KhoOnxNouxWanxJai
Staff member
why do people keep knocking my door arg...
My First Thought Upon Waking Up..Today..
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ijohn
sarNie Adult
...P and thinking how the music she sent me makes me shy for another friend like her that can be real thu-out my day to just make me feel again,,, like a kid!!!
...it's the not knowing that triggers this feeling that i need someone like her to share my feelings about the world outside and how the little things i normally can't see builds happiness inside of me when i can build a place for a princess to protect the child that comes outside to play with a friend i never had before i met her... yeah i'm tired of being just me i enjoy finding the petals to discarded flowers in words spoken to put together unique an beautiful colors with imaginary shapes for someone special who helps me be more than just john even if i'm dreaming... life just seems more colorful when i can live it thru someone else's eyes for a moment and call them friend...
...it's the not knowing that triggers this feeling that i need someone like her to share my feelings about the world outside and how the little things i normally can't see builds happiness inside of me when i can build a place for a princess to protect the child that comes outside to play with a friend i never had before i met her... yeah i'm tired of being just me i enjoy finding the petals to discarded flowers in words spoken to put together unique an beautiful colors with imaginary shapes for someone special who helps me be more than just john even if i'm dreaming... life just seems more colorful when i can live it thru someone else's eyes for a moment and call them friend...
ijohn
sarNie Adult
...what to do with daylight??? its not that i'm compelled to be myself but that i can't be someone else to understand why i miss someone i don't know who made me laugh in the middle of the night because she was silly and shared that moment before my tired eyes and i loved her because she made me smile... 
kumpangxruk
sarNie Adult
jana woke me up...i was still sleeping...ahhh late for school!!
ijohn
sarNie Adult
...it was the same person you know and i did know... these words came to me when i thought of a past conversation we had she was playing with her hair... and i still think of her often because she is the only thing that was perfect,,, even if she thinks some times she's broken she always seem to put me back together when we talked and i could laugh...
ps. complex feelings for a strangers heart still makes me believe in magic because i still miss her...