What are you thinking right now?

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sarNie Egg
weird night at Hooters tonight the girl there told me I smelled good 5 times and 3 times she almost sit in my lap---WoW so weird maybe she wanted a good tip-----lmao-----so weird because i don't like people that close to me if I don't know them even if she was cute---just weird feeling..... *smiles*

ps..... i just had Tag cologne on.....
 

ijohn

sarNie Adult
there are days my faith is shaken for the choices i have made to serve my nation, but today was a day as somber as it could be in the line of work i choose to do... today someones son came home from iraq, he was killed last week, today he passed through our air guard base i work at to be met by his family on the last leg of the journey home. we knew he was going to arrive today so we tried to make his send off home to his final resting place an honorable as we could. the media was at the front gate and the family did not want to face the media coverage so we set up an alternate root out the back gate most often not used. it's about 1.5 miles long the root out that way from the flight line where our fallen comrade would be traveling on the last leg of a long journey home from iraq. this is the part of this day that makes me feel good i choose to serve because of how the members of the guard in the community come together to support the family of the fallen in any capacity we can. our plan was simple and honorable. fifty volunteers to to greet the plane when it arrived in dress blues in formation to show our respect to our fallen brother and show respect for the family. those in uniform in the community showed up to line the road 1.5 miles to the gate and render the proper salute as our fallen brother , son, and soldier's persession passed by us in one last journey on his way home after given so much to his community and nation. represenitives from all branches of service were present. i am proud we could take the time to do this for the family and show the family our respect in this moment of their sadness and grief. we are few but everyday i learn to serve a great nation as America is...


ps. i'm like so many others and don't like to do everything my nations leaders ask of me but learning to do so is what separates a military man from those that don't know how to give service even in unpopular times... i am blessed with the ability to be a part of something bigger then me...
 

ijohn

sarNie Adult
Cameron is so damn fine!!!

1. she is so cold, but is curious!

2. she seems emotionless, but she feels somethings she don't understand!

3. she can defend herself, but she still gets hurt with emotions she don't understand yet!

4. she don't pay much attention to the weakness in humanity, almost Darwinism at it's best in a beautiful creation!

5. she is hot, lol, really i wish she were real!
 

ijohn

sarNie Adult
why do people chase wealth spending so much of their time and health in the pursuit of things that will be all gone in time??? the physical pain we put ourselves through for the simple things we want make life so complicated... there are few that live their lives like artist painting a world full of colors and smiles while most people pursue wealth to purchase dreams that cannot or will never be!!! if the sunset defines us more and the lack of direction we think we will change in the morning,,, the night often renews a thirst for what we spent the previous day needing,,, wealth,,, do we/you honestly find happiness being like everyone else!!! who do you let define who you will be at sunrise and do you change your mind and promise things will be different at the sunset only to forget in the night???
 

ijohn

sarNie Adult
if god wants me to love you,,, i need time and the moment to realize you can stand on your own because i have compassion but love is still new to me and how i can accept you as an equal and nothing less!!!
 

KhoOnxNouxWanxJai

Staff member
I'm suppose to be doing something -.-" But ... like yeah o_O I'm so busy ^__-" that I get lazy and stop everything haha.
 

ijohn

sarNie Adult
jody: John you are to nice of a person
john: that's just me, who i am
jody: you need to be more reserved
john: how so
jody: stop being so kind to people that aren't your friends
john: me i've come from nothing so i need nothing
jody: you and me are alike
john: i'm just john (laughs)
jody: yeah' i'm me too (laughs)
john:(no attraction but i'm comfortable after drinks and two hours pass)
time to go (jody's my friends friend)
waitress: are you ready?
john/jody: yeah
john: let me get that (tab)
jody: i hate it when you guys do that
john: what?
jody: get the tab
john: well it's my turn
jody: what you mean?
john:well it's my turn, he picked it up last two times (my friend is gone and his friend jody showed up so i'm obligated to take care of the tab for him and friends)
jody: i hate it when you guys do that
john: *laughs
(i pay the tab $79 and $20 tip)
jody: let me get it next time
john: ok (i have no intention of letting her get a tab in the near future cos she looking for a job atm---beside she's my friends friend so i will take care of her too when it's my turn to pay)
jody: tell **** i say hi
john: (*laughs) ok, but he's still with her, the bitch that i set him up with that stab me in the back
jody:*laughs
john: *laughs
jody: bye
john: bye jody *thinks i like this girl, laughs,* thinks to self i'll see them both tomorrow night at the club
 

*Ice*

sarNie Adult
well im thinkin wen da hell is ma mom gunna come !!! im starving!!!

buh deep down i feel depressed..... im not happy
 

ijohn

sarNie Adult
have you ever looked to the heaven and took in the beauty of a night sky when the lights in heaven shine down upon you??? often i stand in the dark most often in wintertime when the chill is in the air and realize in the moment how beautiful the night sky is... it is with thoughtful wonderment and sometimes with confusion if i imagine all the beauty in the heavens i see has been created so long ago and the stars i may wish up have all ready burned out and i'm only looking at the past!!! is not love like that we often don't understand it's true meaning and how beautiful it has been until it is in the past,,, like the star light that we see today has already burned out before we see it's true beauty!!! we are born to be loved i feel but sometimes our silence only reveals how much after we pass... the color of star light must have been in her eyes for me to have loved her in the past!!!
 

lady0fdarkness

Professional Lakorn Watcher
lol Moh... I'm still trying to recover from cracking up when I read somewhere that you want to dress as Chakrit's girlfriend for Halloween. :loool:
 
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