Chapter 16 A Nice Mistake
Yaya got out of the shower and while letting her hair air-dry she eyed the box standing in a corner of the room warily. It contained stacks of photo albums from high school years and from the first time she’d met Yuke. Funny how today none of her murderous avenging thoughts about Yuke had come up in mind. Instead, her mind moved on to Nadech and his tale of running away.
Crazy, but Oh was right. Nadech had actually opened up to her a little today. And she liked what she saw of him, standing in that playground like he was breathing for the first time in too long. His dimples were sweet too and she had to admit it felt special seeing him smile.
When she heard Nadech come out of the bathroom and listened to his walk into his room, she went to knock on their door.
He opened it.
“Here.” She returned his sweater. “Thanks. Do you want some tea? Aunt Pam just brought some up.”
“Sure.”
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“So are you going to pay me for being your model today?” Nadech asked, his finger tapping on the saucer he held. “You didn’t think I missed you secretly photographing me, did you?”
She actually HAD thought he wouldn’t notice.
“So what does a model usually earn?”
She turned away. “It’s up to you, I guess. How much do you want?”
“One.”
“One baht?” she laughed.
“One request. Delete the pictures.”
“Oh ho, I don’t know. I think the others will find it amusing to see Nadech playing around like a monkey.”
“Sure you don’t just want to secretly admire them by yourself?”
She rolled her eyes. “I swear on the grave of Peter that was never my intention.”
“Peter?”
“My golden retriever that died when I was nine.”
“Right. How did he die?”
“Well, when I found him, he was already really sick, and the doctor said he wouldn’t make it. I really loved him during that one week I had him though. Then there was Narak, who I adopted from a shelter.” She frowned. “But she died too. So I gave up for a while. Until I adopted Sam. She used to chase Yuke around, he was so afraid of her…”
There it was again. That name. Nadech was unaware of his fingers tightening around the cup.
It amazed Yaya that three months of dating Yuke did not sound very long but when she counted all the years they had known each other, she realized he had been a big part of her life. The weird thing was she did not feel he was such a big loss right now and it surprised her every time his name popped up because even though she had been upset over their breakup, she realized she was living very well without him. And a little part of that might be credited to Nadech, Yaya thought grudgingly.
“Sam died too, but she was also very sickly.” Yaya had felt the most affection and sympathy for the smallest and weakest ones, who she always dreamed she would help survive. Then Jack came to her and she realized she could help many of those poor animals in a different way. Trying to brighten the mood, she said, “Anyway, those pictures are mine. There's no way I'm deleting them.”
He watched her blow gently on the steaming teacup. “I suppose I can’t measure up to the tall man with the pointed chin anyway.”
Who? Yaya was about to ask when the answer came to her. Yuke. She asked grimly, “What are you implying?”
“Not much. It’s none of my business who you used to take photos with while kissing.”
“Wait. You looked at my stuff?”
“Nearly tripped over it, actually, they were all over the floor.” ‘
They’ being her old photo albums.
She winced. It must have been during the ice cream incident. For some reason, she felt like he’d caught her doing something indecent, which made her feel defensive, so she snapped, “Well, you’re right. It’s none of your business. And I’d appreciate it if you withheld from mentioning my past.” She mumbled under her breath, “You don’t hear me asking about your ex-girlfriends…”
“The past is something hard to run from.”
“Yeah, and it’s really helpful of you to guilt me about Yuke.”
“I wasn’t—“
“I mean, it’s not like I want to think about him other than to imagine him going through some really intricate, well-deserved pain. And I don’t want to see or be reminded of him or the time we were together but I can’t help it if I have pictures of him and sure, we kissed, it’s what people who date do, but that doesn’t mean I deserve to hear you nag about it like I’m supposed to erase him completely for your image or whatever. I mean, how many girls have you kissed in your life?” She finished her rant in one breath and carelessly took a gulp of tea. It scalded her mouth and she spluttered.
Fanning herself after setting down the cup, she didn’t see him come up to her, lift up her chin and place his lips on hers.
He looked into her eyes and whispered, “One,” and then, without missing a beat, kissed her again. His were cool and gentle, like a snowflake, soothing her tender lips.
And then he was gone and she opened her eyes. “W-wait. One what?” she stuttered.
He stopped at their door. “I changed my mind. That was my one request.”
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THAT had been a mistake. Nadech scribbled furiously, not even pausing from one proposal to the next until they were all read and notes were recorded. He set his pen in the penholder and then sat back in his chair.
It was too warm in here, but he didn’t want to turn on the ac and have the coldness penetrate into the room next to his. A cold shower, that was what he needed.
Was it shooting baby animals? Theft? Murder? Theft AND murder of a little old lady? Because Yaya knew she must have done some terrible crime in her past life to have been bestowed such torture as she was feeling now, tossing and turning in bed. Finally, with a frustrated huff, she sat up.
The real question was why. Why had he done that? Why had Nadech kissed her and caused her mind to freeze every thought except him and his cursedly breath-stealing, body-tossing, mind-blanking kiss!?
Because ever since she’d noticed his lips, she’d wondered what they would feel like in a kiss.
“Nooo!” she buried herself under her blanket. Wondering and wanting were two different things and she
so had not wanted to kiss him. After a minute, she realized she was rocking back and forth, even while lying on her side.
“Pokerface is making me go nuts!” she burst back into the open air, clutching both sides of her face frantically. “Him and his stupid request. ONE request he said!”
One?
She shook her head as a ridiculous idea flashed in her mind. “How many girls…? No way. He was only referring to the request. He was not answering my question, right?” Her eyes swept wonderingly across the room as her thoughts spilled verbally. “…because if he was answering my question, it’d be unbelievable. BUT, assuming just hypothetically for some reason that he WAS answering my question because he’s someone who would use one ambiguous, open-ended answer,” she rolled her eyes, “there’s no way he’s only kissed ONE girl in his life, right? Unless he meant…me?”
The word had barely left her lips when she leapt out of bed and ran to the bathroom where generous amounts of cold water were splashed on her face.
“Whew.” She pat her face dry.
“That’s my towel.”
Her head shot up. She scrambled to hold the towel up so she couldn’t see his reflection as he stood leaning against the side of the shower, with the door opened part way, just enough to see his head and bare shoulders. “You’re here?!”
Not waiting for a reply, she scurried to the door but because she still had the towel over her face, she smacked into it.
“Yaya!” Nadech exclaimed and opened the shower door wider when she stumbled backwards.
“Stop!” she held up a hand, as if she knew he was about to step out naked. “Just stay where you are.” Hunched under the towel but making sure she could see the door—and ONLY the door—Yaya escaped.
Nadech opened the cupboard next to the sink and to his dismay, found a single towel left. It was lavender, sprinkled with white flowers. Definitely Yaya’s. But it would have to do. That’s what he got for forgetting to lock the door again.
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Yaya wasn’t sure how long she hid under her covers, even ignoring the knocks coming from their door. What could Nadech possibly want from her? She was embarrassed enough. That's twice now that she had been too preoccupied to even check if the bathroom was in use.
“What am I hiding for?” she lectured herself, then collapsed all stretched out on the bed. “It’s his fault for not locking the door. That’s right, I have nothing to be embarrassed about. We’re both adults. In fact, I should demand for him to tell me why he did that to me earlier.” She marched in her blue and white striped pj bottoms and gray shirt to their door and rapped sharply.
It opened and her mouth, posed in a question, froze, seeing him ruffle his damp hair with one of her flowered towels.
Nadech, seeing her stare in surprise, quickly pulled down the towel awkwardly. He side-glanced her and found a grin stretching her face. Then she was overcome with giggles, which made her miss Nadech’s small smile. This was what he wanted to see from her.
“Is your head okay?”
“Oh,” she touched it. “Yeah, it was a small bump.”
“I dunno. I thought I heard a few brain cells die. And you really need to stop doing that. My body’s not for public viewing, even if you are my fiancée.”
She prayed that it was too dark for him to see her blush. “It’s your fault.” And it wasn’t just not locking the door. She bit her lip, remembering the kiss that had kept her up. And because the question was itching her tongue, she blurted, “Was that your first kiss?”
“My first and second, if you’re counting.”
“Really???”
He must not have realized how shocking that was to her, because he merely shrugged, not looking abashed in the least. “I never had the wish to do it before.” Which would have sounded terribly romantic if he hadn’t continued to say nonchalantly, “It won’t happen again. Well, if you’re sure you’re alright, get to bed.”
'No! I’m not alright! What gives you the right to kiss me twice, and mess with my head and then just go back to bed like nothing happened?' Yaya stomped over to him.
'I couldn’t help it.' His face was stern. 'I don’t understand why I did it either.'
'I’ll tell you why you did it. You like me.'
He stared at her and let that suggestion run through his brain that had probably never been unsure of anything in his life. 'Maybe I do.'
'Why don’t we find out?'
Yaya kissed him, her arms hugging around his neck as they had yearned to. He lifted her in his arms and carried her to his room. Their door swung shut.
Yaya woke up to the earth-shaking boom of thunder. When she realized she had just had a dream about Nadech, she became wide awake.
“Oh. Em. Gee.” She flung herself out of bed and plopped down at the couch. “This is not happening. This is not happening…”
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“Have fun kiddo.”
Kim smiled up at Nadech from inside the car. “See you in a few days. Yaya, I’ll see you! Let’s go P’Oh.”
As the car drove off, Nadech turned to Yaya. He could tell she was agitated. And she had that slightly blurry look like she was still sleepy.
“You okay? Was the storm keeping you up?”
“Yeah, the storm,” Yaya mumbled. She was in no way going to admit that she’d been too scared to go back to sleep because she was afraid she’d fantasize about him again.
He caught her glaring at him at the table. “Be ready by five so we can leave for Uncle Palada’s house.”
“Is he your actual uncle?”
“He’s a very close friend of father’s, so I grew up calling him that. He was our family lawyer before his son took over.”
“Patchata?”
“Yes. My real relative, Uncle Thongchai will be there too.”
Yaya recalled meeting him briefly at the engagement, a tall thin politician with the dark handsome features that ran in the Phraisong family.
They were silent to each other the rest of the day. Yaya, because she wanted minimal reasons for him to appear in her sleep; Nadech, because he realized he couldn’t afford to repeat that act again. The real reason why he had kissed her, the reason Yaya had searched desperately for, was because he did not like her having thoughts of that other man; whether those thoughts were good, bad, or indifferent, Nadech wanted him out of her head. And. It had dawned on him after last night that he had to control himself around her, because heavens knew where that sort of crazy stunt would lead him. Possibly death, and at the very least a severe case of insanity.
-------------Author's note
And so it is revealed that Nadech Phraisong is quite...virginal.

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