Harit went back to his room and when he was there Soripa was already in bed with her back facing him . Quietly he spread the blanket on the floor and change into his sleeping clothes . Once he laid down he hear movement on the bed .
“…stay away from sister..� her voice was low and clam
“…Miss.Soripa , I have no intention ---..�
“.. if you want me to believe you do as I say .. she is married . You making her indecisive ..�
“.. im just a servant boy with no rank or status . She have no interest in me . How can I make her indecisive ? A peasant heart of mine have no value to anyone . Ms.Sorina is beyond my reaches . What kind of person I’ll be if I bring her to my level ? I can’t give her a life she deserve . ..�
“.. what the difference bwt me and my sister status ? you didn’t think about that when you rape me in that hut ! So, this mean im not worthy in your eye ? Is that why you dare to hurt me ?! You want to pull me down to sink into your level . Im probable someone you can reach easily ! I hate you !..� said Soripa .
Wave of angry washes over her face as she grip on to the blanket. Does he even realize what he saying ? Soripa and Sorina are his master daughter . How can he cherish one as highly as the other one ? Unless he feel Soripa is nothing of value for him to worship or praise ? Is he telling her , Sorina hold a special rank in his heart that he can’t tarnish her name but it ok to ruin her ? Damn orphan. How dare he insult her pride .He have no right -- just a lowly dog that seize the chance to bit his master .
“…no , it not what you think .. I I …� he stammer. He hit his lip for burring out stupid line with out thinking or considering people feeling . Miss. Soripa is pregnant and he making her angry again ! It not good for the baby if she keep on stressing out about him and her sister . He should try to stay away from Ms.Sorina as much as possible for the sake of the baby . He know his wife doesn’t want rumor and gossip to stir up in the house especially if Poradee heard about it . It will put Ms. Sorina in a difficult situation if she have to explain to her husband . Let it go ..let it go .
Harit hear more movement on the bed and it became more unsettling . “ …you ok ? Is there something wrong ..?� he rose up and watch Soripa hugging her stomach in pain again . He move on the bed to her side “…you want me to call the doctor !..� his face when pale not understanding why she in pain
“…no, leave me alone. I don’t need your care..� she move to a sitting position . The pain subside . It because of him ! He make her angry and emotional. She push him but he wouldn’t move . Harit scoop closer and place his hand on her flat stomach , rubbing it softy as he push her back in bed . He use his sleeve to wipe the sweat and tear from her face .
“…it probable cause you were angry . Just relax. I’ll try my best to please you . Ok. Im worry about our baby ..�
“..mine baby ..� she correct him .
“..alright, your baby..� after he finish wiping her face and notice the pain probable die down . He pull the blanket back on her and close the light . Moving back down the bed to his place on the floor . “ …if you need anything just call me . I be right here . I won’t go nowhere …�