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Chapter 10
Feeling too warm, Yaya wakes up from her beauty sleep. Her eyes are lazily opened, she realize that she’s sleeping on a shoulder. Looking up and see Nadech resting his head on hers is kinda surprising.. she has no idea how did this happen but secretly she feels happy to be this close to him. She needs to move from that position now as she feels numb on her neck area due to resting there for too long. Not wanting to wake him up, she slowly move her head away and at the same time cupping his face to rest on her shoulder.. it took her about 5 minutes, she did it as gently as possible. She touch her forehead again.. it feel like it’s just touched by someone’s lips
“Is this possible? Did he kiss me? She shly looks at Nadech and smile.
About 15 minutes later, the flight attendant informs her that they have reached their destination, Koh Samui.
“P’Nadech.. P’Nadech ka…”
“Huh? What.. what?” he said with rubbing his eyes
“We’re here ka..”
“Oh..” he looks left and right and see everyone’s leaving the plane one by one
“Let’s go get our luggage ka..”
“oh.. kub.. let’s go”
They left the plane and took a cap to go to Nadech’s private beach house. There was an awkward moment during the car ride between this newlywed; when both accidently look at each other, they turn away immediately.. to what? Hide their blush? Maybe..
Just when they got there, Yaya hurry get out of the cap and run to the sea, spreading her arms like a bird that’s about to fly.. Oh how she miss the beach so much.. it’s been years that she haven’t come to the beach. She let her whole body to consume with the fresh air and inhale deeply. She screams in joy..
“Woo hooo!! Hello sea.. hello sun.. hello sky!! How yall doing??”
Nadech looks at her in awe and without even know it, he smiles happily joining her to scream.
“Wooo hoooo!!” he smiles and looks at her. He never sees her this happy before. She looks very young and carefree and very…. Beautiful.
She let out a sigh after screaming still smiling “This is so beautiful, don you agree P’Nadech?”
“Yes beautiful… very beautiful” he says with his eyes never leave her. She turns to look at him and for some unknown reasons she feels very shy when he looks at her like that. She doesn’t know if he says refer to the view or her.
Of course it’s the view! Don think too much Yaya! She thought to herself.
“It’s good to spend sometimes here once in a while.. its actually very refreshing!” she change the subject
“We can come here more often if you want to. You know I’ll accompany you.”
“Really?” she steps one step closer to him and tug his both hands “Thank you so much P’Nadech! And can I bring Mint to come along?” she request him with her puppy eyes like a kid asking for candies.
“Of course! anything you want!” he smiles and tug her hands back “Its very hard to say no to you” he continues with his eyes still fix on her
She flush looking down at her hands in his try to hide her rosy cheeks but fail. He smiles with satisfactory seeing her red. “P’Nadech ka.. what are doing at first ka??” she ask then an excitement feeling kicks in again thinking of what to do at the beach.
He release her hands and looks at his watch and it shows exactly 3pm. It took about one hour from bkk to koh samui and they left bkk at 2 right after Nadech finish with work at the office. “Erm... 3 o’clock.. what should we do at this hour..? How about we shower and rest abit.. then have dinner?”
“We rest already on the plane… I don wanna rest ka..” she pouts
“Then what do you want to do? I’ll follow your lead…” she crossed her arm and smirk
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“Ready??” Yaya screams 10 feet away from him with a kongfu panda kite in her hands
“Im ready!!” he respond back
“okay.. 1… 2…. 3…. GO!” she let go of the kite in her hands and Nadech immediately runs as fast as he can. The kite starts flying in the sky.. and he release the rope little by little to let the kite fly higher.
“Its flying… its flying!!” she run toward him clapping her hands with excitement
“Here..” he hands her the rope pulling.. letting her playfully control the kite all by herself. They both sit down and stare at the kite which looks like a panda flying in the blue sky along with the white cloud. He turn his gaze to her one more time as if it’s already become a habit to look at her. He feels very relaxed, very light headed with no troubles or problems or whatsoever. Right now he just like to enjoy the view and his company.
“And why is it a panda?” he ask with a half smile in amused
“It’s kungfu panda… hehe my hero” she responds with a kiddo smile
“Seriously? He’s your… hero?” he looks at the panda one more time “But he’s… chubby”
She laughs “Haha… I just like the movie.. he’s very brave and funny.. and very cute! You should watch the movie and you’ll know why I like him” she pause “oh and P’Nadech ka, what’s your favorite movie? i mean in general...”
“I don know.. I don really watch movie.. but I know some of them. Maybe next time you can accompany me to watch this kungfu panda if you don mind.”
“okay. I don mind since I also want to rewatch it too.” Suddenly a question kicks in her “Why you never go to the cinema.. I mean you never go with…. Your girlfriend?” she lower her tone and kinda regret the question.
Oh crap! Why do I talk about his girlfriend now? She thought to herself
His expression changed.. he clench his jaw and firmly say “No.. not really.. I’m not really a fan of going for a movie”
“Oh..”
Right, they probably spend most of their time kissing and hugging.. Stupid Yaya.. think before your speak! The thought is unwelcomed and for some unknown reasons it makes her feel… sad. She try not to go there and decide to change the topic “I like action movies.. spiderman, superman stuff like that.. anything related to superheroes.. you’ve heard of these right?”
“why do you like superhero movies?”
“Well, because I like it.. it’s my favorite. It’s like asking why I like vanilla icecream better than chocolate..” she smiles
“I see. I just thought maybe you wish to have a hero or a white knight come and save you like in those movies.. what is it again? Cinderella?”
“Haha.. that’s a prince charming.. not really a hero or a white knight… I don need him. I can take care of myself and besides, I’m not in danger.. I have you!”
Crap Yaya!! Did you just say that out loud?
His expression changed again. He looks unreadable, don’t know if he’s angry or what. Why? He should be happy, shouldn’t he? Or not..
“Come on.. we should pull the kite back down.. it’s going too high..”
“don you think its too fast to pull back.. let it stay in the sky for a little longer please?”
“sometimes, it’s not good to go too far.. it’s dangerous. There might be too windy or lightning.. or the rope is cut off.. we never know what will happen. You need to be caution.”
“What do you mean? Its just kite… if it falls down, we still will go get him..”
“What if it falls to the center of the sea, will you be able to swim to get him back? Oh right, you’ll just forget about him and buy a new one.”
“P’Nadech.. why do you take it so seriously? I don know what you saying.. but I feel you have a hidden message in it..”
where did this sort of conversation come from? I was just asking you about your favorite movie. Strange man!
He let out a sigh “I am a cautious person. I’d like to think before I speak or do something. And yes there was a hidden message. I was referring to.. you.”
Shit! Me? What about me? she frowns. “you know our deal already about our marriage. I want you to take extra care of yourself after I… I leave. By then I wont be able to look after you. You need to be a centre of yourself until… until you meet the right person who’s willing and happy to take care of you with all his wills.”
Why does he talk about this now? On our honeymoon?? How can he? Why can’t he just let me be happy for once during this relaxing vacation? And why do I feel like crying? Shit! Don cry yaya, hold yourself together! She try not to let her tears stream down. The thought of him leaving her is… is hurtful. Why does she feel like this by a sudden.? She was okay when he first told her about their deal. She feels very frustrated that she can’t understand herself. Her eyes are watery and this is bad.. really bad, she needs to go before the tears fall “please excuse me! I’d like to use the lady’s room”
“Yaya.. I..” without letting him to finish, she gets up and walk straight to the beach house. Nadech quickly pulls the kite back and run after her.
“Yaya! Wait.. Yaya!” she can’t look back now, her tear is falling down and she can’t let him see her crying. It isn’t her pride, she can’t let him see her weakness. She won’t know what to say to him if he ask as she herself also doesn’t understand why she’s crying. She walks straight to the beach house, run to the bedroom and lock herself in the bathroom inside. Suddenly, she burst into tears.
“Why are you crying? You never cry Yaya! And you never like it to!” she is confused and frustrated and… hurt. It’s just very painful to think about the thought of Nadech leaving her. And find his replacement? No, she doesn’t need one. She doesn’t need anyone, she can take care of herself! Stupid Nadech!! Why does he make her feel so vulnerable.. and why did she let him?
“Yaya! Open the door.. Yaya!! Please.. I know you didn’t need to use the restroom! Open the door!!” he bangs on the door again and again.
“Go away!”
“Yaya, are you crying? Please open the door!”
She’s silent.. doesn’t want him to hear her trembling voice.
Gosh! It feels so bad to cry.
That’s weird.. why so silent? No more door banging? Where did he go? Did he leave already? “Good! I don want to see or hear him anyway! Very disturbing!”
A moment later, the door is fling opened.
She’s stunned “P’Nadech.. how did you get in here? Get out!! Cant you give some privacy time alone?”
“You’re on a honeymoon with me. you don need a privacy time”
“You’re very confusing.. you just said about leaving me earlier.. and now you speaking of the
honeymoon?”
“I’m.. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have brought it up so early.. especially on our honeymoon. Please don cry..”
“Im not crying…”
Shit! This is a horrible lie. Why did the tear just come down again?
Stepping closer to her, he cupped her face and gently wipe the tears away with his both thumps. “Please don cry.. I don wanna see you cry. You were just happy a moment ago” he can’t stand it to see her tears... its painful to know he’s the reason behind this. He pulls her into his embrace “I’m so sorry..”
She wants to push him. She hates it that he made her feel that way. She hates it that he just made her cry and now hugging her. She hates to cry and She hates him.
Does she? He’s very confusing.. what does he want from her exactly?
He tightens the hug “Please don cry. I don like seeing you in tears. I just wanted you to take care of yourself when I’m not—
“can’t you just stop talking about it for now? I wanna spend my time here relaxing okay? I don wanna hear it on my vacation…”
“Our vacation” he corrects her and hugs her ever tighter buried his nose into her hair… kissing her… cherish her.
“I can’t breath..”
“I’m sorry..” he release the embrace and looks at her now red face with swollen eyes. He brushes the tears with his thumps again and kiss her both eyes, kissing away the remaining tears. When he is sure that he kissed away all her tears, he starts kissing her nose, her temple and her forehead. He pulls her into an embrace one more time leaving her confused of his reaction but it feels so good to be in his arms. She doesn’t mind staying there for a little longer. It feels warm and safe in his muscular arms which is eased the pain she just felt a moment ago. She can smell his manly scent.. he smells good.. she doesn’t think she would forget this scent. She hugs him back and buries her cheek into his chest.
“You must be tired” he said after a moment of embracing her “I’ll let you bath” he release her and kiss her forehead once again. “Stay here..”
What is he up to now? she thought to herself. Then Nadech reappear at the door handing her a towel and her clothes for change “I don know what you would like to wear but I saw this dress in your luggage and I think it’s very pretty…”
She takes the items from him and avoid her nervousness “Thank you”
“Oh.. and these” he hands her her panties and bra with his other hand
Her eyes widen, jaw dropped and quickly grab her undergarment from him “P’Nadech!!” she scowls. “You search things in my luggage without my permission?”
“I’m sorry. I thought you need to change that as well.” He smiles his apologetic smile.
“I cannot believe you!” she hugs the items she just received trying to hide her undergarment.
“Thank you” he said. she looks at him in confuse “you come back to life.. thank you. I like seeing the lively Yaya.” He smiles his bright smile feeling relieved. “Well, I’ll wait for you outside. We will have dinner when you’re done.” He smiles at her one more time and lean toward and before she knows it, he kiss her cheek… gently but long… long enough until she turns to look at him and their lips almost touched.