...i woke before the daylight revealed this tired someone sitting at the keyboard rambling on to a friend offline and then it hits me it is cold outside... i throw back the curtains and see all the snow that covers the ground and in that instant as the sunrises... i see all the beauty and the innocence of clean white snow and realize how much i have changed to become the man that i am and want to find a moment to think of my friend before the cold steals my heart from this beautiful moment,,, the sunrise and a thought of her,,, god knows i miss her and then i feel the cold and the moment is gone another sunrise and i have to start my day...