Yes and it’s tormenting. I’ve been in love with my friend for 10 years now and I think I’ll love him forever. But I finally had to let him go because it was too much for me to bare. For me, he was my friend and my lover. But for him, I was just a place holder. Eventually I didn’t know what I was to him anymore, I couldn’t be called a friend cause we were more than that but I couldn’t be his girl because I wasn’t that. It took 10 years for him to see my love and I thought it’s be like in the lakorns where pr’ek was mean to n’ek throughout but finally lives her at the end and it was all worth it. But in real life it isn’t worth it. He finally claims to love me, and I thought all along that that was what I wanted, to just be loved by him. But in the end it isn’t, it wasn’t with the pain of watching him love others, it wasn’t worth the agony of losing those who loved me because I choose him again and again. I chose him again and again, but he never chose me, even when he had no one to choose from, he still didn’t choose me. And I couldn’t bare that anymore so I had to let him go.
You see my signature, that was one of our conversations....
But now that he finally notices the flower by his feet, someone else already grew a garden around that flower and is caring for the flower with all their heart.
Unrequited Love is heart breaking but we don’t have to hold on to that. There’s a quote that goes something like “suffering doesn’t hold on to you, you hold onto suffering.” So love yourself, let it go, what’s happened was meeant to happen. Sometimes we don’t have to be with the people we love and it’s okay. Live with an open heart and true love will eventually find its way to you
Lols sorry for the Long post