Chapter 5
Lady: well this process will take awhile..you probably won’t be finding a baby that’s a new born unless your lucky and finds someone personally willing to give you their child after birth….
Aff: so that means if we want a new born its best to find someone and ask personally…
Lady: im sorry, I mean if you do want to adopt new borns…we can for sure adopt a new born to you. But you also have a choice if you want, you can find some..someone you like that your willing to adopt their child..you know like personally get to know the mother..
Ken: ohh..that does sound a lot better…(smiles)
Aff: yeah..(smiles) we’ll just look hard and find someone and we’ll let you know…thank you..
Lady: your welcome..see you again soon..
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Win: Keow, where is khun kwan?
Keow: uhh, she said she’s not feeling well so she will not be coming down for breakfast…(smiles) also..she probably has morning sickness khun win…but im sure it will go away soon since its almost 4 months now….(smiles)
Win: ohh…ok….(felt sort of bad for kwan) make her some soup….and be sure to give her some milk for her body …
Keow: yes khun win….
Win: im going now keow..(he left the house to work..)
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“Win!..so how’s the married life….” Smiles his friend..
Win: mike…don’t mention it…how would you feel not getting to marry the woman you love but someone else…
Mike: oh come on…Kwan is beautifull!..and…I heard you guys were expecting…good job!...
Win: (annoyed) stop it!..and besides..its not like I like her that’s why I touched her…it just happened to be a drunk night!..
Mike: ohhh….i guess…well all I know is..make sure you treat her good..she’s not that bad by the way..and plus I think she’s better than Tana..Tana is just a gold digger..
Win: you know your talking about my girlfriend right…
Mike: im just saying buddy..(backs away and smile) I didn’t it also..it just slipped out…
Win: sure mike….anyways…after she gives birth im divorcing her…
Mike: (shock!!) what!...dude are you crazy…that’s the worst thing ever!...how can you do that…even if you don’t love her, think of your child….
Win just looked out his window, and lost. How was he going to resolve all these issue and marry Tana..he himself knew its not right to leave kwan and his child…although. He does claim its not his child. While Win and mike was talking. Someone happen to heard..
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Kwan: keow…what is this….
Keow: ohh…(smiles) khun win told me to bring you some food and some milk before he left…
Kwan: ohh..
Keow: I bet khun win was worried about you when I said you we feeling sick….
Kwan: (smiled and felt happy that Win actually cared for her) ill be out for a few hours keow….
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Kwan couldn’t stop crying all the way home..Those words she heard was painful. Now she realize how much Win hates her. All of a sudden after she was walking for soo long..she didn’t realize where she ended up. Slowly she figure she mine as well walked in and say hi to Mart.
Mart: kwan!..uhh khun kwan..what are you doing here?...there’s no check ups today…
Kwan: ohh..i umm..just somehow ended up outside and wanted to say hello..
“mart…who is this?....” (blank expression)
Mart: ohh..cherry. this is Kwan.. Kwan this is Cherry..She’s my girlfriend.
Kwan: (surprise) hi!..
Cherry: hello..you must be that patient mart kept telling me about..(giggles) are you excited with the baby…
Kwan: actually….I…..(hesitated to say it..) I was thinking on my way here and I’ve decided i…..want to adopt my baby....
Mart: kwan…you do realize what your doing right…
Kwan: I’ve thought about this (tears..) I can’t abort my baby, Mart….so I decided ill give it to a couple who will love my child..
Cherry: (her eyes instantly lit up) aff!. If…you don’t mind I can introduce you to a couple that is willing to accept this child…(smiles)
Kwan: (hesitate to respond back)umm….ok…
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Cherry and Mart took Kwan to meet Aff and Ken….
Aff: if you don’t mind…may I ask you a couple questions? (smiles)
Kwan: uhh sure…
Aff: why…why are you willing to give up this child?
Kwan: (her expression sadded) because I do not want my child to grow up with just love from its mother…
Ken: what do you mean khun kwan….
Kwan: well…it’s a long story….(starts to tell the story from the beginning to them)
Mart
after kwan told them everything he reached out to her)kwan….is that why your always coming for check ups by yourself…
Kwan: (looks down) yea..pretty much that’s it…he doesn’t love me…im just a pregnant stranger to him…
Aff: (felt bad for kwan) we’ll let you think about this Kwan…we are in no rush..we already have the adoption center to search for us too..so think about this..its important for you and your baby…also….to the father…
Kwan: (looked up at aff and cried) ill….i promise ill think about it…