my dearest Narin,
one day i will disappear completely, the letters will mean nothing. the world will get tired of me, you will get tired of me. i wont get tired of myself... and i.... i will never get tired of you. for you there will be no endings, i will say your name like over and over like a refrain, like prayer to no one and i'll be your flower the one you'll never beg....and will endure the breathless waiting 'til bounderies disappear.
if nothing to do i make new constellations. images of you as i remember, dancing, sitting, walking... there are stars from a different view, but still i see nothing but you. on a flurry like a flower, swiveling like a leaves, i was watched you sleep beside me. it was dark then, but the darkness is deeper now, tonight in my dreams i will see you. my lady, who holds me only at night...
like a kite, i give myself up to the wind. i made friends with the sun, confuse the birds with strange and distance wages. but it is you that ties the thread who holds me down. like a kite, i will hold you forever in my hand and with burning human longing in your hands.... i surrender.
i will never get tired of you, for you there will be no endings. i will say your name over and over, like a refrain; a prayer to no one. you know i will never get far, there is no need for my return. only travelers leave, i have never been a traveler for i have never left. i am lost simply. wanting the place i have never been and will never be... with all destinations. i long to be lost in the fields of your air, lost among your thoughts, as you're already mine. you are my will to live. my life started when i loved you and that's how i wanted to end.
yours forever,
Kawee
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if Kawee will write a letter... just to get Narin back from him... he should write this. :spin:
what do you think??? :blush: