Here's my LAME "love"//"crush" stories... I actually have three...ish...HAHA XD
I'll start first with my 6th grade one!
I remember back in the sixth grade, I moved to a new school, (well for me it was new, but all my siblings went there, so it wasn't new new... back to the story) It was the very first week of school, when I first met my 6th grade crush. He was those shy, rebel-ish, ghetto type. The first time I lay my eyes on him, he wasn't interested because I continued to repeat to myself that, "I was there for school and not relationship". He would sit behind me in first period, and i would feel super happy for some unknown reason, as weeks went on i grew to liking him more and more, i didn't understand why... it wasn't like we ever talked, all he did was sat there and look handsome all the time. As for me i would always, ALWAYS be looking his way whenever i had a chance. Then during the middle of the school year, we started talking a little bit more. I remember this one time when i teacher told us to clean up the hallway, since we finish our work first, and that was the very first time in my life that i actually was "flirting" with someone, (HAHA gosh... I'm lame, yesh i know!) I remember him throwing a ball paper at me because I was ignoring him. >...< HAHA XD Then the school came to a end.
The start of 7th grade year wasn't the same anymore, he was more talkative since he had made lots of new friends, but he wasn't popular, he was just more open to his "group" of friends. it was back to being shy to one and another once again. Years went pass and it became winter, i remember my sister and I made a bet since we were shoveling snow, our bet was to tell our crushes we liked them, so since i lost, i had to tell him that i liked him, but i couldn't do it. I made my friend tell him. After telling him, everything was normal, he act liked he never heard of such things, as for me, i acted like my friend never told him. School year ended with both of us never really talking to one and another... BUT yet i still had feeling for him.
Then came 8th grade year, this year got to be the saddest year for me, because my motivation didn't go to my school anymore, he moved to my old school. ;_; As the school year passed by, my friend knew him, since her cousin lived in the same apartment as him, so sometime she will bring him up, then it became the middle of the school year, that was when everything came crashing down. He decided to e-mail//message my friend asking about me, when i first heard this, Gosh i was the happiest person alive, but that wasn't it, it wasn't just asking how i was doing, he started asking if i still liked him, my friend decide to answer him truthfully, and she said yes, then he reply her with "Tell her to stop liking me, because i will never fall for her." AS soon as i heard that from my friend, my heart stopped, it was as if someone stabbed me, and i just froze, I liked him for almost 3 years and he was saying that. After that day i cry for weeks. AND wish to never meet him again. Then it came my freshman year in high school, I still kept contact with my friends, so when it was her birthday party i went to it, but he was always there, as i change how i dress, (not really how i dress, i still dress the same way as back in the day until this very day, but i changed the color, OHH i forgot to mention this, in 6th grade i was so in love with him, i would buy matching coloring clothing to match him... and the same sweater HAHAH) he started staring at me weirdly, but he was always watching me, i remember we went ice skating and i fell, he was laughing as he came by me, the weird thing was it was only him and me in the skating rake. BUT maybe it was just a coincident
. Then it was my friend brother's birthday and i couldn't make it, i was webcamming with her, as he walked pass the webcam and looking into it and wave at me, i awkwardly waved back, but then later on that day my friend message me and told me that he was saying my name throughout the whole day saying, "Where my ----" hearing that i was shock, i know i can't like him anymore i liked someone else, he can't just try to win back my heart, so i didn't do anything, i just told her that, that was weird. haha but now look i'm over him and i regret ever liking him.
He was just a memories now!~
Now onto my 9th grade crushes...
It was a brand new year in a brand new school, that just newly opening for freshmen. My very first crush was an 8th grader. I didn't understand why i liked him, but maybe it was because he was tall, and on the first day of school, he and his friend were messing with me, and he acted so shy, maybe that was why. HAHA XD BUT a memory i remember with him, was when it was 3rd period, i had art as he was going to him locker, as i was fixing the table he and his friend came into the room, where i was all alone, as they started shouting, "Hey hey." i got scare and didn't look up nor answer, but soon they started to get inpatient and started yelling, "Hey death girl." I still didn't answer, so since that day onward they called me death girl whenever they talked about me, but as the year went on i started to know him more and more, he was a flirter and i didn't like that, so my feeling for him slowly disappear.
Also the same year, it was the second week of school was when my other crush came into sight, the first time i lay my eyes on him, all i could feel was my heart racing. He was so handsome. haha :cloud9: he was just the cutest thing ever. I remember in science, his friends and him threw a letter at him, and as i read it, it said; "One of my friend like you." as i looked up, he looked away smiley all shyly, but i couldn't even reply back, as one of my new friend took the letter and wrote something stupid in reply. =_= I was so angry, but i was new, so i didn't want to already ruin who i was. Another memory i remember was the one accident causing me to even have more feeling for him. It was during first period as we were making poster the day before and we were finishing the poster, i went the get mine as he also went to grab his, but sadly our's poster fell behind the bookshelf so as i was reaching down to grab it, he too was reaching down, his chest was touching my back, i could feel my heart racing. That was when i developed a stronger feeling for him, but as the year went on, all of it was just a joke, i figure he was dating another girl from the school, as he continue to mess with me. I try to forget about him and moved him, but i couldn't... Later on i figure he broke up with her, this even made me more happy, since he was single again. Then as the years passed by, it was toward the end of the year as i figure he had another girlfriend, at that moment hearing how he "loved" her i knew i had to forget about him and live my live, but even though my mouth kept repeating that it was time to forget, my heart wouldn't allow it. So school ended and it was summer break, i took all summer to forget about him, but said it failed.
10th grade year came as he was once again single, since his girlfriend was cheating on him, i was once again back in love with him, this year we talked once in a while when we had the chance. (but we hardly talk, i have no class except one class with him, and we both were shy so we can't really bring our self to talk to one and another.) During the early school year he decide to move to another school, at that moment i knew it was time to forget about him, but during the middle of the school year he came back, and was handsome as always, causing myself to develop feeling for him again, then later on he somehow receive my number and he called me, we talked for the longest time ever, but it was a moment that i won't ever forget. BUT because of that phone call, it made me unable to forget him. My heart would race every time i heard the phone ring, but soon i stopped having hope, because he wasn't ever going to call me again. Then toward the end, i heard that he was dating of my friend sister, that caused my heart to break! ;_; BUT the school year ended with them breaking up, and my having little feeling for him.
Then 11th grade came, and there he was again, my motivation to come to school. I was happy seeing him every year, and i know that he hated love, but as the year went on i told myself that if i ever had a chance with him, i was going to change his opinion about hating love. That was when my cousin came into the picture, she started chatting with him on the internet, one day as she got angry at me, she decide to tell him, as she told him, he said it was cool, but he wasn't looking until he reach college because he still worry about school and his life. But he acted like he never knew, and i acted like i never liked him, sometime i would catch him staring at me, but maybe it wasn't even for me. Then the toward the end of the school year came, my cousin decide to tell me that he have a girlfriend now, and i should forget about him lying a$$, since he knew i liked him and told my cousin he wasn't looking and was caring about him life, my cousin get angry and decided to tell me to forget about him. At that moment my heart came crushing down, i didn't know what to do anymore, my life was "over" i didn't want to go to school anymore... =_= BUT i manage to get though it!~ and i was able to forget about him, because i found someone new to replace him... ish... not really... haha but yesh i'm over him! I hope... ;_;
GOSH SORRY it's SUPER DUPER LONG AND may make NO SENSE at all.! BUT here's my "crushes" story!~
