It actually took me longer than I thought to find my lost memory stick and which I did, but then again it went missing. And finally here is it my new update; there's nothing much to it but I'll be back shortly to update the next following chapter. Sorry for the long ass delay and try to enjoy this lame story of mine.
chinkywinky : OMG! Girl. I have not seen you for years. Was such a big fan of your stories; you should totally start writting again. Just love everything about it, but yeah thanks for the comment. I'll try to update as much as I can.
Chapter 8
“It’s really beautiful, honey” said Soriya as she hesitated. “Can we put it up then?”, “Of course, where do you want it to be at” she asked. “Up there” Arisoya pointed up to the wall above the fireplace. “I’ll tell Uncle Tin to put it up for you then okay”, Arisoya nodded with joy and continue to look at her creative drawing.
“Oh! My lord, what is that?”, “Auntie Nida” shouted Arisoya and jumped to hug her favorite auntie. “Oh! How much I miss you baby, have you been a good girl to mommy” Chanida asked her favorite sweet niece. Arisoya nodded, “Look auntie, you like my drawing. Mommy and we don’t have a family picture so I drew mommy, daddy and me”. “Oh! It’s beautiful baby Auntie like it a lot” Chanida complimented the work. Chanida turned to look at Soriya and saw her sorrowful face. “Baby, why don’t you go eat the ice creams that I bought for you, Mena already have it ready for you”. Arisoya obey and ran to the kitchen.
Chanida stood up once Arisoya was out of sight, “Are you okay?” Nida asked her. “Yeah” she answered. “Don’t think so much, I think she’s just at the stage where she wants to see or know her father look like”. “Not right now, it’s still too hard for me. I can’t accept him to walk into our life again after all what he did to us”. “What if he is a change man, will you be able to accept him?” Chanida asked Soriya. “He’ll always be the same, he will never change. I was stupid back then to get myself involve with him and never saw the true color of him”, soft tears start to slip down her cheeks. “I am sorry that I can’t have a dad figure for my baby, but I can’t let what happen in the past to be repeated again”, “Remember what I told you and remember what you told me, you say you won’t ever let a single tear fall from your eyes so wipe those tears and be strong. Be strong for you and your baby okay”.
Soriya nodded and wiped her tears. “What are you going to do about all these stuff?”, “I just cannot put it up, because of my selfishness. Everything will be over once I’m done with this project”. Chanida patted her back and continue to look at Arisoya drawing. “Will you ever let her know?”, “Someday, when I’m ready and I think it’s the right time for her to know”. “Will you just continue to make excuses, I think you should at least tell her something?”, “I have too”.
“Well don’t let her wait too long and let her down, because I do want her to know who’s her father” said Chanida. “I know, but like I say everything will be over and done once the project is done”, Chanida let out a sigh and nodded.
4 weeks have gone by so fast that finally her project was just getting started. Having to go through so much hardship and now here again she’s launching another big project. Never once did she ever thought of revenge or hurting people when she was alone, but once she saw his name on the list something just came up in her mind. Everything is just at the right pace that she wanted and had in mind. Not long then everything will start and everything will end once the project is over and done. She looked out at the beautiful view of the city in her office as many things run in her mind. Sometimes she thinks that there’s something there and sometimes will even have butterfly when he’s around. She don’t know what’s the she’s feeling or going through, but hopefully it won’t affect on what she will be getting started with. She quickly shook off the thoughts and went back to work.
“This will be the last meeting before we get everything started and have the event happen. I have chosen what Mr. Natawa here has got for us and I think that it had the best design and layout out of the others. I am positive that everybody has gotten everything set and already, because I know all of you will never let me down. The date is not exactly set since we are still waiting for everything to arrive and have it set at our event, but it’ll be known by the end of next week and get the invitations sends out. Everybody nodded and left the meeting.