i think i give into people to easy... i need to be more like a cold machine and not pay attention to other peoples details!!!
if we fall into a time line then we become like,,, normal people that seem like zombies living lives from scripts that take the breath from the soul of an individual...
i may sulk in sorrow somedays but i write my life like an unique script to a time worthy movie...
if i never find one love in this life i have sacrificed never enough to discover love in an individuals heart and life not unlike mine...
age steals the life from people and locks the soul in a web of deceit to believe this is all i can achieve when i look at ordinary people...
when i take my life like a child takes his marbles from a game he tires from,,, i will be a man in my sons eyes for the fight i choose to believe in to be me for him!!!
if i breathe in the light i see in friends hearts i have achieved wealth...
i make mistakes and i cry with heavy heart that i have hurt someone so i know i still believed in life...
i find laughter in a child's eyes and grown friends and silly voices because i've learn to listen to words that aren't mine and still find comfort...
if ever i could be whole i would understand my faults in the tears of friends i've hurt,,, i do believe i've tried even on the days i fail to impress friends with compassion...
i do miss all my friends in the silence that comes with time as people change and i'm still me a millennium of wealth yet undiscovered because i choose to live for someone else!!!
when i love my heart hurts and my tears hide my strength,,, but i give everything i have that my friends my believe i'm sincere,,, a cause i'm still failing at because i still believe in friends even when we disagree and part...
i still believe in love even on the days i want to give up,,, i can't because some where i believe some one still needs me...
someday i want to rest but not yet because in the end i still need to find her!!!
