:mellow: why am i so depressed---i'm getting tired of telling people everything is alright--- when it's not---i didn't drink this weekend but the feeling still remains,, maybe my life really is over and just need the grim reaper to finish up this mess i call my life---oh well looking for the sunshine thru the morning clouds today but it looks like rain so the lie continues and i will smile and tell them all,,, i'm alright...blah day begins...