okay, i'm happy and depressed at the same time. here's why...right now, i have the best school site of all my colleagues. i even got an honorary award and plaque for my accomplishments at our most recent region meeting. usually, when this happens, you get some kind of bonus or raise, or SOMETHING. in my case, i'm getting recognition when the company's pay is on freeze. that means, NO ONE can get any kind of bonus or raise until the company feels comfortable with the economy's standings. and i hear it's going to be on freeze for a while. therefore, sometimes i think "WHY THE F is my success a misery???" and other times, i think, "biatch, at least you've got a job!" that's why i'm happy and depressed at the same time. hahaha
ohrrr, my poor little Thookieee,,, i am sure that next year, u will get a raise
be patient, i am sure that ur effort & recognition will be rewarded ^_^
another random thought...
there's this one black dude at my work. he like, gives me weird looks and makes strange comments n'stuff. i very not attracted to him, and it kind of grosses me out. i have nothing against black guys. it's just that i like my men very...asian. lmao
i just had to get that off my chest.
becos u r Thookie, lol,,, too cute attracts lo0ks
, u should be flattered & happy lol,,,
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Speaking about money & economy standing, I went to see the doco.
"Capitalism - a love story" from michael Moore (i know it's been out for a while, but didn't have a chance to go watch it): So, i highly recommended it to our Sarnies who still don't know what is US. Capitalism... 3 things highly shocked me though:
1) "you worth more $ dead than alive" for your employer (life insurance),
2) "Refinance Companies will always give u easy money/credits, so u will be in debt forever,,, until... they come to pick ur house/land property when u can't pay them back, that's sad
3) Money has no moral, nor ethic,,, there will be always avid & super greeeedyy ppl. arrgggrrr,,,,
I hate debts,,, hopefully still 3 more months to go... to terminate my monthly cellphone contract + 1 little debt, and a big debt for a few years,,, arrrggggrrrh,,,, better not think about it....