Chapter 21.1/21.1 ~A~
I woke up frantic. My memories returned to me suddenly and the part just before I was zapped freaked me out and scared me the most. I lost my memory because of that one moment. I was filled with emotions that made me weep and cry out that I could barely breathe. I forgot all about Kraisorn because of that woman! I’m relieved that I remember him and that now I know I am not dreaming. I reflexively launched at Kraisorn as I noticed his presence by my side. “I remember! I remember everything!” I tell him.
He wrapped his arms around me and held me. My heart was racing and my breathing staggered, but the longer he held me and stroke my hair, the more my heart came to a slow pace. Blood rushed back to fill my cheeks and I felt more comfortable than ever. I continued to sob, but felt my blouse beginning to soak. I tried to push Kraisorn away to see what he was doing, but he wouldn’t let me. Then, I heard him sniffle and knew he was crying too. He did not say one word.
I gently patted his back to comfort him back and noticed his breathing calming down. I had to tell him that it’s okay if I see him cry.
“I’m not crying,” he says to me. Though, I can clearly tell he didn’t want to admit it.
“Alright,” I say to him, “Can I look at your face before I start to panic again? I never want to forget you again!” I say to him.
Kraisorn hushed me and finally after another minute, released his tight grip and I pulled away from him slowly. His hands are still on my shoulders, firm against me. His touch sent chills through me, not a bad kind of chill, but one that makes me want him closer. I began to tell him, “In case anything else happens, I really want you to know that I really love you.”
Suddenly, he pulls me towards him. His eyes are dark black, with a hint of a flame. I know what that meant. My heart began to beat loudly. He says to me, “It’s been too long.”
“I know,” I say to him. He still gives me butterflies, my mind floods back to our little time together. I can sense passion rise in his eyes. I too, felt my body react to his gaze. It has been days since we’ve made love and the burning desire to have him touch me in that way cannot wait any longer.
As if we can read each other’s mind, Kraisorn ran one hand from my shoulder to my collarbone and then up my neck to my chin. Finally he stroked my cheek as he pulled me closer to him. Our lips touch and I felt the chemistry between us. His other hands reached my lower back and he easily found the entrance to place his hand against my skin. As we kissed, he moved his other hand slowly down to my lower back and began to pull my blouse up.
He pulled his mouth away from mine and bit my lower lip and tugged on it as he pulled away. Kraisorn smiled and I could do nothing but stare at his moist lips. The very lips that worked magic on mine.
I sat almost fully exposed to my husband. He crawled closer to me and helped me lay flat on the bed. I could do nothing but stay silent and look at his perfection. He wrapped his legs between mine and sat on me as he pulled of his shirt. This was the first time we will be making love fully exposed in a lit room. I could see him clearly. His body is even more perfect than I had thought. He smiled at me wickedly, I smiled back at him and felt pride in knowing he is my husband. I could feel his erection on top of me, but our clothes separated us. Kraisorn runs his hand on my stomach and bends down to kiss it. I look down to stare at him in awe. I never knew those sensations would make me burn with want. He looked up with his tongue now running down the middle of my stomach. His eyes fixated on mine.
I hate the way he is playing with me because I want him in me already. I thought he wanted to be in me too, but obviously he wants me to suffer. I felt annoyed, but satisfied at the same time. His teasing also made me excited. I can’t be mad at him because he is making me feel so many things at once. Kraisorn takes his hand and pulls down my skirt.
After pulling the garment off, Kraisorn kisses my big toe. I quavered at the touch. I didn’t know I was that sensitive. He gave me small kisses along my foot to my ankles, to my knees. He pulled my other leg away. I felt very exposed and shy, even though I shouldn’t be. I grabbed the bed sheets suppressing my convulsion of wanting him to touch me in that special part of me. He kissed closer and closer to my inner thigh, but stops. Kraisorn goes back down to my other toe on the opposite leg and repeats. But this time, he gets closer.
Kraisorn looks up at me as I stare intently at him. I felt so embarrassed to be looking at him with such need that I leaned back and closed my eyes as I felt his masterful tongue glide, flick, and cause me to lose all self control. I didn’t care if I am shy, I wanted him to touch me and do as he pleased. I couldn’t control myself any longer and had to release, I could feel Kraisorn trying to hold my legs apart and stopping me from squeezing his head to death. Finally my breathing slowed and I let go of the bed sheets. I never knew he could make me feel that way with his tongue down there.
After calming down, I felt Kraisorn rubbed me with his finger. He pushed his finger into me a little at a time. He makes me feel out of this world so quickly, I don’t know if I should want to convulse on him this quick. I couldn’t control it and released again. Kraisorn looked up and crawled towards my face. He placed his finger to my lips and I knew he wanted me to suck on it. I did. The taste was weirdly appetizing.
Kraisorn sat up and pulled his pants down. His erection fully exposed. I blushed and turned away from him. Kraisorn came back down and pressed his body against mine. I didn’t open up to him yet, still embarrassed about blushing after seeing him clearly in the light for the first time. Kraisorn breathed into my ear and whispered, “I love you too, Saratan.”
My heart pounded as the words sank deep into my heart. I wanted to take it and hold it there, lock it away and throw away the key. He kissed my neck and then back to my mouth. Kraisorn pulled away slightly and moved his hand down to separate my thighs. He grabbed my hands and held them as he said, “I can’t wait any longer.”
He gave me a passionate kiss and I closed my eyes as I anticipated his entrance into me. I felt my breathing go faster as he plunged into me gently at first. I moaned as he went deeper each time, until I felt him enter all the way. “I don’t want to hurt you or our baby,” he said.
“I’m sure the baby will be okay,” I say, “I’m sure he or she will forgive his or her daddy for making mommy happy.”
All I know is that I want him, so bad. He went in and out of me as he nestled his face between my shoulder. I could feel his breath and hear his panting. I pushed myself against him for better access. I bit my lower lips as I felt myself give way. Kraisorn let out a loud groan, one that made me proud to have affected him in that way.
He breathed in and out. I felt limp, as he pulled out of me. I could feel some drips on me as he looked up and stared into my eyes. The flames are gone, but his black eyes are still looking at me with much love. “I forgot to take off your bra,” he said.
I smiled and chuckled, tired. “It’s okay,” I say to him.
He moved next to me and lay my head on his chest as he stroked my hair. “Now, that’s what a honeymoon should be like,” I say to him.
He laughs and suddenly pushes me down so my head rests on the pillows and looks into my eyes again. The flames blazes. “Yes, and more,” he says.
He reached behind my back and unhooks my bra and pulls it off quickly. His lips immediately touches my right nipple, which made me burn with desire again. “Yes,” I say, almost begging.