Chapter 3
"Yaya.. What is he taking so long? We might not have time to have lunch anymore." Tibbie is annoyed, but part of me believed when she sees him everything would change and this made me laugh a little.
It's been a long time since I last saw him and something inside of me is looking for him. I tried fixing my hair and uniform, and bit my lips to give it color.
A shining white two door convertible Porsche Spyder stopped in front of us. There he is my ..I mean Nadech on his black ray ban walking towards us, he still wore his working clothes with his black jeans and a simple shirt and an open polo that was folded near his elbows to top it, which I suppose was prepared for him to wear but never the less he looked stunning from head to toe.
"Hey! Tibbie.., hi." Nadech seemed surprised to see that I'm with tibbie, did that mean he wanted me to be with just him for some reason? Yaya don't be delusional.... And there it goes tibbie, the looked on her face tells she is fangirling inside, it is not for me to get jelly and all that, coz I know she's taken, which is good. Besides who wouldn't fangirl over him.
"Yaya.." Oh the way he said it, is it just me or what. Agh .. Stop being delusional yaya!
"Hey!" I tried to sound casual. It had been 15 days since our last meeting and he is here now. I attempted to inhale and exhaled calmly. I did not notice he was carrying some bags which seemed to me as a professional Camera bag.
"Yaya, these are some lighting and mic equipment for ur shooting on ur mini project in class. I remembered u needed help so ..I Bought..oh I mean brought this for you."
He said it with his radiant smile that complements his to die for dimples, which I did not see for quite some time. I wondered when we'll have another shooting for my finger tips to feel his cheeks. This made my skin burn, not only w. the idea but because of his kind act of generosity, and that he even remembered about my project.
"Oh! Yaya I think I should go, I can have these." Tibbie took the bags from nadech.
"and show it to our group members, I'll see u after lunch... Bye" and she walked off. Tibbie waved to nadech. "Nice to see u again barry." And he returned a wave and smiled.
"Uh-hhmm.. Where can I park?" He scratched the back of his neck, and gestured to his car behind. Oh! He is staying, for lunch with me ?
"Oh yeah I'll show u " as I walked over the other side of the car, and he opened the door to my side. Which I've never rode before.I know it's one of his favorite cars coz he had mentioned how amazing it is to drive, still he never really drove me anywhere, other than driving with his mom and my mom to drop us home. Which I don't take less of him being a true gentleman and all, but still.. It hurts to know that I'm the only closest girl to him as, yet He never actually let me rode or drove with him entirely.
is it still part of him be all this gentle. well then now I don't want him to be that gentle anymore. I sighed.
"There u can park there." I pointed at a car, who's about to leave and its spot near the cafeteria.
I glanced at him, he smiled to himself like a silly boy, and made my heart race. We waited for a car to drive off the spot. His Left hand resting near my reach and I wanted to hold him, to let him know that I have missed him so much. Exuberating butterflies escaped within me. We don’t call much often, coz of the odd reason that we don't have the time to answer it. I remembered it would always be my mom to first talk to him coz Ill be in a middle of a shoot. We do exchange text messages, but mostly just to say hi and have a great day kinda thing. Not really special,nothing like the way he held me before behind the lights. Time to time, it would actually be me to first call or text him.
"Where do you want to eat?" He looked at me, still smiling. I have been craving for something I can't tell. But it is overpowered that he just asked me out to eat, us together alone, I mean without our moms' telling him to take me somewhere to eat or his mom telling him to show me around to some place. This is his own initiative. Crazed I feel as I said "I want something.. Spicy and something sweet with just enough sourness... I really don't know." He let out a laughed. "hahha .. Alright then, i am quite sure we can find that on a menu so.. Let's go to nearest food place here." He was about to get off the car, when things started to sink in, this is nadech in my university and shot! people will see us.. Before he completely gets off the car I pulled him back, and to his surprised "oh what are you alright? Are u hurt?"
This made me laugh I can see his over reacted concern that awes me. I only wished it's more than just me being a girl who he considers as a sister, the girl who his mom had told him many times to take care of. In all of our interviews whether it was together or individual, we'd be asked if we're dating, I'd be beyond okay to say
"yes! we are", so those Flirty girl celebs can now stop lurking and using his name for fame that nadech is dating them. But we both end up saying the truth that "no, we are just friends,and that our families are really closed and that I consider him as my brother and my family sees him as my brother as well. That he sees me as his younger(nong) sister" which pains me a little. Back then it didn't matter to me , because that was 4 years ago me. He was just a guy who I work with ,but I honestly felt the chemistry which I couldn't explain Because even behind all the lights, it was still present. GOSH this is us now, spending almost every day together.
"People might see us." I whispered
"Oh right! But don't u think other students won't notice, besides I believed I can blend in." I thought of it…blend in? With that kind of clothes and the way he presents himself.
"I don't think so... I have so many girlfriends that have their own special Cute|Hunk|Handsome Guy Alert Radar, On All The Time. We can't risk it." Without even thinking I said it aloud.
He chuckled a little and then smirked."So u think I am one of those guy?" one eyebrow raised. gosh! Seriously. "You're a famous celebrity, with a stunning looks on ur messed up unlikely school hair and u think u can be one of those guys?.. Well! HECK yeah Yes! You are all of those three, you're the all in one." Remorse from my heated cheeks, but could not help myself to say it, and only smiled.
"Well.. I don't know, it just that .. Ill be hanging out with you and it will be unusual and people might turn their attention to us." I sounded apologetic.
"So it means you don't really hangout with guys, that's good." Smiling he took off his sunglasses and started taking off his polo shirt .
" Yah! Stop! what are u doing ?!" Iam surprised he is doing this in front of me . Wherein, technically I've seen more of his skin and touched it before because it was part of some script and we do share a room at times as well for work, but this was different. He was changing clothes w. me in his two-door car, his now bare arm brushed my leg as he reached for his uniform below the compartment.
"Yaya , imma take off my shirt now." I saw his cheeks turn red. I immediately rolled the other way. The more my five senses went sensitive. I felt his every movement, he pulled his shirt off, and I saw his reflection on the side mirror and on my window side. He was physique and well built, and it seemed that he shaved a little of his chest hair. I Can't help but love the sight, my body reacts to his maneuvering aura. My Cheeks on fire, stomach twisted, and I am compelled to him. He was buttoning his white school uniform, that is quite similar to ours, I watched him put on his necktie, which cannot seemed to go the right way. Therefore, I did what I can. I leaned closer to him, and tied it. Our hands brushed, I tried to focus on tying it properly, with my unblinking eyes, sensing everything
"I can usually do this on my own, u know." He broke the silent.
"I can see that you do." Nodding I beamed, at that taught that he thinks I judge him. "you just don't know how willing I am to do this for you." and kept all to myself.
Long pause as I pulled the tie and tried to loosen it enough for him. In a blink of an eye, he took hold of my hand and capped it to him. I glanced at nadech and he returned my gaze. He looked tensed, I see worries in his eyes and I want to wipe it my kisses.
"Yaya, thank you." My heart goes wild in a fire that had been living inside and it's about to burst any time.
"You're welcome .. Nadech.." Warmly I said, and saw a beaming red cheeks and ears from his. Slowly he let go of hands. He hesitated to look away from our colliding eyes with my failed attempt to do the same.
"So where do we go now?" An unexpected giggled breakthrough of my body, and he grinned.