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sarNie Oldmaid
Chapter 18: I Think I Can
A couple days later, all the funeral arrangements were made. Mornnapa was cremated and placed next to her brother’s and Ruan’s grave. Run had been supportive of Thanh during this time. Thanh and him even became close and were nice to each other. Run had been staying at Thanh’s home for the last couple of days instead of the hotel and so has Pirot, Karn, and Annie. Ton and May also helped out and they got to know the people from Bangkok. May also noticed that Run likes Thanh a lot. She decided she was going to confront Thanh and ask. Some people from the office that Thanh interned for was gossiping that Run was Thanh’s husband. May wanted to know if Thanh is keeping a secret from them.
Pirot, Karn, and Annie told Thanh that they had to go back to Bangkok to work. They were very glad to have been part of this event. Although it was not a happy event, they were glad to have met Thanh’s mom. Pirot told Thanh that she can have time off as long as she’d like. Thanh told him that she will return to work in a couple days. Run asked permission to have vacation and stay and will return with Thanh. Thanh felt very comforted by that comment. She really wanted to get to know Run more. He is actually a nice guy.
Everyone had left that day except for Thanh and Run. Ton and May had gone home. May had asked Thanh prior to dinner what was up with Run and Thanh. Thanh told her friend that Run and her share an apartment. She told May about Run’s reputation and told May that Run is actually quite different now than she thought he was. May teased Thanh a little and told her, “You know, if you have no feelings for him, don’t lead him on. But, if you both like each other then don’t let him go.” May ran off and Thanh just stood there. Run had heard their conversation.
Later that evening Run asked Thanh to have a cocktail with him out on her balcony. They sat and they chatted. Thanh looked at Run and thanked him for being there for her. He looked at her and told her that he was glad to be here. When it was time for bed, the two got up and entered the house. They both entered at the same time and stumbled on each other. Run grabbed onto Thanh and they were now face to face. They stared into each other’s eyes. Run finally said, ‘I think I have feelings for you.” He started to lean in for a kiss and Thanh accepted that kiss. It was her first real kiss; not like the ones where Run was aggressive. After only a minute, Thanh stopped the kiss. She looked at him and said, “You know. Now I think I feel awkward. That was a mistake.” She got out of his grip and walked to her room. Run was left standing there staring after her like he did after their encounters at the apartment.
They didn’t mention that kiss again. Thanh went on the next day pretending like the kiss never happened. Run did the same. Thanh asked May to watch over her house. May can even move in if she’d like. May told Thanh that she’d watch over it because she still loves living with her parents and not move into the house. Thanh and Run went to visit the ceramics school that Mornnapa used to teach at. Thanh had not really entered the building to the actual classroom before. She used to just stare through the window. One of the teachers there saw Thanh and asked Thanh to go into Mornnapa’s office. Both Run and Thanh went in. The office was vibrant and bright. There were ceramics on the shelves. Thanh walked closer to the shelves and read the labels.
“For Thanh: 1st Birthday”, “For Thanh: 2nd birthday”; all the way until her 21st birthday.
Thanh began to sob. Her mom did think about her and made her stuff. All these years and she thought her mom disliked her. But, her mom actually loved her. She turned to look at the other teacher and asked if she can take the art pieces with her. The teacher told Thanh that it belonged to her so it was her choice. Run helped Thanh pack all of the art pieces into a box. Thanh took it home and placed them on display. Now, she has to contact Andrew to get her the piece that her dad had given her so that this will be complete.
Run had bought Thanh a new phone. She didn’t want to accept it, but he kept pressuring her to accept it. She finally gave in. Run had intended the phone to be a couple phone, but after last night he felt like he couldn’t tell her he got a new phone too. At the airport, Run held Thanh’s hand and she was thinking of letting go, but it was very comforting. When they got to the apartment, Thanh told Run that she’ll be returning to work tomorrow, but they should come home at the same time because Thanh will make dinner. She had never made Run dinner before and Run was excited about it.
The next evening:
The two got off of work and made it to the apartment on their separate ways. Thanh arrived home earlier than Run. She prepared the dinner and they had a nice conversation at the dinner table. The food was amazing according to Run. After a peaceful dinner, Run decided to ask if Thanh wanted to go out tonight. It would be her day off the next day anyways. Thanh thought about being spontaneous once again and agreed. They left and went to a karaoke place. Run chose a song that was cute and fun. Thanh laughed so hard at him because he actually had a personality. He wasn’t a mean guy nor was he always so serious. She sang a song that was fun too and they began to sing together.
At 10, they left the place and got in the car. “I was thinking a lot. I think that I really like you.” said Thanh. Run looked over at her and smiled. His eyes were starting to fill up in tears of joy. “I think I am ready to accept you. Sorry about the mistake comment I made that night.” Run couldn’t believe what he was hearing. She admitted her love to him and he was ready to fully commit to Thanh. Thanh told Run that he is the first guy that she has felt this way about. “I love you Run,” said Thanh. Run responded by saying, “I love you too.”
Run drove fast to a nearby hotel at Thanh’s request. They got up to a room and began kissing and caressing each other. When Thanh was lying on the bed, she asked Run if he’d leave her in the morning. He told her he wouldn’t. At this point, Thanh didn’t care if Run left her like he did the other girls. She knew all she could think about was Run. He had a bad reputation in the past, but he was genuine to her. Besides, he made her heart flutter every time she is near him. Her pride wasn’t strong enough to fight against him. She lost the battle to love.
The two both feel asleep in each other’s arms. Run could smell her rose perfume and it made him relax as he held her tight against him. Thanh thinks, “This time it is real.” Run thinks, “This is love again, not possession.”
My Critique
Lots happen this chapter. I decided against an "R" scene in my 1st fan fic. Second, I went against waiting until marriage because Thanh's parents didn't wait either. And I figured that when two people are in love they can do as they wish. They're both adults.
Lots happen this chapter. I decided against an "R" scene in my 1st fan fic. Second, I went against waiting until marriage because Thanh's parents didn't wait either. And I figured that when two people are in love they can do as they wish. They're both adults.