Mr.Taksorn finish the story with a sigh, "I blame Patta for the death of Rosa's child . I neglected him and abuse him physical when ever im stress. I know he try very hard to please me but it was never enough to make me love him .As a youngest , he was very smart and quiet"
"if Rosa know Patta isn't her real son..she will ---"
"we should keep this a secret, it will break her heart if she found out the son she love and adore is the man that destroy her family because of revenge . A revenge that I should held responsible for ..not my family ..this is my only regret in life and I thought Patta had forgive me but I was wrong, it unlike him to do this because the Patta I know , is very sensitive and kind"
"there something else about him , you should know . He live a life as a male escort for rich old woman"
"dear god, im a bad father indeed . Life must be hard on him when he run away"
"when I met him , there wasn't any hardship he endure and I think he enjoy his job very much"
"little aff, you don't understand . If you were to born at the same time and grow up with him , then you will know what type a person is he . Sometime I wonder , before Saipoon die what had she taught him ? Why he change so much"
"daddy , how can you be so sure he doesn't enjoy torturing us ?"
"his eye , Rosa had always tell me to look in his eye and then i will know . Before , I never even take a glance at him until recently and at the hospital I was very angry and was about to hit him ! But when I saw the tear in his eye , I couldn't . Then when he walk away after I tell him to leave , the way he look at you ..with those longing eye "
"it was nothing "she quickly said while wiping the tear from her cheek and suddenly ...bitter/sweet moment of Patta flashes before her eye , from the time he rape her to the tender moment they share at the green house when she first saw his tear and when he came to the hospital to stop her from getting an abortion , his tear was so real ..it touches her heart with such happiness , she could never forget those pleasing eye of his !!!And when he confess his love , she was angry and hurt at the same time but once she stare into his sadden face , she felt something so wrong but so right but even through all those memory of him ..she can't love a man that hurt her family .
"even if he deceive everyone in the house but his love for you is true . I believe it"
" not matter how much he love me , I will never accept a person like him..never ..never ..never " tear stream down her face as she repeat the words over and over .
"I can't allow it either . It a sin and the child "
"I want to keep my child ..please"
"don't worry , the child is innocent . I wouldn't even dare to think about harming my own grandkid , even though it will remind me of this pain your brother force me to accept"
"what should I do ? "Aff rise from the sofa and rush toward her father, embracing him as her tear continue to flow like a never ending river . She need comfort and strength to goes thru this pregnancy without harming the child growth because of her mental stage . The doctor had advise her to be happy but how could she even think of happiness ? When everything she ever know and love had gone up in smoke ? What will happen to her relationship with her mother ? She is left with a parent that will never be the same as before and a child that will remind her of the past . It will be a long road ahead and the path she choose is a bumpy one .
Meanwhile , Patta was packing his thing into a luggage while Nana watch him silently smiling to herself . She feel like heaven is just around the corner when the other half of the truth is reveal .
"good job son , im so proud of you "
Patta stop packing and turn to face his mother , the woman that he respect for the last 15 years of his life , the woman he listen and willing to do anything to make up for the years he was another woman' s son, "then that enough mom . I want to leave this place with at least one thing left un-finish"
"you want me to hide the truth from Rosa ?!"
"she suffer enough ! the medicine you claim wouldn't kill her was ..a lie ! How could you ? It another person life you taking away !!"
"she didn't thought about that when she force the red medicine down my throat to abort my child !!! She wanted to kill you !!!."
"she make it up by raising me and love me unconditional. When I left her to follow you , she became sick for many many years till I return back into her life . But at the end , im the one that take her life because of ..of.."
"because of me ?!!! You want to blame me for everything that happen in your life right !!! Is that right !!!"
"no , I will not blame anyone for the sin i done . Its a debt I owe to you . A debt of a good son that willing to sacrifice my own happiness for anything a mother would desire"
"sacrifice ? Ha ! What had you done for me ? Beside this little revenge !"
"you think I enjoy being a male escort ? It was force upon me . I wanted to make you happy and you told me this was the only way to earn quick money and more in the future . I listen but it was never enough for you . Even though we were living in luxury and I wanted to quit. With the money we had , I wanted to continue school . I wanted to get an education so I wouldn't have to sell my body and deceive people. But you scorn at me and use several reason to stop me from going oversea"
"you can do that now !! When this revenge is over !!!"
"you don't understand mom , it not about school any more . It about me doing the thing I want for a change"
"Patta !!! You never talk back to me !! You had always listen to me !! What had you became !!?? We want this revenge remember !!"
"Yes, I had always wanted this revenge but for you . I wanted to make you happy but in the process I got hurt . I love little aff very much ..mom.." tear begin to drip down his eye as he continue "if I never came here , I would never had known her and hurt her "
"fool !! you can get hundred of girls !!! Young or old !! You have the look and charm !! Why would you cry over this ..this girl !!.."
"because she is the only person I can't have . It a sin to even think and now that I destroy her family ..." he roll his eye to swallow the tear and continue packing his thing .
Nana cross her arm and was furious that her son want to stop the revenge!!! She came this far already and what left is revealing who she is to Mr. Taksorn , Kaping and Palin ! Little did Patta know but Nana had secretly wrote a letter and hand it to Rosa , in the letter reveal everything !! That why the old lady was rush to the hospital !!! Yes, she gone behind her son back but the outcome was more enjoyable !! Nana suddenly laugh out loud , not caring if anyone one hear her but she ..must laugh and the louder the better !!!
