The next morning they woke up side by side in his huge bed with just a thin sheet cover their nakedness from the sin they created last night. They remain silent , aware of each other presence and dare not turn to the side , knowing they will see one another.
He remain motionless and stare into the ceiling as guilt roam his mind to an endless journey of regret, he know clearly this is wrong but yet he give in to desire. He a monster ! He wonder whats going on in her mind? Patta sigh , he broke the silent as his eye fix on the ceiling "little Aff... are you ok"? he waited for a response and prepare his heart .
She draw both hand to the center of her chest and cling the sheet against her bosom , as she search for words . Her eye travel downward to the bare feet that was visible and then she saw his bare feet, realizing the intimacy she allow to happen .Regardless how much she hate this man , right now she felt embarrass and want to bury her face under the sheet. She dismiss the thought and said "..i...want to leave .."
"yes, you must while it still early and everyone is a sleep"
The words knock her senses together , he is right but when she recollect his word again she felt left out in the cold . Of course! It only serve her right to be treated as one of his slut, now that he finish with her body she must leave before someone see her! "yes, u are right . i only come for the pleasure and must leave when its over "
The sarcasm ring into his ear and he turn to the side to catch those tear rolling down her cheek. O' why his hand aches to gather her into his arm and kiss all those tear away and make promises to her but he restrain himself from scooping close . Instead watch her slip out of the bed and grab the night grown off the floor , dress her self and hurry out the door .
He scramble to sit up and stare at the wide open door where she run out. Now , he is left with another problem on hand ! How can he balance 3 women at the same time ? Stupid ! Stupid! Last night was a mistake and he knew the outcome will destroy him at the end because now his heart is drowning ..drowning in a pool of sin , he want her and it show how much when he hold her that night. His head is swamp with images of her , those sweet lip and wonderful woman scent that fill his nasal. Before it was only wishful thinking but now that he fully had her in a willingly way -- without being drug by his mother, it felt complete! Dear lord --he is trap!!
Aff went into her room and take a long shower , washing every spot of her body that remind her of that monster ! Afterward , she went down to have breakfast with the family and while eating her meal , she avoid eye contact with everyone at the table. Patta come down the stair several moment later and walk pass the dinning room , he catch a glance of her but decided to skip breakfast . He not ready to face her yet and left to work early .
Later that evening , Brook came over and had an argument with Aff . He was furious at her sudden announcement to cancel the wedding and ask her what had he done wrong ?
"im not ready to settle down yet "
"but I love you ! You can't just stop everything like this ! People will wonder and talk about us for years to come ! Is it because you have someone else in mind ?"
"no , no , this is my decision only"
Brook violently throw his hand in the air and shake his head in disbelief "listen , I don't have time for your childish game , who is the guy !!"? his voice became loud and threaten , only because he is jealous and suspicious of foul play .
"I told you im not ready ! im sorry " tear fill her eye , how can she tell him the reason was because she slept with her own brother , for the sake of saving everyone in the house .
The answer only angry him more ! Brook launch at her and grab both end of her shoulder, shaking her while shouting into her face "tell me , truth !!"
Patta return from work and heard loud voices coming from the living room , he follow the sound and saw Brook "hey ! let her go !" he shouted and run across the room , yanking Brook's arm away
"this is none of your business !! between me and my fiancée only !!"? Brook shouted back
Patta avoid the bastard and turn his attention to Aff , cupping her cheek and draw them toward his eye "are you ok ? is he hurting you ? little aff" his eye was soften and searches her face for pain . He sigh in relief once she stare back into his eye, there was a moment of communion and for the first time ever ..she saw his smile.
"hey !! I was talking to her !!"? shouted Brook from the background
Patta turn around and loosen his tie "listen , if my sister say she not ready she not ready ..accept her decision she only 18 , give her time"
Brook was going crazy , pacing back and fore "no , this have nothing to do with age . It someone else isn't it !!"
Patta look to the side where Aff was standing and saw her teary eye , he knew it was because of him that causes her to break up with the man she love . Patta felt responsible and want to clear her name by stepping in front of her , hiding her face with his back and said "trust me , my sister isn't those type of girl . she not seeing anyone . she need time . she still young and exploring life"
Brook calm down and begin to understand, he then sigh and said "I...I'm sorry I over reacted . I should leave now and tell my elder" Brook lower his head in shame for barging into the house and act like a manic. He turn away and left the house .
Aff step out from behind Patta and watch Brook sadly walk away. Then she turn away to face the monster with teary eye "you a good lair"
"little Aff "? his hand reach out to wipe those tear drop , if only she know how much he care
She push his hand away and run up stair to her room , once inside she panic and felt strange inside as if her body is about to explode . Not understanding herself , she went into the bathroom and stare at her reflection in the mirror, then lightly touching her cheek , tracing back his invisible hand print with her finger ....
Meanwhile , Patta was left standing in the living room with his eye trailing the stair way unaware of Kaping presence , hiding herself in the background . She had stood there the whole time and saw everything that happen . She grow suspicious of Patta and her daughter relationship ! Surely, there must be something between the two ? Why does her daughter act so sensitive when Patta touches her ? Kaping was a bit jealous at the thought her daughter might have some spacial feeling toward Patta ! She want to get to the bottom of this ! She must know the truth behind Patta action , he must be hiding a secret from her and Kaping is determine to know what it is !