Oh my gosh, May is going crazy!!
Came home from work today and got a chance to catch up with it. I'm kinda on both sides with the whole May is kinda dumb thing.
I've been on May's side for a while, sparing her, and even took the fact that I didn't really like her character away before watching the lakorn and just reading about her. Now I'm having mixed feelings about her! And it doesn't help to see that next week she takes everything so literal to do whatever the heck she wants! It's kind of funny though haha and if it wasn't Vill I would probably hate May lol. I think she makes it come off cute, but I can't speak too soon because I feel like I'm one inch away from letting her get to me. It shouldn't be too bad though right? And others have mentioned that its her turn to be kinda off now instead of pra'ek.
I got mad for Rut when May was out with Koon but I understood where May was coming from. She feels like she can trust Wathit and that as long as her hearts loyal, it shouldn't matter if she's out with Koon. That I understand, but to mess around with Wathit's heart and do whatever knowing he is the way he is is just kind of cruel. I honestly don't think Rut is mean at all compared to many other pra'eks so at times I feel as if May eggs things on herself. She knows better than to be out with Koon, and even her mom tells her haha. I honestly think she's tired of Rut always misunderstanding her and not giving her enough credibility for all she does for him, so on another side I can see why she is the way she is. She's very stubborn though, which I noticed. I think she needs to tone down a bit, especially when she knows that she's married. She even told Koon and felt guilty when they were together, but at the same time she put herself in that mess -- which I honestly think she's still trying to work on. I feel like she's really lost and confused about her own happiness, her mom/brothers, and Koon -- who she genuinely feels for. I wouldn't say she's dumb (although I've argued w/ my parents over and over and defending her about this) but just kind of whatever haha. She does what she wants, feels, and doesn't really think of the consequences. I give her that, but I'm not annoyed of her. I just wished she'd be careful more about her actions and does what is right from her very own mouth. I feel like her actions sometimes don't match up to her words, which causes her big trouble haha. I'm not sure how I feel about the whole next week thing. I feel like she should of took her mom's words more seriously and not do things out of her being tired of the whole Wathit mistreating and wanting her. We will have to see! But I could care less about how May is, as long as I get to see her and Rut together right?! All in all, I feel like I'm turning into her with the mixed emotions and confusion sorta thing about HER... hahah.
Anyways, despite the whole May dilemma I loved today's episode. Any ToomVill scenes just makes the lakorn worthwhile! I loved the scene after the snake bite and Rut carrying May to the bedroom. I liked when they worked together with Por Liang. I liked how the whole scene after the rain went down. So much tension, jealousy, and emotion. Rut was saddened and realized his wrongs when May just let go. That scene was just so touching and I felt hurt from both couples! Kind of wish there's more bickering and taking advantage of haha. Koon is helping out a lot with the whole jealously thing but I want to see their arguments, reconciliation, and all of that without him somtimes hahah. I feel like those scenes will come up soon when they're in the forest and all of that! Can't wait.