I beg to differ. The person I feel sorry for is, in fact, Kawee because think about it, everyone is being cruel to him. No one attempts to understand him, no one bothers trying to put themselves in his shoe. Kawee really has no one to turn to, not to his dad, not to his friend, not to Narin ... no one. That's probably the reason why he's acting this way. You'd think he's a jerk but that's only his outer shell that he's using to protect himself. If you've noticed, he is ALWAYS hiding his tears. Everytime he cries he turns away or looks down so that no one knows he's crying. For example, when he showed up at his father's funeral, he was on the verge of crying but he held it in, quickly walked out and cried secretly in his car. Because he has no one on his side, he doesn't want people to think he's weak nor does he want them to pity him. If you listen to Aof's song when it plays during the lakorn, it tells you EXACTLY how Kawee feels.
Here's the romanization (credits to ethaimusic) and translation (done by me)...
roo dtua dee waa tam dtua mai meuan krai
i know i don't act like everyone else
kit a-rai gor poot man bpai mai kae krai sa yaang
i dont care, i say what i think
tam dtaam tee sa-mong sang tang-tang tee dtrong kaam gap hua jai
i do what my brain tells me to do even if it is against the desire of my heart
taam dtua eng waa tee tam bpai peua krai
i ask myself who am i doing all this for
bpra-chot dtua eng tam raai dtua eng a-rai tee daai maa
being sarcastic to myself, hurting myself. all that i have attained
mee dtae sia nam dtaa sap-son lae dtong wan wai
are tears, difficulty and vulnerability
dtong tor-ra-maan bpuat raao bpai tang dtua lae hua jai
i am suffering, its excruciating my body and my heart
joot on kong chan yoo dtrong tee hua jai
my weakness is my heart
tee tam bpen kaeng raeng tee chan sa-daeng tee tae taep kaat jai
when i'm acting strong and tough, it's all pretence because really my heart is ripping apart
yaak daai tang kwaam rak yaak daai kon kao jai
i long for love ... i long for someone to understand me
dtong son man wai paai nai mai chai a-rai
but i have to hide my desire deep inside of me because
tee tae nan hua jai man on ae
my heart is just too weak
roo waa ter mai daai rak mai-son jai
i know you don't love me, you don't care
leuk long bpai gor taep la-laai tam jai mai daai
deep inside of me i'm melting because i cannot accept it
tam bpen meuan mai kae tee tae nan nam dtaa lai
but i must act like i don't care when really my tears are rolling down
jep bpai tang jai lae haa kon kao jai mai daai loie
my heart hurts all over. i cannot find anyone to understand me, not one.
joot on kong chan yoo dtrong tee hua jai
my weakness is my heart
tee tam bpen kaeng raeng tee chan sa-daeng tee tae taep kaat jai
when i'm acting strong and tough, it's all pretence because really my heart is ripping apart
yaak daai tang kwaam rak yaak daai kon kao jai
i long for love ... i long for someone to understand me
dtong son man wai paai nai mai chai a-rai
but i have to hide my desire deep inside of me because
mai dtong gaan hai krai roo waa paai nai jai rak ter piang dai
i don't want anyone to know that deep inside how much i really love you
lae rak ... tang hua jai
and love you.....with all my heart
Such a beautiful and touching song. I feel like crying everytime I hear it. The lyrics are just....breathtaking. Hopefully, more viewers will understand what's really going on inside Kawee's head now ^_^
Here's the romanization (credits to ethaimusic) and translation (done by me)...
roo dtua dee waa tam dtua mai meuan krai
i know i don't act like everyone else
kit a-rai gor poot man bpai mai kae krai sa yaang
i dont care, i say what i think
tam dtaam tee sa-mong sang tang-tang tee dtrong kaam gap hua jai
i do what my brain tells me to do even if it is against the desire of my heart
taam dtua eng waa tee tam bpai peua krai
i ask myself who am i doing all this for
bpra-chot dtua eng tam raai dtua eng a-rai tee daai maa
being sarcastic to myself, hurting myself. all that i have attained
mee dtae sia nam dtaa sap-son lae dtong wan wai
are tears, difficulty and vulnerability
dtong tor-ra-maan bpuat raao bpai tang dtua lae hua jai
i am suffering, its excruciating my body and my heart
joot on kong chan yoo dtrong tee hua jai
my weakness is my heart
tee tam bpen kaeng raeng tee chan sa-daeng tee tae taep kaat jai
when i'm acting strong and tough, it's all pretence because really my heart is ripping apart
yaak daai tang kwaam rak yaak daai kon kao jai
i long for love ... i long for someone to understand me
dtong son man wai paai nai mai chai a-rai
but i have to hide my desire deep inside of me because
tee tae nan hua jai man on ae
my heart is just too weak
roo waa ter mai daai rak mai-son jai
i know you don't love me, you don't care
leuk long bpai gor taep la-laai tam jai mai daai
deep inside of me i'm melting because i cannot accept it
tam bpen meuan mai kae tee tae nan nam dtaa lai
but i must act like i don't care when really my tears are rolling down
jep bpai tang jai lae haa kon kao jai mai daai loie
my heart hurts all over. i cannot find anyone to understand me, not one.
joot on kong chan yoo dtrong tee hua jai
my weakness is my heart
tee tam bpen kaeng raeng tee chan sa-daeng tee tae taep kaat jai
when i'm acting strong and tough, it's all pretence because really my heart is ripping apart
yaak daai tang kwaam rak yaak daai kon kao jai
i long for love ... i long for someone to understand me
dtong son man wai paai nai mai chai a-rai
but i have to hide my desire deep inside of me because
mai dtong gaan hai krai roo waa paai nai jai rak ter piang dai
i don't want anyone to know that deep inside how much i really love you
lae rak ... tang hua jai
and love you.....with all my heart
Such a beautiful and touching song. I feel like crying everytime I hear it. The lyrics are just....breathtaking. Hopefully, more viewers will understand what's really going on inside Kawee's head now ^_^