I'M SORRY!! I am dropping this fanfic! Cupid's Signal will be dropped because I can't revive it...its too hard and I don't have the motivation for this fanfic anymore. I use to love this story but I am not in the mood to write about college love. The characters aren't compatible enough either, I think, so I will throw away the thought of Cupid's Signal until I learn to love that story again. Instead of Cupid's Signal I have come up with a new fanfic with Aff Taksaorn as the main character. The main actor is Tik Jesadaporn. In my imagination, I see them as a very compatible couple so I would like to introduce them in my new fanfic called Kiss after Kiss. Heres a sneak peak:
"Thank you all. I would like to thank...my family, friends, the production crew, the cast, the fans, everyone! THANK YOU! I will continue to work hard to bring you my best performances! Thank you again."
Said a smiling two years younger Aff. The audience applaud. This was her short speech upon receiving the award for best supporting actress in a motion picture.
CLICK. The TV shuts off. Aff is on her bed laying lazily on her stomach. She rested her head on her pillow. Her apartment bedroom was a spacious elegant place, the windows covered with red silk curtains, she liked to live in the dark.
Two years ago she felt like she had the world in her hands. She was offered roles from every director in Thailand, living every girls dream of being an actress. Feeling fame and fortune but that didn't last long. The dark side of show biz hit her when rumors of her having an affair with a married producer surfaced. The public took it the hard way and her star status sunk. She's a struggling actress. A comeback was out of the question, she wished to live like a person who would look at life as if it should end tomorrow. She saved enough money to spend on herself, the thought of running away came to mind always.
Her assistant Ploy came into her room.
"Nong Aff? Oh-ho, you'll gonna be late for the party. Get up...why do you leave your room so dark? aren't you creeped out?"
Ploy opened the curtains then looked back at Aff who was hiding her face on her pillow. Aff have been crying and she didn't want to show her red face.
"Nong Aff? Are you okay?" asked Ploy. "What's wrong?"
Aff looked up at Ploy.
"I'm not going to that party."
"There will be directors there, its your chance to show them."
"....No...I don't wish to go. Nothing in show biz interest me." said Aff.
She got off her bed before she would cry some more.
"Your an actress, you must show them that you want to work in their films."
"Well then, I don't wish to be an actress any longer."
"What?"
Aff went to the window to stare out at the setting sun.
"I wish to be like the sun."
"Have you totally lost it?!" yelled Ploy.
"Seeing the whole world without having any worries" said Aff. "...just rising and setting in peace."
"Humph, you know any girl would kill to be in your shoes. You have it all."
Aff turned to look at Ploy
"I? I have it all? I have false rumors following me everywhere... If they want to be in my shoes, then be my guest. I would give up this any day. Do you know how unhappy I am?"
"I-"
"You don't know....because I don't know either, I've lived in the dark for so long it seems, I've forgotten how it feels to be happy." cried Aff.
Ploy understood Aff. She ran to hug Aff and they cried together.
"Thank you all. I would like to thank...my family, friends, the production crew, the cast, the fans, everyone! THANK YOU! I will continue to work hard to bring you my best performances! Thank you again."
Said a smiling two years younger Aff. The audience applaud. This was her short speech upon receiving the award for best supporting actress in a motion picture.
CLICK. The TV shuts off. Aff is on her bed laying lazily on her stomach. She rested her head on her pillow. Her apartment bedroom was a spacious elegant place, the windows covered with red silk curtains, she liked to live in the dark.
Two years ago she felt like she had the world in her hands. She was offered roles from every director in Thailand, living every girls dream of being an actress. Feeling fame and fortune but that didn't last long. The dark side of show biz hit her when rumors of her having an affair with a married producer surfaced. The public took it the hard way and her star status sunk. She's a struggling actress. A comeback was out of the question, she wished to live like a person who would look at life as if it should end tomorrow. She saved enough money to spend on herself, the thought of running away came to mind always.
Her assistant Ploy came into her room.
"Nong Aff? Oh-ho, you'll gonna be late for the party. Get up...why do you leave your room so dark? aren't you creeped out?"
Ploy opened the curtains then looked back at Aff who was hiding her face on her pillow. Aff have been crying and she didn't want to show her red face.
"Nong Aff? Are you okay?" asked Ploy. "What's wrong?"
Aff looked up at Ploy.
"I'm not going to that party."
"There will be directors there, its your chance to show them."
"....No...I don't wish to go. Nothing in show biz interest me." said Aff.
She got off her bed before she would cry some more.
"Your an actress, you must show them that you want to work in their films."
"Well then, I don't wish to be an actress any longer."
"What?"
Aff went to the window to stare out at the setting sun.
"I wish to be like the sun."
"Have you totally lost it?!" yelled Ploy.
"Seeing the whole world without having any worries" said Aff. "...just rising and setting in peace."
"Humph, you know any girl would kill to be in your shoes. You have it all."
Aff turned to look at Ploy
"I? I have it all? I have false rumors following me everywhere... If they want to be in my shoes, then be my guest. I would give up this any day. Do you know how unhappy I am?"
"I-"
"You don't know....because I don't know either, I've lived in the dark for so long it seems, I've forgotten how it feels to be happy." cried Aff.
Ploy understood Aff. She ran to hug Aff and they cried together.
