Angles Mask, Devils Charms
Chapter 1
“That night I remember being pulled, slam, and needled.” She continued. “How it all began?” Yaya sat in her seat uncomfortably.
“How did it begin?” Dr. White asked her, curiously taking notes.
“At first I didn’t remember but after meeting with……” Yaya stops and looks down at her figures. She couldn’t process the information right or well she couldn’t say his name right.
“What is it? Who?”
“…..Na…Nadech, the dreams didn’t appear but after I met Nadech. That’s when the dreams started”
“Nadech, that’s new, I haven’t heard you talk about him. Why haven’t mention him before?”
“Because I didn’t want to be reminded of him” She says with a sad tone.
“Why?” Curiosity runs through Dr. White's eyes.
“I don’t want to talk about him.”
“Your first love?” Dr. White tilts her head to the side.
“He…....he......please he’s off topics, can we continue with the dreams?”
“Of course, the dreams, but Nadech he started the dreams?”
“After I met him yes, they keep coming back and I have no control over them.”
“Do you dream about Nadech?”
“NO!”
“That’s weird, he triggered the dreams but you don’t dream about him you dream about Henry.”
“I feel like I’m crazy. I feel as if I’m going insane. I’m----“ She stops and the tears are out.
“Like what?”
“I’m---I’m just so scared he’ll come back.” Fear! Its fear, Yaya thought but couldn't process it right.
“Henry? Nadech? Which one?”
“Both of them,” Yaya yells not noticing her own voice and Jared rushes inside the room.
“Is everything alright?”
“Dr. White I think it’s time for you to leave.”
“I see, I’m going to come back in the next two weeks and we’ll going to start over again.”
“Alright thank you for coming but for next two weeks I won’t be here in Paris anymore. I’ll be in Thailand; I’m going to go visit Phrachai over there.”
“For how long will you be there?”
“Maybe years, I’m planning on moving back over there with him.”
“I’ll soon follow you, don’t worry I won’t leave you hanging.”
“Thank you.” Yaya says as Jared wrapped his hands over her waist and pulls her into a hug as Dr. White leaves.
“Are you alright?” Jared stars at her warmly.
“Couldn’t be any better,” she says sarcastically.
“Well---It’s late and you should go to sleep.” Jared narrows his eyebrows at her and suddenly lifts Yaya up, carrying her.
“Jared! You don’t need to carry me.”
“I want to, it’s been years sense I last carried you and I miss you. Do you know how long I had to wait until I can finally come back here today?...........4 months in Thailand with your brother sucks.”
“So you really miss me?”
“Yes! With all my heart, my pretty Angle.”
“Yes, your pretty Angle,” Jared sets Yaya down against the bed and gets in after her.
“You want me to sleep with you?”
“Please, I miss sleeping with you.”
“I miss you too and I miss kissing you and everything about you.”
“Thank you, for your compliments. But Jared you don’t think I’m crazy right?” Yaya lies on his chest and then looks back at him. He doesn’t look at her and she tilts his chin down so he’s looking at her.
“Tell me, can you answer me?” She asks again.
“I don’t that think you’re crazy. I think that sick guy that did all those stuff to you is crazy.”
“After knowing about my past and everything that has happen in my life. Your still here with me, why do you stay by me when you know you can leave?”
“Because I love you and I love everything about you. I also don’t want to lose you, so that’s why I’m still here with the only women I will ever love in my lifetime.”
“And what if I were to tell you I’m still dwelling over my first lover would you still love me?” She asked franticly.
“I’ll still love you, I know why you think you love him but he never loved you remember.”
“Thank you, you really are the one for me. I love you na.” She kisses him the cheeks and goes back lying down on his chest, hugging him tightly. “Don’t ever let me go, don’t ever leave me behind and you have to come back and get me so we can be together.”
“I will always and forever will I never leave you. Wherever I go, you will go. Wherever I leave you will leave with me and wherever we are to be apart we’ll find each other again, never to leave Miss. Urassaya behind. I promise you that.” Jared says with a soft-smooth-tender voice of love and kisses her on the forehead then down to her lips.
“You should go to sleep. You haven’t been sleeping well and don’t be afraid I’m here with you.” He whispers upon her lips and pulls away from her.
“I having a party tomorrow, I need you to come.”
“I know about that already and I invited some of my friends also if you don’t mind. I want to introduce you to someone who’s really close to me and I think you’ll like him.”
“Okay.” Yaya voices sleepy and fell asleep after Jared kept talking about his friend, he looks down at her and smiles deeply sneaking one last kiss upon her lips and embraced her tightly.
The next following morning Yaya wakes up in an utter shock and she jerks to the other side making her fall out of the bed and crashes onto the floor.
“Ahh! My head,” She mumbles and gets up carefully, rubbing the side of face where she fell on. She then hears a knock on the door, where Jared is standing there brushing against the door with his leg on the other side and has a tray of food in his other hand.
“Hungry?” He says giving her a look. His eyes are so precious, she loves watching his eyes move on her, especially because he’s mix, Thai and German which explains his eye color. There light green and little hazy.
“Very!” Making Yaya giggle and she hops back onto the bed.
“Well here I got your favorites.” Jared walks towards the bed and settles everything down onto her lap.
“I love it when you make my breakfast.”
“I know, but then you owe me something.”
“What?”
“Meeting my friend, he’s like a brother to me and you’re like my Angle.”
“I am an Angle.” She puts on an innocent look on her face and flashes her eyelashes at him. “That’s why I hide behind a mask so no one can see me and know who I am because I’m am Angle sent from heaven to be yours.”
“You defiantly are sent from heaven to be mine.” Jared says pulling the tray away as he comes towards her.
“Done eating?” He whispers against her cheeks.
“Not yet!”
“Well you’ll finish that later.” Jared says gently grabbing the side of her head and kissing her deeply and passionately. Her body seems to react with his and moans against his mouth. He smiles heavenly at her and deepen the kiss inhaling her breath against his as their lips move in different patterns of wanting. But for some weird reason when he gets close to taking off her shirt she panics and a fear seem to come over her. He notices right away and stops.
“What’s wrong did I hurt you?” Jared panic’s and she nods her head side to side.
“NO! You didn’t it’s me, I’m sorry.”
“You’re scared of doing this?”
“Well---I----“
“It’s okay we’ll try another time.” Jared says signing and she could tell the disappointment in his voice.
“Jared!”
“No, it’s fine, I’m okay with it. If you’re not ready then you’re not ready yet.”
“Jared, I know you’re not….”
“I’m fine…….really trust me.”
“I’ll give it to you, I’ll try………….. Just give me more time alright.”
“I understand.” Jared says kissing her on the lips again and walks out of the room leaving Yaya behind to finish this breakfast alone. She feels lonely and sad that she can’t give him what he wants. She is bring to remember once again of how Nadech left her in pain. It hurts to see when someone leaves you, it hurts to see them in disappointment and it hurts when they leave.
“Yaya, you think I’ll fall for you? Don’t be kidding me babe, your just something fresh I wanted to play around with nothing else.” Nadech says with a grin and caresses her cheeks.
“Why me then, Why couldn’t it be someone else? There are many other women out there for you to play with.”
“Because you were an easy target.” He smiles wickedly at her and she slaps him hard, the tears began to fall and she tries to hit him again. He grabs her by the arms and kissed her, pushing her against the door of her apartment, forcing it to close. She struggles within his strength and hits him one more time, unlocking the kiss and she tries to run from his reach but he catches her and they fall against the couch.
“I never wanted anyone so bad before, you’re the first. I don’t know if it’s because of your innocents or is it because you’re just inexperienced.” He says against her ear and plants small little kiss on her neck. She wants him off of her but she couldn’t resist his touch. It’s all way too hard and he takes advantage of the situation. Then leaving when he was done just like every other women he has ever been with leaving and going as he pleases.
The memory is so hunting and she shakes her head in disbelief lying to herself she never loved this man.
I will also like to add about the language being spoken in here.
