simplysweet
Simplysweet
Chapter 8
Earlier after kwan came to the hospital…
“excuse me…can you tell me where Kwan Usamanee is?” a man came rushing through the doors of the hospital..
Nurse: oh, she is still in the emergency room.
Man: thank You!
The man rushed off and bump into someone.
Mart: kwan usamanee?...(surprise) kwan!..
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Doc: im sorry Mr. Tawin. I need a decision now in order to still save at least one of their lives.
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Beep……..Beep………….Beep……
Nurse: khun mo!...we’re losing the mother!!!!!...her heart beat is failing!....
Win: (his heart just sank) please! Just save her!...save Kwan!..
Doc: alright. Ill have a nurse bring you papers to sign for giving permission to save the mother’s life…
Win: (trembling..) *whisper* im sorry kwan..im sorry..i know you’ll hate me for this..
Nurse: excuse me khun win. Please sign and date here.
Win: (his shaky hands slowly signed the papers)
Nurse: thank you.
“Mr. Tawin……”
Win: yes.. (looked up) uh hello…
Mart: Mart Krissada., im a pediatrician doctor in this hospital. (pause) your wife, Kwan. I’ve been doing her check ups for her on the baby..
Win: oh! Yes!...how are you…(shakes hands with mark)
Mart: good. Do you mind if I talk to you for a bit…
Win: um sure…
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“a daughter huh…” smiles weakly…
Mart: yes..Kwan was excited when I told her the baby was a girl that day. She didn’t tell you….
Win: no…she never did…(looks down) I’ve…I’ve been mean to her ever since we’ve met, ofcourse I would understand why she won’t tell me anything…
Mart: well, its never too late to make it up..you know that right…
Win: its just…I never pictured to have kwan in my life. It was suppose to be me and Tana..
Mart: you know what people always say..some times the person you think love is just a lie that you tell yourself..its a challenge..you either sacrifice one thing for the other or loose it all….im sad that Kwan lost the child..but im also glad you chose to save her life…ill be going now..take care of her alright..
Win: thank you. Khun Mart..
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My body felt empty. I felt like a part of me is missing. I felt so weak and I couldn’t manage to move. My eyelids felt heavy, I had to struggle just a little to get my eyes to open..
“Khun kwan…your awake” happy as ever….she reached out and touched Kwans arms..
Kwan: Keo..keow…(slowly utters her words) mMm..where am i…?
Keow: khun kwan, your in the hospital. Remember, you fell. Are you hungry? Let me get you some of the chicken soup I brought. (smiles)
Kwan: uh, its ok. I don’t feel hungry at all…(pause) how’s my angel…(smiles and put her hands on her stomach)Keow….
Keow: yes khun kwan…(sad face)
Kwan: (freaks out) keow!...where is my baby!!!! where is she!!...(she starts to panic.. )
Keow: (tries to explain to Kwan) …khun kwan..your baby …its…its….
Kwan: Keow!..please!...tell me where my baby is!..(she just kept crying and yelling desperately for her baby…) fine..ill go find her myself..(she pulled out the h2o needle from her hand and everything else)
Keow: (tries to stop kwan) khun kwan..please..your body isn’t fully recovered..please get back on the bed and rest…khun kwan..
Kwan: im sorry keow..i must find my baby..how come you won’t tell me where she is!
Kwan immediately ran to the door and went to the new born floor. She desperately kept searching for her baby..trying to see the tags on the little incubators and where the baby sleeps…
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“Keow! Where is khun kwan??...”
Tana: Win!...why are you being so worried for…she probably just stepped out…
Keow: uhh..khun kwan woke up and started to panic…because….she notice she wasn’t pregnant anymore..i tried but couldn’t stop her….
Win: omg!...(ran out to search for Kwan) Kwan!...
Tana: Win!...come back!!..(angry at him for leaving her..)
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“kwan!..” win went around the whole hospital looking…suddenly it came to his mind..She has to be at the new borns…Quickly he ran over…right when he got there he could hear Kwan arguing with the nurse about her baby…
“My baby!..please tell me where is she!..”
Nurse: im sorry miss, but I checked all these name tags and your last name isn’t on any of them…(felt bad for kwan)
Kwan: NO!
Win quickly ran up to Kwan and grabbed her shoulders…
Win: im sorry…(looks at the nurse) my wife is trying to recover from a miscarriage…
Kwan: (her face went dead) wha…what did you say??...
Nurse: oh im so sorry..im really sorry…
Kwan: no..no..no! (starts to panic)
Win: kwan!..calm down! (hugs her from behind trying to keep her still..he tighten his grip and hugged her from behind as kwan panic in shocked)
Kwan: your lying!!..your lying!!...you never wanted me or the baby!...let go! (screaming like crazy…people thought she was a crazy patient)
Win: im sorry kwan…im sorry..the baby is gone…
Kwan: (tears was all over her face..still..she wouldn’t believe it..) no!...liar!
Kwan went into shock and fainted…Win carried her back to her room and laid her on the bed. He felt so bad for what he’s done and what he’s cause. But he knew there was nothing else he could do.