From the Heart :: Aum/Aff

sarN

sarNie Granny
because i don't know how to write "willing" scene nor do i know how to write "kissing" scene i have to struggle i remeber writing the kissing part . I lack in those area prolly cuz 8 year ago i was young hahahahhah . i only know how to write "R" scene LMAO and even that i don't goes in much detail cuz i don't know much myself
 

sarN

sarNie Granny
wait a tick, in kgr Oil and Kwan they did something while she pregnant? lol how did we know, they could of just cuddle each other :p and he only just turns off the lights lol.

they cant' just cuddle each other they haven't even shower/change into pajama yet . if there a r' or willing' scene in lakron it the ceiling or the light dim . and closing the light is close enough LMAO
 

chenling

sarNie Adult
soo much emotion, just go on and tell him....she yells at him, spilling everything out but still won't tell him and yes I know why but he's softening up to her....he can't admit to himself that he cares...MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 

sarN

sarNie Granny
dat it for tonight .tire.there no more sweet scene after this . all drama till the end . there like 10 more part . i'll finsh it dis weekend.
 

cecilia

Staff member
man, this is TOTALLY torture .. you can't let me sit here hanging .. *pound on sarN*

but yeah, when the camera is off to the side or to the diary :ph34r: or to the ceiling .. it mean, they did the deed willingly or unwillingly. i assume they did it again in KKRKKR too ..

as much as i want her to be soft to him, i hope she won't tell him about the baby, at this state, it's still unsure if he truly love her or just in for lust like Soriya said. so i don't want to use the baby as an excuse, i want him to SUFFER, SORIYA can't just let it go like that.. MAKE HIM WORK HARD ..

and 10 chapters to go .. there's alot of room for love and torture scenes then :p ..
 

amikrazie

sarNie Oldmaid
oh my gosh...i wont be able to sleep good tonight...Sarn just left us hanging!! :p

i am so addicted to this story of yours...you are a wild child! :lol: but i :wub: it!!!!

thank you for the update!
 

margaretthao4

sarNie Adult
ahhhhhh come back sarn we'll be nice I promise. van will even let you have her fake Harit. Please we need more
All of their make out scenes reminds me of my banner :drool: :drool: :drool:
 

amikrazie

sarNie Oldmaid
ahhhhhh come back sarn we'll be nice I promise. van will even let you have her fake Harit. Please we need more
All of their make out scenes reminds me of my banner :drool: :drool: :drool:

lol its Aff that she has the hot for Moh!

we need to make a circle around Funfun, Chenling and Sarn!!! :loool:
 

sarN

sarNie Granny
Viy’s medicine have ran out and she went to the clinic for a refill . While Viy was waiting to be call in Lisa also came for her annually check up . Lisa was sitting right next to Viy but scoop a little away because Lisa was disgusted by Viy 's red rashes that was visible on the shoulder ! Lisa want to move far away but all the seat was taken .
Lisa pinch her nose and fan herself as if Viy have a bad odor or something . Just then one of Viy friend came to greet her “ Hey Viy , i haven’t seem you in months !”
Viy reply “ i quit a along time ago”
Her friend ask “ how Soraya doing ? i was at the club last night and Terry was complaining that ever since some guy brought Soraya from him the business was quite slow!”
Viy was sad “ the man name is Harit , i haven’t heard from my daughter for a while too . I don’t know where he took her tooo” her friend pat her back and tell her everything will be alright .
The nurse call “ Viy ! Ms. Viy” she got up and say good bye to her friend and follow the nurse .
Lisa overheard the whole conversation. She smile to herself “ so this must be Soraya ‘s mother ? it have to be ! the man that brought Soraya go by the name Harit! my fiancee . this old lady miss her daughter eh?”
Lisa went to the nurse and ask “ what does that lady went in for ?”
The nurse reply “ sorry miss i’m not allow to reveal a patient condition”
Lisa was piss off and dig through her purse and pull cash out and handed to the nurse “ all this is your , just tell me!” the nurse eye lift up and spill everything “ her name is Viy . she infest with HIV positive but she claim she can’t effort proper treat . she come to refill her symptom pill” after hearing this Lisa shake in disgust! My god ! if her mother have aid....what about that Bitch ! My Harit is messing around with that slut too!!! No! Lisa thought to herself “ Harit hate this family of course he won’t seek low enough to consider Soraya!” a smile form across her face .New idea came to her head maybe Soraya would love a little family reunion! Lisa will tell everyone about this family disease and surely they will kick her out the house! Harit will be her again !
Viy came out the office and headed to the counter .
Lisa turn to Viy and said “ do you want to see your daughter” . Viy ‘s head shoot up and tear of happiness leak from her eye and turn to the young lady and happily nodded her head “ yes ! i want to see my child “
Lisa smile evilly to herself .

Soraya was always the first one to wake up in the morning . She cook breakfast ,clean the house , mop the floor , dust the table ---just be taking the servant job leaving them awe . She help grandpa down the stair to the dinning table and after breakfast sometime he would ask her to read the Buddhist Teaching since his eye sight have been very poorly lately . Soraya even know Aunt Mary and Sally habit . They always have their morning coffee before eating anything . She know Aunt Mary love black coffee while Aunt Sally like it with 2 tea spoon of sugar with no cream .
She even know Aunt Mary love flower and everyday Soraya will cut flower from the garden and rearrange with beautiful design and place them in Mary’s room and office . Aunt Sally is the chubby one because she love to eat and Soraya have secretly ask the servant what Aunt Sally favorite dishes is . After founding out she would go all out to make it and would leave it in the cooler for Aunt Sally to come down and eat it . Sally love the taste and had ask the servant who have made it . The servant will giggle and said Miss Soraya prepare it for her . Sally was a bit surprise but love the kid for such great cooking skill.

As day goes by Sally , Mary and grandpa was stun at her behavior they grow to love the girl more and more each days . As for grandma , Soraya will bring her breakfast to her room and leave it on the table with her pill and leave the room silently . Grandma still have some bitterness toward her but it have tone down quite a bit .
As for Harit......after that night he stay with Soraya the following night after night he sleep alone in his room refuse to touch Soraya ever again , why? Because he doesn't want her see his weakness and pity toward her and that night was a mistake to stay with her ! Harit hate himself and swear to never show any affection toward his enemy again .

Harit woke up late and he look at his watch and hurry to shower when he came out the bathroom his work clothes have already laid on the bed nicely clean and iron . He was surprise and figure the servant must want a raise or something . He change into them and then open a drawer looking for his favor tie.
Soraya walk in and said “ you looking for this ?”
He stop and turn to the voice “ yes , i thought i put it here”
She smile and said “ i was ironing you clothes and i left the tie down stair .i went to get it for you”
He then know it was her that prepare his clothes he shouted “ give it here , i’m late !!” he back to his mean self again . She drop her smile but she refuse to give up her intension “let me put it on for you “ she walk up to him refusing his protest and swing her arm around his neck and straighten his collar . She work on it till it was neatly tie . She step back to look at her work “ see , you look ...handsome” she blush .
He caught her expression making her smile wilder .
Harit warn “ don’t you ever look at another man with that eye again ! you hear me ! if i see you do it to Willy i’m kill him and you too !!” shouting again .
His voice frighten her yet it make her heart pump with joy at the same time, is he jealous ? Maybe not but Soraya want to imagine he is . It give her hope to think the positive side . Harit said “ get out my room .Go . this is my personal space and why in the hell you intrude on me ? i say get out ” she can feel his bitter breath blowing across her face ....she want to be nice but he return her warm feelling with coldness and anger ......

The servant knock at the door and came in “ there someone down stair to see Miss. Soraya ” then the servant left .
Harit beam her . He wonder who could it be ? Soraya herself was quite surprise nobody know she here . She left the room and Harit follow her to the living room and everyone was there . Lisa smile in delight as she run to hug Harit nearly knocking Soraya down .
Lisa then turn to Soraya and said “ look over there ! “ she point her finger to a woman sitting on the sofa. Soraya was full with joy “ mom? Mom !” the two run to embrace each other . Viy was in tear gripping on to her daughter “ Soraya I miss you so much !” Soraya cry on to her shoulder . O’ how the sound of weeping and small laugh of joy between this mother and daughter reunion echo in the silent room .
Grandma and grandpa watch the reunion scene somehow it touches their heart .Sally and Mary was almost in tear . Harit was move too and he have flash back of his mother appear before his eye he miss his mother warmth and in that moment he really want to switch place with Soraya.

Viy pull back to see her child feature and her hand rise shakily to touch her face wiping tear off her daughter cheek ...nothing can top this feeling Viy is having right now ...she miss Soraya so much and even more knowing her disease will make her leave this world and never to see her daughter again. “dear , you look fatter than before “
Soraya smile knowing why - she pregnant of course and she can’t wait to tell her mom about the good new .Soraya gaze into her mother face “ mom you look pale ....i’m sorry to cause this much sorrow for you ...how every one at home ...how grandma ?” Viy felt a choke she was speechless ...tear was leaking out on both side of her eye and her lip tremble . How can she break the new that grandma is dead after seeing how happy Soraya is ?

Lisa burst into laugher and start clapping her hand “ isn’t this touching !!” she continue on “ Let me tell everyone a secret ..i’ll promise ..this will shock everyone ....”
Harit interrupt “ i have to go to work “
Lisa block his path “ wait honey , stay to hear what i’m about to say ...”
Soraya and Viy turn their attention to Lisa as she continue on “ Soraya’s mother not only sell her body like her daughter but the woman is infected ...with HIV !! yes! how disgust ! and Soraya probable have aids too!!’
Every one shoot up in disbelief . Harit went stiff . Viy instantly pull away for Soraya as if she afraid to spread the disease to her daughter . Viy stepping back shaking her head and crying her eye out admit it “ yes, it true” Viy was heartbroken.
Soraya stood there motionless opening her month but words didn’t came out -- only tear. Nothing but tear flowing like river and shudder in a uncontrollable grief as her hand reaches for her mother .O’ how Viy grow pale as she look around the room . Every one started to walk to the other side of the room as if they are fearing the disease will kill them ....
 

lv88

sarNie Hatchling
SarN, prettttyyyy pleeeeease!!!! I WANT MORE!!!!!!

YOU ARE AWESOME!!!!!

HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND!
 

van~C!n

sarNie Adult
ahhhhhh come back sarn we'll be nice I promise. van will even let you have her fake Harit. Please we need more
All of their make out scenes reminds me of my banner :drool: :drool: :drool:
AIM is right, sarN have the hot for Aff not my Harit so she is save with me. :lol:

Wow... the story is great, WANT more PLEASE!!!!
 

sarN

sarNie Granny
Lisa said“ So nasty . Harit kick them out of this house !”
Harit was furious “ Soraya ! you have aid too! damn whore !! your stupid mother is infected ....and you might be carrying the disease too!! My god ! Did you infested me with aids!!” clenching his fist .
Lisa release Harit ’s arm and shoot up in disbelief ‘ what!?! Harit you have something with her !!!!! ahhhhh!”
Soraya search for his ’s eye “ No, Hairt. I didn’t spread anything to you ”
Everyone said she lying and Lisa even make the matter worst by saying she heard this from the doctor himself and that Viy only have a short time to life .

Grandma was shaken all over and shouted at Viy “ leave this house trash of social !!” Mary added “ this is disgusting”
Sally was disappointed “ who would of thought !! god , filthy!!”
Lisa smile she was enjoying this “ whore ! they probable share the same guy ..that why they infect with aids !!” Attack , attack ..grandma , Sally , Mary, and Lisa taking turn degrading them saying people with this disease should be kill or burn alive . With all the job in world why they choose to spread their leg for a living ! Even animal is cleaner than them … it so sicken , nasty , trash. Lisa said even shit begin to look better and spit at Viy with disgust !!
Harit stood there listening and grow more disgusted with Soraya and her mother and shouted “ whore ! b###h . it sicken me to think i share the same bed with a slut like you !!”

Soraya’s heart shatter to piece... tear pouring down like water fall it felt like a slap ---no, more than a slap ! Their words felt like a knife stabbing her over and over she turn to look at her mother standing there crying uncontrollably to the cursing . Pain of despair sink in she pity her mother so much and she turn to the horrible people that was degrading them “ so what ? just because she have aids make her less a person ? you people act as if staying in the same room can spread the disease !! you people love judging a person by their choice of life. Do you even know what goes on behind this face of her ? Try living a day in her shoe then you will understand how much she goes thru in life. This woman !is my mother ! She give the world for me and in the processes she end up giving her life !! She is the reason i still alive !! Every penny she got from selling her flesh !Put food on the table ...clothes for my body ...education for my mind ...not only that but with this filthy money she able to support my mental grandma who doesn’t know what happening around her and my two aunts! My mother is superior...why ? Because if she sit and think the long effect that one day she might have aids....i won’t be here to shout at you people today . I’m not afraid to touch her because if i’m afraid then i should be call a animal , an unfit person , the real scum of social” she washes the tear from her cheek and walk to her mother and hug her tightly as hugging for her dear life !!! Soraya turn to the family and continue “ I will leave right now ...you people don’t have to put up with us disease people anymore ..” Soraya hold her mother and walk out the door but she stop and turn to face Harit one last time and said “ Harit , don’t worry . I’m didn’t infect you with anything . You should know that already ” she turn away and left the house.....

They wave for a taxis cab once they reach the gates .Viy said “ you not disgusted of my disease ?”
Soraya shake her head “ no . of course not , i love you ....not matter what happen to you ...i will always respect you ...” they embrace and got in the cab .
The driver ask “ where to Miss?”
Viy reply “ to the Valley Temple” the driver nodded his head and step on the gas.
Soraya ask “ why we going to the temple ? “
Viy suck in her breath and tell her what happen starting with grandma having a stoke and die instantly and then the operation money Sam gamble it all away making grandma funeral short.....Soraya begin to cry and hug mother for comfort and bury her face in her arm …


At the grave yard . Soraya clench to the flower she brought . The stone crave read : Here laid the most loved person though she leave us to a better place but we will always remember her in our heart. Soraya kneel down and laid the flower down her finger tremble reaching for the picture imprinted on the stone she brush it and shudder in tear ...the picture was smiling toward her . Memorable time flashes before her eye there was time Soraya was sad and grandma was there to make her laugh . There was time grandma follow her to the market and Soraya was there to hold her hand . There was time grandma would sit outside from morning till dusk waiting for her to return home but now grandam is gone unable to wait for her to return in time to hear her last breath .
The old lady never once got her memory back "grandma may you rest in peace ...hope your next life will be better than this one ....there so much i want to tell you ...." Soraya cover her face to silent her cry .
Viy's hand slip on her shoulder to comfort her . Soraya remove her hand and turn to her mother and said "i want to tell you something special ....you going be a grandma ." Viy was over joy "Soraya! Really ? how many month darling ?"
She answer with a smile "4 month"
Viy smile she was glad that before she die she get to see her grandchild face "Your baby with Harit , right ? Did you told him yet ?" Soraya was sad all the sudden and shake her head "he wouldn't want our child"
 

chenling

sarNie Adult
OMG...you can't just leave it here...OMG doesn't harit know that he was her first that there isn't anyway she would have it unless he gave it to her or she got it from brith...OMG!!!!!!!! Back to his old self...what a tard!!! sarN...please don't make us wait longer!!
 

cecilia

Staff member
OMG.. holy mother of jesus .. THAT WAS SUPER SWEET .. i can't wait to see the sweet revenge .. what would HARITH do when SORIYA'S gone and absent in his comfort ..mauahahh. that's right. work for it.. can't wait .. pls UPDATE. can't just leave us hanging here .this is like ADDICTING!
 

sarN

sarNie Granny
:Soraya finally return home and she embraces her aunts . Viy ask her daughter not to tell Pho and May about her health because she doesn’t want them to worry about her .
Just then the devil storm in drunk like away .
Sam awkwardly walking toward them “ who , there ? Soraya ! i thought by now you probable making big buck in Japan, them feigner do love thai girls !”
Soraya didn’t want to say anything to him and she thought her father have change but instead change for the worst !!
Sam continue on “ so what your plan now that you’re home ??”
Soraya reply “ back to selling rice cake”
Sam shake his head and wave his finger “ no you won’t . It back to stripping more like it !!” he laugh
Soraya have to tell her father because she know that the only excuse not to go back to that whorehouse “ dad, im pregnant i can’t strip”
Sam curse under his breath knowing that man want beautiful girl on stage not some big stomach woman !!!! He shouted “ what!!! who the father, that Harit ....right !!!”
She know that if she tell him the truth he will use it as a opportunity .
Soraya lie “ i don’t know who the father is ....there many men came to mind” she was hurt to say it . Sam thought if the baby is Harit it will be good for him because he will use it to gain money from the fool but since it not he was disappointed.
Sam swing his hand in displease “ find ! do what ever!! we barely can feed our self anyway and bring that baby in this house we might as well walk the street !! But after you give birth to that damn child ....back to stripping !!!” he drunkenly walk to his room laughing and singing .

Mean while at Harit ’s house . The whole family was speechless the young girl stood her ground and make her speech in the most incredible line. It make them ashamed yet amaze how dedicated Soraya is to her mother and never once show any sign of hate toward her mother who have aids. Every one turn their attention to Harit .
He was stress and motionless .
Grandpa finally said “ grandson , i believe in Soraya .You won’t die if that what you thinking!!!” he sound mad as if he blame Harit for showing disrespect toward her mother and doubting Soraya but Harit wasn‘t the only one somehow Lisa is not a idea wife or at least that what grandpa feel .
Harit went to sit down on the sofa “ you right . i can’t be infected by her”
Grandma said “ how you know ?”
Lisa agreed “ you should get it check out !!“
Harit slouch back loosen his tie. Lisa continue “ Harit !! Go !! Come on . Time might be running out ”
Harit went to the clinic and got himself check out and the result was negative .Everyone was happy to know that he wasn’t infected with aid but even with the good news he still feel empty inside . She is gone . Forever. Many month have pass . She never came back to him . Why should she ? She probable glad to get out of this family anyway. Harit couldn’t sleep he keep tossing and turning . He got up and went in to Soraya‘s room he look around as hoping to see her . He laid on the bed . He sigh , it been so long ....Harit move his hand to feel the empty side where Soraya once was ... sadness rush across his heart . He miss her so much. He feel so lonely without her and right now he want to just shut his mind from thinking about her but he can’t every time he close his eye he see her ....when he try to drink way the memory ...it only make him ace in pain ...he miss her smile, her kiss, her sweetness , her warmth , her woman touch and many more … “ Soraya..”

Meanwhile , Soraya couldn’t sleep in her bed either . She nearly 8 month pregnant and it getting close to labor . She miss Harit so much . She move her hand to feel her stomach rubbing it and cry softly to herself . Every since she left that house there never a night she go through without weeping . From the heart she really want Harit to follow her to comfort her and right now she feel very vulnerable she want Harit to know about their baby she want him to love her too .....O’ how her heart break knowing it will never come true . What she really want right now is him and only him . He the only one for her ...the only lover...
She tighten the blanket as endless tear wet the pillow ...... “ Harit , where are you ? I need you ..our baby need you”
 

cecilia

Staff member
^woohoo .. i'm the first one to see this update :p
ah. i get to read the sick father blabbering more than seeing them missing each other :lmao:

more please. the last sweet scene is too small for my anticipation : pls update more .. wonder what will happen next. will he show up on the labor date? ..

man, i wish that father die already :angry:
 

sarN

sarNie Granny
Every day May and Pho make rice cake early in morning for Soraya and her mother would take it to the market . Life was hard indeed. Gossip , gossip , gossip was heard for mouth to mouth in the street market . One lady said “ who the father , huh ?” the other lady from the far stand would shout “ why you ask her for ? even she doesn’t know who the father of her baby !!” they laugh making a mockery of her . Soraya refuse to care but do her job.

Now she start selling it to bakery store while Viy sell some in the market . Everything was doing great just hard work and Soraya isn’t afraid of that but she worry about the baby inside her because she have to walk mile sometime to get to the bakery shops and she would try to avoid using the cab every penny is important because she want the best for her baby because she will doing anything for he/she just like what her mother done for her .
Soraya now realize how her mother must of feel and it the same feeling she having. Viy health was dying it get worst and worst that she to tier to work so May have to sell the rice cake in the market instead. May took good care of Viy as if she a nurse . Both aunts love Viy than anything in the world even if Viy is not related to them because Viy is the person that take care of them and grandma ...never left them when time was tough more better than the person who have the same blood!!!

Sam on the hand drunk all day . The gamble house was discover by the cop and everyone was behind bar even Terry ! Sam have no place to go beside being drunk all day and roam the street messing with people talking crap about other and sometime end up getting beat up . He truly act like a wondering dog. Boa was stab to death by his wife because the fool was catch cheating with her sister .

Soraya was relieve that she no longer have to strip after she give birth now that Terry is gone but what she didn’t know is Sam been searching for customer for her ....yep -- the fool have a whole list of man who would love to spend cash just for one night with Soraya!!! Soon , very soon . Those man will get their wish .....

At Harit ‘s house everyone was preparing for the wedding . Lisa and him will be marry in 2 more week .
Mary said “ so in the morning we will have monk and blessing and later a reception at the hotel”
Sally nodded her head “ it sound great !! Harit where Lisa?”
He answer “ she went to try on the dresses”
Grandma said “ why didn’t you go with her ?”
Harit sigh “ i don’t feel good”
Grandpa lift his brow from reading the newspaper knowing what been bothering Hairt but decided to keep quiet.
Harit finally said “ excuse me , i be in my room”

He went into Soraya ‘s room instead . He look around . Emptiness ....he drop his body to the bed and move his hand to laid on his forehead “ why ? why i’m sad !! she my enemy ! my enemy !” he move to a sitting position running his hand through his hair.
Grandpa came in and close the door .
Harit saw grandpa and he went to help him down on the sofa and himself move to sit at the edge of the bed “ grandson , you miss Soraya ..right ?”
Harit was silent and look down on the floor and grandpa continue “ grandson , i have to admit ...myself misses her tooo....it seem like the best meal is when she around . I know you still bitter over the loss of your parent but you have to look at the other side .Soraya is Soraya not Sam .you can’t just let the second generation suffer because her father done something that she have no power to stop ......” Harit didn’t answer back but instead rub his neck and grandpa continue “ i don’t know if anyone see it but she very special i never saw anyone with such courage, determine , full with devotion and willing to tolerate everyone in this house and no matter how harsh our side to her . …she never complain and take it with a smile. that the good quality about this girl .her action speak louder than words .”
HaRIT didn‘t want to heard it “ i will be marry soon ...why you telling me all this ? i don’t care---”
Grandpa interrupt him “ listen , don’t say anything that not from the heart ....i’m going down stair now ......you go a head and think what i just say “he left the room .
Hairt stood up and sigh. He decided to go out for some fresh air .

As he was driving along the street he decided to take a short cut just to skip traffic by driving through alley and neighborhood.
Just then he show a figure carrying a basket as he drive closer the figure turn to see why the damn car is following her .....
Harit slam on the brake and stare ....Soraya? He got out the car as she try to hurry herself away but he was to fast and he shouted “ Soraya ! Stop ! what this ? you pregnant ?”
She turn to him “ isn’t it obvious ?”
Harit widen his eye and words came stumbling out “ what ?! how ? when ?.....who the father ?” O’ how it the moment of truth this is what Soraya been waiting to say “our child Harit. I’m 8 and half month pregnant” she search his face wanting to know his reaction. She prepare to be attack and hurt again . She felt her heart just stop .
He stare at her then look down at her stomach his eye twitch seeing how huge it is and he clench his fist and breath heavy ...his face seem serious ....
 

jjinxx

Is your "nom" Fai-approved?
omg, thanks so much Sarn! those were such great updates!
though i'm sad it's great that So finally leaves the hell house where they treat her so bad!
lol, harit definitely is bipolar or something! i didn't think he would warm up to So that much and still not admitting!
so sad, she is alone and has their baby! god i'm loving the grandpa, he's so much nicer!

that's right SO! you show them who the animals really are! they're such hateful people! and of course Harit should know he can't be infected!
i just hope he goes to her before something happens! this is so heartbreaking! come on, he knows he wants to see her! =[
 

Phew

sarNie Fansubber
that was fast, she just told him... i don't understand his character sometimes, he conducts himself :(
 
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