ijohn
sarNie Adult
i believe…
...it comes to this in this moment when i ponder what i believe in and what Christmas means to me when i peel back all the layers of protection i build upon my character like an onion with many layers...do i believe in Santa Claus??? hmmmmmmmmm... one has to dig deep with in themselves to find what exist in their heart,,, to find the truth to this perplexing question... so with out further thought i would have to say yes i do... when it comes down to what i believe in… i think of it this way;;; there are those among us including me,,, that have it in us to be generous and giving but most of the year we find this person is not there when we look in the mirror… there are times when we hurt inside we find this person does exist when we look for the truth to shed this hurt we sometimes are faced with… we must look at ourselves and find the truth to who we are and give out of compassion to believe in something greater then the person we often masquerade as and with this comes a generosity unfounded in logic and free from judgment of others… the person we find on occasions when we look inside ourselves to find answers to why we hurt is often the answer to problems we bring upon ourselves when we are selfish,,, and we must change to be the person we find inside at these times… we need to give more then we take if just to find meaning why we hurt sometimes... so yes today i believe in Santa Claus---he lives with in all our hearts if we just take time to see that person we all can be when we look in the mirror for answers!!! : )
Merry Christmas all!!! :wub:
P.S. islu P&J
...it comes to this in this moment when i ponder what i believe in and what Christmas means to me when i peel back all the layers of protection i build upon my character like an onion with many layers...do i believe in Santa Claus??? hmmmmmmmmm... one has to dig deep with in themselves to find what exist in their heart,,, to find the truth to this perplexing question... so with out further thought i would have to say yes i do... when it comes down to what i believe in… i think of it this way;;; there are those among us including me,,, that have it in us to be generous and giving but most of the year we find this person is not there when we look in the mirror… there are times when we hurt inside we find this person does exist when we look for the truth to shed this hurt we sometimes are faced with… we must look at ourselves and find the truth to who we are and give out of compassion to believe in something greater then the person we often masquerade as and with this comes a generosity unfounded in logic and free from judgment of others… the person we find on occasions when we look inside ourselves to find answers to why we hurt is often the answer to problems we bring upon ourselves when we are selfish,,, and we must change to be the person we find inside at these times… we need to give more then we take if just to find meaning why we hurt sometimes... so yes today i believe in Santa Claus---he lives with in all our hearts if we just take time to see that person we all can be when we look in the mirror for answers!!! : )
Merry Christmas all!!! :wub:
P.S. islu P&J