...does she see i don't care anymore, i live with a gun to my heart and empty words for what was, wealth can't save any part of whats left of me, if she cares she will leave me alone... nobody will understand who i am, i'm so different and i see and feel everything those around me think... life is nothing anymore when i wake so i give my heart away with kindness to mend everything about me that's broken... i will not live alone anymore if silence greets me in the end with no friends that can believe in me anymore... i can not live... my heart is already taken...