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Let the world become the canvas you paint the life you want to have, travel, let other people's music help you discover who you will become, enrich yourself with food and taste you will renember long after the voices have faded, live, live and count the sea shores your feet are willing to touch!

I wish you a Happy Birthday ausie girl, it's been ten years and I still remember your humor and fears and I hope life is what you want it to be!

my bucket list has mostly been accomplished though i have moments i want to feel again, i'm looking to move to another country soon, maybe some place in south east asia, but i still need to spend time in Siberia trying new food before i move to se asia,

i found this Thai music page the other day on facebook, a good souce to get aquanted with the latest cd releases from the links they post, AeLoad is a good source for current music releases but one shouldd always support the artist when the can, i'm not assoiciated with AeLoad just thought I'd...

my 2 cents; i like to use http://tinypic.com/ to host pics i post in forums, it easy and free and you don't have to sign up,

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i have like this huge pop collection extends from the beginning 1994-2011 alot of compilation vcds from gmm and rs, i just got back my cds, vcds and dvds i'm stoked for the memories to come flooding back, parn, christina, bird, aof, kat, tong, nat,and so many more, gotta update my collection and...

Any updates?

Happy Birthday on the 14th to P, I still choose to remember you even though 8 years have passed since we last spoke, weired thing is I found a SD card with a playlist of songs you recommended, anyway after my fall from life, well kinda, but I did loose everything I owned but somehow kept this...

...I'm still alive, after a major fall, a bit of insanity, I'm finding the light again, I ponder is there exist true friends or is life just an illusion we create and nuture by ourselves? Anyhoo I learning how to give-up on dreams by being less empathetic and I feel better for it (:,

The first half was really sad, loosing her best friend then her boy friend dying, movie was like always making me think she was cursed, i do look forward to happier times in part two if it happens, any updates?

Thanks for the catch-up, I checked out the full video ( http://m.youtube.com/?client=mv-google&rdm=mmu7g05il#/watch?v=KgzKQ086TT4 ) I liked it, reminds me how dark love becomes when promises are broken and we let the idea consume us with the past if we can't move on,

http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=ap7_FoRo8lE&feature=relmfu Has anyone been watching this and has anyone thought about making subtitles? I've downloaded the first seven episodes from season 1, it would be much better if it had English subtitles as my Thai is very little at this time,

Love, I have written many things on this subject in the past, but failed to comprehend my own feelings, love has to be a goal you are willing to sacrifice for and not receive something for, finding a relationship that works shouldn't cloud your views of what love is or isn't, you have to accept...

that i be giving relief from my condition of PTSD(to many times deployed in a combat zone) so i'm better and able to shape the future for my autistic son, Ps, money can't fix this only time and the good grace of god can,

i just started watching this on huluplus the 1st ep was good, looking forward to ep 2 today if i have time,

it's been forever since i've been here to read things, i've been away, but today when i read this thread it brang tears to my eyes, i've been away so long i can't remember if we ever talked in flash chat, but i know when i read her screen name it brought instant tears, my condolences to her...

if your wondering Destiny is an american Filipino!!! :yes:

A few years ago I got involved with this young teen's life. it's been a few years and progress is being made but there are always setbacks. I knew her mother before her but it was what I saw that made me get involved with her life to this point, her mother let her run the streets when she was...

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crazy things: i've fallen in love again but doing everything in my power to erase these feelings ):

tired of being nobody that matters when i care too much for those that are in free fall that recover and leave after a rescue...

some place warm...

my happiness is in the said feelings that reside in a moment i've not spoken of yet, time is a key and passages to a world beyond comprehension for most... i saw forever in your eyes and just not revealed the truth who i am...

trying to build a future from the bricks that are left in my reality. the foundation is crumbling as i try and understand why so many have turned on me to tear it down, i try and find more reasons to build my future but the cost is more then i have and my principals are rock solid so i dream...

my heart flutter when i think of my situation some please shoot me now---lol katy perry fireworks cos it's all i have left that makes me smile--->see (:

feeling depressed i've got very few friends left i can trust... happiness does it still have meaning???

lack of sleep and apatite is taking it's toll not sure how long i can continue on this path ):

wishing i was so far from home and someplace warm, maybe Sydney Australia :)

..since i started FB i'm so out of touch with forums these days---lol

...i think another fundraiser would be cool at this point!!!

well then happy birthday girl, may all the wishes you dream up today fall from the heavens to capture your heart and make you smile :)

idk U but i see it's your B-Day Dear and so you share a day with a past friend who's B-day is on the 14th to so is is my random shout out to say "Happy Birthday" to you too---lol have fun and keep the light in focus and stay tuned in to the music that is life :)))))

...another year has come and gone and today is your Birthday and with the extended silence now 4 years i find the scars of friendship bring a sigh and a moment to say again Happy Birthday P, i'm not in here , in the forum as much, life has gotten serious and i survive knowing someday i'll find...

thinking about you today, i guess i just was looking to laugh about anything and you are good at making ppl laugh dear so just stealing a moument out of my day to say "hey" miss you dear!!!

i have the dvd rip... i'm looking for the english subtitles if anyone has them please post a link!!!

i'm good i think, you should join my facebook "ijohn2507@hotmail.com" so i can miss you without reminders---lmao ps. honestly, i did miss you for a second when i was woke with that reminder on my phone calendar of your impending birthday dear :)

how have you been dear?

...big thing online for me these days is my world on facebook :) :) :) :) :)

yeah it was busier on here in the past,,, now i just seem to post music and will post more when i return home in a few weeks,,, music was the reason i came on here and i still believe it is the reason i hang on because with out it i'm sure i'll die---lol :) :) :) :) :)

...it's 2:30PM here in Korat Thailand and it's damn hot... heading to the mall beer garden for something cold :)

Lydia- Y.O.U. ...i dream and i breath colors while i sleep because of you!!! :) :) :) :) :)

i will not take the blood of my desire, but i wait in the window of eternity that she will see i'm not a monster and i love her!!! :) :) :) :) :) ps. P, i look to eturntiry to understand why i still love you!!! Pss age is not important to all our lives...

lol---if i had a dime for all that i've saw in human hearts for these desires i'd be human!!! :) :) :) :) :)

lol---if i had a dime for all that i've saw in human hearts for these desires i'd be human!!! :) :) :) :) :)

Mark Schultz-letters from war ...i've been gone so long that maybe you think i'm home...writing letters with actions you can't understand... fighting for nothing i can remember anymore... tired but time lost and forgotten,,, just remember my letters from war... maybe i'm better then my...

more than this-missy higgins ...the time is escaping my day while i drive the long distance on my way home, bleeding from tears knowing you hurt so much beneath your smile... it's been a while and i hear you cry in my sleep knowing i can do more than this when i make time to hear your tears...

Michael Bublé - Haven't Met You Yet ...this kept feeling we should have met and days tripping over last words spent....time stealing my last dime trying to not forget who i am,,, i keep this feeling deep inside we should have met... :) :) :) :) :)

uploading RS Hit 2 Hit (Am Fine)

uploading RS Hit 2 Hit (Am Fine)

...had mine a few weeks ago,,, free because mandatory... no side effects,,, but there was that hangover from that evenings activities,,, but i think it was the beer and not the shot---lol B)

dear friend,,, or,,, dearest friend--- words i extend from my inner self as i climb to another pinnacle in time in my life,,, i have come to realize the happiness is always at moments i choose these words in conversation with love or something else near my heart felt.... maybe i never need to...

...some place warmer... ...the night has more stars then you have, but the sunlight reveals more dreams... i accept the fact you love the same person i do and i still give you my time because of that!!!

...standing without shadow holding the light for lost soul finding my way home, i look not into the darkness, i take breath from the air you breath, rising daylight finds you with less tears, casting no shadow feeling the darkness you step from lifting myself with every breath you take knowing...

...i touch the texture of unspoken words with dreams that are locked inside unspent hours absent love for better drink that consumes me... i have not one idea for one true friend instead i read my mind of unspoken words and pretend i'm alive, but i have less for love the farther time separates...

...if not for long memories, *sigh* the world is a museum and friendships are painted on the skies like artwork, i sometimes get so used to painted on facts, i fail to realize the loss of love i can't touch, yearn for sleep at recent voices and shed tears for voices in far away places, i must...

lady-gaga-poker-face ... to wish is childish but real for me, looking into the past for answers to the future is not evident when i look you in the face, i'm really not here but love draws me to another time, i smile and never let you see what my true feelings are because my love is in another...

...it's been 3 years since we have spoken and all that i asked of you is gone accept the memories and a promise i will not forget you...on the 14th is your birthday and maybe you have grown inside and pushed aside the doubts and fears from times past and the future embraces your heart and...

... change is good, less we forget the past and yearn for the future when things stay the same, we must expect change to steer us to lessons learned and friends that change us, we seem to miss the past after things and environment change around us... i like the new look!!! :) :) :) :) :)

Pink-i don't believe you ...when you said we don,t belong as friends, i wanted to scream "i don't believe you!!!" since that day my world has been reckless as i have trouble believing in anything anymore while i spend life trying to say those words "we don,t belong as friends" and have my heart...

someday s the sunshine we need to feel comes from the past in short funny memories to heal our faith in tomorrow, today rays of hope come from times spent laughing with you, miss you dear friend Jen'... welcome back!!!

...i wonder sometimes why strangers seek me out in a crowd when they appear in their darkest hour,,, yesterday was one of these days ,,,we had this big party and one of my friends neighbors stopped by,,, a month ago he lost his son in a freak accident,,, we talked about it after we were...

... i remember the first day we talked... those days were filled with smiles you could not see and laughter you could not hear accept for the print on the screen... alive with conversation almost every day... time has it's path like the water in a river we drift apart... if not for all the good...

... i remember the first day we talked... those days were filled with smiles you could not see and laughter you could not hear accept for the print on the screen... alive with conversation almost every day... time has it's path like the water in a river we drift apart... if not for all the good...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! with the coming of fall and all the beautiful colors i can't help but be reminded of you!!! take care dear friend :)

...they must not know my friends that i'll buy her a place she can call home... the stars in the heavens can't give me enough of my own to compare to seeing her smile and knowing maybe i found someone who won't forget me... i have nothing in all my achievements if i can't give one soul happiness...

... i know i'm inferior to the love i feel for you, i know the world spins around with ideas that i paint your world with should you realize i'm in love with you even when i know i'll never touch the face of god, i settle with touching the face of an angel... :) :) :) :) :)

...does she see i don't care anymore, i live with a gun to my heart and empty words for what was, wealth can't save any part of whats left of me, if she cares she will leave me alone... nobody will understand who i am, i'm so different and i see and feel everything those around me think... life...

Happy Birthday Pee, i hope all your dreams are within your reach and the sun we all share is more yours today on your birthday, happy Birthday Pee, if it were mine i'd give you the sun to shine on all your dreams today:):):):):)

Whitney Huston- I look to you ...though the sun sets without words spoken and tears fall from your tired eyes in darkness, i'm still looking at you even though we are so broken!!! link to the latest from Whitney Huston (I Look To You) is here:I Look To You :) :) :) :) :)

...light up, light up your voice even if you can't see me there... i'm here to fight myself in the dieing light, even after you have giving up on me... inside my voice is all the pain beneath the anger for everything i can't be with all thats past, i'm still standing... so light up, light up...

Leona Lewis-run i'll be the ghost in the light, i'll be the voice of hope in your silence when you hurt, i'll be the death of your fears, i'll be everything you need me to be so that i can be free... ;) ;) ;) ;) ;)

405---number of days since i kissed a girl and number of wishes i've put on hold waiting to tell you i love you in your absence!!! ps... i lied about days since i kissed a girl, but still the same i guess if i have not loved the moment because she was sad so i take back the moment to give her...

no one-Alicia keys ...just when i think i can stand your voice trips me and knocks me down because no one no one but you can make me feel this way, touched by your love and everything i want to be for you... :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub:

...she can make me go from 0 to 60 in a flash and she can slam on the brakes in an instant she is so independent and her heart is that of a tiger, i'm so amazed someone can be so real and independent, wow, she is all the colors life displays inside of dreams and my favorite flavor when i'm...

happy fourth of July to all those celebrating it this year, freedom is never free it comes from commitment and willingness to sacrifice for dreams and ideas bigger than our needs...

He's My Son - Album Version ...if i can be anyone after the fall i just want to be someone's father, will my son understand me when i'm gone???

...if she only knew what i give her beyond my heart, is what all my friends chastise me for, even when it coast me my BMW/corvet payment, she needs it more then me because all that i own does not satisfy me more than her smile and god knows why i'm happy being less a man then i can be for all...

ปาน – อีกด้านของนางมารร้าย - Parn ...if she loved me i would beg heaven above for understanding how this can shape a future that i see alone for the pain i accept to give her everything i'm not!!!

lmao---what ever dear!!!

my boss!!! wwtlp you gave $1000 to?

my boss!!! wwtlp you gave ?1000 to?

i started out with the canon elph series then tried sony but to be honest i prefer the quality of the photos produced by kodak's compared to sony's and canon's i suggest not looking at the cosmetics and styling and actually compare the photos they take! Nikon, Kodak and Canon are the more...

Mayan Calendar The life of the Maya revolved around the concept of time. Priests were consulted on civil, agricultural and religious matters, and their advice would be derived from readings of the sacred calendars. Time was of such importance that children were even named after the date on...

another random picture of my friend...

every now and then i'm asked to do special projects, these are some images from such a tasking...i had to vinyl rap this leer 35A jet for an airshow next week... the unique thing about this project was there was another painted scheme with logos i had to cover with white vinyl before...

michael-jackson-man-in-the-mirror ...coloring simple ways with a glance in the morning mirror and remember who i am to you...

No body ever calls to say good night to me. Lol. that is sad nobodyy says small words (Good Night) to you, last week i got a txt msg from my friend in thailand asking me to call her so i did and she just wanted to say goodnight to me... WWTLP to hugged you? my son nic was the last person to...

Trouble Is a Friend - Lenka ...sometimes i must hurt in the dark and breathe through screams of guilt for not being perfect... love is the strangest color i paint my heart with when i still think of you dear friend who still grows flowers of unknown shapes and colors, renewing faith in the one...

someone who was not real, but i thought was at the time, i'm to stupid, nobodies perfect even though i thought she was, such things only belong in the movies!!! wwtlp that called you to say goodnight???

Leona Lewis - Run ... the poison sinks my faith on a day when i don't want to open my eyes for the tired feelings pour like rain from deep inside of me, lord let me forget everything in silence and run away for just a moment, can't you see i'm doing everything just to breathe for you even when...

ok, its time for an urban assault stealth in nature, i warn right minded people once and the cops once if it continues time for covert action---lol--- what may work is get a bottle of fish sauce and empty it in the wee hours of the morning on their door step, oh and crush some fresh hot peepers...

i'm all about killing flies, satan has his minion too and all that is beautiful must suffer at the hands of them evil flies until a successful swat kills them too---lol

CONGRATULATIONS Joey!!! may the future bring you more happiness and the sky always be blue no matter the weather outside Dear!!! College should bring you hope for the future and smiles to you family and i wish you the best grades so you mom and dad can sleep with smiles!!! Good luck Joey in all...

...i like to be very affectionate towards a women, but i will never call her baby or babe, when i was 15 someone i respected very much used to tell his girl friend like that but when he was drunk i saw him beat the hell out of her so maybe it's the scar from that moment but i will never use that...

If Love Is Blind - Tiffany ...eyes closed i see more clearly my fate to jump and twist the color of the sky from gray to blue and let some light shine on my true feelings for you...

i'll post a visual tutorial how to do this if you want, programs are all freeware so i can post the links also. i just showed a friend this very thing because he wanted to store some of his DVD collection on his small netbook...

Gorn Dok Mai Ruang Roy Artist: James Ruengsak ...leaning on the ladder of life when our paths cross holding onto every wish for her to climb up above me so that maybe she will see blue skies while i stand in mud dreaming someday's that may never pass for me...

...the day and the weekend have been lazy, reminiscing with movie drama clips and yearning for someone who ran away, she will never return i'm sure, but my heart still holds a place and my mind a key for a day if she should ever need me again to be a lost friend...

Boy Peacemaker - Jai Chun Pen Kaung Tur ...voices renew tears from times past taken back to live again when we parted, years gone by can't erase the feelings why you walked away, when rain falls on covered cheek and open mind we can meet again, music playing covers another day with missed...

yeah it's called being un-employed---lmao

i once went into a book store to read of value on what a man feels when he's in love, to discover why she can capture me in thought, and to my surprise i only glance around upon entering to find the answer to my question that fascinates me with answer to be in such place, it is EVERYTHING...

...i am not the bright moonlight that shines upon your face from the heavens, but an accumulation of all dark matters behind the light that find peace and settled heart to give you all my light i have in heavens faith that i can be good for you...

two things come to mind this early in the morning (0600AM) 1: fore most being happy no matter what you do in life you must be happy (be honest with ones self) 2: learn to trust your judgment in all matters big and small, (your decisions should always be yours good or bad, not other peoples...

...i'm selfish in the flavors of life i think i need, but at the end of the day that i value you most, driven by love, i can accept less if my actions bring a smile to your face, i love you!!! :):):):):)

More Than This - Missy Higgins ...am i to love less in the absence of a friend when i doubt, no because i've loved her in the dark when i could not hold her!!! :):):):):)

395-in the year CCCXCV Saint Augustine becomes Bishop of Hippo Regius. His assignment is the reunification of the Roman Catholic Church in Africa, primarily focusing on the Donatist movement led by Primianus.

...feeling sick still, been three weeks and ani-biotics not helping any and to top it off i woke this morning with one eye swollen shut, yeah somehow on top of everything i have pink eye also now, life is seriously sucking atm...:(

...this is the place i stayed at in Korat, my room... :) :) :) :) :)

389---All pagan buildings in Alexandria, including the library, are destroyed on the order of Theodosius.

NO... if my son could be so mean every day i would be blessed, but my son is autistic so i see things no parent wants to see... if i could be pissed off because my son did things normal for his age i would cry... but nobody would understand me but the god that made him the way he is!!!

Congratulations JJ the worlds been waiting for you, may the mountain top you stand on now after a long journey allow you the wisdom of seeing your future and enjoying further joys in continuing your education, it will not be easy the road ahead but the best life has in store for your future will...

Boy Peacemaker - Jai Chun Pen Kaung Tur ...shadows draw the daylight from my heart, wondering what is real or is this an imaginary light, i dream i love you but i can't forget the past, worrying myself will you fade in the night when i know in the moment i love this feeling when you call my...

friend in thailand april 2009

random pic of Nic, my son christmas time 2008

pimai april 2009 christmas time 2008

when on vacation every time seems like a good time to enjoy a beer---lol

more than this - missy higgins ...light that spends my wisdom on ideas that can't be more then this feeling when you are near my eyes, i listen to nothing else but the beating of my heart, more then this is not enough to dim this light... :) :) :) :) :)

...it's 330am and i'm thinking of her because she just moved to BKK yesterday and i worry about her!!! this is from april 2009 in korat... she like to play with the flowers and always put them on my glass... B) B) B) B) B)

Alexandra Burke - Official Single - 'Hallelujah' ...the light that reveals my love flickers like a candle's flame, but steady i stand since i found you in the pouring rain, i reveal in mixed words with realized faith in myself, i love you, i love you, i may not be here forever and time steals...

...a man truly knows his value when he can recognize his inner demons that pick at his soul and change the light that shines on his heart with love inside himself to give room in his life for another unconditionally, to invite someone as her into my heart good and bad is water on a fire that...

i text out of the country alot with t-mobile and it's .15 for each text, i even have a 4.99 text plan, but that's for within the U.S., the best deal is use skype or msn cos it's like .06 for 142 characters.

Title: You'll Always Be Mine [FB] Artist: Phath ...and he dreams engulfed in daylight as she steals his mind again in the afternoon thinking how much he loves her even when they don't touch...he's in love... :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub:

...if the world runs out of colors and hope is beneath the rain, i will share these pent up emotions trapped inside my heart every time we meet and give the world a chance to see love as i have it every time i breathe with one more moment in time i'm with you beside me!!!

...the closest i've come to touching forever is the day i let you enter my heart, the skies may turn gray when you are not near but it is then i turn inside myself to find color in my life with each memory we made together, i love you, dear friend... :):):):):)

280 on this Julian day october 7th in 1940 – World War II: the McCollum memo proposes bringing the United States into the war in Europe by provoking the Japanese to attack the United States.

earth ;)

i may love this girl, but 914 still occupies my dreams with hope that we may still speak to each other with daylight defining a moment heaven sends with more then our words because i still love her with feelings she may never understand till the sun sets on all life on this world she calls...

Q-Quynh (Ruby)

234 a number that must mean something somewhere to somebody--- august 22 is the julian day of the year... on this day in 1775 – King George III declares the American colonies to be in open rebellion.

Disney World were every girl gets to dream and be a princess for a day!!!

hmmm,,, oh i get it, the person above me Donated blood on april 24, 2009, lol only thing i can think of(see) atm, but i'm sure if we walked thru the same air i would remember you dear!!!

Jai-KonG-Chan-Pen-KonG-TeR - BOY Peacemaker ...the sound of love wraps me in yesterdays smiles when we touched hearts in a moment i see continuously when i close my eyes, we are meant to breathe the same air and touch the same sky, as long as my heart holds this memory of that dream to be...

...she is one of a few that think they are, or will be like everyone they associate with, but i've come to learn we are different in what we are and what we believe in is real, more conscious and more alert to future events and what we are... time is and end game to everything we associate...

210---i'm bored so i give this number to facilitate the boredom that is generated before action with this game that gives us a means to document how bored we really are---lol

the person above me likes hip hop music but sometimes slows it down to reflect on past conversations!!! ;)

i'm using windows 7 and firefox 3, ok occasionally i will use IE8 if the pages don't open correctly in FF3...

i actually signed up for this today---lol---i see abandonment in my future for this site---lmao

(Waiting for you) by Ting Phailavanh ...waiting for you is the journey into your heart after i have found you,,, i feel your tear drops on my face as signs of lost love found again,,, even when we're so far apart i feel you every time i close my eyes,,, waiting for you...

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Bua,Pim,Mod - Ruk-yoo-hon-dai ...relieved memories from last month: " Oin & Del singing this song in karaoke room in Korat Thailand, i laughed so hard because they were dancing and twirling, to much fun, i looked outside our booth through the glass wall and noticed everyone staring at us, even...

...i love her ,,,but i pretend i'm just the colors that paint a good day and a light that makes her smile,,, and i'm happy for now!!! :):):):):)

...if i were blind, i only have the scent and the texture of the flowers and a voice and shadows to find an image that most can't imagine... time sweeps us into a moment and a choice to what we see, is it real??? if i listen to a voice and i see colors without shapes i can except and believe in...

Key Facts About Seasonal Influenza (Flu) What is Influenza (Also Called Flu)? The flu is a contagious respiratory illness caused by influenza viruses. It can cause mild to severe illness, and at times can lead to death. The best way to prevent the flu is by getting a flu vaccination each...

and here are more pics from my trip to thailand april 2009...

more pics from thailand trip 2009...

more recent pictures from thailand 2009 trip...

i personally hate tattoos and i'm glad my friend feels the same as i do... she said "they make the body look ugly"---lol--- but i always say do as you please just be prepared for the consequences the future will bring for your actions you take today...

... i want to call but i need to clear my head for a few days and find myself and the real path if it's you i will wake when you need me most... time is the span of colors i invite into my life to cover me with camouflage from what time bares to be real, people change their minds but not mine...

another pic taken with friends at Pimai

lmao---i'm only half white my other half is native american...

i swear this girl can read my mind, we had nothing planned for the day because of a long trip to cambodia the day b4 so we planned to stay in the next day and watch TV, but at our parting moment i thought it would be cool if we could go to pimai and the next morning she calls me and ask if i...

nice pics :D

this pic was taken at a rest area on our way back to korat from a ranch near BKK

she's my favorite reason to go to thailand now :D pic was taken at night spot in korat (bon-korat)

why???

135 ps. is this what my life has been reduced too---geeze :( lmao

these are so random but wanted to just post something atm::: my friend Oin and her friend February 2009 my fav picture of Oin atm she's my phone wallpaper i'll post some recent pics of us in thailand later...

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Title: ใจฉันเป็นของเธอ Artist: BOY Peacemaker ... the world may be a temporary barrier between us,,, but my will to close my eyes and touch your essence and breathe the same air as we shared the same time and space yesterday never will pass from my memory,,, we will touch again because fate...

i'm home, but i miss my friend!!! :(

for all the thoughts i can read in her eyes we are just best friends so i will not make the mistake and tell her how i feel because she needs time and i'm willing to wait forever,,, but i wonder why she change the pads on her braces to my favorite color, orange, she was happy to show them to me...

Happy B-lated Birthday JoJo sorry i was not online saturday i was out of town visiting Oin's family. i hope you birthday wishes all come true Dear Friend, if i owened the sun i would always ensure your days ahead have sunshine in them!!! :):):):):) <3

i'll have to check this thread out next week when i'm back in the states!!!

...all partied out this trip*scatches bump on head*, i think, the last incident was not good but my friend took care of me after i escaped the emergency room,,, flip flops +beers+ and much water= safety hazard---lmao

i knew things between us had changed inside of me,,, because when we walked in a sea of 10,000 faces i could only see yours!!!

she steals my heart beats when i look at her!!!

you will understand if i post a pic... currently in thailand atm, may post that pic when i get home, right now the lion feels drunk before his first beer when the lamb enters his lear/space---lol

yes if that peson has been a victim and finds peace in themselves being alone/ or that person is alone without family and must find a means to survive before they can think of finding someone... i know ppl in both situations...

she's like a drug when i'm near her, i'm addicted, and i promised myself i would not let this happen again, falling for my friend will kill me for sure, oh well it's been a few years since i felt this feeling, absent alcohol i feel drunk when i'm near her... ...i will miss her for sure when i...

the lion is falling for the lamb *sighs*, but must remind himself he's a vegitarian---lol---love is not a surething before starvation!!!

off to the airport in a few hours, thinking of how this meeting again tomorrow will go with you, sometimes i can be everything for someone else when we are far apart, i think i still prefer my cage i put myself in and watching life like TV and writing friends is like answering fan mail because i...

last year i spent the lao new year in luang prabang, this year not sure maybe in thailand also may fly a few friends back to luang prabang,,, will have to decide when i get to thailand end of this week,,, anyhoo looking so forward to the food :)

Jai Chun Pen Kong Ter-Boy Peacemaker ...the words that smother my dreams take the breath from a downing feelings as my heart sinks with hope slipping though clouds covering the days i was so happy to give all of me for you... i have lasting ideas i will wake with your voice near and i can feel...

mv น้ำตาหยดไหน นิโคล เทริโอ ...options i bare in the early morning before sunlight crush the magic of a dream as i still touch the past and throw tears into the wind for what can't be,,, having someone like you to love!!! :( :( :( :( :(

เธอทำให้ฉันคิดถึงแต่เธอ โรส feat.ปาล์ม Instinct in studio ... i breathe in the star light because of you, the sound of colors captures my heart when i hear your voice, i am weak when i think of you, time can't erase who you were for me... :) :) :) :) :)

...today i interviewed for a job that could secure my future,,, but i don't think i done my best to convey my knowledge to this job (combat theater operations specialist) yeah we control assets deployed in the theater of war or what ever objective our country persuses... so i precede to...

Romeo & Juliet by น้อย วง พรู ...love touches our hearts when we have opened our mind to all possible things with eyes closed, love need only touch our soul once to capture our fate as long as we breathe!!! :) :) :) :) :)

one week and counting until i'm in thailand for 3.5 weeks!!!

i'm not into the books but i did like the movie and will be getting the blu-ray soon. saw this today: 'Wolf Pack' cast in 'Twilight' sequel March 24, 2009, 2:41 PM EST Entertainment Tonight Jacob's "wolf pack" buddies in the "Twilight" sequel "New Moon" have been announced. Chaske Spencer...

thoughts of love and dreams still fought for are like a gambling addiction: you know when you are down in bets you placed on the table and you feel a loosing hand is in your future and you still wager more heart even when you know your already in debt with time, you just think "if i just place...

LMAO---some facts for you to know about your little friends that live with you dear!!! There are at least 50,000 spider species in the arachnid family. Spiders are defined as having eight jointed legs, no wings, no antennae and only two body sections: the thorax and the abdomen. Spiders spend...

Title: Love Story Author: Taylor Swift ...she stood on a cloud so far from home,,, lost i looked to heavens for a prayer to help guide me home,,, when i first saw her i knew i had found my heart...

did you know all spiders bite!

stop reaching for the light and sink into darkness and give-up, i'm always so wrong in her eyes so i need to play the part and just die in her world, i don't want anymore of anything atm....................................................................... <_<

...if a blind man told you you are beautiful,,, who would you believe,,, the image we often see in a mirror are the manifestations societies scars us with when we let others make choices for us in matters of the heart... to laugh at ourselves and listen to the silence we wake with can hurt when...

...now that's just funny---lmao

Sound of White ...waiting to breathe you light and touch your words with my heart!!! :):):):):)

...---...---islup!!! ...silly mind will not wake up...

... darkness will never fall on my friends windows, i've been blessed, food will always be on my friends table before i take a bite from life, if i have breath my friends will drink from life and i will live... ps. i promise i will never let you down before i drink from the river of life!!!

Title: 头条新闻 Artist: justin ... throwing my tears into time and stealing memories from yesterday pretending i can capture your heart,,, so lost but choosing to live in the past until i can breathe your air again,,, waiting with song!!!

...life gets better for the soul and the minds path reaching for points of light in the heavens when you come to realize the most precious things in life can't be bought or purchased,,, one must be willing to sacrifice time with spent heart to have these things that bring you lasting peace and...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm... toast to the sun,,, the moon,,, and the heavens the paint her vision in my heart---<3---goodnight dear song and light i find inside me with memories of yesterday and everyday i love her!!! :):):):):)

... for the mountains i have climbed and the peaks of stone i've grasped and held onto to look across the world... the color of money still remains blue... when i'm happy i share my wealth of knowledge and what i own in my heart and the color blue as the sky is that touches the heavens,,, i...

...atm i want to smell her hair and kiss her cheek and tell her "i love her" with out obligation more then those words!!! :) :) :) :) :)

Khoy Khao Kap Ma by Ting Phailavanh ... my new fav song... ps = (L) - :) x <3 = </3

... touched with life that i can let her live with my heart and my dream,,, prodigy to give life forward with love!!! :):):):):)

lmao... this is everyone's view not touched by blind love!!! i believe this is adequate for everyone but me,,, and a select few!!! :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: PS = [ (L) + ? = </3 ]

Khoy Khao Kap Ma by Ting Phailavanh ... waiting for you... the twilight finds me searching the horizon for daylight,,, searching for you,,, searching for a dream i once knew!!! missing you with each breath time takes from me,,, wondering,,, waiting for someone like you!!! :wub: :wub: :wub...

looks like the DVD rip of Twilight is out!!! credits to oneclickmoviez.com :) :) :) :) :)

atm...hmmmmmmmmmmmm... i want to look her in the eye and tell her i can't wait for her anymore *tells a lie* O'bother i'm falling asleep the truths in the color i dream shhhhh*i love her voice, i love the curls in her hair when she doubts, i need the memories of her words when i wake in another...

N- Nine thirty, :angry: damn i need to sleep!!! :rolleyes:

hmmmmmmm...just weird, maybe i got a brain tumor---lol

motivation is so distant today... i'm living the first day we met and finding the emotion that struck my heart with music that day...wondering why i can't feel anything anymore for you... truth is in time spent with someone guided with infatuation and melting like ice cream in the hot sun... the...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... really don't eat at either one but if i have to pick as is always the cost of forgetting to eat,,, i'll choose Mc'y'Ds cos i like the fries there...god they must be so full of fat cos they taste so mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm---good!!! oh the burger,,, i like them plain so that don't...

leona lewis - foot prints in the sand ...the road may be long, but i pick myself up in time and dust off my soul and look to the heavens with tear and less anger to voice my words with eye "i have not given up on you lord, this Shepard is just following these foot prints in the sand so that i...

Da Endorphine - Dai Yin Mai (Eng Subs) ... with feet planted on the earth and reach to touch the sky does not give you the right to her heart... only with time and thought with lesson of loss can give you have chance to win the heavens and the stars of her world... she must choose you even with...

...life steals our days in pursuit of reckless success and all the hope we strive to find in doing what others sees betters us don't matter when we know we are in love...

goodnight heart,,, wake me when she sings in dream,,, comfort find me in this storm,,, listen for her voice in side your head and remember what love is,,, GN

...i drink to much sometimes, well a lot lately, it's like i have no motivation, there is no direction i can walk atm and know i'll be happy... ...big one, i procrastinate and it sucks, i wish i could go buy some motivation at the store---lol

Goodbye Artist: 카밀라 ... shadowless night... i discover the emptiness in the moonlight... a word stabs me in my heart, "Goodbye"... life can't last long enough to let me forget,,, you are still in my heart... shadowless time i spend in the moonlight... i can't accept this word yet "goodbye"

...I'm not human, I only act this way because I want to be your angel!

Title: Broken Artist: Camilla ...the window shades are drawn,,, the light escaping from whats left of my heart,,, the child inside me cry's into the silence "i want to go home",,, broken with all the wrong pieces left inside me from memories i need to hide,,, nothing left to do but cry from...

T-Time---spoken words define the moment we see the same colors in memories we tolerate as love fades...

Carrie Underwood - I Hope You Dance ... when you steer into the darkness framed by the window pane,,, i hope you see in the distance... i hope you find my tears on the window sill, i hope dreams dance in the light left in your heart and you discover the love and romance i left you with when we...

...more silent heart ache... i shy from the image i find when i close my eyes and i sigh for i know i've done my best but i've fallen short of love you will take so i look to the sky for heaven i need to believe in if i'm to be someone you can find faith in... if i try one more time maybe you...

silence and my heart ache... a million dollars for a smile,,, a life time of hurt for your understanding... i see light in forever when i look into your eyes... sing to the mirror and open your heart and see me in your reflection and share your pain because i feel every breath you breathe with...

Q- quick---she judged my heart after long friendship and defined the colors we shared in shades of gray!!!

someone has really pissed me off ,,, i'm contemplating a $50 million law suit against my state government if they f*ck my friend over like they did me... i never thought i would have to do this but i will to set this business straight!!! my friends tell me i should file now but i'm not going to...

i'm to lazy to update mine,,, it just kinda got boring,,, maybe update(post pics) while i'm in thailand!!!

that's sad... when i was a little boy i had a pet chimpanzee named Suzy but she died of pneumonia when she was 2 years old,,, michigan gets so damn cold here:(

...i was looking at those pictures of those kids on your flicker site links and i'm glad there are people like yourself who will not let these kids fall through the cracks and become societies misfits... i see not many more donations come in atm and i wonder how many drive bys' to your web site...

...everything is satin in pictures unseen and surprises as a dream unfolds... shapes in a distant window seeing her... don't know if we will ever meet... heart yearns as time steals a chance... too tired to fight for her for fears will awaken tired souls to reality,,, she is gone... satin shades...

Valentine ...with eyes wide open i hide my tears inside my heart to hide my wish on this Valentines Day "you still capture my heart my dearest friend" when my world seems so perfect to those that see my smile,,, i'm hiding the fact everything's not whole inside of me because i'm only half the...

i know i'm talking to the air but on this Valentines day "i still need you in my heart" so i say for certain you are my first wish when i wake and the last color that will fade in my day as i accept you inside my heart even in your absence from my life!!! ...i know i'm human and i'm not...

Rak-Big Ass ...the day was not long enough to clear my thoughts and replace the dream i hold in my heart,,, for lack of sleep and full of color i am dazed with smile and laugh with you... even though dreaming now i remember all of you from yesterday,,, so i can still smile :) :) :) :) :)

...time steals me and marks me with scars not shown to define my love for colors i keep inside myself... i reveal myself to those that take time to listen to my heart with random music... i am alone on this island i call my life without escape until i'm defined with rest and closed eyes... i...

When I'm Feeling Blue - A3 Project ... ...when i reach out and touched the night sky i find so many points of light that define you.... i keep telling myself it's love refined because for all the darkness that holds the stars in my minds view,,, i still choose to define my heart with memories...

... if a man loves a women will he climb a mountain and if so how long will he climb if he's still learning with time... if he stumbles and falls will time allow him to keep on going or does he forget why he's climbing in the first place... it is with great effort i learn to write my faith in...

...this tale of love enchants my senses... am i so different i can't be ordinary and just give less faith to my dreams... i wonder what color awaits me when i close my eyes until morning... will i sleep and dream of how fate will cast me on to unspent footprints on foreign shores to believe in...

...i always tell those i see in your situation..."don't ever let anyone tell you you are less because intelligence is notice in the fact when someone walks into a room full of different kinds of people they never see the negative but find things in common and more in interest in the different...

...i've learned through a window of having an open mind to social ills in society and real worries poverty brings... people don't intend to be poor or un-wealthy... ignorance and bigotry are sadly almost always brought to mind in the educated minds of self serving people when heard loudest for...

I Believed - Melissa ...with closed eyes to what is real i still believe in you... for the hurt that comes from inside myself,,, i am strong i believe... time touching grace i discover love in your absence... passing time can't erase the memories and a fate i still believe in you...

...i'm no poet for sure :unsure: ...i'm autumn leaves someways swirling around the tree of life after the spring and summer of my youth are passing trying not to lay down to rest in winter,,, ever in the currents of life climbing up with exspectations and a whisper in my heart to breathe free...

缺氧Que Yang ...born to love... touching voices in my head for things that can't be real when i listen to everyone's words "i'm only dreaming"... reading whispers and believing for all the hurt i accept when i miss you,,, i'm in touch with love when i'm needing you more then me...

... hmmmmm what will i do??? i will read an old card and renew the memories in my heart and pretend for a moment it was yesterday and smile for a faint voice that's lost in the world to me while i say these words in my heart as i said them that day "i love you" and she won't hear me or see my...

Yak Mee Cheevit Pue Thur-Beau Sunita, Aof Pongsak ... the sun came out today and the sky touched my face with happiness because i remember you with a smile on my face... i have nothing to compare to the wealth i feel i have when you make me smile because the sun came out today and the sky...

my son's name is Nicholas Tait and if someday i have a girl i'll name her Riley Alexandra--- i know she will have my name---lol

Beyonce'-Ave' Maria ... this wish: ...save Am!!! ... one thousands good deeds can never replace an intentional wrong... ... i believe this with all that's my heart... ... try me,,, understand i'm not perfect... ... help me to forgive before it destroys my fate... ave maria...

beyond a six sense--- i would want the power to heal handicap people of both physical and mental pain,,, even if it meant i had to accept their pain to heal them... ... i would heal my son... ... i would heal the emotion scars of a friend... ... i would heal the hearts of parents that have...

Beyonce'-Halo ...after all the words i spoke to capture you in my web,,, to see me in light nobody should,,, you did not judge me and you let me still whare my halo even after seeing the dark side i struggle with to become more then what anybody can understand... you let me still bathe in your...

--- i'm not one to spend much on myself it's like i have a guilt complex when i do--- the last expensive thing i bought was my iphone in BKK it was $720 then i felt guilty for a while cos i could have used the money to buy a friend braces in thailand( well i ended up sending her the money later...

... i sometimes think of a lot of things at once and it seems everyone never seems to be in sync with common thoughts... yeah' when friends are around i often nod in agreement to any particular conversation,,, but never really revealing whats on my mind... i often try to self analyze my thoughts...

this is a good cause!!!

ABBA playlist in imeem ... can i sing you a song,,, can i deliver you from time... will we meet listening to the same music... dreaming with music defining you in the light i find inside of me when i hold memories when we shared the same star light... ...for everything i have lost,,, time has...

mamma mia... the motive to watch this movie is to drift into a world that i once owned in another lifetime... i see through the mirror and feel all the faces i placed on tiles and mosaics that build a portrait of a life i live without love... i wake in the morning with hopes to touch the sky and...

I Dont Think I Love You - Hoobastank i touch her skin when i close my eyes,,, i hear her voice when i listen to silence,,, will she love me in this life i ask myself this lie,,, will we understand the same light we found when we first met or were we telling everyone a lie that was not love...

i love her ,,, but i'm knowing she's not a color i can touch or a scent i can smell,,, i just know from the past i love her... what is and what i see can be confusing if i choose not to listen to my heart... i have everything i need,,, but i have nothing of my dreams so my wealth means nothing...

...i had watched a true life documentary on what this movie is based upon(subject matter-human trafficking) and then i had read a review in the friday edition on detroit free press about this movie and i just had to see it!!! every thing in this movie i could see myself doing if someone took...

give love another chance-dontae ...i'm still a child,,, i stole a moment and a glance when i stole my love for you with words that you could not share my version of romance,,, please let me try one more time to be more then a foolish child inside myself falling for you,,, i promise i can be...

A corps perdu - Gregory Lemarchal ...the more color i define things with in my life the more open i am to change... if i can paint my life with anything it's the dreams i share and the hope i will hold daylight with music defining you and me when morning comes,,, friends frozen in time waiting...

...she came back smiling and walking on air she smiled and did not want the moment to end in shades of gray so she looked in the mirror one last time and smiled as she pulled the trigger and froze that smile forever and what hid beneath,,, she was at peace with herself and a decision that's so...

... in the light i see all the possibilities and the answer to my dreams... listen to the silence and hear my heart beat and you will know life exist inside of me waiting for you!!! music falls on me like rain in your absence and i still wake with this dream of being someone else you can love...

http://www.imeem.com/people/nHGi3e/playlis...music_playlist/ i know its not of value to many but these are the footprints in the sand i leave when i struggle with life to be me!!! i live with a dream and a prayer that she will make me complete... i know i have dreams when i feel her at the end...

...why do i think of her when i need to survive??? do i really love her even though she's only a voice from the past... do i really love her if i can cry when i feel her gone??? why me,,, if she says die i will in her absence,,, i'm a slave to these feelings still even years past... i'm so weak...

islh and i know why because i'm not complete without her words in my heart!!!

...i can say many words to hide this day and what i'm feeling,,, but when the light finds me alone i still miss you!!! i love you in the morning and i love you in the evening and i love you when i have nothing else but memories... life delivers me from yesterday and tomorrow will come and the...

…hmmmm….what if the string theorist have it wrong and the universe only exist in 4 dimensions and the makeup of matter can be explained in Einstein’s general theory of relativity with matter not really existing at all but harmonics of energy caught in the close proximity of warped space and...

as thailand tries to find it's self in the current political chaos are they loosing something greater in themselves and their nation??? http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/south_asia/7830710.stm

...my heart is not mine to give,,, my life is not yours to live,,, in the twilight before dreams i am yours to loose,,, dreams are what may come,,, but my heart is forever mine to heal... i love you once,,, twice does not spell a beginning with out an end,,, my heart is not mine to give...

Welcome Dear to SW!!! :) :) :) :) :)

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm does black jogging pants count---lol "the person below me is hungry but thoughts and illusions prevent them from making a decision about something so they forget to eat"

Oum Ruk - Gwah Ja Ruk ...did she see my tears through all the times i've fallen down trying to be there... love was never in my heart but i've still felt her pain from my words "i don't love you anymore"... the shell that seem to have all the answers when she needed someone was this empty soul...

Ashes And Wine performed by A Fine Frenzy

this looks good i think i'll see it also even though my desire for sci-fi is not what it used to be(been there done that)---lol

...i'm thinking i see these fears in almost everyone at some point in their lives including mine,,, but i've overcome these trivial fears by self anylizing unknown fears and accepting worse case happenings then moving on because it's at these times my glass is truely half full... nobody in this...

yeah i've saw this movie a few times cos i have the DVD from the academy... it's a good movie i've already recommended it to a lot of ppl... the ending was an eye opener for an Eastwood movie,,, i think not what some would expect to the lead up you assume will happen... i thought the part on his...

Am Fine - Hed Pol Tee Ton Ngao (The Reason I Endure This Loneliness) ... time stops each moment i wake in the haze of last nights loneliness without a reason to think of her,,, but to wait... time slips away and i stare into the silence wanting to live forward without touching her memories...

*i'll try even though i'm (peter pan) tired and can't play right now!!!* I am not a child now I can take care of myself I mustn't let them down now Mustn't let them see me cry I'm fine, I'm fine I'm too tired to listen I'm too old to believe All these childish stories There is no such thing...

Missy Higgins - Sound of White ...the death of more of me comes at first daylight each day i spend a day without someone like you... i look into the mirror and see myself emptying through the glass... cuts and scraps only bleed a hurt nobody can see because of blame i find hard to accept i'm...

i would have to say this is the song from 2008 that has the most impression on me also!!!

Ave Maria - Beyoncé ... the shadows of the past occupy the emptiness i feel without you,,, heaven pour me into the light for the weakness strains my soul without her voice... i know i'm selfish when i miss her,,, turning the past in to ghost that haunt my emptiness with out her... rest my...

i have a paypal account but as of yet have not been hacked... i transfer a lot of money threw them to venders so i'm always on top of transactions and any suspicious activity... it's like i'm wired into the internet and see all activity to my accounts as they happen---lol--- a few years back...

Superman (It's Not Easy) - Rose Sirintip ...it's never easy being a man with so much doubt... life is grays and blacks on the days i am me more then someone else... color colors my dreams still because of the youth inside myself and i take the moments to breathe just being me nothing else...

me!!! i'm not all the ppl i pretend to be while i run away from yesterday...

a bit depressed but it,,, will pass,,, so much gonna change this year,,, so much unknown of the future,,, i'm just fooling myself when i think i can be alone forever---hmmmmm i wonder why that is... if i had to say i have a favorite color atm it would be clear like the window pain i stand behind...

i'm thinking of you and the daylight that is missing when i'm online and you can't turn around and see me,,, when the spring comes i'm sure i will still hear you in the distance behind the wall you built between us... i'm still me,,, time can't erase you and the smile i still have inside of me...

after the accident i don't like the feeling of being drunk anymore--- so i'm staying home alone!!! maybe when the physical pain goes away things will change!!!

2008 was hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ok,,, near death experiences several times---lol---lots of adventure... a: cut way back on drinking b: loose 30lbs and get back in shape by april!!! c: Get my friend into good University (and pay for it :) )

I Still Miss You - Keith Anderson ...when you left my world i scream when i talked to god and i let myself become lonely for spent love that was not mine to give... since you've been gone i'm learning to choose my words carefully when i talk to the light because i still miss you but with time...

none atm---but its what' i expect---lol---maybe watch some movies... i don't expect anything special,,, Merry Christmas is in the light i know i'm luckier then most and i'm satisfied with knowing that for now :) ps. i do have a Christmas wish for a gift but it don't cost any money and i know...

My Declaration by Eliza Bennett ...to dream is the gift i hold when i have nothing... to believe is hope when i don't hear your voice anymore... when it's cold i feel warm when i close my eyes and feel yesterday... i am nobody without my everything,,, you!!! :):):):):)

MV:Alexandra Burke - Hallelujah ...when i hear this song i realize how small i am in the eyes of many but it rises me up to embrace anyone with hope bigger then me and color their world with my tears because i can feel their pain...

life is like drawing our days from a deck of cards... we all enjoy few good hands,,, but more then is the case we bluff our way threw most days and with that comes respect and also heart ache in all those that can't see our real hand because they expect more from our precieved hand... i sure...

Taylor Swift-Love Story ...when i made that promise in the dark to live the weight was lifted from me and i live to save someone else...

...i'm curious how many ppl believe in angels or if they believe some greater force protects them!!! i have my stories some very recent... i believe something keeps me out of trouble but i can't figure out why... i'm not a religious man but i know i've been lucky somedays... a few recent things...

what color can i accept from life that i will be better... i hurt not from what i see but how i act to acept me... when is enough enough that i give up... i hate that i can't be better to my friends... life steels the innocents and leaves me here... what is my purpose... i breathe and i hurt...

...it's supposed to snow tonight and be very cold ,,, so i wait for the first snow flakes to fall and blanket the world in white to provoke feelings of innocents from a child's dream i held before it was stolen from me!!! silent is the screams that nobody's supposed to hear when i let go of the...

sleep and dream of what could have been...

Title: การเดินทางที่แสนพิเศษ Artist: Da Endorphine ...the snow falls and i listen as each snow flake hits the ground,,, lost innocents to be forgotten on paths walked looking for warmth that's frozen beneath my feet... can't i take a moment to feel my heart beat and see the life still in me...

...in the many days past that seal the fate that was friends,,, i still see in the dim light a friend from yesterday as my impression of love is stolen with time,,, i breathe and i listen to silence when i wake and touch those memories and still understand i genuinely miss you... i build my life...

I'm Blue-Eifel 65 ... the darkness sets the stage with mind focused and drink in hand i journey to the past with memories and pain slipping away,,, dance guides my heart to yesterday to a place when i was without you as i am today,,, where have you gone when the light fades away and drink...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...she knows me inside and out and judges me knowing i care and finds the time to understand i'm not perfect in the times i try to be everything she needs me to be because i'm in love with only her...

MusicBox Dancer ...she dances she spins and twirls,,, she is the flowers with warmth that touch you with morning sunlight... the cold can't stop her love from falling all around like snow flakes with innocence playing in tune as love touches you like a music box playing for the first time...

first love... ... we kissed through an open window and i stepped back and said i don't love you then you looked sad and a tear filled the moment when you grew up in an instance that i long to understand today,,, why i could not be more then a friend,,, time spent now remembering what you have...

Q *scratches head* hmmmmmm Q' oh Q-tip the softness touches memories and the white cotton cleanses ideas of her skin when i held her hand and promised to love her forever...

i have time i think, but is it enough and will she notice... music is the rainbow that defines the pot of gold i can't see but i feel certain she is part of the music i see when i open my eyes somedays i'm allowed to... i am alone...

Dear Santa' i know it's been a long time since we talked but i think you know what i want this year same as always,,, what i didn't get last year or the year before,,, i know,,, i know,,, i have not changed my mined but it has no cost,,, but i'm still waiting for the words that can be worth so...

it's 3 dots and i think there budget can afford as many special effects as was mentioned in the blu-ray series from last year---lol

i try not to remember the things i receive for Christmas which is not much... i prefer not to receive nothing but true friendship... i also grew up like your friend Loyd with not much... i was one of ten kids in a poor household but i think i have done well for myself with what my parents gave...

Happy Birthday Apple,,, i'm curios are you the same apple that hit me in skype a while back??? anyhoo have a nice day and a wish to come true on Your Birthday!!! :):):):):)

...i still do stupid things with my life and if it ends tomorrow i will know in my heart i still love the one i called my friend,,, i still think of you everyday and know i had the best gift in life to have a moment in time when i needed you even when it seemed like a burden the brick wall we...

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Pachelbel's canon in D Major - Very nice version ...the midnight hour provokes my heart or whats left of it if i really ever had one and this scene plays out in my head from the movies can a man ever really love what he can't see...13 is the sum of the days and a day that brought me the most...

...i would be someone she could talk to... then i would be everyone but me!!!

to give me back my heart because i'm so lost without one...

...i don't know what it means anymore because ppl are so fake these days and sell their hearts like toys for meaningless sculptures in life defining false hopes in a life that's today of one less love and hope for tomorrow...

if i had a box of crayons to share with you again i would draw the weather that brings the sunshine in my life and the darkness that blinds me when you went away,,, life can be defined in 8 colors when you are here but less defined in all the millions of colors my eyes can see with out your...

you might need this for those that can' feel the day they were born on: http://www.mathsisfun.com/games/dayofweek.html i was born on Tuesday 3rd day of the week 3=man woman and child 3= sun moon and stars 3=days a week i miss you + 4 3=songs i listen to forget i still love you 3= M 3= i...

Mark Schultz - Hes my son ...why am i me??? i can't understand the light,,,i can't find the voice to be like all thoughts that surround me,,, why am i me??? when you walk beside me i'm crawling beneath your feet to understand why i'm me,,, will love ever reach my heart,,, lord why am i me...

i think people need to take a look at what just happen in America,,, for all the nay sayers and bigots,,, white America elected a black man as our commander in chief in these difficult times... for the first time in this nations history we are one in victory because finally we showed the world...

...rain drops pounding on the window sill when love has gone away is a sound of life inside of you and a time to run out side and feel the tears touch your face and hide the pain from those that still understand you heart and hide the shame of rejection you feel so you can smile for all those...

lol---i have an insiders opinion but it will stay that way---lmao

...blue steel grips my heart that i end this part of life with snow covering everything in the distance,,, frozen angels falling from the heavens to mend the scar on my soul that i will be better alone with tear then with you or that i can hurt you because of love you can't know!!!

Title: เก็บตะวัน Artist: ปาน ...i found the sunshine in you words to cover a scare with hope... what have you done to my heart that waits for someone not coming back...i feel the warmth all over again with tear in clenched fist,,, i will smile again for you... and breathe the sunlight beneath...

...i realize those that think with less heart live life with memories etched on a sticky note to be forgotten tomorrow with pleasure gained from having friends that only paved the road they stand on.. stolen breath to be someone they think they control to end a life with few left behind for no...

...i remember the times i would escape to have a drink and you would holler at me to come home and talk to you on yahoo,,, but now i don't hear those words so i allow myself to drown my heart in drink and forget who i was yesterday because i'm lost without a voice to name this feeling inside of...

today i'm bored so alcohol maybe---lmao this from : 50/50 native american/irish

today i'm bored so alcohol maybe---lmao this from : 50/50 native american/irish

i voted purely from an outsider point of view because i don't watch these but i did like number 1 set for the simplistic color approach and how i was captivated but not over whelmed with the motion of the graphics,,, those caught my attention first.

TOKYO, Japan (AP) -- A 43-year-old Japanese woman whose sudden divorce in a virtual game world made her so angry that she killed her online husband's digital persona has been arrested on suspicion of hacking, police said Thursday. story here...

Missy Higgins - More Than This ...I could feel at the time There was no way of knowing Fallen leaves in the night Who can say where they´re blowing As free as the wind And hopefully learning Why the sea on the tide Has no way of turning More than this - there is nothing More than this - tell...

... was i wrong to love you,,, was it beyond the man you think i am,,, i just want to know why i still feel you in my dark when i'm letting go of everything i'm still holding on to you,,, will time erase the colors i feel when i touch the wind and i'm not alone because i still feel you inside my...

finally saw the movie and i definitely like it and how it turned out in the very end!!!

... do you think,,, is it that obvious,,, i'm blind i guess!!!

torrent: Cyborg.Girl[DVDRip]XviD-CoWRY_[Rar-less].4454692.TPB.torrent

oldie---> Title: Heaven Can Wait Artist: Meat Loaf ... will heaven wait for someone like me that so many friends tell me i can't be loved,,, maybe it's to late because i've already tasted paradise in her fate and can't change into the air she breathes,,, maybe she can wait,,, if heaven gives...

... heaven can wait,,, god knows i'm not perfect because even my friends tell me so,,, heaven might not wait because i'm still lost when it comes to love and fate!!! :(

tired--- life is like the prairie grass atm un-refied and blowing in every direction with but a single color and over head skyward it looks like rain!!!

i love the part of my life that accepted that aussie girl as part of the sunshine in my world that kept my heart warm!!!

Exclusive Live Video of Jason Mraz - "I'm Yours" i first herd this song here by the lady* and today Jason Mraz web site asked for an add so i'm listening again atm!!! :) ... when the silence steels my heart strings after all friends have gone home for the night i'm thinking of someone i will...

atm this is the only program i know of that will capture yahoo music video streams!!! i'm most likely going to pay for it cos it's only $50!!! :)

have you ever looked to the heaven and took in the beauty of a night sky when the lights in heaven shine down upon you??? often i stand in the dark most often in wintertime when the chill is in the air and realize in the moment how beautiful the night sky is... it is with thoughtful wonderment...

The Perishers - Victorious ... we strive to find tomorrow, and we find love in un- common places and we love forever in friends that can't see the light,,, but we still love them like the spring rain because someday we know they will understand us after the fights,,, they know more than our...

looks good :P *goes to look for Torrent*

jody: John you are to nice of a person john: that's just me, who i am jody: you need to be more reserved john: how so jody: stop being so kind to people that aren't your friends john: me i've come from nothing so i need nothing jody: you and me are alike john: i'm just john (laughs) jody: yeah'...

with sound in the air reminding me of my friend i can not be but humble and understand i'm not perfect because she can not forgive a part of me and all that i know is so hard to change absent love... what comes first, the chicken, or the egg??? what comes last the change of a man's heart, or...

... the darkness only shades the gray for the time has passed and i have given up on new love,,, waiting for you to come home,,, singing inside my heart even when people see only sadness on the days i'm alone,,, i choose to wait for the day when you return daylight to a mans blind heart and come...

looks fun,,, i'll have to try it!!! :P

Title: I Honestly Love You Artist: Olivia Newton-John ...i see the daylight in your eyes and my heart steals the moment with silence and i remember why" i honestly love you", but you are so far from my words!!!

curious how important does some ones voice impact your daylight and attraction to someone??? ...i do still admit that the one thing that still steals waking time from me is the certain look of a stranger sometimes that my eyes precieve i'm attracted to!!! ...but i'm wondering how much a voice...

try here for thai girl names and meanings: http://www.babynology.com/thai_babynames.html my son is 1/2 thai, 1/4 native american, and 1/4 irish,,, i was going to give him a thai name but i settle on and american name: Nicholas Tait if i ever have a girl i want to name her: Riley Danielle ps...

Today i got this thought then i remembered it was or is your Birthday today, yeah it's on the 2nd here in the US as i type this but it's morning there where you are atm so i'm sending you birthday wishes dearest Pac, today you are 17 (on the 3rd of October) and i heard this song and thought of...

A Tu Corazon Soo klang jai thurt - Rose Sirintip ... i wish i had 100% understanding of this girls heart but for now i only have her music to breathe in the light that i may live for this moment!!! :)

i think i give into people to easy... i need to be more like a cold machine and not pay attention to other peoples details!!! if we fall into a time line then we become like,,, normal people that seem like zombies living lives from scripts that take the breath from the soul of an individual...

color me with life and talk across to me,,, but never look up to me,,, because i need to be apart of your life and not control you and your future!!!

if god wants me to love you,,, i need time and the moment to realize you can stand on your own because i have compassion but love is still new to me and how i can accept you as an equal and nothing less!!!

อย่าเ�ลียด�ัน�็พอ-Aof words are but a tone heard in my pursuit of happiness everyday i won't forget you and why i live to love one!!!

signs of daylight,,, but a lack of happiness because i still miss my friend!!! :mellow: ps. if not for the memories i keep,,, i would own nothing for the world i hold in my dreams!!! isluP or maybe its the idea i don't know who you are anymore!!! *sighs, oh bother* ;)

why do people chase wealth spending so much of their time and health in the pursuit of things that will be all gone in time??? the physical pain we put ourselves through for the simple things we want make life so complicated... there are few that live their lives like artist painting a world...

Cameron is so damn fine!!! 1. she is so cold, but is curious! 2. she seems emotionless, but she feels somethings she don't understand! 3. she can defend herself, but she still gets hurt with emotions she don't understand yet! 4. she don't pay much attention to the weakness in humanity...

job interview and i'm so not into this atm but i guess i need to work right!!! ps. more money does not make me happy, why??? *sighs* :mellow:

i work for the department of defense,,, i'm a civilian supervisor/manager in an aircraft maintenance unit!!! i used to have access but that privilege has been squashed do to the threat they see to the government servers from outside sources!!!:(

i often think of suicide but then again i can be so selfish somedays but god knows i'm working on that part of me to be more forgiving there would be less footprints in the sand if i chose to be less me some ways i don't know if i could ever handle wealth in a monetary sense because i know i...

Forever Love - X Japan if ever i could lift the world up on my shoulders it would be for you... the night brings me pain in the dark when i think of how much i love you and you never knew or understood the burdens i willing accept to need you... less candle light in my world does not dim my...

i like it Tina---the message and inscription will always be with him in his pocked should he forget he need only look at what time it is and he will remember who he is and why he married you!!!

tangible assets will always have value unless they are in Baghdad---lmao---truth is if the US government goes broke then all those little green backs you have stuffed in your mattress are worthless... my money is in ING bank and i'm not to concerned for the money atm because i know i'm good at...

... alone and confused wishing i did not have to be me for today... i know there is a song out there for giving reason for the way i'm being me... oiii

Title: Wish You Were Artist: Kate Voegele ...and the light is fading while you aren't... wishing i had a chance... wishing for someone like you to give me a glance... wishing you were...

goodnight who ever you are i will forever be admiring your voice inside my head, it's my favorite color atm,,, goodnight goodnight dear where ever you are i still remember you on your birthday...

i'm so lost atm!!!

lame lame can't answer a single question for me :( maybe it's because i already know the future---lol

yes, but i still love her!!! have you ever given up on someone you knew was your friend???

there are days my faith is shaken for the choices i have made to serve my nation, but today was a day as somber as it could be in the line of work i choose to do... today someones son came home from iraq, he was killed last week, today he passed through our air guard base i work at to be met by...

Answer - Sarah McLachlan I will be the answer At the end of the line I will be there for you Why take the time In the burning of uncertainty I will be your solid ground I will hold the balance If you can't look down If it takes my whole life I won't break, I won't bend It will all be worth it...

lmao--- :loool: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm--->football=0 when it comes to lions i may go to the game next week against the packers to drink and be part of the tail gate party people are having and who knows after a few drinks maybe i will get into the game---lol

please let me sleep :(

tired---sounds in my heart wake the hurt of another day giving my life less meaning absent love to understand how i'm lost without you to make me laugh!!!

i know how to take care of you, but i don't know how to love you!!! take all that i give you and turn it into something better in the future that i'm not capable of, pay it forward and maybe i have done something good!!!

richard nixon "Eat, sleep and swim. That's all I can do."

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i just got 250 messages from SW---lol

it's going ok from this part of the country i'm hoping the sunsets on your half the country are spectacular---god knows i miss the days gone that found a few strangers laughing together in a small forum where the music sounded the same in all our playlist... take care Sam!!!

if ever that i have to reflect on the past and view my future it is thru the eyes of those that truly know me... i wonder why i am so different from everyone i called friend or the times my friends let me go because thru this self realization all the hurt i feel for where i am now is born from...

WoW!!! lol--- i forgot what i was thinking dear when i read this!!!

conquering the world still won't create the cage that will own your heart so i lay down my arms and wait for you in the sunlight that bathes us both in new daylight that we may begin again like we never met to capture the laughter we shared before!!! *sigh* throw me in deep water heavens above...

i don't fear much if anything at all because i have accepted my death already!!! anything that keeps me dreaming of life is good!!! my favorite color is orange ever since i could see!!! my favorite time of day is early enough to watch the sun rise because i believe in second chances and a new...

yeah they are easy to change and they are not to expensive... lately i've been buying all my computer parts from www.Tigerdirect.com...

sounds to me like it's a video card issue...

i'm yours - jason Mraz if only everyday i could be the breeze that messes up your hair in a carefree way because we have all day to be together!!! :lol: ps. i stole this song from someone elses thoughts---lol :D

hmmmmmm what is the meaning here...like making words from one word? bay-a body of water forming an indentation of the shoreline, larger than a cove but smaller than a gulf. way-a method, plan, or means for attaining a goal. bus-a large motor vehicle, having a long body, equipped with seats or...

my hope is that august 29, 2005 does not repeat it's self all over again... i remember the night we took in evacuee's,,, it just torn at my heart to see the look on the faces of the ppl as we helped them off the plane... everything they owned was carried in plastic bags... most had just what...

i've had a number of phones but my current is the iphone with T-mobile... ps---i :wub: ma'iphone lol

...it's after 7am and i'm glad i did not stay out to late lastnight...

i know there are a number of members here that live in this storms path and i'm just curious, what your plans are??? http://www.cnn.com/2008/WORLD/weather/08/3...stav/index.html

i rest with the fact that when i wake in the morning you are still there in my heart like i promised you you would be... after the years have passed i won't forget you and all that was me and you,,, my friend,,, special because your pains made me hurt and your laughter made me want to be more...

ugh' i have another hangover,,, oh wells just need to suck it up and deal with it till my next beer---lol

...i think this happens in every work place... one of the Gm employees told me how they corrected it,,, kinda mean but it worked,,, this guy he tells me did the same thing everyday stole their food and drank their drinks ,,, so one day they (the other dudes) peed in their thermos,,, well after...

OH!!! Happy Birthday dear!!! may the light of the world keep you warm today on your Birthday!!! :)

how have you been in your absence??? i think i spelled that right!!!

I see things that maybe I should'nt, I Mean things people say often leave a signature, ok I think I know someone posting is not who they appear to be I mean he is actually a she... It's fun sometimes to see that but in this case, well I think I know who they are, 6 sense sucks sometimes, :(...

*scratches head* interesting,,, simple memories of love in an innocent heart,,, time will definitely pass but no matter what age when you have a favorite color it is hard to change until the light shifts in your world and introduces you to another unseen hue,,, just don't let time harbor regrets...

If Love Is Blind - Tiffany ...time and words i feel with pounding heart touching silence, i met you i know i have before the daylight, a dream that i can believe again love is blind, i love you if this true!!!

i wish to draw pictures with you in yahoo again,,, draw another world where you and i can be friends again,,, because i miss your laughter i felt inside my heart and the smile i felt on my face when you stole the color from my crayons!!!

i have an iphone unlocked working with T-mobile and everything works fine but you will have to pay extra for the internet if its not already on your current plan. i use my wifi with free hot spots and in my home wireless system. the iphone can spoil you to the touch screen way of doing things...

it's 3:44 PM and its warm and sunny outside but i have not left the house yet today---oh well i should but feeling a bit depressed so i'm surfing the internet finding songs from my past and happier times, i think they were happier times---lol

SR: ...i wish i could buy happiness... the temporary happiness found in a bottle only defines happiness in a clouded moment that i'm able to forget what you've done with my heart... i wish sometimes someone else could help me find who i am,,, because i feel so lost in a bottle trying to forget...

Damaged-Danity Kane ...time will heal my heart but the scar left on my soul will be apart of me forever because i trusted you before you damaged me in the eyes of everyone...

i think it was 1995 with aol also,,, but it was more like this giant bbs then a network to the world...

...i drink to much---hmmmmmmmmm yeah i really do *sighs*

...this is bad...i'm on the floor how did i get here...another day in the life of to many beers...oh well...i can be so stupid when i'm in the moment...

M*A*S*H (Suicide Is Painless) ... and the light goes out on a lost ship at sea...

Your True Love Is an Aquarius Why you'll love an Aquarius: Independent yet devoted, you'll appreciate the unique approach to love Aquarius takes. You both see love as a bit of a game, and Aquarius will challenge you until you're completely hooked. Why an Aquarius will love you...

Sarah Mclachlan - I Love You ...from dim light to daylight, craving to success, behind me winters end defining a wish, i have someone: "l love you" ...dreams on tear, rivers flowing gently, autumns wisp, can you hear the snow starting to fall from frozen hearts desire, waiting for a moment...

Revolution - ?อย่าหลอกว่ารัก dear someone special' ...the distance has grown to pain from love, for your words pierce my skin and trust standing beneath swollen feet, this love will endure inside of me, with idea things will be clearer tomorrow, i have not lied, time will endure my heart for...

butterflies in your hair and starlight in your eyes, i beg of you to forgive me if i made you cry, made you not believe, and let me fly from your heart if ever i had a place then forget me so that i may learn to trust again and maybe we'll meet in another time through other peoples eyes and you...

i often don't give myself credit for things i've done because i don't feel i have to prove anything to anyone! example: ( I've bid on a job that pays $90K a year and i won't get it even though i know more then those that compete against me because i refuse to lie) money no longer drives me to...

i'm addicted to the sunlight that reflects how beautiful your eys can be in my heart---lol--- really--- addicted to finding true love---beer ---young women---music---life...all the male things men won't admit to---lmao

from the clips i've saw on youtube i can't wait to see the movie--- currently downloading!!!:D

i refuse to act my age most of the time. i'm not perfect but sometimes i think i am. god hates me or at least i think he does. i have learned to keep my mouth shut at times when i should be defending my honor. the faults i find in others is often my greatest strengths. i'm still trying to...

i'm sorry... ...it's not the light in the middle of the day that makes me say this when all the truth seems to lean on me that i've done wrong but the candle light in a dark room in the middle of the night when i wake and i miss you as my friend when we could be so honest... i'm sorry...

...i cleaned up my MSN contacts by deleting some people who have nothing better to do then judge me even though i don't know them and for sure they don't know whats in my heart,,, good riddance!!! god ppl don't you hate ppl like that that say sh!t behind your back??? :angry: may they die a...

o7:14 and i'm still home feeling sick pausing the fast lane of my life taking time to stream music through my senses looking for her in the music...

19:25 and i'm going to ride my bike then come home and eat ice cream :D

i agree with Tina here,,, because in the beginning of a relationship that drives you towards marriage shouldn't it be the happiest times of your life and god only knows if this insecurity belongs to him now what will it be in 5 or 10 years and what towards children you may have then... someones...

we live in turbulent time in a world gone mad... last week in broad daylight out side a Harley shop a young man 22 was beaten to death by two men over a $300 debt in my home town... :( nobody bothered to help this man either... who is left in this would to inspire hope that tomorrow will see...

p.s. i hate being alone!!!

i think ... we must learn to trust our instincts without motives to succeed at any form of relationship... i am truthful in most my dealings with people but i often lie to myself when it comes to love because i'm still trying to understand myself... i think i'm critical of people more then not...

...oiii,,, its 0530am and i've been laying awake with a lot on my mind these days...if you understand this i'm saying my plate is full and i'm not hungry anymore,,, looks like rain...

another truth about me this time a weakness :( : i often will apologize when i think i'm right because i don't like confrontation,,, well that's what i always thought,,, but through some fate i realize i don't really know what i am because i've learned to survive threw manipulation,,, not lying...

Shawn Colvin - never saw blue ...that day i saw you not so long ago i saw the tears in your eyes and your words pierced my heart when you wanted to die--- :( --- i did not know i was supposed to be there that day to pick you up with kindness for the world had collapsed in on you... only god...

i'm eating some thai laab gai i cooked today,,, i picked up some seeds in thailand in april and grew my own thai basil,,, thai cucumbers,,, oinion chives,,, and spirmint to help with local ingrediants---mmmmmmmmmm---so good atm :D

lmao :loool: i hope she still doing house work and not just eating all the time,,, anyways sh!t happens to all of us guess he's just making the most of life--- :loool:

The Time Of Times - Badly Drawn Boy ...this is for you April if you exist at the dawn come back and lift me from this bed of nails and invite the sunshine back into my heart with your presents,,, this is the time of times because i still love you dear April!!! spring is my favorite time of...

Padek!!! OMG you silly girl---lmao@U current craze in my quest to be more healthy on the edge,,, steamed food!!! i ran out a few minutes ago to get some zuccini, red potatos, red oinons and stake to steam with garlic and rosemary erbs,,, it does taste good---mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i only used the site Kev left the link to calculate my physical worth---lol must be the over rated intelligence part cos i think my real net worth is more like $500k but that won't last long cos i owe most of it to my son's mom :(

...this movie is so much me *sighs* "Definitely, Maybe" except i'm still waiting at the feet of failure... p.s. i'm so in love with know one,,, :( p.s.s. i loved the plot line in this movie because i'm so in love with the idea April exist,,, but we just have not met again!!!

...$2,564,084

"truths about me" are the things we do to test the waters of relationship before love... maybe if we just stand back and take time to anylize ourselves... so often we make decisions about our fate that when time passes we find often more then not we discover a lie within ourselves... have you...

alone... counting heart beats without you and the sound of silence is stealing my air... depressed waiting for the rain to hide my tears,,, running away again from me... damn why do i feel all alone??? somewhere out there in the blinding light is someone that feels like i do atm and we can be...

Billie Myers - kiss the rain ...hello do you miss me,,, are you forgetting the time,,, hello do you feel my pain,,, kiss the rain and see my life all over again without you,,, the laughter in my daylight,,, kiss the rain and touch me again,,,

what time is it when i look outside my window and all i see is darkness and feel all that i may have lost for thinking of others before myself... only god know what i'm talking about but wealth is reserved in my heart for knowing i'm doing the right thing to save someone even when it may have...

...i bought you as a dream but i knew the day i ran out in the rain to buy you pizza i could not leave you,,, and if i could sing to the music that played in my heart as i walked in the rain "i want to know who you are AM" does your heart chase shadows in the dusk as you wake with out someone...

Broken - Camilla ...the things i will miss most when i end my life: i missed you in the light because the time never was meant to be in this life,,, i'm trying to say i missed the chance in life to love because we never met!!! ...friends forever but limited with to just one breath,,, just one...

tired and i'm sick atm,,, someone please shoot me---lol

0610am time to go to work and pretend i like what i'm doing when all i want to to is play and run in the rain until i find another someone like you the one that went away!!!

Aly and Aj - Something More ...i still remember yesterday and when we were friends and i painted the sky gray when i wanted something more... tears under gray skys waiting for sun light when maybe i can just be me and not want more than being friends... i miss the voice and the laughter of just...

i feel hung-over but i finally got my iPone back online today, so i a bit happy i think :)

this is the comedy thread right---lmao---i never had any formal training i just watched others drive then went out and bought a car and drove---lol--- well there was the time my brother tried and teach me when we both were drunk but that did not help--- you see we lived way out in the country so...

listening to an old play list a friend help me build a few years back---it's like i can touch her face in the beautiful light that passivates me back to then and i find my heart in a steel trap for any words she could speak--- if someone speaks a foreign accent and she talks to you thru music...