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Friday, Oct 24, 14
You're The Only One |
Keylargo FF2 | Part 3 End | NOSTALGIA |
It was busy period in the office. A few ongoing sales negotiations and a big conference in town. All the senior executives, Mr Kugimiya Sr and Nadech included, were out of the office for the past few days for these meetings. Yaya got to see Nadech much later at night after the nightly official entertainments. He complained of tiredness. Lucky for him Yaya was so good in providing tlc so he felt rested and relaxed. Just a couple more days his schedule would be back to normal.
Yaya stayed in the office, hard at work catching up. She was busy, did not leave office for breaks but worked through, having brought lunch from home, lovingly prepared by Mrs Kugimiya.
"Just so you know, troll, your engagement means nothing to Nadech or I. Its all a fake arrangement, Nadech doesn't love you, its me he wants, in every way. Get that in your head !" Tesa hissed loudly.
Yaya was taken aback with her entrance to the office then she remembered it was lunch break, most had gone for lunch.
"Do what do I owe this unwelcome visit ? Barging in to my office is uncouth." She retorted, angry with her unannounced visit. She did not ever want to face this crazy woman.
"I came in this opportune time knowing everybody is out to deliver a message to you. Wake up, no one touches or takes Nadech from me, remember that in your little dummy head, retard !" Half screaming she yelled at her, losing her cool.
"Tell that to him, I can't be bothered with what you said. Nadech loves me with all his heart." She countered, fuming mad at Tesa's claims.
"Really, I don't think so, troll. Haha....haha, did you know we dated then he left for New York while I stayed and waited for his return and now we are back together again, I bet you don't know, loser !"
A little surprise, she would not let this vile woman know the revelation upset her.
"Well, who is the loser indeed, I am the owner of his heart, I am wearing his ring, look." She flashed it in front of Tesa, causing her to throw such an ugly tantrum.
"Watch out." She screamed, "I will break you up and take back what's mine, just you see." She stormed out, slammed the door so hard.
Yaya was dazed by Tesa's spilling. Nadech never talked about his past nor indicated or shown any interest in Tesa. It was always Tesa's profess. Heart beating fast, she was worried if it was true. She trusted Nadech explicitly, it was Tesa she feared. Bothered she was.
Nadech was home early. He missed Yaya and whitelied about having a tummy discomfort and needing time to rest at home.
Entering his room he found her on bed arms on her forehead. Alarmed he reached for her.
"Hi, baby, I am back. Are you feeling alright ?" He was surprised to see piteous looks on her eyes not her usual joy in greeting him.
"What's wrong, are you unwell, are you in pain ? Tell me." He touched her forehead to check. Confused he looked into her eyes for answers, her eyes revealed all emotions.
Automatically she got up and hugged him hard, slow sad tears on hold, she did not want to show, but fears of what Tesa said rushed to her. She was so glad he was back. Just being in his arms, smelling his familiar citrus scent she was comforted, especially his so concerned attitude to her.
"I miss you, Nadech." A little red eyes she looked at him.
"I miss you too, doll, that's why I excused from tonight's entertainment. Why are you teary ? I don't like seeing you like this, it frightens me." He wiped her tears and kissed her, she responded in force.
"Hey, hey, I love your welcome but I want to know what's bugging you." He asked gently, concern edged on his face, holding her in his arms.
She forced herself, "Sorry, I was thinking how perfect you are. You have everything, looks, intelligence, good background. I am not sure if I am good enough for you, Nadech. That got me into a mushy emo." Wistfully she told him. Though she tried to brighten up tears threatened. She couldn't tell him about Tesa's visit.
"Stop, Yaya." Holding her chin gently, he forced her to look into his eyes. "You're the only one I want, the only one I love, I need in my life. Don't ever doubt it, baby." He was sincere and serious uttering those words to her. Seeing her like this afflicted him, he never wanted to see her blue.
That earned another kiss from Yaya. She pulled him, held him on his neck and kissed him with much passion, they were both breathless when they took a breather.
"I am crazy in love with you, baby. If I had my way yesterday wouldn't be too soon to marry you. Can we set a date for our wedding, please? I want babies with you." He gauged her interest which was written all over her face.
What Yaya did next surprise him, he was sure something was bothering her though she refused to speak out.
"I love you, I never want to leave you, ever. Love me please,.....Nadech." She pleaded softly, looked at him in dismal.
He stopped and looked at her, eyes scared and full of wants, needy she was, she was never this way. He kissed her, they helped removed each's clothings. Their lovemaking was consuming and exquisite. On and on they loved till their needs were fulfilled, completing them to exhaustion.
"Don't ever think of leaving me, baby, we belong together. I love you, Yaya." He demanded, she smiled with joy, loving his absolute love.
"Yes, Nadech, my love, you are my eternal love." She whispered to him, caressing his soft hair, hugging him to sleep.
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The last day of the meeting was held at AP office. Nadech was so glad Tesa was not around. He did not want to bump into her with her nonsensical illusion that they were still a couple, always threatening or harming Yaya. He just did not have any feelings for her, not even a friendly one. He couldn't wait for the meeting to end and leave as soon as possible for an early evening with Yaya.
"Nadech, you go ahead and leave now in case your mom and Yaya are back. She may feel unwell after the check-up, will be good to have you around. Though they may not be back in an hour or so due to traffic." His dad told him during the break.
Wow, that's wonderful news, music to her ears, as Tesa eavesdropped on the way rushing to meet Nadech. Knowing he would not give her a lift she intended to follow him to his house and create a scene to shake his precious troll to leave. She smiled wickedly with satisfaction.
Moving fast he entered his house in the hope of seeing his mom and Yaya, hoping she would be fine after the check-up and longing to kiss his doll. He was appreciative of Yaya for volunteering to accompany his mom knowing his dad and him would be busy attending meetings. He smiled with love at her insistence.
"Are you smiling because I am here ? Don't deny, I saw that happy smile in my office, I know you're waiting for this opportunity for us to be together, to be intimate. I love the thought and you can jolly forget about that idiot troll." Tesa purred seductively, sexy smile on her face. Her usual attire of tight fitting dress showing too much flesh.
Shocked that she was at his house, Nadech recovered and told her off sternly.
"What are you doing here, leave now, you are not welcome at all." He demanded.
"Not so fast, lover boy, not till your idiot see us together like this." She crushed her body to his very unwilling one.
Reaching to remove her, Nadech tried to pull her away but she was stubborn and held on.
"No need to try. Anyway, I have done injury to that stupid girl yesterday. You'll be pleased to know I told her you and I are back together, she is just a fake arrangement, that we dated and are continuing now. I love to see the pain in her." She laughed loudly.
Now he knew Yaya's emotional state yesterday. This evil witch planted false picture to her, no wonder she was upset. He hated Tesa like poison. He was so glad their association was so brief and at a age where thoughts and maturity were zero, just a passing fancy that disappeared. It was definitely how he saw her, out of sight out of mind.
"Get that stupid thought out of your mind, Tesa. You don't mean a thing to me, not even when we were dating so briefly. Our fathers association drew us together but that's all it means nothing, especially now. I have never held any interest in you. Get lost and out of me, out of my house now." He shouted, really angry with this sick woman.
"Careful, mommy, watch the steps, you may still feel wozzy." Yaya gently held on Mrs Kugimiya.
"Thank you, honey, you are so sweet to accompany me. I feel fine with you beside me. You give the best tender care. Mommy wants to know when you will be setting the wedding date. Daddy and I are looking forward to grandchildren." She smiled gaily at her. Yaya gave her a shy smile.
"Soon, mommy, I love Nadech very much."
"That I can see, even daddy, and we are very happy. Thank you for loving Nadech."
They heard loud commotion. They walked to the stairs to bring Mrs Kugimiya to her room. What they saw in the living room stupefied them. Yaya was shaking with disbelief yet all proofs were there. Mrs Kugimiya was so angry. She was not having it. She screamed for her helpers.
Nadech was struggling with Tesa to rid of her hold on him but it did looked like they were launching at each other and having fun. He desperately pushing her away, she taking every chance to stick to him, flirting, touching him, hands on his neck, trying for intimacy, smiling seductively and reaching for a kiss. When Nadech moved and saw Yaya, he was shocked, apologetic. Stunned and numb she just stared, recalling Tesa's claims. Nadech's return stare and reaching out to her snapped her out of her zombie zone and ran as fast as she could, crying, hurting so bad. She couldn't bear the pain, if they were still in love, she should make it easy for them and exit graciously, forget about her love.
She ran fast and for long, crying loudly to the late evening night. That was it, her lost love. She did not want to believe but all was played for her to view. She prayed for strength, at that moment she did not know where to go, not to the Kugimiya's residence, back to her own house it should be. She was sorry to leave Mrs Kugimiya at the stairs, she just had to leave, was too painful to stay and watch Nadech and Tesa.
Finally managing to throw Tesa out of him, he addressed his mom.
"Mom, don't believe what you see. Tesa is a mad woman, trying to destroy Yaya and my love. Where is she, mom ?" He screamed furiously, fright and anxiety attacking him, causing a sharp pain on his chest. He kicked himself for not mentioning Tesa to Yaya, causing this huge misunderstanding. It was because Tesa had no significance in his life that was why he never thought about it.
"You have a lot of explaining to do, Nadech. I don't know where Yaya is, she ran out of the house. Go look for her, it is late. As for you hag, leave now or it will be the police coming to get you." She yelled at Tesa.
Nadech ran to his car, trying desperately to look for Yaya but not before evil Tesa sat on passenger's seat.
"Get lost, I hate you, Tesa. Leave now." He blasted but to no avail.
"I'll help you look out for your troll while you drive." She lied.
Not wanting to waste any time Nadech started driving. As quick as lightning he drove, not caring the extreme speed. He was so enraged with Tesa. He thought of Yaya and was worried, she was hurt. He needed to get to her and explain fast.
Tesa kept on harping all negativities on Yaya, how she would still hold on to Nadech, refusing to let go. He being the only son and would be immensely wealthy when he eventually took over the company and was the main reason she wanted him.
Asking her to shut up and go to hell, he would never forgive what she did. Her continuous dwell drove him crazy, he asked her to get out of the car. That did not sit well with her, she started screaming and held on the steering wheel, turning every way, causing confusion and more stress to Nadech as he still did not see Yaya anywhere nearby when they were quite a distance from the house. Looking out of the window he thought he saw a glimpse of her so grateful he was. Tesa watching him tried once again, she refused for him to find Yaya, steered the car wildly and crashed on the trees. They were trapped. Screaming loudly she got herself out safely. Nadech was trapped and unconscious. She did not know what to do.
Yaya suddenly heard a loud crash. She turned back to check and was shocked to see Nadech's car spinning crazily and hit the trees. Frightened and shock out of her wits she quickly ran back to help Nadech. Tesa out of the car was lucky and unharmed. Not a single hair was hurt. She blamed it on Yaya, told her Nadech was chasing after her and left it to her to save him, making a quick exit out of an emergency situation. Crying and shouting for Nadech to keep alert until help came, she quickly dialled for an ambulance and tried to help him get out of the car. She managed to drag him out by his clothes above the shoulders. Fortunately rescue arrived fast. Her fears and tears were non-stop seeing her love unconscious.
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At the hospital, the doctors informed he suffered concussion that resulted in temporary loss of normal brain function. His handsome face was unmarred saved for a cut on his forehead. The doctors confirmed his body was intact, no injuries but would require physiotherapy to work the weakened muscles. It was a miracle.
The rarity of the diagnosis had Yaya glad, her parents' accident reminded her to be grateful. She vowed she would do all in her power to ensure Nadech's recovery. She could not help but felt so guilty over the whole incident, as though was her fault. Should have waited for him to explain. She was a softie where Nadech was concerned.
Mr and Mrs Kugimiya, they were very kind, they understood the whole situation after hearing Yaya's account. Mrs Kugimiya witnessed the incident. Yaya knelt and asked for forgiveness. She promised she would dedicate her time in nursing Nadech back to health. They knew their son was partly to be blamed, not forgoing ties with Tesa completely. Mad with Natt's daughter they were. They were very glad Yaya would stayed and take care of him during this stressful recovery period.
"Mommy, I am so sorry to cause Nadech's accident." Yaya cried sadly, asking for forgiveness
"Honey, it wasn't your fault, it was Tesa's fault. I was there with you. Don't blame yourself. Let's concentrate in nursing Nadech. Before Nadech ran after you, when he managed to get that hag off him, he told me that she was a mad woman out to destroy his and your love for each other. I want you to know Nadech truly loves you. Can mommy ask you for help, Yaya ? Stay and help Nadech to get well." She sobbed while asking.
"I will do my best, mommy. Thank you for trusting me and being fair in the whole situation." She hugged Mrs Kugimiya, thankful for her understanding and kindness. The more she would help Nadech get well.
After staying three weeks in the hospital it was time to bring Nadech home to convalescence. For that Yaya attended a caregivers' course, she was ready to take care of Nadech fully at home.
They discussed the best home facilities for Nadech. Yaya suggested converting a spare room on the ground floor for ease of moment for him but his mom insisted that he should sleep in his room for familiarity. She didn't think there should be major changes in their routine, as little as possible. Yaya to continue sleeping in Nadech's room for convenience and night care especially.
It was wonderful having Nadech home despite his condition. She missed him so much. Sleeping close to him, holding his hand while sleeping Yaya felt connected. She talked to him, apologized and promised that she would take care of him till recovery. Often she would caressed his face and hair tenderly. She prayed and hoped he would wakened soon.
Everyday she woked early, got herself ready. Then she would attend to him. Took care of his personal care and hygiene. She ensured he changed to clean clothes, combed his hair and looked fresh and nice. Though unconscious he still looked handsome with her dedicated care, as though he was sleeping. It was tiring but she tendered with love.
In the afternoon she would talked to him, relating sweet moments of theirs in the hope of recognition, followed by light massage to avoid numbness or clot.
In the evening she would freshen him up, changed to clean pajamas before calling it a night. Some massage to ensure he was comfortable. Without fail she would sweet talk to him and a night kiss.
His physiotherapy session would only commence when he was conscious.
These daily home routines went on for the past two weeks. Though exhausting Yaya was getting a hang, she did not mind, she only wished and hoped Nadech would wakened and slowly remember his life.
"Ouch, ouch," his head hurt so much, so much he did not want to wake up. All he knew was a pair of gentlest hands holding his hand and massaging for circulation. And how awesomely heavenly it felt to succumb to the light as feather touches, so comfortable, feeling love and tlc being transmitted to him. He must be lucky to be accorded such a caring nurse, the same one, he remembered the tender touches and wiping. Tears drop fell onto his face. He wondered what was going on. He continued sleeping to avoid the massive headache.
A couple more days later, Yaya performed her usual night duties, she leaned lower to kiss good night when suddenly Nadech moved and opened his eyes, tentatively because of the lights, they hurt him. He stared slowly around, unfamiliarity hit him. He looked troubled and a little in pain. Yaya was shocked, unable to believe Nadech was finally back. She called out his name in joy, kissed him on his lips, tears flowing uncontrollably onto his pajamas top.
Slowly he opened his eyes. He was greeted by the most beautiful hazel eyes. His heart stopped a bit admiring this angel who was supposed to be his caregiver, nurse ? She had the saddest eyes, so forlorn she looked but so stunning, such a poised beauty, though at the moment she was crying. Even still suffering some headache he felt the ache lessened just looking at her.
"Na..dech, you're awakened ! I am so happy, I miss you....so much." She half sobbed, spoke incoherently, linked her hand to his, smiled, cried, touching his forehead tenderly with so much love, kissed him on the lips again.
"Who......are.....you.....?" He attempted slowly. What she said was Greek to him, too much all at once and with her crying, smiling, holding his hand, kissing him, he was confused.
That had Yaya back to reality and sniffing more. In her excitement she forgot Nadech's condition. When she realised, she wiped her tears.
"I am Yaya, your fia..."
"My head....hurts...so much." He closed his eyes in pain.
Quickly Yaya went to get medicines for him.Doctors informed that only when conscious could medication be given. She tended to him carefully, afraid to cause hurt, fed medications to him by lifting him slowly, resting his head on her chest and holding him for support. Though his head was pounding her gentle care made him less swimmy, he felt comfortable and enjoyed her tenderness. Too tired and weak after the ordeal he collapsed onto her.
His parents were so glad he was finally conscious, small progress was better than none at all. Mrs Kugimiya encouraged Yaya, she knew it would be emotional to see Nadech awake but unable to perform his normal activities, not remembering her, lots of things. She asked for her patience in caring for him.
The next day while changing his clothes to clean ones Nadech woke. He caught a look at Yaya while she was busy, using all her efforts to support him in the process. Oh, really this beautiful angel was still here, taking care of him? He admired her beauty, she looked like someone he knew, someone who loved and gave him so much happiness but that was it, the memory ended there, he had no further vision or strength to think hard, his head hurt if he did.
"May I.....have......some....cold drinks.....thirsty." He asked hoarsely and slowly.
Because she was busy concentrating on her task she did not realise his wakened state. She was so surprised, she looked at him and gave the most dazzling smile to reflect her happiness in seeing him conscious.
"Hi, Nadech, sorry....I did not notice you are up, I am so glad.....and happy you are back. Sure, I'll go get it straight away, hold on a minute." She stumbled over her words, very cute she was, gave the purest smile of love that stirred him. He was curious to know who she was.
Back with the glass of icy lemon water, she helped him up and rested him on her chest and carefully directed him to sip from the straw. It tasted delicious, the correct temperature and the added lemon to zest him up. He recalled it was something he was familiar with, he used to drink this all the time.
"Thank you."
"How do you feel, Nadech ? We are all waiting for you to come back. I am so glad." She reached for his hand and held dearly. Couldn't help with some tears, it was too emotional after five weeks not communicating with him.
"Why are you crying, I am just your patient, right ? You called me Nadech, that's my name?" He asked slowly.
"Oh, yes, Nadech is your name. This is your room. You were discharged from the hospital two weeks ago and I am taking full care of you at home." She volunteered the information.
"What is your name ?" He stared right into her eyes. She truly was very beautiful and feminine. So composed but a lot of sadness hidden in her eyes.
"I am Yaya. I am taking care of you, I want to make sure you get well totally, remember your past. You'll have to follow my instructions for that." She smiled.
She told him about the accident omitting all parts of Tesa, her running out of his house, just the accident in order not to stress him. She did not attempt to let him know she was his fiancee, just hoping he would remember soon.
"As long as you are taking care of me, I'll listen. You're so gentle." He gave a slight smile. He felt safe with her. She was the only person he knew and he was fine with that.
They got into a daily routine with all the basics. Each time she tended to him she was careful not to hurt him, shyness was far from her thoughts, she just wanted to ensure she handled him with best care and efficiency. So far she did a great job. When alone she broke down. Hurt her so much to see him in this condition, still weak but small improvement. Nevertheless, she knew putting a strong and positive front would help in his recuperating.
It was a week since Nadech regained consciousness. Each day he got stronger with careful nutritional diet and on alternate days she helped in physiotherapy sessions with arranged house call visits by therapists. Soon he started getting up to walk slowly with the aid of crutches, Yaya helped him.
His parents visited. Though Nadech did not recognize them they were grateful to see him up and making small moves. They credited Yaya in helping in Nadech's progress. Never failed to emphasize her role in his recovery.
They got into a comfortable zone. He was able to join his parents for meals but it was not often, he requested for meals alone in his room terrace, he preferred Yaya feeding him. She was very happy to indulge.
Meal time was a favourite time of his. Yaya fed him, occasionally asked him to feed himself, to gain strength. He would take the opportunity to ask questions, she obliged, often censoring unnecessary details. It was also a time for him to admire her. Ever gentle and totally devoted she made him longed for her attention all day long. He loved to look at her, the expression from her eyes told a lot, she did not know how to hide. Her beauty self was a pleasure for him to appreciate, he always felt loved by her.
Mood swings came hand in hand with concussion. His were challenging. Hot and cold moods especially when Yaya was not around when he woke. He was demanding, threw tantrums and shouted when she was not around or fast to respond to him. Maybe due to fears and not wanting to be alone. He felt like a tormentor whenever he was in such bad moods. He knew Yaya had the best interests for him yet could not control his temper, he tried to tone down but sometimes it was beyond him.
She on the other hand understood what he was going through, took it in good stride by showering him with extra affection. She was able to overcome his shortcomings simply because she loved him. She was his comfort balm and he was grateful she was always there for him. He could not imagine not having her around, most likely the will to get well would be discouraged.
One evening, after changing to pajamas, he asked Yaya to stay and company him. He was sufficiently well not needing to take medications. Too alert to retire for the night.
"With you I feel calm. Can you sit with me for a while, just hold my hands, I'll feel much better and be able to sleep well without medication tonight." He asked unabashed.
"Sure, if it makes you feel better." Yaya smiled, liking his request.
Leaning on the soft comfortable bed headboard, Yaya joined him, careful in her movements not to hurt him. He was stronger than she thought. He linked his hand to hers, leaned his head on hers comfortably.
"Can you tell me about myself, do I have any siblings ? I know my parents, they visit often, I am waiting for the day to call them with remembrance. Where do I work and what sort of job ? Do I have a girlfriend ?"
It was a friendly comfortable conversation, Yaya tried to fill as much information as possible. Half way through he fell asleep. She placed his head comfortably on the pillow.
Glad to see him sleeping peacefully. Getting herself ready, she joined him shortly in his enormous bed. Very soon she fell asleep out of tireness. She always sleep facing Nadech, her hand on his chest.
Since he did not need medication that night he slept lightly, was surprised to find Yaya. He never knew she slept beside him. In sleep she was so young and cute. For once he got to see her beautiful hair spread silkily, some over his shoulders. Everyday her hair was bunned up. Running his hand through her silky hair he admired her for being so kind, so patient, tolerant to his demands, bullies. He couldn't help with his mood swings, they came with no warning, especially when she was not around to give in to him or pacify him. He owed a lot to her, with her he wanted to make improvements, get well fast. In a way she was his inspiration. He hoped she would stay for a long time to take care of him. He liked her a lot. Elated that she was with him he dozed again, holding her hand, loving the feeling of serene calm she gave him. And he would pretend he was not aware she shared the same bed with him.
Yaya planned on new task for him by walking down the stairs. She helped him to go down the stairs without aid, just holding the banister and her for support. Though tiring he managed, almost collapsing at the end of the stairs, beads of sweat on his forehead. He was satisfied with the progress.
"Thank you, Yaya, without you I don't think I can do it." Giving her electrifying stare which he held on for a long loving minute, she was startled, gazed back at him with desire. Being so close to her, holding her for support, he recognized her scent and loved it. "You smell delicious. Is it mandarins and flowers? I remember this scent. It brings sweet and nice feelings but with whom I can't remember. I like it a lot." He told her when she was helping him get up, admiring her, everything about her he adored.
Affected, Yaya looked downcast and tried to laugh it off.
"Yes, it is. I am sure you will remember one day." She offered sadly.
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Close Your Eyes
Michael Buble
Close your eyes
Let me tell you all the reasons why
Think you're one of a kind.
Here's to you
The one that always pulls us through
Always do what you gotta do
You're one of a kind
Thank God you're mine.
You're an angel dressed in armor
You're the fair in every fight
You're my life and my safe harbor
Where the sun sets every night
And if my love is blind
I don't want to see the light.
It's your beauty that betrays you
Your smile gives you away.
Cause you're made of strength and mercy
And my soul is yours to save
I know this much is true
When my world was dark and blue
I know the only one who rescued me was you
Close your eyes
Let me tell you all the reasons why
You're never gonna to have to cry
Because you're one of a kind
Yeah, here's to you
The one that always pulls us through
You always do what you gotta do baby
Because you're one of a kind.
When your love pours down on me
I know I'm finally free
So I tell you gratefully
Every single beat in my heart is yours to keep
So close your eyes
Let me tell you all the reasons why babe
You're never going to have to cry baby
Because you're one of a kind
Yeah, here's to you
You're the one that always pulls us through
You always do what you got to do babe
'Cause you're one of a kind.
You're the reason why I'm breathing.
With a little look my way
You're the reason that I'm feeling
It's finally safe to stay!
Lyrics | A-Z Lyrics
Songwriters | Michael Buble and others
credit as tagged
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"Why did you take so long, Yaya, I have been waiting for you !" He was throwing a tantrum, when she entered the room. When she was not around he suffered anxiety attack. He wanted her with him at every moment. He had grown so dependent on her.
"Sorry, Nadech, I had to take the call from the office. They have some questions, I have not been to the office for a while, just staying here to look after you." She explained, a little wary of his outburst which sometimes resulted in him being harsh on her. Still she stayed calm.
He felt better with her explanation, reached for her hands.
"I am sorry for my bad temper. Don't leave me alone for long, I am afraid of so many things when you are not around." He apologised.
He held her hand and noticed her engagement ring which she happened to wear because she missed Nadech and their dreamy engagement. The ring reminded her of their beautiful time and how much Nadech loved her.
"This is an engagement ring, are you engaged?" He looked crestfallen, he liked her a lot and did not wish to share her with others.
"I am, Nadech, to the most amazing man. I love him so much. He is so handsome, very kind and considerate, goofy most of the times, makes me laugh, cares for me and he loves me very much." She smiled when describing.
"I don't want to hear about it. He sure is a lucky guy, unlike me." He snapped, touchy and testy at the same time. "How do you see him if you are taking care of me full time." He asked and wished for an answer that indicated he was her priority although having a fiance surely was more important.
"I see him every day and love him even more." Tears threatened, she removed his hand and pretended to be occupied, walked to the bathroom to take his cleaning aids for refreshed.
"Tomorrow we will start to walk around the garden for fresh air, are you game ?" She switched focus.
"As long as you are leading me I am willing to try but I can't promise to be good. I know I will go to black mood with my inabilities. Vaguely I remember I used to be active, a little funny and there was this beautiful lady who made me very happy, fulfilled but I can't picture her, seems a very long time ago. You are a little like her, your behaviour, very loving and gentle." He complained with bad grace.
Yaya's heart nearly dropped with his confessions. Quite a progress from him. Though still unable to recall she was encouraged, time was on their side in his healing process. She would be patient.
As it turned out his muscles strengthened, he managed the stairs without help, he was able to walk to and from the garden too, slowly. Yaya warned to stay away from the sun. Physically he was fine, just slower in moments compared to his old self. It was his memory that still lacked, not much progress there.
Yaya told him she had to go to the office on the request of Mr Kugimiya Sr to get some important work sorted. It would probably take half a day. He was reluctant, sulking, did not want her to go but had no choice.
He suffered a blue funk due to the accident, and these days especially when Yaya was not around, frustrated him so much. He wished he was stronger and could get closer to her, ran and chased after her, made her happy, made himself happy too. He knew she was a fun and lovable girl. There was something appealing about her. Felt he knew her, she was familiar. He really liked her a lot. A little message was indicating in his mind that there was someone special in his life, he could only picture Yaya as that someone special.
He tried hard to recall his past. He remembered sweet and lovely moments with this beautiful lady, she tlced for him to the max. Further thoughts or just trying to picture her looks drew a blank in his mind. He remembered too some nasty characters but null and void his mind was when he tried to remember the incidents.
He was waiting impatiently for her return in the garden. Suddenly he heard the car, she must be back, a little smile on his face, looking forward to see her.
It was a totally different woman who walked towards him. Complicated and hussy she looked with her style of dressing, definitely not his cup of tea nor someone he wished to be associated with.
"Hi, Nadech, I am so glad to see you well. I miss you." She reached him, gave him a thorough kiss and hugged him.
He pushed her away, disgusted by her. "Who are you ?" He yelled at her.
"I am Tesa, your girlfriend. We love so much." She flirted with her eyes and smile.
Nadech did not believe. He knew his choice of girlfriend was not poor, nothing like her. Her trashy style and behaviour gave him the creeps. Where was Yaya, why wasn't she back, help him to identify this woman.
Tesa tried further to engage him with more kisses, he struggled and was mad.
At the driveway a car stopped. Out came Yaya looking worried for coming back late. The meeting was extended. Mr Natt and Sam were at the meeting, Sam offered a lift back.
"Yaya, you know I like you a lot and now Nadech is in this condition, I am waiting for you." Sam told her boldly.
She was insulted. "Please be considerate. Nadech has a temporary memory loss, he is getting better every day and I am waiting for him to get well, no matter how long it takes, because I love him with all my heart." She snapped at him, angry with his lack of respect and courtesy.
"Just so you know of my intentions." He reached to give a kiss on her cheek. She moved away so fast and left without bothering to answer.
Nadech saw. Who was that guy, her fiance ? He looked quite good. Jealously was with him. He shouted for Yaya to come over.
"Who is she, Yaya ? I can't stand her, get her away from me." He half screamed, pointing at Tesa.
"Oh, we meet again, troll. Back from a rendezvous with your lover ?" Tesa laughed, held on to Nadech's arm, wicked smile in place.
Surprise caught on Nadech. He desperately hope it wasn't the case.
Yaya was astounded to see Tesa. She got the guts to come over when it was she who caused the accident.
"She is your hired maid, Nadech, she probably stole time to see her lover. As you are getting better, soon she will leave and I will take care of you."
Seeing Tesa's wickedness, she refused to break down in front of her.
"That will depend on Nadech and his parents." She answered quietly but angrily.
"I will make that decision for Nadech, you are not winning or staying, troll."
Nadech observed. He remembered that word. Troll sounded familiar. He was angry to see Yaya with that guy, whoever he was, made him useless seeing another guy trying to pursue her. Jealous he was, he wanted Yaya's company even though she was engaged. He hated this woman who claimed to be his girlfriend. She reminded him of poison ivy. He hoped it wasn't true, so disappointed he would be with his choice.
Yaya moved to him. "You should go indoors, not too much sun for you." She tended to him.
"Leave, Tesa, whoever you are, or be thrown out unceremoniously." Nadech was curt.
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Instead of letting Yaya guide him back to his room, he held on her wrist tightly. She was surprised, knew his mood was back.
He was livid, with that stupid woman, with Yaya, coming back with that guy. Insanely jealous he was.
"What took you so long and who was that guy, someone you're seeing on the sneak ?" He did not release the angry grip on her wrists but held on tighter, angrier by the minute.
"You are hurting me. Please, Nadech, release me." She was distressed trying to remove her hands from his hold.
Immediately he realised his brute hold and released, he saw the red marks on her wrist.
"The meeting overran, there were many issues. And that was Sam Austin from Asia Parade, he gave me a lift back, he is just a working associate." She furnished him the details while rubbing on her painful wrists.
He felt so bad for manhandling her. He felt ashamed. The words working associate, Asia Parade and Sam Austin reminded him of a situation.
"I am sorry, baby. I don't mean to be rough, jealousy got over me. That woman didn't help, she instigated." He explained and rubbed gently on her bruised wrists.
Yaya nearly flipped, he called her baby, his favourite address of her besides doll ! She was hopeful.
"No worries, Nadech. Don't think so much." She moved but he held on her wrists, refused to let go. He stared at her dreamily. So tempted to kiss her he was. He wanted to kiss her since many days ago when he was feeling better, when he was able to walk without aid. Being so close to her everyday and she offering the best possible care, he liked to think it was with love she tended to him, got him falling in love with her. Without thinking further he held her face and kissed her passionately.
It was home, so familiar she was but yet he still could not recollect. On and on he kissed, heart jumping fast. Sudden surge of desire had him go on kissing the breath out of them.
It was sweet tortue for Yaya. For so long she was without his love, she returned his kiss fervently, did not want him to end. She missed him so much.
When they finally broke free, he asked, "did you feel the intensity of our kiss, Yaya ? You do that to me, I am weak around you. I want to be the lucky man who is your fiance." Hugging her he told her.
"Let's not think about it. Let time takes its course. I will be here for you, for as long as you want, are well. Let's concentrate on getting you recovered." She touched his face and looked tenderly at him.
He definitely loved this woman, she was so genuine in everything she did for him, even his moods. She cared for him like love itself, he felt blessed.
Mrs Kugimiya walked into Nadech's room for a visit. Yaya addressed her.
"Mommy, do you need my help."
"No, honey, I am just visiting Nadech. How is he today."
She was another who Nadech could not recall but he felt warm and love with her presence.
"In that case, mommy, can you stay with Nadech, I'll quickly sort out some document for daddy in the study. Thanks, mommy. See you later, Nadech."
When she exited the room, Nadech asked her.
"You are.....Yaya's mom ?" He was curious.
"You are my son, Nadech. Yaya is my daughter, my future daughter-in-law, she is your fiancee. Do you understand what I am trying to tell you ?"
A million thoughts ran in his mind. He was over the moon with this information although there was no recollection, not even of his mom. It was such a huge present, made him feel like a king to be her fiance, he absolutely loved it ! Already he was falling in love with Yaya with her ultimate care, love and patience for him, that was why he wanted her company all the time and got jealous easily. The kiss meant a lot to him, he hoped he would recover and remember soon. Knowing the truth about their relationship would certainly help. Luckiest man he was indeed with such a treasure to love him !
"Thanks, mom, I do understand, I am sorry I still can't remember a lot of things, not even you. I will try my best."
"Yaya is an angel, tending to you like no one else, she channels all her love to you. We are very grateful to have her taking care of you."
"That trashy woman who came by earlier is Natt's daughter, her name is Tesa. She was the one who caused you in this condition and tried many times to break you and Yaya up, including today. Don't let her destroy Yaya and your love. You are not the only who love Yaya, your dad and I, we love her dearly too."
Nadech was rejuvenated, he couldn't be happier. So thankful that Yaya was his, not that witch. Just the thought of Tesa turned his stomach no end. Yaya most definitely was his with her absolute dedication and care for him. He felt her love all the time. She motivated him to force himself to do his part in the recovery process.
He set to work, jotted those words, familiarities to form incidents. Thought hard of them. Baby, doll, two hearts he placed beside these words, troll, working associate, Sam Austin, Tesa he drew an evil face beside Austin and Tesa's names, Asia Parade, icy lemon water, mandarin and flowers. Adding more words to his list as he recalled their association.
When Yaya returned he was smiling at her. She changed to short-sleeve boatneck black and white striped crop top that showed off a discreet strip of flat belly, boyfriend jeans and slate chucks. Hair wound into a loose braid. So young and cute she was. His fiancee was gorgeous and extremely stunning, drooled over her he did, was so proud this beauty was his. She approached him nervously.
Looking at his happy face, she felt rewarded for her patience with him.
"I am happy to see that happy smile."
Walking to her, he held her hands. "Baby, you are killing me. Mom just told me about our relationship, I am in paradise knowing you are mine ! I am that lucky guy indeed ! Why didn't you tell me ? I am sorry I still can't remember but I will try my best. You are all I need to give me strength to focus on my past. I love you, baby doll." Baby doll came naturally to him without force. He wrapped her in his arms, inhaling her scent.
Yaya was crying. He surely was making progress and those two precious endearments were such a pleasure to hear from him, she missed so much. She reached for him and hugged him, eyes closed, just enjoying this beautiful discovery.
He reached for her wrists to check.
"Sorry, doll, I was such a bull. Does it still hurt?" Taking her wrists he inspected and massaged gently.
"No, it doesn't. You will surely remember, it is only a matter of time. Already you have made so much progress and I want to be beside you all the way to help you, Nadech. I love you." Closing her eyes she laid her head comfortably on his chest hands wrapping his body.
"Thank you, baby. I want to kiss you, I miss
you."
"Go ahead, I am not stopping you. I love you, Nadech." Heart pounding she told him.
With that he set to kiss her, slowly, gently, all over her face, sensuously when he returned to her lips, taking his time to prolong the kiss.
Next he released the braid and massaged her hair through, letting it fall to her back.
"I miss caressing your silky mane, it is beautiful. I like this braid it suits you, so youthful and pure." He did that with much love.
That night it was filled with much passion when they got ready for bed.
"I feel so connected to you even I can't remember us. I am lusting so badly for you, baby." He whispered to her, looked at her and was glad to see her feeling the same way, her eyes said it all.
Emotions and love for him, missing him for so long, Yaya looked at him with longing, placed her hands around his neck and kissed him tenderly at first, continued with force with his participation, making small coquettish sounds of pleasure.
Mesmerized, with needs he could not restraint further, he removed his clothes so fast. He almost tore hers, so impatient and clumsy he was in his hurry to rid her clothes, hands shaking.
"Don't stop me now, baby, I can't handle it if you did." With one quick force he was with her.
"It is.....so breathtaking......,baby." He groaned, loving the perfect fit, made him weak and strong all at once. She was his anchor during this difficult time of his life and safest he felt with her. With great tenderness and adoration he looked into her eyes. "Love me please, Yaya." He murmured.
She synchronized with his every move, participated with him in their love passage. So strong he was.It was a long while when they were finally back and sane from the clouds of lust.
Hands stroking her forehead he kissed her, satisfaction and fulfillment mirrored on his face. "Thank you, doll, that was so fantastic." He smiled contentedly.
Much later, just hugging and facing each other, he told her, "sorry, baby, I may knocked you up. You are too desirable and I was super excited by you, miss you so much. I hope you don't mind though I'll want you for myself for a while." He told her, should feel contrite for his neglectful behaviour, but wasn't. He would love their baby.
Beaming with happiness, she said, "anything for you, for us, I am willing, Nadech."
It was the sweetest, loveliest compliments he received. Pulling her close to him, they settled in a pleasurable fit and fell asleep.
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They had such blissful days. Mr and Mrs Kugimiya were very happy to see them reconciled in the intimate manner they used to after their engagement. They too agreed that it was a matter of time before Nadech was fully recovered and be back to normal.
Being surrounded by positive vibes and people did Nadech a lot of good. His moods improved, he did a lot of activities which he withheld before. Overall he became stronger physically and mentally. He hoped his memory would return soon to complete his life, with his parents, with Yaya, with work. He felt renewed.
Yaya was preparing afternoon tea in the gazebo for Nadech and herself. He told her he wanted to sit in the garden and soak in the lovely environs. She prepared his seat to be sheltered from the bright sun, made sure it was a comfortable spot. Happily placing the tier of sandwiches, macarons and cupcakes. Earl Grey ready for him while he finished up his therapy session and shower.
"I came to apologise, I am sorry to cause you grief, I hope you will forgive." Tesa half shouted from the driveway. Making her way slowly near the pool, the thought of getting even with Yaya brewing so strongly in her mind since the last visit. She remembered the pool was her weakest link.
She always had the nerve to visit unannounced as always, rude she was as far as Yaya was concerned. She walked to her.
"There is nothing to forgive, just leave and never visit again. Your company is not welcome here." She told her when she reached her.
Not so fast and easy, thought Tesa. If she could not get Nadech, no one else would, especially this troll, who was a nobody, some poor orphan from nowhere.
"No, I am really sorry." She reached for Yaya's hands forcibly. Adrenalin to harm her was so great she turned violent.
"You think you are lucky, troll. No way, it is only me who will get Nadech or no one else. I hate your guts, stealing him from me ! You are not getting him." She began hitting Yaya. In defence Yaya avoided her, she was strong.
"Good-bye to you, Nadech is not around to save you this time, troll, I hate you." She pushed Yaya ferociously into the pool, laughing all the way seeing her struggle.
Nadech was walking briskly from his room. He was eager to join Yaya in the garden, just chat with her, hold her hands, spend quality time with her with sweet nothings. He did not want any minute away from her.
What was Tesa doing in the house again ? She looked loco, her laughter ringing shrilly in the quiet afternoon. Where was Yaya ? Then he saw her in the pool, struggling. It hit him so hard seeing his love in danger. Flashback of a similar situation surfaced so clearly, he remembered ! Was the pool party and Tesa shoved her to the pool. He remembered a lot of things, everything.
Quickly he ran and dived to retrieve Yaya who was unconscious. Tesa was shocked to see him, she tried to run away.
Mrs Kugimiya observed everything from the house. The hag had gone too far she called the police for arrest of trespassing of private property and personal assault. Tesa looked like a crazy woman blabbing mumbo jumbo as she was led away. Punishment by law would definitely ensured her non-existence in Nadech and Yaya's lives again.
She was not breathing, got him very worried. He used his skills to revive her by performing resusitation to restore circulation of the blood. He did chest compressions, tilted her head back and lifted her chin, pinched her nose and covered her mouth with his to blow. He continued several times, finally having her protesting with vomits and coughs. Never was he more relieved.
Slowly she regained consciousness, looked on in a daze with difficulty. His mom already called for emergency assistance, the rescue team took over.
He sat beside Yaya holding her hands hoping she would recovered and awakened soon. Seeing her in this condition he realised how Yaya must have felt when he was in similar situation. It took a lot of determination, bravery, patience and love to go through what she did for him. For that he was eternally grateful to have her love, her care to restore him to full recovery which he now was. He remembered how much they love, how sweet and loving she was, she loved him so much. They were totally and beautifully in love.
When she looked into his eyes and smiled weakly, he was so glad. She was back, he held on her hands preciously, sending a prayer of thanks.
"Hi, baby, you are fine now, just rest, I am here for you." He told her softly, choking with emotions.
"Have I slept long, Nadech. I feel uncoordinated."
"You are in good hands, I am taking care of you, won't let anything happen to you. I love you." Although worried he hid it well.
"Thank you, Nadech, for saving me again." Slowly she drifted off to sleep.
She ruffled his hair tenderly when she saw him beside her, how sweet of him to stay with her. He stirred and beamed at her.
"Welcome back, doll. You got me scared."
"I forced myself, I know you are waiting, don't want to keep you waiting. I want to do so many things with you." She returned his smile. "I feel well now, I want to take a shower and refresh."
"Sure, I'll supervise, then breakfast and medication. We take it slow today, just you and I." He ordered softly.
Under his loving care, she was as good as new the next day. She recalled him leaning on the bed headboard, wrapping her to him, she leaning on him, totally only place she wanted to be. Him being so gentle, just whispering his love, she still a little weak, enjoyed his love wholly.
She surprised him waking first, took shower and made breakfast for him.
Belgian waffles with strawberry and blueberries, sprinkled daintly with fine powdered sugar, maple syrup and butter on the side. Orange juice and brewed coffee to wake him. It was a colourful and appetizing meal set in a vintage tray for added cuteness. Placed at the terrace, she led him and watched him eat. In between mouthful he fed her. Best fiancee he had.
Later in the evening he asked her for a walk to the garden, he wanted fresh air so brought her to the gazebo.
He was so romantic. He had the gazebo decorated so prettily with so many flowers, different colours of roses, that looked so beautiful and scented. Soft
fairy lights and miniature lanterns glowed softly around the gazebo. It reminded her of their engagement party.
"When I saw you struggling in the pool, something snapped in me, my fear of losing you was overpowering. Suddenly I remembered the pool party incident and the rest just fitted and came back. I am so glad you are safe and sound. I can't imagine if something should have happened, Yaya." He confided his fears to her, hugged her close to him.
"I am so lucky to have you, baby, you care for me so well and absolutely, especially during my convalescence. You love so true, I am thankful."
"I know you are the only one I want to share the rest of my life with. Please set our wedding date, baby, I want it soon. I want to care for you with all my love." He pleaded and kissed her sensuously.
"You did this beautiful decorations for me, Nadech? It is so beautiful, I love it. It is like our engagement all over, the best just the two of us declaring our love. You love me so well and passionately, I am always in awe of your love. Don't ever forget I love you the most in this universe." Smiling she looked into his eyes for love affirmation and was ecstatic to see the same joy in his. Holding his neck she tiptoed to kiss him, body feminine against his strong frame.
"After planning this idea of beautifying the gazebo for you, mom helped me called the florist for this beautiful arrangements, I love it too. Anything and everything for my baby doll. I wanted all my time dedicated to you while you recovered."
"Here, this is for you." He took out a pink gold Cartier love bracelet and put it on her right hand. "The left hand should be free of any jewellery ornaments. It is to show your engagement ring and wedding band later on." He told her, very simply he wanted people, especially men, to notice her marital status.
"Thank you, Nadech, you shouldn't have but it is beautiful and a statement of your love for me. You are so lovely and kind to me." Tearing at his sentiments of love she hugged him close.
"Soon, Nadech, one month to our wedding is good for you." She checked, looked into his eyes.
"Yes, doll, I can deal with that as long as you are by my side all the time. You aren't allowed to go anywhere without me because I love you so much. Yaya and Nadech, together, forever, always."
"And I want to teach you how to swim. It will be nothing scary but everything hot. With me you'll have no fear, only absolute love."
He folded her in his embrace, tightly. In no time he was kissing her, wanting her, returning to their room for passionate intimacy.
It was the best moment of their private time. Once again evil Tesa helped them, forced Nadech to regain his memory.
Nothing was more perfect than where they were, infinite love, united and forever.
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I Said I Love You
Babyface
I said I love you baby, I said I care
So, when I tell you that I love you, darlin'
Would you understand that it means
That I'm always gonna be there, you see
I'm not gonna leave you
I ain't goin' nowhere
When I tell you I love you, baby
Cross my heart, I'll be there
Baby, come to me
I will chase your tears away
Put your trust in me
Girl, I swear I'll never change
Darling, you will see
That my love is here to stay
And I promise you, I will be true
From here and now, forever, girl, I
I said I love you
(Ooh baby)
I said I care
When I tell you I love you
It means I always will be there
(Yes)
I'll never leave you
I ain't goin' nowhere
(Baby)
When I tell you I love you
Cross my heart, I will be there
Open up your heart
Don't be afraid to love again
We can take it slow
(Take it slow)
You should know I understand
(I understand)
Baby, take your time
(Take your time)
I don't care how long it takes
'Cause I promise you, I'm here for you
From here and now, forever, girl, I
I said I love you
(I told you I love you)
I said I care
(Yes)
So when I tell you I love you
Means I always will be there
(I'll always be there, baby, say it)
I'll never leave you
(I'll never leave, baby)
I ain't goin' nowhere
(I'm not goin' nowhere, baby)
When I tell you I love you
Cross my heart, I will be there
And I will be there for you, baby
(And I will be there for you)
Forever sincere to you, yes
(Forever sincere to you)
I just wanna share my life with you
Right here, right now, forever, girl, I
Said I love you
(Ooh baby)
I said I care
When I tell you I love you
Means I always will be there
(I'm gonna be there for you)
I'll never leave you
(And I'll never leave)
I ain't goin' nowhere
When I tell you I love you
Cross my heart, I will be there
'Cause I said I love you
(Said I love you)
I said I care
I'm tellin you, I said I care
(I said I care)
When I tell you I love you
Means I'll always will be there
'Cause I'll never leave, I'll never leave
(I'll never leave you)
I ain't goin' nowhere
Lyrics | lyricsmode
Songwriter | Babyface
credit as tagged
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The End
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