"Then do it! Kiss me! Sleep with me! Step all over my dignity! Avenge me for causing your girlfriend to die! Do it! Do it! Do it!" (TubbyTinker's Translation)
Thit could not help himself, she was half naked in front of him. He could no longer control his passion for her, it was no longer just about revenge. But the pain he's feeling is different from when Tiw died, and like cold water splashed on to him he once again remembered that the woman he is in love with is the same woman that caused him the pain of losing his lover. He realized that she was right, that he was afraid because he had fallen in love with her. Despite that, the pain and hatred that he had came back rushing in to his lungs and in to his heart and mind. He burned for her, his feelings could no longer be suppressed. He was confused but he loves her. Yet he did not know what to do than just to kiss her. He gave in, he knew he had lost to himself, it was no longer just about losing or winning. He kisses her, even if it means that it will surely ruin what they already had. He kissed her for what might be the last time. Hold on to her, even if it's the last thing he does with her.
Jee knew what she was signing up for, she already felt betrayed emotionally, and her body chose to betray her as well. She wanted to get over and be done with it. He was her first love, he might also be her last and only love. How can a person who's been so skeptical about love fall so hard, and to a person whom she knew she was unworthy to love. She did not know whether it was wrong of her to ever love this person with her whole heart. She felt all the guilt of taking away the life of the person he dearly loved, she hated herself for it. It was now her time to pay for her sins. As Thit continues to kiss her, she could not help but kiss him back. She loves him, even if she stupidly loses herself to him and him alone. As they both prolong the kiss, Thit slowly carries her as she wraps her legs around his waist and up the stairs. Thit continues to spread kisses everywhere he can reach, her mouth, her cheeks, down to her neck, her shoulders, and even on her chest. As she wraps her arms around his neck, she kisses him at the nape...
How could something so wrong feel so right? They both knew what they were doing was a terrible mistake but if it was their last chance to act in the name of love, they would do it. Even if both of them thought that they had very different reasons for doing this. One was thought to be out of revenge, and the other was misunderstood as paying for her sins. They were already at the door of the bedroom, but they were no longer in their right minds to stop. They approached the bed, and still nobody could say the words they needed to hear. They could only let their bodies tell a different story than what had occurred in their conversation downstairs. The moment of truth came as Thit buried himself within her. She could only make a soft sound of pain, Thit did not know how to react and kissed that small tear on her eye away. He was all the more confused and sorry.
Morning came, Thit and Jee knew both of their mistakes, but the deed was done. Nothing was left of them but pain. Nobody dared speak the truth, and the only words left were words of bitterness and sarcasm. When deep down both didn't want to lose each other.
