The true story...amaymoua said:
the liar that killed my brother!
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in black is what PA wrote and in RED is me correcting her story.
I'm glad to hear the happy love stories... that's how it should be, but in
this world it doesn't always have happy ending... Since of you all shared
your stories or someone you knows storie... let me share mine too... this is
a short version of my relationship.
It was a little over 6 years ago that I first met him. He name was Wang. Who
knew that he'll become the love of my life.
No, this is not true. PA wanted to be with this guy name Tiny. PA was obsessed with him. PA wanted to leave Wang for Tiny. So this part is a LIED.
After meeting him, I told my one of my friend that he's the person that I'll
going to end up with for what I feel for him is something that I have never
felt before. It wasn't love or anything but something about him that I was
drown to him. Two weeks meeting him, he kissed me, which to this day, he
claims that I kissed him first... according to my memory he did. After
kissing me, I asked him " So what are we now? Friends or what?" He said " I
really like you, so do you want to go out with me?" I was so happy that he
asked properly, so I said "YES"
Yeah Wang did ask PA out but, he was also at the time with white girl Melissa.
Three months later, during Fresno New Year, he asked me to married him. We
went to his uncles house in and his uncle did the talking part and was going
to send news to my parents that we were getting married. His uncle called
his parents in southern california and told them the news... his dad didn't
say much, but his mom said that if he married me, she's going to kill
herself, just him wait and see. Wang begged and begged his father, uncle ,
and mother until his knees burised up but everyone said no, because they say
all say that his mom was going to kill herself if he married me. He was so
heart broken, his parents dragged him back to southern california and left
me in Fresno with my cuzin. Upon returning to southern california he knew
that he had to come back up for me, but my cuzin took me to Sacramento to
cool off. Wang drove 10 hours to pick me back up and bring me back to my
apartment in southern california.
Another LIE. Wang never asked her to marry him. PA parents forced Wang into marrying PA and Mom wouldnt allow it. And it does not take 10 hours to drive from Sacramento to South Kalie, at the MAX 8 hours. But we all know how Wang drive, so if I can make it in 6 hours I know Wang can too! PA never had an apartment down south. She was living in the UCR dorms that her parents soon later on stop paying for because she was fucking up in school.
Over the past few months, tried to hide our relationship from everyone
because no one wanted us to be together. He'll wake up at 4 in the morning
to come see me before he had to go to work and come straight back to my
place before he had to go home. While working full time to support the both
of us, he didn't have much time for school, so I did all his school work for
him on top of mine. I didnt mind or care because he was the only person who
was supporting me.
Again, PA never did well in class becuz she never did her school work, that why her parents stop paying for college. And Wang was not supporting her ass. He had just bought the car and didnt even make enough for gas so I paid for his gas.
When it was income tax season came along, his parents screw him over $4500.
They took the all the money and left him with nothing. He got audited by the
IRS and needed to show proof that he's supporting his little brothers. All
he needed was something that prove that he paid rent and he'll be clear of
it, but his parents said no because they're scared to lose their stupid
welfare money.. so His father straight out said that he didn't care if Wang
got put in jail, he' won't give the rent reciept to him. Again, Wang was so
heart broken, but he said that it comes to no suprise to him, for he knew
how his parents were.
This is not true! Wang choose to do this himself for a bigger return to buy his eclipse. My Dad did what he did so everyone wouldnt be homeless. If PA had a heart she would understand just like Wang did.
After that issue, his two sister stole my car and crashed it and his father
told the insurance company that I gave his daughter the keys, I was so mad,
but there was nothing I could do about it. I didn't want to press charges
against his sister. My parents ended up handling everything... I really
didn't know what happened afterward to the car.
My sister did take PA junkie car but PA also gave her the keys. My sister was just a kid she didnt know any better.
Since I didn't have a car anymore, Wang bought me to live with them. For two
monthes, I lived with them. I cooked for them everyday for two months
straight, didn't even get a thank you. No matter what I did it was never
good enough for them. Wang got feed up with them bashing on me, so he moved
out. I wanted to moved in with my cuzin, but he said that if I don't leave
with him to Sacramento, its over, so I was sacred of losing him, I left with
him. On the way to Sacramento, Wang dropped by my parents house and told
them that he'll be taking care of from now on and for them not to worry. My
parents accepted it but was disappointed in me for leaving school for him.
The biggest lie ever! Wang bought PA to come live with my family becuz PA parent stop paying for her classes so she couldnt stay in the dorms anymore and Wang felt sorry for her and this happen B4 PA parent forced Wang to marry her. You think that if PA was like this my parents would despise her? No. PA stayed in Wangs room all the time and never came out. She would go rent movies and not let my little brothers and sisters watch it so they would cry to my mom so my mom and I went out and rented movies for my little brother and sister. When ever my little brothers and sisters would ask PA for candy she would say no and if she ever gave them some she would throw it on the ground for them to pick up like animals and this made my mom cry.
We lived with his older sister for one months and didn't get along with her
because she will never ask me to watch her kids... and wang gets mad at
that... he told her that if she wants me to watch her kids... she should
ask, so she got mad and said for me to get out her house, he told her that
if I go, he goes too. They had a arguement and we left his sister house.
That night we slept on the streets in his car because it was too late to go
anywhere and pluse he had to work the next morning. We parked in
construction site near his work place. I couldn't sleep because i was so
scared, I watched him sleep, I felt so bad because it was because of me that
we were homeless. The next morning, we went to the park to wash up and got
breakfest at Mickey-D. He went to work and went to the Library. That night
he decided to go stay at his sister's ex-husband house which was like 1 hour
away.. in Oroville. There we stayed for one months, and after that stayed
with this cuzin in Oroville for one month too.
Wang and PA did go live with my older sister. But like at my moms house she kept to herself and never ate with the family. She would only come out of the bedroom at night to cook whenever one was asleep. Yes and it is true that Wang and PA slept at a park and got up in the morning to go the park restroom and wash up.
After two months being homeless, we found a little house in Marysville for
$400. It was just a one bedroom cottage, you can call it... smaller that a
two car garadge, but at least we had a place called home. But the nite
before that, we went to his ex- brother-in-law's house and asked to stay
there for the nite, but we were rejected. He was so mad and heart broken
because all the time he helped him, and just one nite his ex -
brother-in-law wouldn't allow it. I told him that lets just go fishing and
wait until the nexy morning, since we were getting the house already at 9 in
the morning. We went fishing by the river bottom but than it got cold and we
slept in the car by the water. I couldn't sleep because I felt so bad for
him, for everything he's doing and what he was going through was to be with
each other only.
I dont know anything about that
After the next few months, everything started to fall into place... even
though our house wasn't all the big, at least we weren't homeless anymore.
We were happy with our little house. We took his younger sister and
boyfriend in and things didn't work out and they moved out. That story I
will tell another time. Wang finally found bigger house in Yuba City. After
moving to Yuba City, we paid my paid my parents for the wedding. We now were
just waiting to eat.
the reason why it didnt work out was becuz PA was lazy and had my sister do everything. Also because my sister got mad at PA for not letting him come see his real family, US becuz he miss us. PA would always make Wang choose between his family and PA. If she really love him then she would let him go and respect what is important to Wang.
For two and a half years living in Yuba City, we were happy, we didn't have
any contact with his family. He got close to my family, he always said that
they were his family too. He was happy that he got a new family.
Wang did have contact with us. PA just didnt know it.
One day all of sudden, one of his guy friends said Why did he want to be tie
down at such a young age. there are many many fish out in the ocean, why did
he stop fishing. He started to think and changed after that. He met knew
people, and started to rethink everything, he said he was lost, because all
of his friends was single and out partying all the time and junk and all he
did was stayed home with me. He started to change into someone I didn't know
anymore. I know that he felt lost and he thought he was too young to settle
down, so he cheated on me.
Wang cheated on PA becuz he was done with her. And Wang wanted a family and PA kept on getting abortions. Thats why Wang often beat the living shit out of PA. Wang was always the outgoing type everyone knows it. It is in Wang jean to be outgoing just like the rest of his family.
After finding out, I couldn't handle it and left him. Even though I left
him, I couldn't stop thinking about him. I knew that who him became was no
the real him, for I know the real him for I've been living with him for 5
years and who he has become isn't him. I wanted to help him so much that I
went back to him... told him that I'm not going to stop him from doing what
he wants, because if it made him happy I'm happy because I loved him enough
to let him go.
No. Wang left PA and sent PA back home to her parents house and PA follow Wang to live in SAC. Wang was done with PA so he left PA and moved in with my mom and dad.
2 and a half months passed, and he finally realize that what he did was
wrong and came to me and said sorry. He found out how the other girl really
was and how she really was. He said that he was sorry that he let go the
best thing that happened to him and now he feels that he did't deserve me
anymore. Even through all the pain that he caused me, I never left his side,
I always supported him even though it was killing me. He said that he's so
sorry and don't know how he'll have forgive himself more how could I ever
forgive him. I was never mad to angry at him for doing what he did for I
knew that it wasn't him.
That is so Wang. He cheated on u when u first got together what makes u think he wouldnt do it again and again like he have been doing to u behind ur bak.
Yes I forgave him and we got back together... he asked me for a baby and I
said yes.. for I know that's what' he wanted more than anything in the
world. But first I had to go check up to make sure that everything was ok
before anything was to happen.
Wang did ask for a baby but PA didnt want to have kids so that why she had 3 abortions.
We were both so happy that we're finally gonna have a family of our own...
well atleast try to start anyhow.
Again PA didnt want to have kids and kept having abortions.
Three days after Valentine - he hugged me really hard and said that he loved
me so much and he hoped that I knew that. I said yes I know and why was he
saying that to me.. usually I'm the one who says it to him first why that
nite did he say that to me. That was the last word I ever got to hear from
him.. Shorty after 20 minutes of him sayin that to me, he was murdered for
no reason at all.
At the hospital, at first his family refuse to let me see him but at the end
I got to see him.. They wanted to pull the plug on him after two hours, and
they said that I was being selfish for letting him stay like that. Big drama
happened at the hospital and my cuzin had to take me home. I came right back
after an hour, and never left his side until his heart stopped beating. The
doctors didn't even try to help him, they just let him dy because his family
said not to help him if his heart stop for them not to. I couldn't handle
that it was happening to me and wang. We just finally got back out life and
now this.. I couldn't accept it... I kinda went into a crazy stage.
LIES!!! There was no way to help Wang. He was brain dead and was loosing too much blood. My dad was going to pull the plug the same night he got shot becuz he didnt want to see Wang suffer but my mom wouldnt allow it becuz Wang is my mom baby. Wang blood pressure was getting low and there was nothing the doctor can do anymore so Wangs heart stop beating. And PA was not at his side all the time. She often left.
The nite he passed away, I dreamt that he asked me to let him go and I said
no, for I couldn't. I still can't. Everyday for two weeks after he passed, I
dreamt about him every night. He'll come to me and hold me right tight and
said that he loves me and misses me. Just too bad in my dream I don't
realize that he's gone. On the 14th day after he passed I dreamt that we had
a kid and he was with it and he was happy. He was smiling. I still have
dream about Wang off and no after that but nothing with such impact as the
first two week.
About a month afterward, my brother got into a car accident and lmost
died... all my brother remember was seeing Wang and he want to following
him, but Wang said for my brother to go back and my brother turn around and
saw his friend dragging his body out of the car and he woke up. SO to me,
Wang saved my brother, for he's looking over my brother and I'm so greatful
for that.
After he passed away, his family tried to take everything away from me
because they said it was their son and they are entittle to it. I was too
tired to fight with them, so I let them. I wasn't stable enough to make any
kind of decesion for I was going crazy over the lost of him. The nightmare
still going on till this day. When will it end I ask myself everyday.
No PA came over to my moms house and stole all of Wangs shit. His clothes and shoes. Everything and my mom cry becuz she wanted PA to leave a shirt or pair of paint for my mom to remember Wang by. But PA took everything. And my family is entitle to all of Wangs belonging. Wang was living with my mom and dad DUH!!! Beside PA and Wang do not have a marriage license.
I know and I feel that Wang and I are meant to be, no matter how many life
time, I know that we're going to be together somehow. Jus that in this life
time, it was cut short. No matter what, I'm very grateful that I was able to
met him and fall in love with him and half way marry him. No matter what had
happend, I have no regret what so ever.
I just wanted to share my story with you all , so the story of me and my
love Wang will always be remember and to prove that true love does exist.
All I have to say is that always remember that tomorrow is not promise to
us, make today count. Like Wang always said " Live today as if there's no
tomorrow" and I hope that he did.
I only hope that he knows that he didn't leave this world unloved, for he
might of been just somebody to the world, but he was the world to me and I
loved and still love him with all my heart and soul, even if there's no more
me, I'll still love him. I have faith that I'll find him again someday, even
if it's not this life time, I'll never give up on him, for I know that we're
meant to be and we're soul mate, no matter what anyone says. I know I sound
kinda crazy to some of you but it's what makes me wake up every morning, the
thought that I'll see him again no matter how long it may be.
yeap... some parents should just let got of their kids and let them make
their own choice.
Parents will be parents!
I did think alot about committing sucide after my boyfriend/husband passed
away, but I know that he would not want that... no matter how hard it is to
live each day, I must live for the both of us... do what he wasn't able to
do and go places that he wasn't able to go... for he did give up everything
for me... and I should make him proud... and not make all his effort go to
waste...
I think PA should kill herself too becuz she is the reason why Wang DIED.
Life is too short guys... make everyday count and always tell the person
that you love.. that you love them everyday, every second because you'll
never know what will happen the next second. I'm just fortune enough that
our last words to each other was that we loved each other... and that will
stay with me forever...
