In the Shadow of Love (Nai Ngao Rak)- CH.10, PART II

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sarNie Adult
Chapter Ten, Part I​

The first thing she realized when she opened her eyes was that she was bare naked. Her head still ached bad and she knew there was someone next to her in bed. Nichapat squinted her eyes once or twice. Her temples hurt each time she did but she knew that something just didn’t feel right. She had never felt like that before. Finally, she managed to fully open her eyes and they immediately rolled onto the man sleeping next her…Sutthana Rattanadeth!
She pulled the covers to conceal her upper body and tears begin to stream down her face. Sutthana opened his eyes and sat up. He smiled his half evil smile and opened his mouth to speak but before words could even come out, Nichapat struck him across the face. He massaged the sharp pain on his cheek and looked on at her still wearing that smile.
“LAEW! LAEW MAAK!” she bellowed. “YOU MUST BE VERY SATISIFIED NOW, CHAI MAI?”
Sutthana swallowed and grinned.
“Chai,” replied Sutthana with confidence. “I’m very satisfied. Man, you’re a really great actress too. You make it seem so realistic that it was your first time.”
She wanted to murder him but doing so will only make her hands filthy from his bad blood. Teary eyed and face, Nichapat slapped him again and this time, harder. She knew it hurt more than last time because she felt the sharp pain on her hand too.
Sutthana wiped the speck of blood from the corner of his lip and grabbed Nichapat. He pinned her down on the bed and kissed her violently all around her neck. Instead of fighting back, Nichapat just lied there still and allowed him to do what he pleased. She didn’t have the strength to fight with him and doing so won’t bring back what was lost anyway. He wasn’t worth the fight. She wished for it to be over soon so she could escape her life. She wanted to go away from everyone now.
“Why aren’t you fighting back?” he asked.
He must’ve felt weird to exert so much pressure on her when she wasn’t even fighting back.
“Just do what you want and go away from my life,” said Nichapat quietly.
She didn’t even look him in the eyes. He still had her pinned beneath his bare naked body.
“Once you’re finished and satisfied, keep in mind that this is only a dream because a person like you can only achieve such things in dreams anyway,” said Nichapat. “For me, this is a nightmare.”
“Don’t think that I’m totally into you,” said Sutthana. “Now you know what crossing people of high status is like.”
Nichapat looked at him in the eyes.
“High status?” she smirked. “You don’t even compare to an animal. Even animals have a heart, have feelings, and love for others. You don’t even have a hint of humanity.”

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She will not tell anyone about this, especially Neena. She best kept it to herself because if anyone else knew about it, there would be total chaos. It would be the talk of town and bring upon embarrassment to herself. Besides, she was leaving the entertainment industry anyway.
“Yae Pat!”
Neena rushed down the hall to greet her best friend. She took Nichapat into her arms and hugged her tightly.
“Thank God you’re okay!” exclaimed Neena. “Where have you been? Did you come back to the room to sleep?”
“I…uh…
“What are those marks on your neck?” asked Neena, trying to get a closer look.
“Nothing,” lied Nichapat. “I had an allergic reaction and starting breaking out. I was at the hospital last night.”
“Jing na?” asked Neena, suspiciously.
“Jing,” replied Nichapat. “It must be the seafood last night.”
“Well why didn’t you wake me up?” asked Neena.
“I didn’t want to,” replied Nichapat. “You need your beauty’s sleep.”
Suddenly, Nichapat blacked out and collapsed into Neena’s arms.
“YAE PAT!”
Nichapat opened her eyes again. She felt light headed. Perhaps it was the drug Sutthana had put in her drink.
 
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suayrerdcherdsode

sarNie Adult
Sorry I took so long to update. I've been slammed with school (midterms) and work. Anyhow, thanks for following this story. Hope you guys like it!
 
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sarNie Adult
YaMaMiKi said:
omgomg omg omg omg....awesome awesome chapter...those owrd are just like a lkaorn i remeber....bloody got a tingle in my stomach
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Aw thanks. Honestly I did borrow a few words from various lakorns I've seen and kinda worded them in my own writing. Glad you like it. Thanks!
 
Sweet_09

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❤All that you are is all that I'll ever need❤
Oh Sutthana is so mean!!! Ugh!!! I felt sorry for Nichapat...poor girl...didnt tat really happen???
 
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suayrerdcherdsode

sarNie Adult
Chapter Ten, Part II​

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Many days passed since the incident. Nichapat wanted to forget it but it was just too hard. All that happened seemed as if it were only yesterday. Whenever she closed her eyes, Sutthana would haunt her. Memories of that night would haunt her. No. They were nightmares, ones that had installed themselves permanently in her memory. The more she tried to forget, the more it brought tears to her eyes.
Nichapat sobbed quietly to herself. The makeup she had just put on were being erased by her tears. She snatched a tissue nearby and wiped her face dry again to reapply the makeup. Today was it. It would be the last day of her modeling career. Now that she was financially stable, thanks to Jae Noon, she was able to go out in the real world and pursue her dream. Hopefully, it would relieve her mind, forget the past, and think clearly once again.

“I don’t want to sign this at all,” said Jae Noon, sadly. “I don’t want to lose you. Within only a few months, you’ve gained much popularity and its just sad to see you leave the entertainment industry.”
Nichapat sighed.
“Modeling can only take me so far,” she said. “I don’t want to be in the entertaiment industry my whole life. If I didn’t have to, I wouldn’t have entered in the first place. I want to be able to chase my dreams and not just dream about them. I have a goal in life and I want to get there.”
Jae Noon smiled and hugged Nichapat.
“It would be really sad to lose you,” said Jae Noon. “I wish you the best in life Nichapat.”
“Khob jai maak na ka Jae,” said Nichapat.
“Here comes my tears,” said Neena with a sad face. “You make me want to cry. It’s like a sad departing scene in a lakorn or something.”
“Don’t say that,” said Nichapat. “No matter what, you can still contact me. I’m going to study abroad not moving out of the country or anything. You’re not motivating at all.”
Neena leaned in to hug Nichapat too.
“I wish only success for you na gae,” said Neena.
“When are you leaving?” asked Jae Noon.
“This Friday ka,” replied Nichapat. “The next term begins in about a month and I want to go early to prepare myself.”
Neena nodded.
“If you need help, tell me,” said Neena. “I’ll always be here for you.”
“Khob jai gae maak,” said Nichapat. “I hope you become a nang’ek.”
Neena laughed.
“Baa,” she said and went in for a final hug.

Friday came all too early. As a best friend she was, Neena, along with Jae Noon, went to the airport with Nichapat to see her take off.
“Take care of yourself well,” said Jae Noon, hugging Nichapat. “It has been a pleasure working with you and if you ever want to come back, there will always be a spot here for you. You’ve made a name for yourself and you should be proud of what you do. If you feel like you want to come back, I’ll be proud to accept you with open arms. Good luck na ja Nong Pat.”
“Ka, khob jai na ka, Jae Noon,” said Nichapat.
She looked at Neena, who was standing there biting her lips trying to fight back those tears.
“Bye,” said Nichapat.
“Bye bye,” said Neena. “Remember if you ever need anything at all, I’m a phone call away. Don’t hesitate to contact me for whatever reason. Keep in touch with me. I’d like to keep updated of my friend’s life.”
“Ja,” said Nichapat. “I’m going now.”
Neena and Jae Noon waved goodbye to Nichapat as she walked through the gates. And she was gone.

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“Nee Warit, I already told you we’re done,” said Preeya. “What are you still doing here at my condo?”
“You might not love me anymore but I still love you,” said Warit.
There was no way in hell that he was going to let her go that easily. After two years together and all that they’ve been through, all that he’s done for her…
“But I don’t love you anymore,” said Preeya. “I’m not afraid to tell you. I’m seeing someone else now and that person is a thousand times better than you. I’m sick and tired of staying here with you and hearing the same thing from you.”
“So you just want to throw our relationship away like that?” asked Warit. “All these that I do, I do for you. I want to be a better man for you and I’m working on it right now. Can’t you just hold on a little bit longer?”
“You see?!” exclaimed Preeya. “Here you go at it again! The same words! I’m tired of this! Just go!”
There were now tears in Warit’s eyes. Tears of pain and jealousy. It hurt to hear his woman say that she had someone else.
“Mai,” said Warit, calmly. “I’m not going anywhere. I’m not leaving you and I won’t let you leave me either!”
He charged towards her and pulled her body closer to him.
“Let me go!” shrieked Preeya.
“Mai! You’re forcing me to do this!”
Warit was lost in anger and pain. Preeya was his woman and his only.
 
Bieluvr

Bieluvr

XiaojuXiyou
For those of you who don't understand the song, here's a translation of the lyrics for La Ai Jai.

ถ้าฉันคิดได้อย่างวันนี้
Tah chun kit dai yahng wun nee
If I could think today
ตั้งแต่วันนั้นที่เธอยังอยู่
Dtung dtae wun nun tee tur yung yoo
Since that day that you were still here
ถ้าฉันนั้นรู้ในถูกผิด
Tah chun nun roo nai took pit
If I realized my mistakes
เธอคงไม่คิดจะจากไป
Tur kong mai kit ja jahk pai
You might not have thought of leaving
ที่ฉันร้องไห้อยู่ตอนนี้
Tee chun raung hai yoo dtaun nee
I’m crying right now
กลั่นจากส่วนลึกในหัวใจที่ร้องไห้
Glun jahk suan leuk nai hua jai tee raung hai
Selected from the depths of my heart, I’m crying
เพราะใจกำลังคิดถึงเธอ
Pror jai gumlung kit teung tur
Because my heart is missing you
(*) เธออยู่ที่ใด ได้โปรดมาฟังบางสิ่งในใจ
Tur yoo tee dai dai proht mah fung bahng sing nai jai
Wherever you are, please come and listen to the things in my heart
ที่ในวันนี้ยังติดค้าง
Tee nai wun nee yung dtit kahng
Even today I still owe you
แต่ฉันไม่รู้จะเจอเธอที่ไหน
Dtae chun mai roo ja jur tur tee nai
But I don’t know where I’ll see you again
โลกใหญ่เกินจะค้นเจอ
Lohk yai gern ja kon jur
The world is too big to find you
(**) อยากขอโทษที่เคยเอาแต่ใจ
Yahk kor toht tee koey ao dtae jai
I want to apologize for being selfish
อยากขอโทษอะไรที่ร้ายๆ
Yahk kor toht arai tee rai rai
I want to apologize for all the bad times
อยากให้เธออภัยในสิ่งที่ฉันผิดพลั้ง ไปมากมาย
Yahk hai tur apai nai sing tee chun pit plung pai mahk mai
I want you to forgive me for all the many mistakes I made
อยากขอโทษในวันที่ผ่านมา
Yahk kor toht nai wun tee pahn mah
I want to apologize in the passing days
อาจเพราะฉันมีตาแต่หามีแววไม่
Aht pror chun mee dtah dtae hah mee waew mai
It might be because I’m looking, but I don’t see any signs
ทำสิ่งดีๆหล่นหาย ทำคนที่รักฉันเสียใจ
Tum sing dee dee lon hai tum kon tee ruk chun sia dai
I’ve made the good things vanish, I’ve made the one who loved me sad
เธออยู่แห่งใดที่ไหน
Tur yoo haeng dai tee nai
Wherever you happen to be
ฉันละอายแก่ใจต่อเธอเหลือเกิน
Chun la ai gae jai dtor tur leua gern
I’m ashamed for my heart that resisted you so much
ฉันพร้อมชดใช้ให้เธอแล้ว
Chun praum chot chai hai tur laeo
I’m ready to repay you
แววตาตอนนี้ฉันว่างเปล่า
Waew dtah dtaun nee chun wahng plao
Right now the look in my eyes is empty
ฉันขอให้ความเป็นเรา กลับคืนมาได้ไหม
Chun kor hai kwahm pen rao glup keun mah dai mai
I want us, please come back
(*,**)
อยากให้เธออภัยในสิ่งที่ฉันผิดพลั้ง ไปมากมาย
Yahk hai tur apai nai sing tee chun pit plung pai mahk mai
I want you to forgive me for all the many mistakes I made
อยากขอโทษในวันที่ผ่านมา
Yahk kor toht nai wun tee pahn mah
I want to apologize in the passing days
อาจเพราะฉันมีตาแต่หามีแววไม่
Aht pror chun mee dtah dtae hah mee waew mai
It might be because I’m looking, but I don’t see any signs
ทำสิ่งดีๆหล่นหาย ทำคนที่รักฉันเสียใจ
Tum sing dee dee lon hai tum kon tee ruk chun sia dai
I’ve made the good things vanish, I’ve made the one who loved me sad
เธออยู่แห่งใดที่ไหน
Tur yoo haeng dai tee nai
Wherever you happen to be
ฉันละอายแก่ใจต่อเธอเหลือเกิน
Chun la ai gae jai dtor tur leua gern
I’m ashamed for my heart that resisted you so much

Credits to:
http://deungdutjai.wordpress.com/?s=la+ai+jai
 
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sarNie Adult
Bieluvr said:
For those of you who don't understand the song, here's a translation of the lyrics for La Ai Jai.

ถ้าฉันคิดได้อย่างวันนี้
Tah chun kit dai yahng wun nee
If I could think today
ตั้งแต่วันนั้นที่เธอยังอยู่
Dtung dtae wun nun tee tur yung yoo
Since that day that you were still here
ถ้าฉันนั้นรู้ในถูกผิด
Tah chun nun roo nai took pit
If I realized my mistakes
เธอคงไม่คิดจะจากไป
Tur kong mai kit ja jahk pai
You might not have thought of leaving
ที่ฉันร้องไห้อยู่ตอนนี้
Tee chun raung hai yoo dtaun nee
I’m crying right now
กลั่นจากส่วนลึกในหัวใจที่ร้องไห้
Glun jahk suan leuk nai hua jai tee raung hai
Selected from the depths of my heart, I’m crying
เพราะใจกำลังคิดถึงเธอ
Pror jai gumlung kit teung tur
Because my heart is missing you
(*) เธออยู่ที่ใด ได้โปรดมาฟังบางสิ่งในใจ
Tur yoo tee dai dai proht mah fung bahng sing nai jai
Wherever you are, please come and listen to the things in my heart
ที่ในวันนี้ยังติดค้าง
Tee nai wun nee yung dtit kahng
Even today I still owe you
แต่ฉันไม่รู้จะเจอเธอที่ไหน
Dtae chun mai roo ja jur tur tee nai
But I don’t know where I’ll see you again
โลกใหญ่เกินจะค้นเจอ
Lohk yai gern ja kon jur
The world is too big to find you
(**) อยากขอโทษที่เคยเอาแต่ใจ
Yahk kor toht tee koey ao dtae jai
I want to apologize for being selfish
อยากขอโทษอะไรที่ร้ายๆ
Yahk kor toht arai tee rai rai
I want to apologize for all the bad times
อยากให้เธออภัยในสิ่งที่ฉันผิดพลั้ง ไปมากมาย
Yahk hai tur apai nai sing tee chun pit plung pai mahk mai
I want you to forgive me for all the many mistakes I made
อยากขอโทษในวันที่ผ่านมา
Yahk kor toht nai wun tee pahn mah
I want to apologize in the passing days
อาจเพราะฉันมีตาแต่หามีแววไม่
Aht pror chun mee dtah dtae hah mee waew mai
It might be because I’m looking, but I don’t see any signs
ทำสิ่งดีๆหล่นหาย ทำคนที่รักฉันเสียใจ
Tum sing dee dee lon hai tum kon tee ruk chun sia dai
I’ve made the good things vanish, I’ve made the one who loved me sad
เธออยู่แห่งใดที่ไหน
Tur yoo haeng dai tee nai
Wherever you happen to be
ฉันละอายแก่ใจต่อเธอเหลือเกิน
Chun la ai gae jai dtor tur leua gern
I’m ashamed for my heart that resisted you so much
ฉันพร้อมชดใช้ให้เธอแล้ว
Chun praum chot chai hai tur laeo
I’m ready to repay you
แววตาตอนนี้ฉันว่างเปล่า
Waew dtah dtaun nee chun wahng plao
Right now the look in my eyes is empty
ฉันขอให้ความเป็นเรา กลับคืนมาได้ไหม
Chun kor hai kwahm pen rao glup keun mah dai mai
I want us, please come back
(*,**)
อยากให้เธออภัยในสิ่งที่ฉันผิดพลั้ง ไปมากมาย
Yahk hai tur apai nai sing tee chun pit plung pai mahk mai
I want you to forgive me for all the many mistakes I made
อยากขอโทษในวันที่ผ่านมา
Yahk kor toht nai wun tee pahn mah
I want to apologize in the passing days
อาจเพราะฉันมีตาแต่หามีแววไม่
Aht pror chun mee dtah dtae hah mee waew mai
It might be because I’m looking, but I don’t see any signs
ทำสิ่งดีๆหล่นหาย ทำคนที่รักฉันเสียใจ
Tum sing dee dee lon hai tum kon tee ruk chun sia dai
I’ve made the good things vanish, I’ve made the one who loved me sad
เธออยู่แห่งใดที่ไหน
Tur yoo haeng dai tee nai
Wherever you happen to be
ฉันละอายแก่ใจต่อเธอเหลือเกิน
Chun la ai gae jai dtor tur leua gern
I’m ashamed for my heart that resisted you so much

Credits to:
http://deungdutjai.w...om/?s=la+ai+jai
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Wow...thanks for the lyrics and translation. This will help out my readers.
 
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