How do you express your feelings

KhoOnxNouxWanxJai

KhoOnxNouxWanxJai

Staff member

im not going to live fearing something that may happen.. but at the same time may not happen... if I fear it to much.. I might let something that could be great fall through my hands .. just because I was afraid to take a risk .. and let my heart choose what is best for it

I can't say .. I regret my past.. But I can say that I love my present...because my present is what currently makes me smile... my present is what makes me sleep peacefully.. my present is you... my dj fork =]

my heart desires not one to be honest.. not one to be loyal.. not one to be truthful.. but one that loves me for what I have and will always have.. and only if they love me will they give honesty.. loyalty and truth without me asking

you not only make me happy.. you not only make me smile.. you not only spark me of excitment .. but you make me the girl that everyone wishes to be


some random quotes extracted from a few poems I wrote o____O

©Tina Syrypanha-3/14/2007
 
ijohn

ijohn

sarNie Adult
...forth comes a time and a reality that is a mist and i say i still accept her for the way she is and only remember why...:wub:
 
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dynomite

Wanna-Be เจ้าชู้
How do I express my feelings?

Through my actions and body language.

Cause if I did it based on my cooking... well... I think I might be saying, "DIE.... I HATE YOU.... GO TO HELL...."

But that's not the case. buwwhhwahaahaa
 
KhoOnxNouxWanxJai

KhoOnxNouxWanxJai

Staff member
my heart tells me that its right.. it tells me I shouldn't worry.. but still I do.. once you have placed someone in your heart.. no matter how much they say don't worry and don't care.. its hard to do so.. because thats like asking you to .. shut that door and that section to your heart... all I know is at this moment.. I don't want to think about my future with you.. because I love it just now.. I want us to love for today .. until it takes us to tomorrow.. that way .. we would have not wasted our days .. wasting our days thinking of what could happen when we have what is happening now... and as the days go by.. the feelings we have will slowly build to create a tomorrow and eventually a future.. and even if it doesn't .. I want you to know .. I enjoyed every single day we've lived together... basically what I'm telling you is .. you make my today.. and you made my yesterdays..

©Tina Syrypanha-3.23.07

a little randomness I jus felt like writing lol
 
ijohn

ijohn

sarNie Adult
end of everything!!!

---all the flowers in my life have wilted,,,
the shades are drawn blocking out the sunlight and dreams unfulfilled…
the middle of the night comes after the rain
and i can't see any solutions but one that’s plaguing my mind,,,
i feel for hope for the long winters' night chills my heart in the darkness
and the pain seems to find me again,,,
i'm depressed and tired of being alive...


P.s. i found these words the other day in my heart and i realize i always find away to over come them as sad as they are because my foolish heart still believes in love!!!
 
ijohn

ijohn

sarNie Adult
---my favorite color is orange and i feel its candle light and the dancing shadows in my small world when i love and it's the fading light when love leaves me and i feel the dying breath of my love for life... but when silence finds me after all the music has stopped playing i will still love the orange color of a single candle light flickering because the shadows she left on my heart with this sadness inside of me i can still feel love for her the one i love...
 
none3

none3

sarNie Hatchling
I don't realize it at times, but I usually express my feelings through my facial expression. It's a very bad habit that I can't seem to stop. My expression sucks at the worst time possible... :p
 
KhoOnxNouxWanxJai

KhoOnxNouxWanxJai

Staff member


One day I woke up and felt that all had fallen apart.
The perfect family I have suddenly seemed so artificial
I wonder what would cause me to wake up feeling this way
I realize that slowly all that is wrong is coming to the surface
I wonder do they know;
Do they know that everything they do is slowly..
Slowly breaking my heart
I wonder do they know that I'm no longer fully happy..
I try my best to submerge these feelings deep under water;
But the more I try to submerge them..
The more they rise above the surface...
All I can say at this point is
Please...
Let it end soon

©Tina Syrypanha-10.31.2007

 
KhoOnxNouxWanxJai

KhoOnxNouxWanxJai

Staff member

Sometimes I'm so lost
I wonder if I'll ever find my way out
Sometimes it goes away
But only to come back 100 x's worst
I've never thought that slowly I'd be killing myself
Slowly my heart will slowly shattered
Slowly I will be a victim of my own crime
I tried my best to pretend that it's gone
Tried my best to fake my happiness
Even Love, Family, Friends doesn't erase my horrible memories
Even the best thing given to me by the ones I love can't erase
Can't erase all that hurted me before
No matter how much I try to kill the monster that swallowed me whole
It just keeps living stronger and stronger in my memories
I try my best to control my temper
I try my best to be normal
But looks like until I see that the monster that hurted me years before
Years before is buried 6 feet under
I'll never forget the painful past that enslaves me still today

-© Tina Syrypanha 01.01.2007

blah just a little randomness



 
KhoOnxNouxWanxJai

KhoOnxNouxWanxJai

Staff member
Here we are almost a year into
A year since you've been here
A year since you and I first met
It still feels like yesterday where I saw you waiting for me inside the bus stop
I don't know why it feels like I'm falling for you more and more each day
We see each other everyday
We've lived through the worst together
We've fought through the toughest together
Now I realize why we are together as husband and wife
We were made to love one another.
When you're angry and boiling up Inside
I provide the calm and icy breeze to cool you down
Likewise the other way around
What I'm trying to say is I can't imagine life without you...
 
ijohn

ijohn

sarNie Adult
...blue steel grips my heart that i end this part of life with snow covering everything in the distance,,, frozen angels falling from the heavens to mend the scar on my soul that i will be better alone with tear then with you or that i can hurt you because of love you can't know!!!
 
ijohn

ijohn

sarNie Adult
first love...
... we kissed through an open window and i stepped back and said i don't love you then you looked sad and a tear filled the moment when you grew up in an instance that i long to understand today,,, why i could not be more then a friend,,, time spent now remembering what you have forgotten... wishing i could have them words back in silence needing to be twelve all over again and touch love i'm just beginning to understand after your memories of me have faded and i remember those tears today... i am not perfect,,, i'm less colorful for words i can't take back...
 
KhoOnxNouxWanxJai

KhoOnxNouxWanxJai

Staff member
I don't know what it is about you that has got me hooked, but I know that each and everyday I fall more and more in love. I would have never believed that feelings can grow this strong, but now that they have I fear that it will end, but regardless of the outcome I'm proud to have you in my life
 
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