me all this and saying all this. What is it that you want from me. Can you just stay out of my business?” Vicky angered. “You wanna know something. I don’t know if I should tell you.” Ken continued on without answered her. “About what?” Vicky raised her voice. “Nothing.” Ken stopped. “If you got something to say then say it.” Vicky tried to stay calmed. “I said nothing. We’ll talk about this next time.” Ken went back to focused on this work. Vicky took a deep breath and started counted her numbers to release her anger. Ken looked at her and smiled to himself. He know he pissed her off. He rather see her mad than sad.
 
            Jakrapat stop by Rita office before going to his. “Hello beautiful raven.” He teased her. “What do you want?” She gave him the evil eyes. “I just want to stop by and say hi.” He smiled. “You just did, so can you go now?” Rita continued on her worked. “I have a favor to ask.” He still put up a smiled. “What it is?” Rita replied. “I don’t know much about the company. Can you help me?” He lied. Without answered him, she dug into her drawer and pulled out a white folder. She handed to him. “What is this?” he asked confused. He hope she could explained to him herself. “Everything you need to know about the company.” she replied without any expression. “Now go. I’m busy.” Rita pointed at the door. “Fine Mrs. Raven.” he walked out the door with disappointment.
 
            Through out the whole morning, Vicky didn’t say a word to Ken beside doing her job. Ken tried to talk to her but she just ignored him when he question about her personal life. “Mr. Ken, I’m going the lunch now. If you don’t have anything else for me to do then imma take off?” Vicky gathered her purse and ready to walk out. “You can’t go to lunch yet because we are going to the mall. I have a meeting there in 30minutes.” said Ken. “Wait, the meeting was at 3 in the after noon.” Vicky asked. “They just massage me that Mr. Chachai have arrived so we need to go now.” Ken replied. “He were suppose to be come to the company to sign the contract.” Vicky questioned. “He wont be coming here, we have to go meet  him at the mall.” Ken replied. Vicky have no choice but to go with him. “Let me call Rita to let her know.” Vicky phoned Rita. “I’ll go get the car and meet you in the front.” Ken went to get his car. They meet in the front and headed to the mall. “Do you want to stop anywhere to get something to eat?” Ken asked Vicky. “No.” Vicky replied. “But I’m hungry.” Ken smiled. “But I’m not.” Vicky displeased. “It won’t take long.’ Ken pretended to be hungry. “But didn’t you said Mr. Chachia arrived already?” Vicky questioned. “Yea but he can wait.” Ken smiled. “Fine, fine, as you wish. If you lose an important client, remember it’s your fault.” Vicky crossed her arms and looked out the window.
 
            Ken drove them to one of the famous Italian in Thailand near the mall. She didn’t want to eat there because she can’t afford it. She doesn’t want to get out of the car. “I’m not hungry. You can go ahead. I wait here.” said Vicky. Ken smiled and walked to her side and open the door for her. “Come out.” Ken demanded. “I’m good. You go ahead.” Vicky replied. “You want to walk there yourself or you want me to carry you in?” Ken demanded. She tried to closed the door but he was too fast and couldn’t success. Ken bent down and carry Vicky out of the car. “Ok, ok. Put me down.” Vicky cried. “Are you gonna walk in with me?” Ken asked. “I said ok. Now put me down before someone see us.” Ken looked into her face and eyes. He’s heart beating fast. He doesn’t care if anyone see him carry her in his arms. He smiled before putting her down on her feet. She took a step back when she steady on he feet. “Don’t you ever, ever do that to me again. I warn  you.” Vicky demanded. “Why? What are you gonna do? You afraid you will fall in love with me because I looked like you husband?” Ken teased her. She speed her walked into the restaurant with Ken followed behind. “Wait for me.” Ken chuckled. “I don’t want to talk to you.” Vicky demanded and continued her speed.
 
            Jakrapat waited in his office for Ken but there was no sign of him. He called Ken and asked when they are going to lunch. Ken told him that he left to lunch already and don’t wait for him. “I can’t believe this. He left without me. What was he thinking. Today is my first day and he expected me to know where to go eat.” Jakrapat shook his head. He remember Rita still in her office. He knock on the door. “Come in.” Rita answered the door. “Hello beautiful angel.” Jakrapat said with a sweet tone. “ Now I’m Mr. Angel? What about Ms. Raven, huh? What it is that you want this time?” she knew he had a favor to asked. “Can I go to lunch with you? Ken left without me. Please beautiful angel.” Jakrapat begged. “No, I like people to go places with me. Especially you.” Rita gave him the looked. “I promise not to bother you much and be nice to you. It’s my treat.” he begged. “No thank you.” she took her beg and walked out the door and Jakrapat followed behind. “Don’t follow me.” Rita demanded. “I’m not following you. This is a free county and I can go anywhere I want.” he chuckled. Rita went to Dok Chom Pa Café for lunch with Jakrapat followed behind. The restaurant was busy during lunch time. Rita walked into the restaurant. “Table for 1.” Rita told the waitress. “No, table for 2. Me and her.” Jakrapat interacted. “No, table for 1. Just for me.” Rita argued. “Look around the restaurant, there was a lot of people and there was only one table left. So can you stop making it hard for the waitress?” Jakrapat argued. Rita looked around the restaurant and he was right. “Oh fine. But your treat as you said.” she gave him the evil smiled and followed the waitress to their table.
 

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Man, when will Vicky get w/ Ken . my heart always ache you know loll I'm so fragile.
 

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[SIZE=14pt]Ch. 10[/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            Ken and Vicky walked in and the waitress greets them and led them to their table. Vicky looked at the price on the menu and she was shock. She orders a plain salad and glass of water. Ken shook his head and smiled. He orders a few dishes and 2 lemonade drink for them. He remembers Kurt told him Vicky drink lemonade especially the fresh one. “Do you know how to cook? I think you should know because your Aunt Pat’s cooking is really good.” Ken smiled. Vicky ignored him. “Hello. Are you there?“ He waved his hand in front of her. “Can you stop it?” Vicky asked politely. “Then talk to me.” Ken smiled. “I‘m not a criminal that need to answer your every questions.” Vicky replied. “I know you’re not but I don‘t want you to feel awkward and uncomfortable working with me. So let’s talks things out and get to know each other.” Ken suggested. “There’s nothing for us to talk about beside work. But now is outside of work so no more asking and talking.” Vicky replied. “There’s a lot to say but you just won’t say.” said Ken. “Fine, ask me questions and I’ll try to answer if I can.” Vicky knows he won’t stop asking until he gets his answer just like her son.[/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            “Why you cried in my arms the first time we met?” Ken asked. “I told you, it was a mistake.” Vicky replied. “Ok fine, it’s a mistake.” he knew she lied. “Next question. Do you still miss Kurt?” Ken asked. “How did you know his named is Kurt?” Vicky asked back. “In the hospital, your son said his named is Kurt like his dad. So that is why you named his son after him. Answer me, do you still miss him?” Ken asked again. “No.” Vicky replied sadly. “Why?” Ken asked. “Why would I miss the person who hurt me and left me when I needed him the most? He every word he said was a lied and his love were faked. Someone like that is not worth my time.” Vicky tried to hold back her tear. Ken looked deeply into her face and knows how much she was hurting. “How do you know that he don’t love you? What if something happens to him and prevented him from coming to see you?” Ken replied with a questioned. “Will you drop this question and answer thing?” Vicky asked with worried. “I just want to make sure about something before telling you a secret.” Ken replied. “What secret? Are you hiding something from me?” Vicky questioned him. “I don’t to see you get hurt you more. I know you still waiting for him but please do me a favor. Don’t wait for him. He’s not coming back.” Ken replied with grief. “How do you know he‘s not coming back?” Vicky asked. “I know you must have thought that me and Kurt are the same person because we shared the same feature and last name. But, to tell you the truth, I‘m not Kurt. You may not know me but I know you.” Ken replied with sorrowed. Before Vicky about to ask another question the waitress came with their foods. “I ordered extra for you. I’ll take you to a place after our meeting but you have to eat a lot. If you don’t then forget about everything that we had talked.” He placed food on her plate. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            The meeting was over. Vicky’s mind was somewhere else during the meeting. Ken helped covered her every mistake. He knew she was worried about what he said earlier. Ken signed the contract with Mr. Chachai regarding the new hotel Mr. Chachai Company going to build for them in Puket. Ken and Vicky was on their way to the cemetery. Vicky was worried and speechless. “Put your mind as ease and prepared what you’re going to find out. I don’t want to tell you but I feel you have the right to know.” Ken looked at Vicky unprepared face. Ken drove into the cemetery and Vicky was all worried. She don’t want to know anymore and just want to run away. Ken went to her side and opened the door for her. “Follow me.” he said. “Why you bring me here? Can we just go back? Whatever it is I don’t want to know anymore.” she was shaking and her voiced. “Come, I thing its best if you know the truth so you won’t torture yourself anymore and move on with your life.” Ken held her hands and led the way. Vicky walked out of the car and followed behind Ken. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            He walked her to Kurt grave and point. “This is where Kurt been in the past 6 years. Sorry for not telling you this sooner.” Ken cried. Vicky was speechless. Her body weakens and her leg was shaking and she drop down on her knees and touches the stone head. “How did this happen? Why you leave without me?” Vicky cried. Tears rushing out of her eyes nonstop. She rests her head on the soil of Kurt’s grave and cried.  “When he heard about you, nothing can stop him from coming back to you.” Ken explained with grief. He continued to tell her the whole storied on how it happens and how he related to Kurt. He told her everything about Kurt from the day Kurt was sent to Thailand till the day of his death. “You promise to come back to me. Why you leave me in this world all alone? Come back and take me with you please my love. I can‘t live without you. I need you and our son Kurt needs you. Why you left without a word? Why you doing this to me? Please Kurt, come back to me.” Vicky cried out loud and pounding on her chest where the heart is. She felt a sharp pain inside her heart and the pain made her breath heavily. She felt her heart were shatter into pieces and it bleed inside her chest. She rests her head on his grave and touches the head stone with one of her hand. She cried heavily nonstop. Ken bent down on his knee and holds onto her. “Leave me alone.” she pushed off his hands without looking at him. He holds onto her tightly in his arms without letting go. “Kurt…Kurt…Please doesn’t leave me. Please Kurt. Come take me with you my love.” her vision’s getting blurry then she fainted in Ken’s arms. “Vicky…Vicky…” Ken called her. He carried her to his car and drove to his condo. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            Ken sat beside his bed and holds her hand and watches her as she cried in her sleep. “I’m so sorry Vicky. To make you happy I’m willing to trade my life with Kurt. Sorry I hurt you both.” Ken wipes the tears from the corner of her eyes. “Kurt…Kurt…Kurt.” she called Kurt names in her sleep. “Vicky…” Ken tried to wake her up. She heard someone calling her. She opens her eyes slowly. She looked up and caught Ken face. She got up hugged Ken. “Please don’t ever leave me again. Please. I love you. I love you.” she kisses his lips as she did to Kurt before. She holds onto Ken tightly and rests her head on this chest. “I had a really bad dream, Kurt. The dream seems so real. I’m scared I may not see you again. That feeling is like a knife cutting through my chest into my heart. Please don’t ever leave me again. I can’t live without you.” Vicky cried in Ken’s arms. He let her embrace him. She looks around the room and saw the picture of Kurt with someone that looks exactly like him. She comes to realize that the person she holds right now is not Kurt but his twin Ken. She pushed him off and shook her head. “No…No…Nooo. This can’t be truth.” she constantly shook her head like a crazy person. “Vicky, please stop. Please...” Ken wrapped his arms around her and holds her tightly. Vicky cried and screams like a mad person. She started hitting Ken.[/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            Ken pin her down onto the bed. That is the only way he can holds her in place and stop her some hitting him. “Vicky! Vicky!” he yelled. That wouldn’t stop her. He kisses her on the lip and she was shock. “Leave me alone.” she pushed him off with all her strength. “Don’t you ever come near me and touch me again.” she sobbed and yelled at him. “Listen to me, Vicky.” Ken took a step toward her. “There was something else you need to know.” Ken added. She shook her head and cried.  “But Kurt’s heart is still alive.” he said at last. “How? And where?” Vicky looked into his eyes.  “Here.” he placed his hand on his chest. “What are you talking about?” Vicky sobbed. “Here. Kurt’s heart is here. It’s calling you.” Ken cried. “Even death can’t stop his heart from loving you and long for you. He left his heart in here. Every beat is beating with yours. So please don’t do this. Don’t be like this.” Ken cried and hugged Vicky. Vicky cried and hugged him back. “Can I listen to his heart?” she asked. He smiled to let her know he’s willing. She placed her ear on his chest and listen to his heart beats. She cried and wet his shirt. “Hello there.” she sobbed. Ken cried along with her and hugged her tightly in his arms.[/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            Ken cooked dinner for them before sending her home. She was still in the room because she doesn’t want to face Ken yet. She walked out to the balcony to get some fresh air. She wishes everything was just a nightmare, a very long bad dream. She pinched herself to make sure she wasn’t dreaming. More tears rolling down her cheeks. Ken watches her and cried inside. He wished he was Kurt. Kurt was very lucky to have someone waited for him and loved him deeply. To have someone as beautiful as a goddess and an angel from heaven. He would do anything to have someone like Vicky. But he knows it can’t be because he knew no man can take Kurt’s placed in her heart. He also knows that it’s impossible for him to love her because he has Ann and he should love Ann. He was worried because he knows his heart belong to Vicky from the very beginning. How could he stop loving her when his heart already loves her and longing for her. He watch her lived in loneliness and sadness with pain. He just wanted to be that person to her, that person she love and that person who erase her pain and bring her happiness. He don’t know how he can stop his feeling from falling for her and loving her. The thought of loving her made his heart happy. That thought made him wanted to love her more, made him wanted to touch her and made her his not Kurt. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            Vicky turned and saw Ken stood by the door watching her. She faked a smiled. He smiled in returned. “Food is ready. Come eat.” Ken smiled with sadness in his eyes. She followed him down stair to the dining room. He already set the table with foods and two set of plates for them. She went to sit in the seat across from him. “Try this. I made this especially for you.” he placed the stir fried curry on her plated. “Thank you.” she replied with emotionless. Ken had never cooked for Ann before. She never knows he can cook. She always thought he was a bookworm and a mama boy that can’t do anything for himself. Infect he had never show her how capable he can be. Sometime he wants to prove her wrong. Ann will be there and do almost everything for him. She made decision for him and his life. She said they should get engage then they got engaged. If she decides they get marry then he has to marry her no matter what. She’s in charge of his life and every decision is made by her. He has no voice in their relationship. Everything has to be her way. That is the reason why he never has the feeling of loving her like a woman he want to spend his life with. He’s feeling toward was not more than a big sister and a second mom. Or maybe it’s because Kurt’s heart belongs to Vicky and loves only Vicky that is why Ken has no feeling for Ann. [/SIZE]
 
[SIZE=12pt]            Ken drove Vicky home. On their way to her house there was no communication between them but thoughts runs through their minds. The thought of Ken has Kurt’s heart beating inside him made her worried and afraid of falling for him. She doesn’t want Kurt to felt cheated. She missed Kurt so much that she didn’t know if she can stop herself from secretly looking at Ken. They got home and everyone is waiting at home for Vicky’s return. They were worried about her. Rita and Rome were outside the front porch waiting while Aunt Pat and lil Kurt inside the house. “Where did you take Vick?” Rita pushed Ken as they approach Rita and Rome. “Don’t ever do this again.” Rome warned Ken as he about to punch Ken. Aunt Pat and lil Kurt heard the yelling and they went outside. “Daddy…daddy…” lil Kurt runs to Ken. Ken picks him up and carries him in his arms. “Sorry, daddy didn’t come sooner to see my son. Look at you, all grown up.” Ken kissed lil Kurt and it made him giggled. “Ken, please don’t do that. Don’t give him hope for something that is impossible. Kurt go inside. Mommy needs to talk to him.” Vicky stared at Ken. Kurt nodded and waved bye to Ken.  Ken understand what Vicky meant by that. He really hopes it’s possible. “Thanks for telling me all this and for everything you done for me. You may go now, please.” said Vicky. “But.” Ken replied. “I will explain everything to them. Please go.” Vicky asked. “Ok, I’ll see you tomorrow.” Ken said his farewell. Vicky shook her head and watches him walked away.[/SIZE]
 

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Ch. 11

Vicky explained everything to Aunt Pat, Rita and Rome. She wanted to talk to Kurt alone. When Rome knows that Ken has Kurt s heart, Rome gets worried. He was afraid Vicky might fall for Ken because of that reason. He doesn’t want Vicky to get hurt again. Vicky can be with anyone but not the Theeradeth family. He has to protect Vicky from that family because he knows they will hurt her again and this time with Ken, it will be worst. Rita too felt the same way. She has to keep Vicky away from Ken. She knew Vicky was too weak when it comes to love. Especially when it comes to the love she has for Kurt. “You be careful while working with him. Don t let him hurt you easily.” Rita worried. “We don t know his purpose yet so don t let him get to you and keep Kurt away from him. I m afraid he and his family might have bad intention for showing.” Rome warned. “What do you mean?” Vicky asked. “I m afraid their intention is to take Kurt away from you. I really hope none of that happen.” Rome replied. “They can t do that. Kurt is mine. No one can take him form me.” Vicky cried. “I promise I won t let that happen.” Rome calmed her. “Thanks you all for always be there for me.” Rita hugged Vicky.

Vicky gave Kurt a bath and putting him to bed. Mommy, why are your eyes red? Lil Kurt looked into his Vicky eyes. I got hair in my hair. Vicky replied and wiped the tears off her eyes. Mommy why daddy didn’t stay with us? He don t love us anymore? I want daddy to stay here with me and you. he hugged his mom. Vicky took a deep breathe before she continue. Mommy wants to tell you a story. Vicky said sadly. Ok mommy. Kurt replied happily and rest on his Vicky lap. Now closed your eyes. Vicky doesn’t want him to see her cried. He closed his eyes and waited for his mom to begin the story.

Vicky begins to tell Kurt the story of her life. ‘There were two lover, they met at young age.” Vicky begun. Vicky continued to tell lil Kurt the story of her and his dad. “But then fate play tricked on them and separated them from each other. Now they live in different world and cant see each other.” She tried to hold back her tears and control her voice. “Mommy, I don t like this story. I want happy ending. I don t want them to parted.” he said. Suddenly a tear drop on his little cheek. He looked up at his mom and saw her crying. “Mommy, this story was you and daddy?” he asked his mom and tears fill is his eyes. “ Remember what mommy told you? Boy doesn’t cry.” Vicky wiped the tears off his little cheeks and kissed his forehead. “Your dad was gone. He can t come back to us. But remember daddy always loves you even if he cant be with you. Now he s in heaven watching over you and mommy.” Vicky fight back her tears because she doesn’t wanted lil Kurt to be sad or worried. “So he s not my daddy? He is my uncle that looks like daddy only?” he asked his mom. “ He s not your dad. He s you daddy s twin that looks like your daddy. You can t call him daddy, ok. When you meet him again just call him Uncle Ken, like how you called uncle Rome.” Vicky held her son in her arms. “But my heart tells me that he was my daddy. And I like to call him daddy. And he smell like daddy.” he replied sadly. “You can t call him daddy. He s not your dad. How can you call someone else daddy when they are not your dad?” Vicky cried. “Ok mommy. Please don t cry. I m sorry.” he used his little hand to wiped off the tears from his mom eyes and cheeks. Aunt Pat stood by the door and watches the mother and son cried. She too cried her heart out.

Rita came to have breakfast with Vicky and they went to work together. Rome drop them off as usual. “Are you gonna be ok working with Ken?” Rita make sure her friend was ok. “Don t worry. I ll be fine. I ll see you at lunch time.” Vicky replied. “Ok. If you need anything just holla at me.” Rita walked to her office and Vicky waved bye.

Ken was in the office waiting for Vicky. She knock before entering the office. “If you re not ok, you don t have to come to work. Just call to let me know.” Ken asked as Vicky walked in. “Thank you for worried about me. I m ok.” Vicky went to sit at her desk. “Ken, can we just pretend none of this ever happens and pretend we don t know each other beside worker and boss.” Vicky asked. “If that is what you want then it s fine with me.” Ken replied with disappointment. “Thank you.” Vicky went back to focused on the work on her desk.

Ken got off from his seat and walked toward Vicky. “What about Kurt? He’s still too young to understand.” Ken asked. “I’ve explained to him already. And he s smart enough to understand the situation.” Vicky replied. “But he s our flush and blood. He needs to know who are his family. I can t just stand and watch the two of you struggle.” Ken opposed. “He s mine and only mine. I was the one decided the keep him and gave birth to him. I have the right in him. You stay out of my family. You have nothing to do with us.” Vicky protested. “Of course I do. He s my nephew and we have the right to know his existent.” Ken argued. “Ken, please just pretend you don t know us and we don t know you. I beg you. It s hard already for me. Don t make it hard for him too. He s young and he will soon forget this bad memory.” Vicky begged. “Ok, but if you need anything don t hesitate to ask. I m will to do anything. I think I have the right to lean a hand when I have to.” Ken replied. Ken walked out of the room to cool off before return back to work.

Vicky and Ken both kept themselves busy with work. They work in the same room pretending not knowing each other existent. The phone rung and Vicky pick up. “Hello?” Vicky answered. “This is Mr. Chachai. Is Mr. Theeradeth there?” Mr. Chachai replied the other lined. “Yes, he s in. Hold on.” Vicky forwards the phone to Ken. “Ok, I will be there tomorrow. Just get everything ready.” Ken hung up the phone. “Vicky, you will have to go with me to Puket. I will take you home after lunch so you can have more time to prepare your stuff.” said Ken. “Why? What happen?” Vicky concerned. “There was an accident at the resort site and some of Mr. Chachia employees are injuring. He don t know if they are going to finish the project on time. The resort need to expand in the next month because a lot of people had already books in the following month. I need to go there to make sure the resort is ready and you have to go with me.” Ken explained. “Do I really have to go?” Vicky asked. “Yes. Take it as an order.” Ken replied. “How long are we staying there?” Vicky asked. “I don t know yet, so I can t give you an answer.” Ken replied.

Vicky went to lunch with Rita again. They are having lunch at Dok Chom Pa Cafe again. Rome stopped by to have lunch with them. Ken and Jakrapat went to the same restaurant as well. This time they didn’t shared table with the three friends. Ken has to pretend not knowing Vicky more than a worker as what Vicky wanted. “Rita, Rome, I have a favor to asked?” Vicky asked. “Anything you want.” They replied. “Can we just pretend we don t know Ken and act like nothing happen?” Vicky asked. “If that is what you want then we will do that.” Rita replied and put her arms around Vicky shoulder. “I love you.” Rita kissed Vicky on the cheek and the three friends laughed. “Now my friend has finally craw out of the black hole.” Rita smiled. “I will not live my life waiting for Kurt anymore. He came into my dream last night and told me to live my life to the fullest in happiness and harmony with our son. He told me not to wait for him. He wants me to find someone who can love me and want me to love that person. He wants me to move on with my life. That way he can rest in peace. He said he will wait for me in heaven and watch over me and Kurt. I m happy I finally get to say my last farewell to him.” Vicky said happily in tears. “ I’ m so happy for you. And I hope you can accept that person who loves you.” Rita hugged Vicky and smiled at Rome. “I m so proud of you.” Rome holds Vicky hand and smiled. “Thank you for always be there for me.” Vicky smiled kissed Rita on the cheeks and they all laugh again. The three of them enjoy their meal in happiness.

Ken and Jakrapat watch the three friends enjoy their meal. “ Vicky was so pretty in that dress. She look like an angel from heaven. Don t you think so Ken?” Jakrapat smiled. Ken was jealous. “And so my raven is beautiful as well.” Jakrapat continued. “Who is your raven?” Ken asked. “Nothing.” Jakrapat replied. Ken gave him the angry looked. “What? Why you mad? I should be mad not you. Why you left to lunch without me and not pick up my calls the whole day yesterday?” Jakrapat questioned. “I was busy.” Ken lied. “Busy doing what?” he questioned. “Will you stop asking me? I said I was busy ok.” Ken raised his voiced. “And stop questioning me.” Ken demanded. “Ann called last night and she was mad. She said since you came here you only called her once. She asked me if anything went wrong with you. She s worried, you know. Call her whenever you can.” Jakrapat asked. I” was busy lately. I also got something to tell you. I m going to Puket tomorrow. I will call Ann when I get back from Puket. I need time to clear up my mind.” Ken replied. “Is she going too?” Jakrapat asked looking at Vicky. “Of course. She s my secretary, she has to go.” Ken replied. “You better not fall for that beautiful angel.” he looked toward Vicky. “I know my raven is not your type but that lovely angel is definitely a yes. So beautiful, so lovely and so pure and innocent, of course who can resist that.” Jakrapat praised. “Would you stop with your comments?” Ken jealous. “Fine but you have to remember my sister and stay faithful to her. If you don t I will break your neck.” Jakrapat serious. Ken looked at him and shook his head.

Rome walked the girls back to the company. “I have something to tell.” Vicky wrapped her arms around Rita right arm with Rome walking by her side. “What it is?” Rome asked curiously. “Mr. Ken told me to go with him to Puket tomorrow. I have to go with him to observe the project because I m his secretary.” Vicky told them. “I heard about the news there I hope everything will be ok and hope the project can be done on time. It s your job to go with him. You can t escape. Thank God I don t get to go. Puket is a long drive but the beach there is worthy.” Rita commented. “Are you gonna be ok to go alone with him? I can drive you there.” Rome worried. “How can you go when you also have work.” Rita asked. “I can take time off.” Rome replied. “I m ok, don t worry. There s nothing between us. We re just boss and worker. And plus your work is important. Please do stop by to check on Kurt and Aunt Pat whenever you can.” Vicky asked. “Don t worried about them. Just take care of yourself.” Rome replied. “Rome, don t worried too much. Vick had came back to where she was 7 years ago.” Rita laughed. “She won t break easy.” Rita added and Vicky pinched her. The girls giggled. “We are here. Thank you for walking back with us, Rome.” Vicky thanked Rome. “No problem. Rome replied with a smiled. “No need to thank him. He s willing to be our bodyguard anyway.’ Rita teased. The three friends giggled.

Ken drop of Jakrapat in the front. “Here, you can go inside. I have some place I need to run. Ask the driver here to take you home.” said Ken. “Where to?” Jakrapat asked. “You don t need to know.” Ken chucked. “Fine, as long as you don t take any girl to the hotel.” Jakrapat teased as he walked into to building.

Ken waited for Vicky. He saw the two friends waved bye to Rome as he walked away. Ken drove up to them. “Get in.” Ken ordered. “Where are you taking her?” Rita asked. “I m going home to prepare my belonging. We are leaving tomorrow morning.” Vicky replied. She kissed Rita on the cheek and walked into Ken s car. “I m going now. Come by later.” Vicky waved bye to Rita. “Don t take Vick to other places beside her home.” Rita demanded before Ken drove off. Ken drove by the grocery store to buy candy for Kurt. They walk in, side by side into the store. “He s not allowed to eat anything sweet.” Vicky reminded him. “He s my nephew and I have the right to buy him whatever I want.” Ken replied. “Do you want anything?” Ken asked. “No.” Vicky replied. “What do Aunt Pat likes?” Ken asked. Vicky ignored Ken. “I’ll be outside.” Vicky walked out the store.

Ken bought a lot of stuff and came out with bags in his hand. “Why you re buying so much?” Vicky asked. “well, you didn’t tell me what they like so I just buy everything.” Ken smiled. “Here, help me with this. Don t you see how many bags I had in my hand.” Ken handed Vicky the bags. Vicky took the bag from him walked toward to car with Ken followed closely behind. He s pissed her off and she couldn’t say anything. With Vicky, Ken can be himself. He does thing as he wishes and whatever he wants because Vicky is not good at arguing. He always wins when it come to arguing because she was different from Ann. When he was with Ann, he doesn’t get to be himself because he respects her like an elderly. He feels like him and Ann are living in two different worlds. Ken smiled to himself and watched Vicky walked away.

On the way home, Vicky didn’t say a word to Ken. “Just drop off me here. I can walk from here. You can go now.” Vicky asked at last. Ken parked his car and walked out with her. “I said..” Vicky said. “What?” Ken pissed her off. She couldn’t finish her sentenced. She speed her walked without waiting for him. Ken follows closely behind her. Ken greets Aunty Pat and set the bags on the table. “You don t need to buy all these.” Aunty Pat put the stuff away. “You can go now.” said Vicky. “You are not going to invited me to stay for dinner?” Ken asked. “No.” Vicky replied. “Would you like to stay for supper.” Aunt Pat invited him. Vicky gave him the looked to tell him to go. Ken smiled. “Since Aunt Pat asked, I think I should stay for supper. Can you bring me a cup of water?” ken asked. Vicky took a deep breath and holds in her anger. She starts counting her numbers as she walked to get him water. Ken smiled. He loves it when she mad and counts her number to calm herself. She brought him water. “Thank you.” Ken smiled. He knew she was mad. “Ok I ll go. Let me finish my water. Aunt Pat, sorry I can t stay for supper. I got other places to runs. Say hi the Kurt for me and tell him I’ve stop by.” Ken smiled. “Ok, next time you will have to stay.” Aunt Pat replied to be polite. Vicky walked him to the door. “See you tomorrow.” Ken smiled. “Ok.” Vicky rolled her eyes. “Make sure you prepared for the beach too.” Ken smiled. “We re not going there for vacation. We are going there to work.” Vicky commented. “Who said it just for work? I guess I have to prepare clothes for you then.” Ken chuckled. “Bye.” Vicky pushed him out and closed the door behind her. Ken smiled happily as he walked back to his car.
 
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