Haiiii. Recently, I have stalked james, alek, toey,taew and taew’s stylist, ( even taew’s bf ), because they are having holiday together

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I thought, when Alek and toey got interviewed and told media there will be group trip together in this month, taew’s bf will not join. In fact, he joins that vacation :’D. They even shared some picst (james hasn’t been active on story , though) .
Idk, just still haven’t moved on 100 % (HAHAHAHA) (just want to be slow to accept the reality , deeper in my heart I always pray they will be together for real ) .
It’s so fishy because evryone with their partner posting some picts but James doesn’t (I know he often comes late about posting picts compared to his friends ) , so some comments say that his gf joins this vacation maybe .
Honestly, just want to let u know guys, Just a little bit sad that jitaew moment that I have been expecting before is not as I want