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Chapter 53
Yaya sat back in her car looking back at him as tears dropped her now pale cheeks. She wish not to leave like this or even to make this choice but everything has been done and dealt with she had to do it and if he really did care or even loved her for real this time he will go to her within the time given to him and if he does't she will leave just like her words she has spoken.
Rosy stood in front of him with open eyes, she could say no more than she could she had no right and for her to be here now was something he wish not to see or to even to see her here now.
"Rosy, you shouldn't be here." Nadech says shaking his head in disbelief.
"How long? Just how long are you going to ignore me?"
"I've told you I wish not to see you. I wish nothing to do with you. Don't you understand that." He watch her reaction.
"...and so you really love Yaya? If you loved her you should had gone after her, you should had done everything you can to make her stay with you here now and so why did she leave? So why did you not go stop her? Why?" Rosy looked at him but she remain calm about it.
"You!" He says digging his hands onto her arms tightly. "You......"
"Your not over me, you were never over me. I wish to stay by your side only is that so hard for me to do? Is that so hard for us?" She continued being calm about it and she sounded sad even.
"I'm....I wish to stay alone for now Rosy. I don't want to discuss this yet.....I need time to think and for you........stay if you want............... go if you want I'm not stopping you. Whatever." Nadech says giving her a push away and walked away from her. What was he going to do now? HE goes by and sits by the stool remembering the last night gone by just like that. Under the wonderful flames that grew hot, under his arms was Yaya in his warm embrace and he couldn't had miss her more. Or did he miss her at all? He starts to wonder about everything they've done, everything was so precious in memories of them. He goes by the fridge and takes out a bottle of wine he prepared for them later but there was no later for them anymore. He remember Yaya's wonderful sparkling eyes that stared at him when they first meet. How she clumsily dropped down into his arms and hang onto him. How she watch him from afar with the most daring beautiful smile ever. She was simple stunning and flawless and she accepted him for who he was, the only women to have not left him and she stayed beside of him no matter what came between them even when she tried to revenge him she still loved him more then himself. He drunk and whole gulp of wine and with a sadden expression his heart ached more than ever. This time was his time to decide to drop her or to go back to the women he thought he once loved and still do. She was his first love how can you not remember your very first of ever with?
Rosy sat down beside of him observing him.
He didn't care if she was watching him or not his mind stayed focus on Yaya only and he really needed to clear his thoughts. Did he love her? For once maybe it was time to really be serous and think about how much he knows and love the only women who never forgot him and he too never forgot her but he was also lacking in many ways to longing for Rosy.
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Yaya soon stop driving the tread just simple didn't stop and until she was done crying she had to go back. To see him to see him she had too before she regrets it to see if he and Rosy did really love each other to see if his love was as strong as her, she had too. And so Yaya drove back to the cabin wishing not to see anything else but them talking.
But when she arrived it was dark and she came came out of the car once again and saw through the window. Rosy sat up and stood on her feet walking towards him and gave him a hug, Yaya had hope there was nothing more and when she simply sigh feeling a bit at ease going back to her car and she wanted to drive off again she looked back at them and a kiss was made upon their lips.
She looked away immediately maybe she was in a whole different world now. Was her eyes deceiving her? Was her mind playing tricks on her? But she realize she was in reality and everything was happening for real now and she left once again with a huge pain of heart aches. Maybe he wasn't as faithful as she would had thought. But if she just had stayed a little longer than maybe she would had known the rest of it.
Nadech push Rosy away and took another big gulp of wine into his mouth.
"No, no....no Rosy we can't I can't. I'm married."
"yes, but she left you today didn't she."
"No, your just trying to confuse me now. If your going to do this then leave....really just leave Rosy but if you want to talk things out I don't mind you staying."
"Alright then, I'll stay and we will chat later than. But......"
"Then leave me alone for now. Go upstairs or something do something and don't mess with me." He says harshly and continues to drink the bottle of wine until he soon got out a huge bottle of liquor. Was he just planning to drink the whole night away? He was out of his minds, oh how he wish things weren't so complicated to deal with.
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"Kate....I don't know. When did this happen I thought they went on their honeymoon did they not?" Phrachai asks her. "
"They did but Yaya just called me and says she's coming over to stay with me for a while...she didn't sound to well."
"I will come over there now then."
"No don't, Yaya specifically said not to have you come or for me to tell you but i had to."
"Kate."
"No. Just don't come you know she needs a girl time and the last thing she needs is a guy here with her." Kate says proving a point of here own.
"Alright then I won't come but tell me what happen after Yaya is done settling down alright."
"Alright." Kate says and shuts her cell down. Hours later a knock came upon Kate's door and she suddenly awakens waiting for Yaya.
"Your here, come in." Kate invites her. Yaya looks pale but she she doesn't look bright either more of depress like any other broken relationship would be.
"What happen?"
"I had to let him go...let him decide rather he wanted to continued with me or Rosy."
"Why did you do that?"
"You know he still kept in contact with Rosy. It made me realize if he doesn't ever let her go both our lives he will still love her and I don't want that. I don't want him having feelings or loving another when he is with me. I'm not willing to share a half heart love with anyone who is unable to decide."
"He doesn't love Rosy anymore."
"Does he?" Yaya says looking at her. "I've been saying that to myself every sense we meet again and today he totally ignore the situation. He's unwilling to talk to her, unwilling to tell her to back off and I just couldn't deal with it."
"What happens now?"
"I will be leaving if he doesn't come after a week and I will be leaving forever."
"Forever."
"What ever happens now happens. I'm willing to go through it." Yaya says and sits there quietly memories of them passes her thoughts. She couldn't keep everything inside and there its stars a new fresh of tears.
"Yaya, don't cry na. I know how you feel. Maybe you should get some rest and well talk about this again in the morning its getting really late." Kate says and Yaya stands up for a moment and watches herself walk away until she humbly almost falls.
"Whoa, Yaya are you alright?" Kate says helping her before she falls.
"I'm fine don't worry Kate." Yaya says pushing her hands away and walks on her own and before she knows it her body falls against the wall gently and drops down onto the floor helplessly tired.
"Yaya!" Kate says dropping beside of her, she was having a fever, she must had gotten it for staying int he cold for too long. And for her long depression it wasn't good for her body to take. Somehow hours pass and nothing yet her body temperature became higher and higher until Kate had to call for a doctor to come.
"So how is she?"
"She is fine now, nothing to worry about her body is very tiring she needs to rest alot and for right at the moment please don't have the person be too depress try to have her smile more, to relax and you now other stuff."
"Well is there anything wrong with her now. I mean is there anything i should now?"
"Well congrats on the young lady she is pregnant so she needs all the rest she can have. Have her eat healthy also and be sure to have her exercise often."
