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sarN
sarN
i had though about suicide but im scar of the pain LOL . I rather take my chances with life ^^
Ms.Zoe
Ms.Zoe
My friend (I wasn't close to her, we knew each other through youth organization for more than 8 years) took her own life by hanging. The day before she was happy at the party we were at but the next day I was shocked to hear the news of her passing :(. It is pretty scary that some people who are suicidal don't show any signs of it or maybe I said this is because I did not see any suicidal signs from my friend.
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Ms.Zoe
Ms.Zoe
And there was a girl who was one class under me in high school took her own life by jumping off of a bridge. When I heard of the news of her suicide, I wondered what were going through her head to make that jump, she was brave to pick that kind of way to end her life but in a way she wasn't brave to get help :(. I did not know her personally but knew about her.
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sarN
sarN
Oh damn ' I'm scar just to look down the ladder !!
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Ms.Zoe
Ms.Zoe
Me too, I'm scared of height. I even dreamed about being afraid of height in my dreams several times, no maybe those weren't dreams but nightmares.
sarN
sarN
I'm scar of deep water!! Almost drown 4 x in my life !! Sooo scaryyy !!!! So, I can't imagine how she must of felt jumping off the bridge, good lord!!
Ms.Zoe
Ms.Zoe
You must not know how to swim then @sarN hehehe. Me too lol.
sarN
sarN
I don't lolll I flip a canoe in Vietnam, fall into the Mekong River , I was terrified!!
Gloriawongpuapan
Gloriawongpuapan
It's stories like that that breaks my heart. I wish they got help :(

I was bullied and beat up in kindergarten and I continued to be bullied throughout middle school. I was jumped my freshman year in hs. It wasn't until I was a sophomore in hs that I started to stick up for myself, but nonetheless I was depressed and suicidal. @Ms.Zoe @sarN
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Gloriawongpuapan
Gloriawongpuapan
I attempted suicide so many times. I was cutting myself, drinking, and going out every day/night. I didn't quit this until I hit my early 20's. I got out of my 2 years abusive relationship and things turned around for a little bit. But then I got back with one of my ex's who also wasn't the greatest. Luckily at this point, my life was better and I left him not too long after. I was 23... I'm now 25.
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Gloriawongpuapan
Gloriawongpuapan
Now I can finally say that I am in a good place. Knowing that I was able to overcome everything makes me hopeful that anyone can too as long as they get the help and support they need. Family may not always be there, but there are others out there who will. :)
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