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sarNie Oldmaid
today episode got me crying a lot TT. I try not to cried cos tire of crying but I can't help it,i even sobbed.i had to breath in and out to be able to stop my tears, it's that painful to watch. this lakorn is like torturing and how can I survive the ending. hope I don't pass out first. even though I saw the preview for the ending already but when I saw it again,i cry hard again migosh my heart is too weak. feel so sorry for both Kobori and Ang. so heart breaking when he saw her hugging wanut,can feel his pain. arghh they could have see eachother when she walk back and forth to go find him when he was just sitting there, argh..the writer so mean won't let them see eachother. was cute they both was gonna give eachother a flower,this hubby/wife are alike in thinking which show they love eachother a lot. I was a bit relief when he didn't get hurt after the airplane bombing and he was checking himself that he was ok. and then...the gas bombing explode, poor kobori TT. how can I thought he'll survive, thought for a sec. the director will pity the viewers and change for him not to die,but who am I kidding,i just can't bare to see him died TT.. when she was padding the canoe thinking back of all the times he kept talking about death,went looking for him, tell her baby to watch over him and when heard his voice call her name, was so sad/heart breaking to watch TT... gosh I hate war, only loses and pain. wish there was no war, why can't people settle their differences in compromise instead of act like animal and kill eachother, make innocent people in danger/die because of them arghh!