Painful Love ... aum/aff

[aikoden]

thanks to nikki for these banners... i love them.. thank you very much .. >_<.

hehe mines.. iono how to use ps.. i only made it with paint >_< .. haha..

I just thought of another fanfic..well I always do but since I don't have my notebook with me at the moment.. I will start on another one.. hmm the cast are still unconfirmed .. it depends.. it might be another ateam fic.. we'll see.. hehe.. and the title.. im still not sure.. I can't think of anything.. well aniwaise.. enjoy.. and I would love it.. if anyone can make me wallies.. ahhh because I don't know how.. I just made that one.. with paint n ugh.. lol.. xp.. i would appreciate it xp .. hehe..

Cast:

Aff - n'ek
Aum - p'ek
Rita - supporing n'ek
Rome - supporting p'ek
Bank - rita's dead husband/ aff's older brother
Grit (Danai) - aff's dead husband.. (ummm im still not sure if that's his name.. >_<..)
Ken - Mrs. Ratana's son

ok.. i thought of the cast but there are still more..

PROLOGUE..

Why did you leave me so early.. you said after the wedding.. there will be no more sad and painful memories.. just happy ones that you and I would create together.. but why is it that I feel the opposite .. You left me.. all alone.. on our special wedding day.. our special day.. you left me.. I felt like an unwanted bride .. that many just lust for but not wanting to love.. you were my special someone.. my love.. I know you didn't mean to .. but... you did.. giving me more sorrow and painful memories.. I want you to know that no matter what.. I will still love you always.. not only did you leave me.. you also left our dear child.. I was 2 weeks pregnant .. I planned to tell you on our wedding night.. I will take care of our child.. with all the love I have.. It will grow with lots of love.. even though your high up there.. I know you'll be looking after our child from there.. Tell my brother Bank that I miss him too.. and that I will take good care of his wife Rita.. Rest in peace .. my love.. I love you.. wait for me.. till then..

 

[lady0fdarkness]

awww.. sound so sad. I'm crying already.. seriously.

 

[aikoden]

wow lady your so fast.. i swore i just posted it lol. xp.. yea this one is gonna be sad.. im not sure how im gonna start off now.. but there will be happiness.. somewhere.. soon lol.. im blank atm.. so i cant think.. lol.. **sigh**.. hmm just who shall be the cast.. rita is in here.. i know that.. hehe..

 

[lady0fdarkness]

lol... i'm fast cause I'm a stalker in this thread. I lurk around waiting for updates on the fics I currently read. Scary isn't it? hehe.........

 

[aikoden]

lol.. i see hehe xp.. i cant stalk the thread cause im too behind.. see i dont even know y im posting when i should be catching up hehe.. hmmmmm i will prob update this later in a bit.. hmm i wonder how i will manage typing 2 fic at the same time hehe xp .. lol.. >_<....

 

[lady0fdarkness]

^^ you should update each one every other day. like rotate them.

that's what I did with Till life do us part and Love, uncondiotionally, but I started when I was allmost finished with one. The only problem I had with typing two fics at once was getting confused a lot. I typed the wrong names in the wrong fics so many times, but luckily, I fixed it before I posted it.

 

[aikoden]

lol.. i guess i will do that hehe xp.. thanks..

 

[nikki1786]

im rooting for this.... than the other one...

 

[lady0fdarkness]

im rooting for this.... than the other one...

me too..!!

 

[hanjieun30]

so sad... I feel like I'm about to cry...

oh well, it's been ages since I last read a sad fanfic...not a huge fan of it but I think I'm going to like this one..^_^

 

[aikoden]

this is actually my first time writing a sad one.. hehe.. i wonder how i would be able to make the emotions real though.. hmm i gotta figure that out.. hehe.. >_<..

 

[hanjieun30]

I tried writing a sad story before and I find it a little difficult... the one-shot sad story I did before took me 3 days to complete it...and a day to translate it (the story is in English but I have to translate it to Filipino for a story writing contest... )

why don't you try reading sad novels so you can have the idea on how to convey the emotions? ^_^

 

[aikoden]

wow that must of been hard donna.. eek.. hmm i guess i should read some sad novels.. hehe i haven't lately at all.. but hmm i shall guess about the emotions.. hehe im not gonna make this a super sad one i think lol.. hehe because there will be some happiness.. hehe.. xp.. but first .. i shall listen to some sad music to make my mood.. hehe xp..

 

[nikki1786]

I tried writing a sad story before and I find it a little difficult... the one-shot sad story I did before took me 3 days to complete it...and a day to translate it (the story is in English but I have to translate it to Filipino for a story writing contest... )

why don't you try reading sad novels so you can have the idea on how to convey the emotions? ^_^

i've been there.... lol i once write a sad story... it was all because i keep watching korean series that time... then, i share it with my friends... we were planning to make a film that time... but we postponed it... because we had a show... lol

 

[aikoden]

Chapter 1 - Preparing for the Funeral

It has been a week since the accident.. Both side of the family cheered each other on.. I tried not to shed a tear in front of them.. It hurts.. Preparing for the funeral.. is such a sad moment for me.. I still can't believe you left us.. so soon.. I cry every night .. thinking about you.. I no longer can feel your warmth .. next to me.. No one can ever replace it.. I would always have flashbacks of you and me walking on the soft sand at the beach .. the warm water splashing our legs.. you giving me a piggy-back ride.. me feeding you ice cream.. We can no longer do that together.. Our memories.. will last forever.. inside my heart and soul .. it will never fade.. Our child is 3 weeks old now .. still safe inside of me.. but I'm afraid I'm endangering the poor child.. I'm sorry .. I will take good care of our child .. It's just that I'm busy planning this and that with the funeral.. don't worry my love.. everything will go smoothly.. just a few more days.. I'll see you again.. so until then..

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Honey.. I miss you.. Living my life without you is difficult.. I see you in my dreams.. but every time I go near you.. you turn into butterflies.. it makes me saddest.. Everyone is doing fine so far.. your sister Aff and I are in such pain.. thinking of you two up there.. Did you know that she is pregnant.. she's 3 weeks right now.. Exciting huh? .. I wished we had a child together.. don't worry.. i will take good care of their child.. Our special memories.. are safe inside me.. I miss you Bank.. You went to early.. I love you.. The time is coming soon.. I can't wait to see you.. just wait..

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"Rita..may we sleep with you..?" sadly said Aff.

"Of course you may.." smiled Rita as she fixed the bed..

"Thanks sis.. " cried Aff as she walked toward Rita and gave her a hug.. "I miss them two so much.."

"I miss them too Aff.. it's hard.. but we have to accept it.." Rita said as she patted Aff's back.. "Don't put too much pressure on the child ok.. It can be dangerous.. I don't want to lose another love one ok.." she said as she wiped the tears off of Aff's face..

"Don't worry.. I will take good care of my child.. It will be a strong one .. like it's dad.. ".. sigh Aff as she cuddled next to Rita ..

"Let's get some rest ok.. We wouldn't want them to worry about us.. Good night Aff" said Rita as she turned off the light and cuddled in with Aff.

"Good night Rita.. sweet dreams.. I love you.." said Aff as she silently cried herself to sleep.. Rita did the same thing..

 

[aikoden]

whooo.. i was blank.. sorry bout the update i was still thinking.. iono if its sad.. im not a good writer.. >_<.. but enjoy..

-aiko

 

[pze]

aiko....this is gonna be one sad story.....theyre both grieving already

 

[hanjieun30]

it's so sad aiko... I'm actually crying right now... that's the reason why I'm not a fan of sad stories... I cry easily...

 

[dreams_x]

so is aff the main girl n the story?? then who is the p'ek???

 

[aikoden]

Chapter 2 - The Funeral

It's finally the day.. I'm so happy yet I'm also exhausted.. The baby makes me so tired.. but that won't stop me.. The family and guests are here.. mourning .. I am too ..but don't worry I'm holding back.. I want to be stronger.. I no longer want to be a weakling .. seeing you rest there is so .. painful .. so pale.. Did you know .. that Aunt Ratana .. is trying to make me marry her son .. Ken? .. I said no.. to her offer, but she won't accept it.. so she is asking mother.. I wish you were here with me.. You'll be protecting me like always.. I miss those days.. don't worry .. I'll be fine.. I love you.. always..

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Bank.. I missed you.. I have the same dream .. every night.. but I'm happy that I still see you.. I miss your touch.. the way you kiss me.. I miss everything.. But I got to stay strong.. I will be a shoulder for Aff.. she has been sleeping with me the past nights.. poor thing.. Seeing you rest .. makes me want to be next to you.. like the old times.. I miss you a lot.. Rest well ok .. my love..

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"Aff.. Aff.. Aff..!!" shouted Mrs. Ratana..

"Yes.. Did you need something?" replied Aff.

"All I need is for you to answer YES to my proposal.."

"I'm Sorry .. I can't.. I.."

"You what..? Your husband is DEAD.. JUST MARRY MY SON.. IT'LL BE BETTER.."

"I still love my husband.. " .. Aff didn't want to talk to Aunt Ratana anymore so she walked away and talked to the other guest.. She was very sad ..

"THAT BRAT!!.. YOU WILL BE MY SON'S WIFE!!" shouted Mrs. Ratana as she stormed off to see Aff's mother-in-law..

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"Mother.. don't cry.. he's in a better place.. high up there.." said Rita..

"You're so strong dear.. I'm glad my son married you.. I'm sorry they left us.." cried her mother-in-law.. "Go see my daughter Aff.. She needs the cheering more than I do.."

"I will mother.. stay well.." smiled Rita as she went searching for Aff..

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After awhile Rita finally found Aff.. She was sitting alone behind the temple.. crying..

"Aff.. what's wrong..?"

Aff looked at Rita as she wiped her face .. "Oh nothing is wrong.. it's just that something flew into my eyes.. that's all.."

"Aff.. you know you can't lie to me you know.. what is it.. is it.. Aunt Ratana?"

"I'm trying so hard to be strong Rita.. but.. I can't.. Mrs. Ratana.. she.. I love her.. but.. she can't do that.." cried Aff..

Rita kneeled down and hugged Aff as she patted her back.. "There.. there.. don't worry everything will be fine.. I know it will.. just leave everything to me ok sis.." smiled Rita..

"Thank you Rita.. " Aff hugged Rita very tight..

"Come on now.. let's get up.. We don't want them to worry about us.. " said Rita as she stood up and gave her hand to Aff..

"Thanks.." said Aff as she took Rita's hand and they both went to the front of the temple..

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Meanwhile Rita and Aff were talking to the guests.. Aum was there.. talking to His Aunt Kiet..

"My condolences to you auntie.. and to your daughter-in-law".. said Aum ..

"Thanks Aum.. " cried Aunt Kiet .. "I'm sad .. but.. Aff is probably more sadder than me.. poor child.."

"Aff?" asked Aum..

"My daughter-in-law.. she's over there.." she points to where Aff was .. but realized she was no longer there.. "I'm not sure where she is right now.. I'm sorry Aum.. I'll introduce her to you next time.."

"That's fine auntie.. cheer up ok.. " He hugged his aunt..

After hugging his aunt.. Aum visited the other funeral..

"Hello.. " said Rita..

"Hello to you miss.." said Harit..

"I'm Rita.. Rita Kasem .. Bank Kasem's wife.. " she answered.

"I'm Aum Aroon .. Aunt Kiet's nephew.. I'm sorry about your loss.. I.."

"That's fine.. nice to meet you.. Sorry .. I'll talk with you later.. I have to go find my sis Aff.. see you later" said Rita as she went searching again for Aff..

"Aff..? that sounds familiar.. ahh.. auntie's daughter-in-law.. I wonder where she's at.." He thought to himself as he looked at his watch.. "I can't stay longer.. my plane is going to leave.. " .. Aum went back to his aunt and said his goodbyes.. As he was about to enter a taxi, he saw a lady around her 40's-50's pushing a young lady around her early 20's into a car.. "Stop.."He shouted..

..........TBC...........