The Marriage
Ch17
The night stayed clear and the stars shine bright. The crescent moon showed a longing of want within the sun to rise. But somehow it was hours still before the sun will be up again. As Chai sat still beside of Seena a sleeping body that was fast asleep and unbothered. She was breaking his heart into so many pieces that he couldn’t bare the sight of her anymore. Her state in mind and soul, even her physical appearance was hard to watch. He was losing her. He needed to help her. He wanted to help her. But how? Could he have told her that she was pregnant? Will that make her come back to him? Or will that make her even more depressed?
He was thankful that for once since their marriage they were actually going to start a family after two years of being married. He so thankful but Seena was what that worried him. She wouldn’t eat. She wouldn’t do anything but cry and try to hurt herself even more. He had to do something. He couldn’t keep her tie up without her hurting herself even more. Only a day has passed and she was doing the impossible. She said, “I want to meet Collin!” But how could she do that when he’s already dead? She was tearing him to limbs. He had no other choice but to risk it. He had to tell her before she really does something crazy. If she cared enough for her child she wouldn’t hurt herself. If she cared enough she would try to take care of herself and meet a therapist and somehow cured her deep depression. She would if she cared.
Chai took her hands with his and kissed in between her knuckles. The tears of seeing her like this fell. He was crying for her to come back. He loved her so much but somehow, she didn’t seem to see the same thing as he did. He loved her so much that he could have given her the whole world if he could. Seena just didn’t see it like he did.
Chai caressed her cheek and pulled her loose hair back and kissed her forehead. “Come back to me....” He manages to say faintly and sits back down observing her more than he ever had in his lifetime.
******
It was a day since Pitt was gone. Veela was pretty well bored out of her life. She had no one to mess with or to make them mad at her. She missed the days of making him mad at her. She missed the days of his scent that was now disappearing. His voice that was alarming and dangerous in a way that made her heart skip and do little flutters inside of her stomach, she missed all of it.
Veela couldn’t sleep on her own anymore. Just one day passing and she would have to go lay on his bed for about 30 minutes then she will be satisfy and go out. But only that one day she had seen herself entering his room more than three times an hour. How could she possibly go without a day of smelling him? She manages a whole day without calling him. What could she do if he had to be gone forever from her life? Could she live without him? Could she, after losing Sai? Could she manage another heartbreak? Getting over Sai was hard enough but getting married to Barry was a piece of cake. But losing Barry was harder then she had expected it too. He was the opposite of Sai, Barry had a dangerous vibe that came from him but at the same time he was sweet and caring. A little over protected and passive, but then again she was use too it now. Barry was just very different from her standards. He was somehow mysterious in a good way. His feelings were well known by his actions as if he expressed more through physical contact then words. He was just like a bird stuck in a cage with nothing to do but sit around but when he got out his wings flew out in many different ways that kept him moving and showed how much he enjoyed life as it is.
Veela now feels as if she could finally move on with her life. With no obligation to attend to Sai no more, she had finally lost her heart to another man who was with her emotionally and physically. Would Sai be happy for her? Or will he be mad? He was her sea, her happiness once before. Would he be mad for her to find some else, did he have a right to be mad? He was now dead but somehow a feeling that he was still always here stayed around her making her feel guilty as ever.
Sure she missed him at times and still does when she feels down. But he was merely a pass she needs to forget. But how can someone forget such a past that held so many emotions and happy moments? No one can, it can be push back but never can it be forgotten. Her thoughts now confused her more than ever. Did she love Pitt or was she still dead over heels for her dead lover Sai? That was her only question left she needed to answer.
She had emotions that felt like jealousy, loved, sweet sometimes and now mostly angered when Pitt doesn’t choose to recognize her but mostly....... ‘What why hasn’t Pitt called me yet?’ Veela thought and stood right back up from Pitt bed. She looked over her cell and checks her calls but nothing. Pitt told her to trust him but he doesn’t call her. What the heck.
*****
“You need to get out of here Maya.” Pitt says releasing his tie. He was tired out from the work and now he had her to deal with. ‘I could not break my promise to Yaya. I could not break my promise to Yaya.’ he thought again and again until he pushed her away. “Please stay away from me Maya. How many times to do I have to tell you that I am happily married?”
“Happily? When I first came back here and saw you. You looked nothing like you were happy more like miserable.”
“Well that all change the day you came back. We have nothing to talk about anymore. I refused to speak to you and your needs. I am not that person you once knew anymore Maya.” Pitt says coldly slamming his jacket on the leather seat making Maya flitch at his awareness.
“You are still the person I know, Pitt; please just come back to me.” Maya pleads and goes to touch his jaw line smoothly. “You are still there. I know it.” She says burying her face into his chest gently. Sniffing in his rich scent, she exhales sharply in delight. “I’ve missed you.”
“Maya...” Pitt says feeling rather wrong as he attempts to push her out of the way.
“No, Pitt. I’m sorry for everything I have done to you. I’m sorry for everything.”
“You have Sila.”
“But I don’t want him. He doesn’t make me happy like you do.”
“Maya....” Pitt says once more and officially pushes her away as gently as possible. “I came here for business not to play around with you.” He said again and struggles within Maya’s grip making them fall into the wall behind of them. He took one stern look at her and sighs.
He admits he had missed Maya while Veela and him were married but now it was different. He had actually felt something for Veela after so many years of missing Maya. He had found someone who was not going to leave him. But damn this woman she always had this effect on him. She closed his eyes and blinded him so easily that he was fooled again and again because of this woman and somehow she was doing it again to him. She was bewitching him as if she putted a spell on him and cast it for eternity. She was once everything but when she left that whole world fell and now she was trying to rebuild it like rebuilding a human body. That was the only problem the pain was too much and unforgettable that it couldn’t be rebuild but heal over time. And he was healing; Veela was slowly healing him and was being caught up into a web with Maya and her lies. The way she trap him was like no other. She was a demon and she knew how to twist him. She knew what he liked and what he didn’t. She had the advantage, she had the experience and many more with Pitt that it drove his mind crazy over this women. She knew how to twist his world and gave him what he needed, she knew him way too well that she manage to ambush him and bend his faithfulness with Veela. She gave him a sweet soft kissed making him lost and confused.
Oh lord what will he do now?
******
The upcoming morning was tiring. Veela had managed to escape the morning without calling Pitt. She wonders what he was doing or what had happen during his trip to London. Tomorrow he was coming home finally. She couldn’t wait till all the sweet and romantic imaginary she has been day dreaming to come true at all. However it has been quite a while since she had gone to her most precious place of all. The Sea. The one place to give her peace and sadness but it was also a place that she will forever remember that was once a part of her and still is. She still loved the place.
The sea was still windy as usual but this time it was different. It felt warm and friendly. The sea was somehow welcoming her which she felt for the first time since Sai’s death. The sun was high up and shining brightly with delight. The amiable sea water crash silently this time around. The whistling of the wind was pleasing to the human ear and it sing to her as much as the crashes that was being played. The sea finally was happy with her here.
Veela smiles and crossed her arms together. She watches the sea with enliven and felt relief. Her heart no longer aches. She no longer felt alienated from the world without Sai and she mostly was cheery about life itself once again. She was willingly going to fight this life and game to be with the person she loved. She knew coming here will be her answer. Sai was always her answer. She knew he would wait here for her. But it was time for him to move on. He had to go back and began his life again. He didn’t have to watch over her anymore and she was thankful he did. It was time to move one.
“Sai!” She screams his name. “Thank you for everything you’ve done for me!” She yelled one more time and ended with a hum. “I want you to move on. To go live another life and find the one you love......” She said bringing her voice to a normal tone. “I will forever remember you but I will have to move on and create new memories. But mostly, I do miss you.” She said faintly and smiled again. “I do miss you.....”
*****
Sai even in death watched her. He wanted to touch her and hug her. It’s been a while since he saw her smile that brought warmth to him. He wanted more then to touch her. He wanted to hold onto her more than anything but he couldn’t. He stood beside of her and smiled along with her.
“I can’t leave you just yet and I miss you too. I miss you too......” He said faintly and then disappearing from her side.
*****
“Seena, please stop!” Chai eagerly pinned her down. “Please stop hurting yourself.” He begged her until she lashes out at him. “Stop...” he said faintly and the tears started to fall again. “You have to take care of our baby inside of you. You’re pregnant Seena. So please stop hurting yourself.” He said weakly with a pleading and it made her stop finally.
Seena watch him with sadness and snap back to reality. ‘I pregnant?’ she thought to herself and weakly held her grounds away. She was defeated.
Chai watch her stop and she looked up at him. She didn’t look lost or confused. She looks like herself back to normal. But he couldn’t be sure of it.
“Seena, you there with me?” He asked and let her arms go. She nodded her head at him and he happily gave her a kiss on the forehead. He hugged her so tight that new tears of joy filled him up. She was back finally after two weeks of trying to bring her back she was finally here with him and not blacking out on him.
“Am I really.....” She didn’t get to finish.
“Yes, you are.” He said happily and hugs her once more. But she didn’t say anything after that. She was left quiet and sat still. She gave him the silent treatment and she thought about how she had acted for the past two weeks. It brought up things she never thought she was possible of doing. She had nothing else to say to Chai.
-_______-
“Yes, Sara (Seena’s mother) she’s doing fine now. Looks like risking the child and telling her she was pregnant snap her right back. But I’m still worried a bit about her.” Chai said speaking on the phone with her.
“Please take care of her Chai. She had always been a little emotional since she was small.”
“I will do my best. Oh, and Seena will be coming back home soon. She says she doesn’t wait to stay in the hospital anymore. She’s tired of staying here and wants to see you very much.”
“Okay thanks. Bye Chai take care of my baby.”
“I will. Bye Sara.”
******
Veela got back home late as usual. She always did when she was at the sea. She always found herself lost and watching the sun set for hours till she catches up with time again and leave. And this time was no different from those many other times before.
She felt tired and took off her heels before she fell down and slips on her face. She was never good at wearing those but they were always so pretty and they match her outfit and long slender legs. She closed the door behind of her and snaps the lights up. She continued down the kitchen to get a drink and was spook.
“Who are you? And how did you get into my house?” She said as she found the nearest thing to her which was a knife and she pointed it at him.
He held his hands up in defeat and smiled at her. But his eyes told her that he meant no harm.
“I mean no harm to you I just want to talk.” He said sounding sincere.
“Talk? That’s funny how you came here unknown.”
“Look my name is Sila. I am Maya’s husband. I came to get her back, I found out she came her and so I followed.”
Veela then remember the name Sila. Was he the same person Pitt talked about?
“Well she is not here.” Veela said putting the knife down.
“Do you know where I can find her?”
“London, she is with my husband on a business trip.”
“Crap!” He hissed and snaps his hands down onto the counter tops. “You should have never let her go with him.”
“What is the problem?”
“I don’t trust Maya, she’s a snake. She will try every way to get him back don’t you understand.”
“But I trust my husband enough....”
“You really think they won’t do anything?” Sila said once more rudely.
“I trust in him and if you want more information about where she lives it may be near a condo around here. It won’t be that hard to find her.”
“Right! Thanks for telling me and I’m sorry for intruding into your personal home.” Sila said leaving as Veela sat back down thinking about what he had said.
** “I don’t trust Maya, she’s a snake. She will try every way to get him back don’t you understand.”
**“You really think they won’t do anything?”
“I trust in him. I trust in him. I trust in him.” She repeated again and sat down. Suddenly feeling the urge to drink she pulled out a bottle of vodka and started drinking.
The night was still fresh but late. Veela had managed to drink half of the bottle. Not feeling the slightest tipsy at all she still felt great but depressed. She was still in her right state of mind but random thoughts poured over her. She stayed in the dark and only with a candle on beside of her. She stood up and headed over to the swimming pool. She sat down with the bottle with her and the burning candle next to her. What shall she do now? She had no idea but to see what happen next. All of a sudden a voice distracted her from her thoughts. She looked up to see no other than Maya standing beside of her. Veela stood up beside of her and was shock. How did these people get into her house in the first place?
"What are you doing here? How did you get in?"
"Well I have a spare key to the house since this was the same house Pitt brought for us and I'm here to tell you that Pitt and I are back together."
"You think I believe you?"
"You think I will lie to you?"
Gosh, Veela really did hate this woman’s guts. This kind of women was really not ashamed about who she opens her legs to. She also hated it when people ask a question after a question.
"Low as usual. If only Pitt saw right through you." Veela snicker and laughs. "Your husband came to find you." She said once more as Maya's face grew pale. "What's wrong cat's caught your tongue?"
"What did he say?"
"I don't know asked him yourself." Veela said smirking and made her way away from her bumping into her shoulder purposely.
"Tell me what he said." Maya demanded and grip onto her wrist tightly.
"Go ask him yourself. This is not my problem to deal with." Veela said as she shoves her hands away.
"I command you to tell Me."
"His story is not mine to tell. Why are acting this way for anyways. As if you’re scared of him?" Veela said nasty jerking her hands away from Maya. "Wait aw, don’t tell me you’re scared of him." Veela said in a fake pity tone and grin wickedly at her. "Serves you right." She mumbles under her breath.
"What did he say to you?" Maya stumble along her words and grip onto Veela's arm tightly.
"Get off of me you weirdo." Veela said trying to jerk her hand away as Maya’s nails digging into her arms. "Get the fuck off of me." Veela said slapping her to the ground and shoving her away.
"What is going on here?"
"Pitt."
"Huh, Pitt you have to help me. Your wife is beating me up. Look at me." Maya complain and hanged onto his arm.
"What are you doing here Maya?"
"I came to see you and thought that I forgot something in your bags and so I came but then I looked back through my stuff and it was all there. So I was going to go back but then Veela was unhappy about seeing me so she tried to beat me up. It was good you came in time otherwise I would be in the hospital by now." She whined and buried her face into his arm. While Pitt gave a look to Veela, shaking his head in disapproval.
'He believed her?' She thought. 'He freaking believe in her story!' Veela thought once more and it push her. Her heart thumped loudly with anger, jealousy run through her veins as her hands clench into a fist she was right about to kick this woman’s butt. Not only hers but Pitt too. She waited for his return to find this outcome. What is wrong with him?
"I will be back Veela. I'm going to take Maya home."
‘No! You will not!’ She thought but didn’t bother to say anything back. Maybe Sila was right. She couldn't trust Pitt after all. His stupid speech. No wonder he didn't call her once. He was too damn busy with that woman. He didn't even ask for her side of the story. What really did happen, he didn't even bother. So Veela did what she's been doing. She went back to where she was sitting, grabbed the bottle and drunk it whole.
This night had been unpredictable. She thought he was coming home tomorrow, what happen to the trip? He lied to her. He took sides and went with another women who was his ex-wife. Maya's husband came to meet her with an unexpected note also. What next shall happen? Her heart crushed and left to believe that hope and love was nothing but a suffering? Her trust in him was now ruined. He has ruined it and maybe her whole life was ruined.
"What are you still doing here?"
"You're back already?" Veela said bitterly. Giving him a disgusting glare as she continued with the drink, pouring it into her mouth as he came and snatch the bottle right out of her hands as it spilled over her clothes, she shot right back up at him and wiped her lips from the spill.
"Give it back to me?" She protest and tried to snatch it back.
"Is there a reason why you’re drinking?" Pitt asked with anger in his voice.
"Maybe, maybe not. Is there something wrong with me drinking?" She said glaring up at him as she sat still back at her spot.
"Why are you mad at me for?"
"I'm not mad I’m just not in the mood to be talking to you that's all." Veela said crossing her arms together.
"You're a very frustrating women you know that?" He said as his temper started getting the better of him. "Damn it Veela what is wrong with you? Tell me please. Why are you mad at me? What is going on in that head of yours?" He says harshly pulling her up so her gaze met his.
"You want to know?"
"Yes, I want to know."
"Then tell me truthfully, on your trip did you have any physical contact with Maya at all?"
"Why...why are you suddenly asking these questions? I thought you trusted me." Pitt said shaking his head as he let her go.
"Answer the question! You did didn't you? What!! You two shared a hot emotional make out section and had an outburst of emotion and then confessed about how much you two missed each other presents? You slept with her!" She said madly and threw her hands up into the air. "Am I right?" She yelled.
"I admit we kissed..."
"You have just lost my trust in you when I risked it." Veela said almost walking pass of him as he stood in front of her.
"But your wrong Veela. I stop it from actually happening. We did nothing after that."
"But old feelings were emerged again Pitt. You still love her and I was afraid of that happening. You showed her that you still loved her. You gave her a chance don't you understand that. That gave her hope and now you've chosen sides with her. She will never leave you alone and we will forever be stuck in this misunderstanding." Veela hissed at him feeling the drunkenness hit her. "You, Pitt still love Maya and I am just her replacement. I am not the real thing for you." She snaps and then pushes him away but he refuse to let her go. He held her tight into his embraced and buried his head into the curves of her neck.
"Let me go Pitt!" Veela said struggling and tried brushing off his hands but it made them move more until they drop into the pool. Soaking them both and bringing them back to life. Pitt still held onto her and while she struggled for a long time before she stop. Veela quietly laid still in his tight embraced with unspoken feelings that crush her. Her only question was now 'what is in his mind of his?'
LOL I know sad, gosh hate Maya. She's such a pain but hey look on the bright side we all see a different side of Pitt every time and Chai and Seena are having a kid. I hear family reunion here!!! Hahaha I'm going to Love Pitt mom. She's so cool. But anyways, it will take a while before Veela warms up to Pitt again. I hope. He's such blah. Don't know what he wants, he's confused i know you guys hate him but when he reach that stage you guys will like him more. However, Sila hmm he's still a mystery. Maya maybe she will be put in her place finally. There is still more to go. I hope u guys enjoy The Marriage as much as I enjoy writing it and sharing them. I also hope u guys are also keeping up with my other ff Killer. That story is a real challenging story to write. It a little hard but i will find a way to finish both my ff before I start my next ff.
I'm thinking about calling the story Longing it is a whole different plot will get back to you all about the story line. I am also thinking about another story to write called, Waiting for You but this one is maybe only. And my others coming soon ff will be on hold.
So please comment and tell me what you like. Thank you ^_^