Part - 27
Nadech and Yaya got into the car and left. Michael was extremely happy. On the whole way to Yaya’s home Nadech didn’t say a word to her. Though Yaya seemed to be very calm, her heart was beating harder and harder. She was still wondering as to why he had not mentioned about the date yet. They reached her place. Yaya got out.
Yaya: Thank you Khun Nadech.
She went and opened her door. Nadech just barged in.
Yaya: Khun Nadech what do you want?
Yaya was all prepared to face him now. She knew he was going to ask about the date.
Nadech: (calm) Yaya go get ready for dance class.
Yaya was stunned. She was now worried as to why he was not mentioning the date. She simply went in and changed. She decided that it’s better to inform him herself and push him away faster. Otherwise Michael might harm him. Though her heart was aching at the thought of hurting him, she prepared her mind and came out.
Nadech: (looking at her, still calm) Yaya why have you worn this. Go get ready for dance class.
Yaya: (doing her minor household work) I have quit. I will not go to dance class anymore.
Nadech: (extremely calm) Why Yaya? You love the dance class so much so why did you quit?
Yaya: (worried, but calm) None of your business.
Nadech: (calm) But why? Is it because of me?
Yaya still kept arranging her house. She was worried as to why he was this calm.
Yaya: (cold) Yes.
Nadech: (looking straight at her, observing her reaction, calm) In that case why don’t I quit and you can ask Michael to join? I’m sure he can keep you company.
Yaya startled and immediately dropped a glass. She was prepared for his questions but didn’t expect he would approach from this angle. Seeing her flinch, Nadech was now confirmed that something was going on between the two. But he still kept his patience and wanted to hear from her that she had accepted to go on a date with Michael. Yaya was just silent but really scared inside.
Nadech: (calm) Did he or did he not ask you out on a date?
Yaya: (calm) Yes he did.
Nadech: What did you say to it?
Yaya: (casually, careless) I said Yes.
Nadech’s heart was shattered into pieces. His anger was rising. He just exploded. This was the first time he would ever be angry at her and yell at her.
Nadech: (angry) How can you go on a date with him when you are my girlfriend?
Yaya: (actually scared but not showing it on her face, cold) I broke up with you already. I’m not your girlfriend anymore.
Nadech: (shocked, angry) Don’t you dare say that.
Yaya: (calm) It is the truth.
Nadech: (going near her) What has happened to you? Why are you doing all of this? Is my love nothing to you?
Yaya: (turning away from him, careless) Just leave me alone.
Nadech was furious. He held her arms tightly and turned her towards him.
Nadech: (yelling) Look at me when I’m talking to you.
Michael had said the same thing, but Yaya was thousand times more scared hearing it from Nadech as she has never seen him like this and the fact that she was guilty for causing him so much pain.
Yaya’s face actually expressed how scared she was, seeing this Nadech felt bad, let go and calmed down.
Nadech: (calming down, requesting) Yaya please tell me what is wrong. No matter what it is, there is always a solution.
Yaya: (dull and thinking about Michael) No. It’s not necessary that there is always a solution for every problem.
Nadech: (requesting) Yaya just give me a chance and tell me what it is. I promise that I will make all your problems disappear no matter what I have to do.
Yaya couldn’t let Nadech’s words affect her. She had to react immediately.
Yaya: (looking at him, keeping a straight face) The thing is that I want you to leave me.
Nadech: (angry) Why? Just tell me why you don’t want to be with me?
Yaya: (calm) I have already told you why. Don’t keep asking the same thing again and again.
Nadech: (again calming down, holding her shoulders) Yaya I have already told you that there is nothing going on between me and Khun Matt. Why are using this to get away from me?
Yaya: (shoving his hand aside and pushing him, yells) I don’t want any explanation from you. I have already decided. I want you to leave me alone.
Nadech: (stepping towards her angrily) If this is your real problem then prove my fault. How did you decide so easily that I’m at fault when you don’t have any proof?
Yaya: (angry) This is life, not a game. I don’t care about proof. I can’t take a chance with my life.
Nadech: (furious) That’s exactly what I’m telling. This is life, not a game, then why are you playing with MY life? How can you take a chance with MY life so easily?
Yaya was feeling his pain. She just wanted all of this to end fast. She dint have the option of letting his words affect her.
Yaya: (not able to look at him, worried) See Khun Nadech. Just …
Before she could even finish Nadech yelled at her. He was furious by the mention of “KHUN Nadech”. He pulled her to him.
Nadech: (holding her hands tightly, furious) Khun Nadech? Khun Nadech? (Looking into her eyes) Have I become so distant to you that I’m not you P’ anymore.
Yaya: (pushing him away harshly, trying to push his love away so that he doesn't get to know the truth) Yes. You are just Khun Nadech to me now.
Nadech was completely shaken. He felt as though she had pushed his love away by pushing him.
Nadech: (serious) What is the exact reason you are doing all of this?
Yaya: I told you already.
Nadech: (serious) If it’s about my dad then I’m ready to apologize every minute of every day till you forgive me. I will come with you wherever you want, I will leave everyone just for you. Yaya, I’m begging you please give me one chance. I will never let anyone harm you in any way.
Yaya had to hurry. She really had to finish this or else everything would be ruined.
Yaya: (angry) It’s not about that. It’s about you and Matt.
Nadech: (moving closer to her) I know what you are. I have known you for 2 and a half years. Don’t lie to me. Tell me what the real problem is.
Yaya: (yelling) It is only about you and Matt.
Nadech: (angry) You’re lying.
Yaya: (angry) I said “It is only about you and Matt”.
Nadech was completely frustrated as she was not telling the real reason.
Nadech: (yelling, moving closer to her) Liar.
Yaya: There is nothing to lie. It is about you and…
Nadech: (yelling at her face to face) LIE BETTER.
Yaya dint know what else she could tell. She just blabbered.
Yaya: (yelling back) I don’t love you anymore. I want to be with Michael.
Nadech: (FURIOUS, yelling) Why?
Yaya: (yelling) Because he is the better option.
Nadech took a step back. He was looking at her like she has stabbed his heart.
Nadech: (shocked, emotional) Op…. option.
