As many times as you allowed yourself to be. I used to get hurt by those around me easily. Then I grew up and realized.. what is wrong with me? So never give the power to anyone to hurt me without me giving them permission to do so. Life is too short to swim in misery.How many times must i be hurt?
So many things constantly happened and im really tired. And ive bottled up so much that im constantly just wanting to cryAs many times as you allowed yourself to be. I used to get hurt by those around me easily. Then I grew up and realized.. what is wrong with me? So never give the power to anyone to hurt me without me giving them permission to do so. Life is too short to swim in misery.
So sorry to hear that. If people are negative then the best thing is to tune them out. Just because they are family doesn’t mean much if they can't be supportive. No one person is worth giving up your life for. We have one life to live and there's no do over. Live it how you want it not how others around you decide it to be.I’m just a useless bitch no one wants to have around them. I am so useless even though I pay for everything they use. I am freaking 30 years old and have no right to be mad when I want to. If I get mad then I’m not acting my age. I’m so ugly nobody wants to date me or even likes me. Even my siblings hate me and never hang out with me. I literally have no one on my side in this world. I might as well just go and kill myself. Maybe they’d be better off like that. And yes. I am posting this for attention because no one close to me is giving me the attention I need and want and because I’m just a Childish 30 year old ugly useless bitch.
I am honestly over my family too.I’m just a useless bitch no one wants to have around them. I am so useless even though I pay for everything they use. I am freaking 30 years old and have no right to be mad when I want to. If I get mad then I’m not acting my age. I’m so ugly nobody wants to date me or even likes me. Even my siblings hate me and never hang out with me. I literally have no one on my side in this world. I might as well just go and kill myself. Maybe they’d be better off like that. And yes. I am posting this for attention because no one close to me is giving me the attention I need and want and because I’m just a Childish 30 year old ugly useless bitch.
Hugs. I also feel the same.I'm really tired.
I try not to stress and get upset about certain things and not cry... but right now i just want to cry.
I know this is said too much or heard too much, but hang in there… it’ll get better, when you hit Rock bottom, the only way left is Up.I literally have no motivation to do anything atm. So I just watch youtube videos and reload my IG all day.
My weekends when im not at work. Life is so boring nowI literally have no motivation to do anything atm. So I just watch youtube videos and reload my IG all day.