ok so I'm a freshmen in college and I decided to go to a college near home...(big mistake, I'm not happy)...anyways...my major is Graphic Design and the college I'm going to is known for it's pharmacy programs so they're not that big on their art programs. I mean c'mon there is only like one small building for all the art classes and there's like only 5 to 6 rooms in there! but that's not the point. the point is that my dad keeps on NAGGING me about CHANGING my MAJOR into something else instead of GRAPHIC DESIGN beacuse there will be no job opportunity if I go into that fields and plus I won't be able to get a job near HOME. he also went and talked about how some of my realatives went into a certain major and after they got their degree they didn't like that major anymore so now they're working at jobs that doesn't even involve what they went to school to learn about...and get this every time he talks about them he always brings up that they DIDN'T LIKE THEIR MAJOR AFTER THEY GRADUATED...WHAT MAKES HIM THINK THAT I WOULD LIKE PHARMACY WHEN I THINK IT'S HECKA HARD? WHEN I DON'T EVEN ENJOY IT AT ALL AND DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND HALF OF THE STUFF CUZ IT'S SO HARD AND BORING THAT IT LOSES MY ATTENTION AUTOMATICALLY! but he still want me to change my major because majoring in GRAPHIC DESIGN won't land me a job near home....
I told him this before...that I want to go to college away from home but he somewhat forced me to go to the one near home...plus the one near home paid for my whole tuition so that was a good deal but the point is I'm not happy where I am at. I feel like when people ask me where I go to school I say the name of the school and they'll automatically think I'm going to that school because of Pharmacy or something that has to do with science or medicine but when I say GRAPHIC DESIGN their first thought would be "why is she going to that school for graphic design when she can go to another one for so much cheaper?" the school I'm going to is really expensive but like I sadi I'm pratically going for free. Which I'm very lucky for that...but it's just the fact that I'm not experimenting enough with the major that I'm taking and I don't live on campus which makes college life even harder...
one thing that really gets on my nerves is that my dad repeats his stories over and over and over and over again like i've never heard them before...it's get really ANNOYING! it makes me want to leave and go far far far away! I mean it gets to a point where I can't stand it anywmore...my thoughts right now are REBELIOUS THOUGHTS! like so what, it's what i want to do, shut up, it's my life, just shut up i know! sometimes I wish i can focus my attention on the major my dad wants me to take but it's just so hard when your heart and mind is not into it at all. there are so many thing that i want to do and experience. So many things. besides Graphic design I also want to be a filmmaker but what kind of jobs can you get from majoring in films right? so that's why I picked graphic design in the first place but it's just the school that I'm not feeling right now. It even got to a point where I wanted to transfer and this is only my second semester there.
My dad keeps on saying that "pick a major that there are jobs near home so you don't have to go far away" but dad my purpose IS to go far away from home. to live on my own and experience life by myself without the help and comfort of my family. my sister said I'm very ignorant but maybe the reason why I'm ignorant is because I know that they're there to do most of the things so I don't take the initiation to them and that's probably why I'm sometime very ignorant. Life seems like it's just shit right now. i'm so frustrated! just needed to let out some steam....
sorry so long thanks for readiong anyways!
I told him this before...that I want to go to college away from home but he somewhat forced me to go to the one near home...plus the one near home paid for my whole tuition so that was a good deal but the point is I'm not happy where I am at. I feel like when people ask me where I go to school I say the name of the school and they'll automatically think I'm going to that school because of Pharmacy or something that has to do with science or medicine but when I say GRAPHIC DESIGN their first thought would be "why is she going to that school for graphic design when she can go to another one for so much cheaper?" the school I'm going to is really expensive but like I sadi I'm pratically going for free. Which I'm very lucky for that...but it's just the fact that I'm not experimenting enough with the major that I'm taking and I don't live on campus which makes college life even harder...
one thing that really gets on my nerves is that my dad repeats his stories over and over and over and over again like i've never heard them before...it's get really ANNOYING! it makes me want to leave and go far far far away! I mean it gets to a point where I can't stand it anywmore...my thoughts right now are REBELIOUS THOUGHTS! like so what, it's what i want to do, shut up, it's my life, just shut up i know! sometimes I wish i can focus my attention on the major my dad wants me to take but it's just so hard when your heart and mind is not into it at all. there are so many thing that i want to do and experience. So many things. besides Graphic design I also want to be a filmmaker but what kind of jobs can you get from majoring in films right? so that's why I picked graphic design in the first place but it's just the school that I'm not feeling right now. It even got to a point where I wanted to transfer and this is only my second semester there.
My dad keeps on saying that "pick a major that there are jobs near home so you don't have to go far away" but dad my purpose IS to go far away from home. to live on my own and experience life by myself without the help and comfort of my family. my sister said I'm very ignorant but maybe the reason why I'm ignorant is because I know that they're there to do most of the things so I don't take the initiation to them and that's probably why I'm sometime very ignorant. Life seems like it's just shit right now. i'm so frustrated! just needed to let out some steam....
sorry so long thanks for readiong anyways!