Warning: It's going to be LONG!
3 Months ago, I started my new job. And that's where I met this guy. And I liked him at first sight. But I already knew some stuff about him before I started working from my uncle cus he's the assisstant manager there. So yea. But anyways, he caught my attention on the first day. And eversince then til now, he's the only on that makes me really happy through out the whole day whether I had a good or bad day before going to work. At first we didnt really talk at all! When we walk past each other, we just smile at each other if we dont say hi.
IDK, i find it weird sometimes how, i always try to look at him when he's not paying attention, he always turns away when he sees me looking towards him. I do the same thing as well. Hehehe.
I've always wanna talk to him but i never had the guts to. When ever i like a guy, i get so shy and dont know how to approach them. Finally 2months later, he approach and came to talk to me!!! It's weird how he approach me tho. I was washing my hands at the big sink in front of the bathroom in my working department. Then i saw the men's room door open and it was him. My heart beats! I saw him look over too. But he just walk away. I try to eye him to see where he was going.LOL. He just stood a bit far from the side of me and then he just walk back towards me and started talking to me! IDK. It's just weird but we had a good fun laughing conversations tho! =P
My cousin was having a sweet 16th party. My uncle invited him to go. And i told him that he should go to and he said he'll stop by. After that day, we just started saying hi to each other more and we had another talk bout the party. He ask me if i was going. Which i didnt know why he ask me that. Duh, of course imma go. It's my cousin's party.LOL. But anyways, he said he'll stop by for a bit cus his friend was in town from iraq for the week. And he said his best friend said why is he gonna go to a sweet16 party for. His friend got kinda mad at him. This guy is an older guy that's why his friend got kinda mad at him for saying that he's gonna go to a sweet16th party. So since he told me that, i had doubts that he wont show up on the party night! But i was wrong!!!!!
I was so surprised and happy at the same time when i saw him walk in! He put his arms out for a hug!!!!!! I was planning on giving him a hug anyways but so happy that he did it first. Hehehe.
But you know what i find really weird tho? I introduce him to my girlfriends and guy friends, he got along with them just fine. Even with the girls and he's a shy guy! From what i saw since i met him at work. We barely talk. It took him two months to come and talk to me but he talk to my girlfriends just fine like that. My best friend told me that it's two different feelings. If he dont feel nothing towards the girl, it's ok to talk but if he feels something else, it's hard to talk to the girl. IDK. Im just confused.
I had a good time talking to him that night and we took a pic together! Hehehe. And dance a bit! He wasnt able to stay long cus his friends were waiting for him to hang out. Before he left, we hug each other and this hug was more longer and closer than the first one!
After that night, we started talking more at work. He would come by and talk to me when he gets a chance and not busy. Just talking and teasing and messing around with me! Hehe. Just a lil talk here and there before he leaves. He works first shift and im on second but i get to see him for at least 3 hours everyday! That was going on for about 2weeks. Til 2 weeks ago. We didnt talk much due to the busyness at work for the both of us. That made me think alot! Like why isnt he talking to me anymore and stuff like that. I think alot about that everyday cus i dont know what's going on in his mind. ANd during one of those days, i was working on my area and he was walking to idk where. There's this girl, she came in from the front department and he was walking past her and he play push her on the back right in front of me! and he knew i was there. I got so mad that i just wanna scream out so loud. Idk if he did that on purpose or not. But i was mad!
The week after my cousin's party i ask him for his number. FOr the first time ever i ask for a guy i like for his number! He seemed pretty excited too when i ask him. He gave it to me. I always get bored when im on break at work, so i would text him. I text him the day i got his number and they day after. The third day i didnt text him and i so thought that he wouldnt bother to text me or anything. But i was wrong, just about half an hour before i go home, he text me! I was so surprised!! he was just checking with me if i was still awake at work!LOL. He knows that i get so tired cus i go to school in the morning til noon and straight to work.
We had some days plan to hang out but it never seemed to work out. Our schedule didnt seem to fit somehow. Idk, at times, i feel like he's trying to avoid hanging out with me. My best friend tells me the same thing. IDK. I know and understand that he's got his friends too. But idk.
He makes me happy and always know how to put a smile on my face. I just wish i knew what he's thinking inside his mind. He's always teasing and being playful with me. This been going on for almost two months now. I just wish i knew. Im so confused. I really really really like him. The first guy that i've liked so much eversince my last relationship ended almost a year ago. He makes me feel different. He's different from other guys that i've met. Really he is. I really do like him alot and idk what to do. At times, i just wanna stop liking him but my heart is telling me i cant do that. I like him so much that it hurts so much at the same time cus idk what he's thinking. He's really confusing me. One day he's all talkative and the next day is just blah.....
I've told some of my friends of the way he be acting towards me and the girlfriends that i introduce him to, they all say that he may have some feelings for me but isnt ready to show it yet. I cant read him at all. For sure he knows how i feel about him. It's just so obvious! Why does he have to be so confusing!!!!
P.S. Thanks to those who took the time to read this freaking long blab of mines. Hehe
**Noy**
3 Months ago, I started my new job. And that's where I met this guy. And I liked him at first sight. But I already knew some stuff about him before I started working from my uncle cus he's the assisstant manager there. So yea. But anyways, he caught my attention on the first day. And eversince then til now, he's the only on that makes me really happy through out the whole day whether I had a good or bad day before going to work. At first we didnt really talk at all! When we walk past each other, we just smile at each other if we dont say hi.
IDK, i find it weird sometimes how, i always try to look at him when he's not paying attention, he always turns away when he sees me looking towards him. I do the same thing as well. Hehehe.
I've always wanna talk to him but i never had the guts to. When ever i like a guy, i get so shy and dont know how to approach them. Finally 2months later, he approach and came to talk to me!!! It's weird how he approach me tho. I was washing my hands at the big sink in front of the bathroom in my working department. Then i saw the men's room door open and it was him. My heart beats! I saw him look over too. But he just walk away. I try to eye him to see where he was going.LOL. He just stood a bit far from the side of me and then he just walk back towards me and started talking to me! IDK. It's just weird but we had a good fun laughing conversations tho! =P
My cousin was having a sweet 16th party. My uncle invited him to go. And i told him that he should go to and he said he'll stop by. After that day, we just started saying hi to each other more and we had another talk bout the party. He ask me if i was going. Which i didnt know why he ask me that. Duh, of course imma go. It's my cousin's party.LOL. But anyways, he said he'll stop by for a bit cus his friend was in town from iraq for the week. And he said his best friend said why is he gonna go to a sweet16 party for. His friend got kinda mad at him. This guy is an older guy that's why his friend got kinda mad at him for saying that he's gonna go to a sweet16th party. So since he told me that, i had doubts that he wont show up on the party night! But i was wrong!!!!!
I was so surprised and happy at the same time when i saw him walk in! He put his arms out for a hug!!!!!! I was planning on giving him a hug anyways but so happy that he did it first. Hehehe.
But you know what i find really weird tho? I introduce him to my girlfriends and guy friends, he got along with them just fine. Even with the girls and he's a shy guy! From what i saw since i met him at work. We barely talk. It took him two months to come and talk to me but he talk to my girlfriends just fine like that. My best friend told me that it's two different feelings. If he dont feel nothing towards the girl, it's ok to talk but if he feels something else, it's hard to talk to the girl. IDK. Im just confused.
I had a good time talking to him that night and we took a pic together! Hehehe. And dance a bit! He wasnt able to stay long cus his friends were waiting for him to hang out. Before he left, we hug each other and this hug was more longer and closer than the first one!
After that night, we started talking more at work. He would come by and talk to me when he gets a chance and not busy. Just talking and teasing and messing around with me! Hehe. Just a lil talk here and there before he leaves. He works first shift and im on second but i get to see him for at least 3 hours everyday! That was going on for about 2weeks. Til 2 weeks ago. We didnt talk much due to the busyness at work for the both of us. That made me think alot! Like why isnt he talking to me anymore and stuff like that. I think alot about that everyday cus i dont know what's going on in his mind. ANd during one of those days, i was working on my area and he was walking to idk where. There's this girl, she came in from the front department and he was walking past her and he play push her on the back right in front of me! and he knew i was there. I got so mad that i just wanna scream out so loud. Idk if he did that on purpose or not. But i was mad!
The week after my cousin's party i ask him for his number. FOr the first time ever i ask for a guy i like for his number! He seemed pretty excited too when i ask him. He gave it to me. I always get bored when im on break at work, so i would text him. I text him the day i got his number and they day after. The third day i didnt text him and i so thought that he wouldnt bother to text me or anything. But i was wrong, just about half an hour before i go home, he text me! I was so surprised!! he was just checking with me if i was still awake at work!LOL. He knows that i get so tired cus i go to school in the morning til noon and straight to work.
We had some days plan to hang out but it never seemed to work out. Our schedule didnt seem to fit somehow. Idk, at times, i feel like he's trying to avoid hanging out with me. My best friend tells me the same thing. IDK. I know and understand that he's got his friends too. But idk.
He makes me happy and always know how to put a smile on my face. I just wish i knew what he's thinking inside his mind. He's always teasing and being playful with me. This been going on for almost two months now. I just wish i knew. Im so confused. I really really really like him. The first guy that i've liked so much eversince my last relationship ended almost a year ago. He makes me feel different. He's different from other guys that i've met. Really he is. I really do like him alot and idk what to do. At times, i just wanna stop liking him but my heart is telling me i cant do that. I like him so much that it hurts so much at the same time cus idk what he's thinking. He's really confusing me. One day he's all talkative and the next day is just blah.....
I've told some of my friends of the way he be acting towards me and the girlfriends that i introduce him to, they all say that he may have some feelings for me but isnt ready to show it yet. I cant read him at all. For sure he knows how i feel about him. It's just so obvious! Why does he have to be so confusing!!!!
P.S. Thanks to those who took the time to read this freaking long blab of mines. Hehe
**Noy**
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