For the next several days Soripa remain lifeless in bed, she only move to breast feed the infant and return him to the servant. The doctor was worry and suggests family member to do anything ...to make her happy. It not health if this depression stage continue, it like she give up all hope of living. She is weak already and this will only shut down her body system.
“ …something is bothering her…it not good . People had die because of this ..�
“…die ? …� ask Salapat
“ …die of a broken heart or go mental ..� said the doctor and left the room .
Sorina greet the doctor as he pass by and came into the library , “ Father , she not eating again . We have to do something ...�
“…what can we do? …�
“…she love Harit ..�
“ ..what ? how u know ? …�
“…she told me when she was screaming in pain ...�
“ ..Impossible! She reject the marriage angrily when I first approach her..�
“…father , time can change people . They were living together for months. You never notice how her eye lit up when Harit is around and when he was away for 2months...did you notice how sad she were? She love him …very much , father..�
“..but that bastard rape your cousin ! You think Soripa will accept a man like him ? A rapist ? ..�
“….you will have to ask her yourself but the servant that was torturing Harit , said the only word that came out of his mouth was Soripa and when I was holding Soripa ‘s hand that night , she keep whispering Harit name over and over till she black out after giving birth . They love each other father and very much …�
“…this is insane! It all my false, i shouldn’t force her to marriage. If I know the long effect will make Soripa suffer like this . …� he sigh. He fail as a father, cause of his own selfish need and in the process cause heartaches to his precious daughter.
“…I feel guilt. I want to tell her that Harit was thrown out of Artkapon not leave on his own like she thought ..�
“…don’t tell her. Let her think the worst of that bastard. Time will heal her …�
Time didn’t heal her heart as everyone expects it. Soripa grow weaker as days slip by and she no longer have the strength to breast feed. Everyday the servant bring in food tray into the room and left it on the table. When the servant returns to collect the tray, hardly any thing was touch. Everyone was worry and ask the doctor to inject vitamin into her blood stream but even with that doesn’t help the weight she was losing. Sorina will have to spoon feed her rice soup everyday and it break her heart when ever she see Soripa ‘s tear . That all she does, laid there in bed silently as tear wet her face. She no longer talk to anyone and slowly withdrawing herself away.
Raivee feel guilt but she afraid to tell the truth because everyone going to hate her . Once in a while she will peek though the door and a sense of remorse washes over her when ever she saw Soripa . Love is powerful. She thought by now her cousin will forget about her husband and care for her new born baby ….but she was wrong. Love isn’t easily forgot and move on. Memory will always be there. Raivee decided to leave Artkapon because if she stay any longer, the remorse feeling will take over her and make her confess the truth. So, it better off leaving to Europe and forget about this karma she created .